"The two of us, who is the one who matters?"

I hesitated a little when she asked this, but I didn't answer her immediately, just sat there calmly.

Which of the two women is more important? This kind of question can't be asked lightly, if it is really asked like this at ordinary times, it is not a sarcasm of the Ming Dynasty, but I am afraid that I will already tear my face and pull my hair, but neither she nor I have opened our mouths lightly, we just look at each other like this.

I don't know how long this silence lasted.

I can still calm down, but she seems to be a little uncontrollable, her body keeps shaking, and the tears in her eyes keep flickering, but she refuses to cry lightly, just looks at me like this, gritting her teeth and showing a little smile: "You say!"

“……”

What else can you say now?

I held on to the armrests on either side of the chair, my fingers straining all the time, but I didn't move.

Nangong Lizhu chuckled: "Yan Qingqing, what do you want?"

"What?"

"You've already won me. ”

“……”

"The only two men I care about in my life, they are both fascinated by you, and they break me for you. I don't ask for anything but to stay with him, and you have to come and tell me this. ”

“……”

"You must make me admit that I am not as important as you, for them, you are the most important person, and I Nangong Lizhu is nothing, right?"

“……”

"Do you have to trample me under your feet before you are willing?"

I watched her collapse, and an indescribable sense of paleness welled up in my heart.

In the past, I always felt that there are winners and losers in life.

The one who wins naturally stands high in the clouds, while the one who loses falls into the quagmire, the wolf is unbearable and full of ugliness.

In the past, I always thought so, so when Pei Yuanhao slapped me to the ground in front of her in Yangzhou, my heart was like ashes, and it never burned again.

But now, when she said this, when I looked at her like this, I realized that it didn't make any sense to say anything about winning or losing.

I have no joy in victory.

Seeing her wolf bèi didn't give me any pleasure or joy either.

The human heart and human nature are the same, and they are also the same, human nature is inherently good, loves beauty and hates evil, both are engraved in life and bone marrow, I can't be happy because of the pain of others, no matter what this person has done to me.

Thinking of this, I sighed lightly and said, "I didn't talk to you about who matters. ”

“……”

"What I'm talking to you about how to deal with this matter in front of us can minimize our casualties. ”

“……”

"Nangong Lizhu, there is no win or loss between me and you. ”

“……”

"In the end, there is only life and death. ”

She looked at me blankly, like a hedgehog who was fully armed and erected all the needles in her body, but suddenly found that she had no enemies at all, no targets to target, and suddenly the whole person collapsed, and collapsed, only the hand holding Pei Yuanhao barely supported her.

I said calmly, "If you want to be sad, you can be sad as much as you want, but not for too long." We only have half an hour, and now, two quarters have passed. ”

She shuddered again, then looked up at me.

After a while, she said, "You're really—"

"I know you won't believe anything I say, but there is one thing that you can see for yourself," I looked her in the eye: "The two of us are important, in fact, it is not important, the final life and death are important." ”

“……”

"When a person dies, everything that wins or loses is empty. ”

“……”

She seemed to be shocked, staring at me with wide eyes, as if she didn't know me at all, and as if it was the first time she had heard someone talk to her like this, or rather, to say something like that.

When I met my eyes, her eyes were full of complexities and contradictions, as if something invisible was hitting her soul, once, again, and once and again, shaking her heart.

I don't know how long it took, but in the end, she finally sighed: "You are right, under life and death, there is no winning or losing." ”

“……”

She looked at me and suddenly smiled: "Is this what they value?"

I was stunned, and before I could react, she chuckled again:

"I'll go. ”

My breathing tightened, too.

However, the smile was fleeting, and it didn't stay on her face any longer, and it didn't leave any trace. Although I was originally going to convince her, when I heard her say this, I hesitated: "Are you really willing to go?"

She looked at me, "Is there any other way?"

“……”

I pursed my lips.

She smiled again, then said, "Since there is no other choice, so be it." ”

I thought about it for a moment, and then said, "But, you also need to know one thing. ”

She looked at me, "What?"

"When you get out, you're in the hands of the rebels. ”

“……”

"Sheng, you are the daughter of Nangong Jinhong, you are their person, and you are also a person in the rebels. ”

“……”

She was unexpectedly calm, without any panic and fear, just faintly lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes covered those autumn eyes, I couldn't see her eyes clearly, I could only feel a thick loneliness and helplessness, which came out of it.

She smiled indifferently: "It doesn't matter. ”

“……”

She looked back at the unconscious man on the bed, and said, "Go out, I want to be with him for the last time, for a while." ”

I used a slight force on my hand holding the armrest of the chair, and finally stood up on my feet, looked at her and said, "Don't be too long, half an hour, it will be soon." ”

With that, I turned and walked out.

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Just now, I felt that time passed very slowly, and every moment seemed like a torment, but at this moment, I felt that time passed too fast, and after a while, the stipulated time limit was about to arrive.

A few students came running from outside, anxiously telling me that the rebels below were already ready to move.

I sighed, walked over and knocked on the door of the side hall, then pushed the door and walked in.

As soon as I walked in, I saw Nangong Lizhu sitting on the edge of the bed, I don't know how long she had been sitting in this position, and when I walked in, she was bending down and gently kissing Pei Yuanhao's lips.

“……！”

I was stunned and stopped, and Nangong Lizhu didn't seem to notice that I was coming in at all, and he didn't feel it at all, and reached out and gently stroked Pei Yuanhao's cheek.

My face couldn't help but heat up, and I subconsciously took a step back.

This retreat, but hit the door behind him, and with a bang, Nangong Lizhu had already straightened up and turned his head to look at me.

