Chapter 335: Ambition

After all, it was only because of something happened to Gongsun's family that Gongsun Jin chose to come to Northern Xinjiang, and it seems that he just became a hussar general naturally, and he didn't do anything very deliberately?

If Gongsun Jin is willing to let go of everything he has and follow her, then will the impasse be resolved?

Tao shook her head: "I don't know. ”

She really didn't know, if it was Gongsun Jin, would he choose to compromise in exchange for a happy ending for the two of them?

But according to Taoru's understanding of Gongsun Jin, he probably wouldn't do that.

It's not because he cares about the opinions of the outside world, or the gossip of the people, but ......

A man, when he finds what he wants to do, what he wants to do, it will be something he will work hard for all his life. Affection and love are nothing at all under a man's ambition and desire.

Gongsun Jin really came to Northern Xinjiang by accident, maybe the Gongsun family didn't have an accident at the beginning, and he wouldn't have embarked on this road. Or perhaps, the current Gongsun family has resolved the dead end, and he can turn back, but ......

Isn't his hard work and dedication, his hope and perseverance?

He did go wrong halfway, entered the barracks, became a general, and lived in the northern Xinjiang, but all the accidents and possibilities were not enough to dispel a person's enthusiasm.

Gongsun Jin is a fresh, thoughtful, and good man with his own ambitions in life, he knelt at the feet of Tao Ruye and said that he would be her big hero, and he did it, and he did it very well, which made her feel very proud.

But what he didn't know was that he became her hero, but he also blocked the last possibility with her.

Tao Ru is the man he likes, it is because he is warm, sunny, fresh, free and easy, and insists on being serious, he says what he wants to do, he will work hard to do it, and achieve the goal seriously, instead of perfunctory prevarication, wasting his time and time, so she likes him.

Maybe it's just because she likes him that he's different.

But he was really different, and that's why she liked him.

The two may seem the same, but they are actually very different.

"I was thinking that the answer to this question might only be known if I asked him in person. ”

Momo sighed and rubbed her head, "Maybe even if I ask in person, he won't tell me the real answer now." ”

Banxia looked at Momo's expression and sighed in her heart.

Yes, even if he asks in person, according to the current situation, someone is already dead, how can he reveal his true thoughts?

Even Gongsun Jin, a child who is not yet big, meets someone he likes, I am afraid that he wants to protect her with all his might, if he knows that his sincerity will hurt her, will he bury his sincerity and never tell anyone again?

And Tao Ru, who has never heard Gongsun Jin's real answer again, will he also feel regretful?

Things are always such a dilemma, sometimes when I think about it, it seems that there are thorns everywhere, but one step forward, maybe not so painful.

Banxia Teng stood up and said, "Don't think about it, I'll call him back and let you make it clear in person." ”

Banxia turned around to leave, and Tao Ru grabbed Banxia's arm, "Don't go, don't call him back." ”

She was a little flustered, and she didn't know what was going on, in the face of so many ill-intentioned courtiers, she could deal with anyone without changing her face, and now she just wanted to hear a person's sincerity, but she was flustered like a little rabbit.

Soft, yet sensitive, without any shell.

Banxia looked at Taoru with a sour nose, but she still sat down, patted her hand and said, "Okay, okay, I'm joking with you, how can I meddle in the matter between you, only two people know the relationship between the two people best, after all, I am just a bystander, and I can't make any decisions on your behalf." ”

Yes, if Banxia can make a decision on behalf of Tao Ru is and Gongsun Jin, maybe according to her urgency, or straight temper, maybe just let the two of them live rice and cook rice, what kind of big thing is comparable to two people who really love each other, but they are thousands of miles apart.

Alas.

Banxia sighed, holding her chin with her hands, not knowing where her eyes were looking.

Tao Ru saw that Banxia really wouldn't go to Gongsun Jin to come back, so she breathed a sigh of relief, sat beside Banxia in a daze, and let go of her mind for the first time, thinking about nothing, just wanting to be in a daze.

The two of them were quietly together, although they didn't say anything, as if there were a thousand words that didn't need to be said.

The distant commotion gradually approached again, and scolding and laughter were heard at the same time.

Gongsun Jin and Gongsun Ying'er, who ran away, ran back after me again.

Banxia woke up suddenly, turned her head to look at Tao Rus, and saw that Tao Ruis was also looking at her, Banxia stood up suddenly, and said, "I'll go out and block it, and let them come back tomorrow." ”

Banxia didn't know what she was going to do, but seeing that Tao Ru was not ready, she wanted Gongsun Jin not to break in, and she could delay it for a while, and when the time was right, she would sit down and talk about it, which was a wise approach.

But Tao Ru is not an ordinary person after all, the difference between her and Banxia is here, Banxia can think about one thing for several days, but Tao Ru can analyze all the pros and cons in the shortest possible time, and choose a path that is most suitable for herself.

"No need. Tao stood up and said very calmly: "Anyway, I'll see you sooner or later, it's better to meet now, and when you encounter any problems, you can solve them slowly." ”

Escaping is never the solution.

And before they saw anyone, they had already imagined so many difficulties, in case things were not as hard as they imagined, wouldn't they let themselves mess up?

Taoru really wants to see what is left between her and Gongsun Jin in the past half a year.

Banxia said abruptly: "Is it really not necessary?

She doesn't doubt Tao Ruyi's ability, it's just that almost any woman is weak when facing feelings, and no one is born strong.

Even if Tao Ru is the future empress that everyone wants to look up to in the Western Zhou Dynasty, she is only a woman after all, she is the eldest princess in the palace, and she is a decisive person who will seize the throne, in the mountains and in the northern Xinjiang, she is just an ordinary woman.

No matter how strong that Taoru in the capital is, the current Taoru is just a soft and fragile woman, she is not in the palace, she doesn't have to force herself to pretend to be a powerful person, and do things that she doesn't want to do and don't want to do.