Li Xiaoyan's sweet words made Cheng Donghao have mixed feelings. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info He didn't know who Li Xiaoyan's words were talking to, for a while he thought it was himself, for a while he thought it was Qin Guan, and for a while he thought it was just Li Xiaoyan's nonsense that he didn't know who to say it to, and maybe there was a future person who was not his own, which made Cheng Donghao even more crazy. Whenever this happens, Cheng Donghao just wants to viciously possess her, squeeze all the past and future out of her body and soul, only the present self, the eternal self. Cheng Donghao restrained this choppy thought and tried not to think about it, but it was like floating on the sea, infiltrating everything about him all the time. With the first time, there was a second time, when Cheng Donghao appeared in front of Li Xiaoyan, he saw her stunned, suddenly retreated, and wanted to run away, but immediately calmed down again, facing him, holding the basketball behind him with one hand, pink cheeks, black eyes, looking at him shyly, sour and about to come out of the water. Cheng Donghao looked at her as if she was about to escape, panicked, and when he saw her standing there, he hated to swallow her in one bite. Cheng Donghao is always gloomy and resentful of Li Xiaoyan, love and hate, wants to break free and enjoys it, sometimes wants to possess it desperately, and sometimes he is depressed and depressed, he never knew that one person's feelings about another person would be so subtle and complex, layer upon layer of wave after wave, one heavy over the other, mixed tastes, and thousands of things.

Cheng Donghao walked steadily in front of Li Xiaoyan, as soon as he stretched out his hand, Li Xiaoyan turned his head and ran, Cheng Donghao then chased, two in front of the other, and ran straight out of the school gate, the roadside is full of poplar trees with thick bowls, and the delicate leaves have just grown. Li Xiaoyan turned around while running, slowed down a little, and was grabbed by Cheng Donghao and pressed on the tree, even the tree in his arms, the two of them gasped for a long time, Cheng Donghao said: "It's too hard to chase you, your athletic literacy is really not a one-day practice, but this is also good, I have understood it in other aspects." Li Xiaoyan said, "What?" Cheng Donghao kissed Li Xiaoyan like a dragonfly and said, "What do you say?" Li Xiaoyan said, "I don't know." Cheng Donghao touched Li Xiaoyan's crotch, and Li Xiaoyan let out an "ah". Cheng Donghao smiled: "Got it?" Li Xiaoyan said, "What are you doing here?" Cheng Donghao said: "If I didn't know what to do before, do you still need to ask after that?"

Li Xiaoyan said: "If you don't wear a condom, you won't do it." Cheng Donghao said: "I don't want any estrangement between you and me. Li Xiaoyan said: "That's a kind of protection measure for me, you don't wear a condom, it means that you only care about yourself and don't care for me." Cheng Donghao said: "Your ultimate protection is me, me, I love you, this is more effective than any condom, any contraception." You are my person, and I have covered your life, old age, sickness and death. Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm not sure, you make me panic." Cheng Donghao said: "What are you panicking about? I am your everything, you just get used to it." Li Xiaoyan said: "I don't want to have children so early. Cheng Donghao said: "Love makes people scratch their heads, but children are real, I desperately want something to see and touch as proof, I want you to belong to me as soon as possible, blood connection." Li Xiaoyan said, "I may be expelled." ”

Cheng Donghao said: "That's right, I'll raise you." To be honest: I don't need you to have academic qualifications, good jobs, social status, knowledge, cultivation and even morality, I don't care too much about these things that can be cultivated the day after tomorrow, what I need is that your nature itself is consistent with mine. I love you, who you are. Li Xiaoyan said: "I don't want to be your vassal. Cheng Donghao said: "It's not a vassal, it's Cordyceps." Li Xiaoyan shouted: "Anyway, I don't want children, I need what you don't need." Cheng Donghao smiled and said: "If you can't talk about me, you will be annoyed and angry." Li Xiaoyan gritted her teeth and said, "Don't touch me without a condom." "As soon as you look up, turn your head and go.

Cheng Donghao picked up Li Xiaoyan from behind, Li Xiaoyan stood on him with his shoulders straight, and said, "If you don't put me down, I'll shout." Cheng Donghao said: "Shout, I'll let you shout, let the police arrest me." Li Xiaoyan was silent, Cheng Donghao said: "Reluctantly, right? I don't know how much I miss me, right?" As soon as the words came out, my heart was sour, and I obviously suspected that she was not thinking about herself, so it was really masochistic to say this. Li Xiaoyan suddenly stroked Cheng Donghao's hair and said softly, "Let me down." Cheng Donghao said, "What are you doing?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Be obedient." Cheng Donghao let go of his hand, Li Xiaoyan slid down, Cheng Donghao gently put his hands on her shoulders, Li Xiaoyan stared at Cheng Donghao's eyes with a firm sincerity, and said: "I'll tell you seriously, it's not that I don't do it with you, but you have to learn to respect my choice." You are so good, I will love you well in the future, you believe me. Huh?" Cheng Donghao said, "Follow me for the rest of my life?" Li Xiaoyan nodded and said, "Hmm." ”

Cheng Donghao looked at her pretending to be firm, and he did not recklessly agree with his body and mind, not by love, but by righteousness. Cheng Donghao originally thought that as long as he got her body, he believed in a saying: If you can get everything, it is true love. Everything here he thought was the possession of the flesh and all its natural social relations, completely submerged and infiltrated together. The soul and spirit rely on this, and naturally they will be in the bag. But at this time, he looked at Li Xiaoyan, and the more sure she was, the more he felt alienated and unable to grasp it. He began to suspect that something was wrong with him, not Li Xiaoyan's reason, he also hoped that the problem was with him, it would be easy to solve, or it would be okay if it wasn't solved, he comforted himself because he was thinking too much.