Only then did I see that her face was even paler than just now, almost blending with the snow-white wall behind her, and the only bright color on her face was her rosy lips, but just now I saw that her lips were also pale because of blood loss.

Looking at Pei Yuanhao lying there again, I understood.

It's blood.

She had just been wounded, and the blood splattered from the wound fell on his body, and also on his face and lips, and this kiss stained his and hers lips with the color of blood.

I don't know if that kiss also smells of blood.

I stood in the doorway, still a little hesitant, and she had already said, "Is the time?"

"It's here. ”

"Okay. ”

After she finished speaking, she finally glanced down at Pei Yuanhao, and then slowly stood up, and the hand that had been holding his hand slowly let go.

Maybe it's because she held it for too long, the fingers of the two people were entangled together, and it seemed a little difficult to separate at this time, not to mention the blood, because she broke away, the wound cracked open again, and there was red blood dripping down from her hand, falling to Pei Yuanhao's palm, along the fingers, dripping from the fingertips little by little.

Looking at this scene, my brow furrowed slightly.

And Nangong Lizhu didn't say anything, just got up and walked out.

I stood in the doorway and watched her walk out like this, dripping with her blood along the way, as if she had been dyed blood-red along the way......

She walked outside.

Those palace maids and eunuchs didn't know what was going on, they only looked at this noble concubine with blood stained on her body and walked out with a pale face, and Sun Jingfei As soon as they saw her walk out, they retreated to the side with complicated expressions, and they didn't know what to say or do.

Only Concubine Ning Yang Jinqiao stood at the door, and when she saw her, she said calmly, "Are you going?"

Nangong Lizhu only glanced at her, didn't say a word, and walked over to reach out to open the door.

I suddenly shouted, "Nangong Lizhu." ”

She held on to the door with one hand and didn't look back.

I asked her, "You, do you have anything to say?"

“……”

"I told him. ”

“……”

She was silent for a moment and said calmly, "No need to say it. ”

“……”

"He understands everything. ”

"That's—"

"And," she said calmly without looking back, "what I want to tell you is that I really like your daughter and like witty words. ”

"......!" my heart jumped, and for some reason she suddenly mentioned the wonderful words, which was like a thorn between me and her, which could not be touched lightly, and when touched, it was a heart-piercing pain.

I felt her shoulders twitch slightly, as if she was about to be crushed by the pain, and she finally looked up, took a long breath, and said, "But don't worry, I'm going to snatch her." ”

“……”

"It's yours, and no one can take it away. ”

With that, she pushed the door open.

The sunlight shone in from the outside, and for a moment it was so shaky that I couldn't open my eyes, and I closed my eyes, leaving her silhouette in sight, and when I opened them, she was gone.

The door was closed again.

I just saw her slender back the moment the door closed, and walked down the steps step by step, towards the rebels who were screaming loudly.

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As soon as the door closed, I turned around and said to Sun Jingfei and a few other students who were following me, "You must stay here for the rest of the time." ”

They hurried to look at me.

I said, "We can't let them attack, and in any case, it's going to take half an hour." ”

"Half an hour?" Sun Jingfei seemed to be a little worried, and looked around: "Jixian Hall is almost impossible to defend, such a place, once it is attacked by force, there is no capital to defend at all. ”

I said, "Yes." ”

He hurriedly asked, "What is it?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard the rebels below shouting outside the gate.

At first, the voices were noisy, and some could not tell what they were shouting, but gradually, their voices began to be uniform, and it was clear that they were shouting a name.

"Yan light!"

"Yan light!"

When the people around heard it clearly, they all looked at me in shock, and a student subconsciously walked up to me: "Senior Sister Yan?"

As soon as Sun Jingfei heard the shout, he suddenly seemed to understand something, hurriedly walked to the door, opened a line and looked down, and my eyes happened to fall there, and I saw that Nangong Lizhu had been caught by the leaders of the rebels.

Surrounded by some blood-stained tiger and wolf masters, her slender figure stood in the middle of the square, like a weak little flower in the sea of swords and fire.

At any time, it can be swallowed up.

And those people all raised their swords at this moment, and kept waving them, and the cold light with blood flashed in the air, and they kept shouting-

"Yan light! Yan light!"

They want me out!

At this time, Yang Jinqiao had completely understood, she looked at me, and said in a deep voice: "You plan to do this, last for half an hour?"

My heart ached slightly from the shouts, as if it was about to burst out of my chest at any moment, and I could only grit my teeth and endure it, and said to them: "Half an hour, no matter what, hold on!"

After saying that, he left here as if he were fleeing.

I walked all the way until I walked outside the side hall, and I saw Wen Sisi and them all guarding the door, but maybe because of the special situation at the moment, none of them dared to rush in, they all hesitated at the door, and when they saw me coming, they hurriedly surrounded me: "Miss Yan, you are here!"

"Nangong Guifei, where did she go?"

"What's wrong with the emperor?"

"Miss Yan, we want to see the emperor, how is the emperor?!"

I was surrounded by them, and I was also in a trance for a while, as if I was still in front of me who had just opened the door and sent Nangong Lizhu out of the dazzling sunshine......

After a pause, I said, "You want to see him?" but he hasn't woken up yet. ”

A deep voice said, "I just want to know that he's safe." ”

This voice-

When I saw it, it was Ye Yunshuang.

Looking at her eager and worried eyes, I was silent for a moment and said, "Okay. ”

Let them guard him, or not.

So, I turned around, and the door was still hidden, and I walked over, and was about to push open the door of the side hall, when suddenly, my wrist sank.

I looked down and a hand, bloodied, came out of the door and grabbed my wrist!

My heart sank.

It's-!