Cheng Donghao put Li Xiaoyan in the car and drove to the First Affiliated Hospital of Zheng University, Li Xiaoyan said, "Aren't you going to have lunch?" Cheng Donghao said: "Check first to see if you are pregnant." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm not pregnant." Cheng Donghao parked the car and asked Li Xiaoyan to get out of the car, Li Xiaoyan said: "I tested it with an early pregnancy test strip, but no." Cheng Donghao said: "That's not allowed." Li Xiaoyan said: "Very accurate." Cheng Donghao took Li Xiaoyan's shoulders and walked to the hospital, while saying, "Obedient." ”

Cheng Donghao insisted again and again, urine test, B ultrasound, and blood HCG were all done, and the test results came out, Cheng Donghao looked at it carefully, and asked the doctor carefully: not pregnant.

Cheng Donghao was a little lost, he didn't speak, he left the hospital with Li Xiaoyan, went to the Cantonese tea restaurant to solve his stomach, got in the car, and asked: "Go to open a room or go there?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Let's go there again." Cheng Donghao said: "Isn't the ground hard? It's cold." Li Xiaoyan said: "The bed in the hotel has slept with so many people, I don't think it's clean." Cheng Donghao said: "I'm down there, I'll be a mat for you." Li Xiaoyan said, "No, I want to be down there." Cheng Donghao said: "Let's try other positions." Li Xiaoyan said: "I like men and women." Cheng Donghao said: "Also, there is a lot of fun, there is no meaning, the important thing is the spiritual communication, if the spirit is full of enthusiasm, no matter what position will be hearty, what do you say?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes." Cheng Donghao said: "How does it feel for you to lie in my arms?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I can't help myself, what about you?" Cheng Donghao said: "I have the whole world." ”

Li Xiaoyan said, "Good, go buy a condom." Cheng Donghao said: "I have." He casually flipped out a box, and Li Xiaoyan saw that it was JSB's SKYN extreme skin. Li Xiaoyan said: "I haven't heard of it. Cheng Donghao said, "What have you heard?" Li Xiaoyan said nonsense, "Jakarta Wo Rongzi." Cheng Donghao said: "Buy that next time." Most contraceptive condoms are latex, but this one is non-latex, and it is said that it is the same as not wearing it. I love you, can I not wear it?" Li Xiaoyan said: "You can not wear it after you get married." Cheng Donghao said: "If you say this, I'll wear it." ”

The peach blossoms in the woods have fallen, and the tender green leaves have grown, and there is a smell of potion. Cheng Donghao said: "I've taken the medicine, let's change places." Li Xiaoyan said: "No." Cheng Donghao said: "There is a ginkgo grove further on, let's go there." Li Xiaoyan said: "Why are you so familiar with this area?" Cheng Donghao said: "I think you will like Yehe, so I carefully surveyed this area and brought a mat." ”

The two of them were about to leave the peach forest, only to hear a man's cry, babbling and talking. Cheng Donghao said: "Look, someone has gone first, just like us." Li Xiaoyan said: "It's not hanging." Cheng Donghao said: "It's hard to say. The two of them followed the sound, and saw a new grave in the peach forest, the head of the grave was half a meter high, there was no monument, and a stack of yellow paper was pressed on it, and a man was kneeling and crying. There was a hemp rope next to it, and Li Xiaoyan said, "Look, the rope that hangs you." Cheng Donghao said: "It's very strong." Li Xiaoyan said: "If he wants to hang us, we will go out, if he doesn't hang us, we won't go." Cheng Donghao said: "What if he cries for a night?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Where did he get so many tears?" Cheng Donghao said: "Actually, I can understand martyrdom very well, if you die, I won't live anymore." Li Xiaoyan said, "If you die, I'll find another one." Cheng Donghao said: "It's the same as I thought." Li Xiaoyan twisted Cheng Donghao hard, and Cheng Donghao screamed.

The man turned his head and looked at Cheng Donghao and Li Xiaoyan with teary eyes, but he just looked at it and didn't speak. Li Xiaoyan waved his hand and said, "Big brother, the festival is smooth." Cheng Donghao said: "It's not good to bury people in the peach forest, the potion you just shot is obviously ownery, and you are not afraid of raising your grave?" The man said: "This is my peach forest, and it is my grandmother who is buried." My grandmother asked her to scatter the ashes here, not the urn, but directly in the soil, and after a year, the grave was leveled, only paper was allowed to be burned, and I was not allowed to sacrifice to the grave. Cheng Donghao said: "The old lady is really a strange woman, think about it, I want to die and plan to bury it here, just like the old lady, organic phosphate fertilizer, big brother, are you willing?" The man said: "What are you making a fuss about?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Big brother, don't listen to his nonsense." What is your rope for?" said the man, "for the medicine bag." Cheng Donghao said, "Why don't you see the tools for spraying?" The man said, "In the car outside the forest." Li Xiaoyan said: "We didn't see the car. The man said, "Where are you coming from?" Cheng Donghao said, "Well, excuse me, goodbye." ”