Chapter Eighty-Nine: Nightmare

Chi Minsheng has always loved Cheng Donghao for a fatal reason, when she didn't want to love, she panicked so much that she almost suffocated, especially when she woke up in the middle of the night, she almost couldn't survive. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 It is painful to love him, and it is even more painful not to love him, not only mentally and psychologically, but also physically empty and stressful. Now that Xie Jun is to fill in, it seems to be much better. I don't know since when, Chi Minsheng thinks that if there is no man as a spiritual pillar in his heart, he can't live, this is not just a spiritual reason that can't be seen and touched, but a serious reaction to the actual physiological indicators, such as insomnia and palpitation and endocrine imbalance, and even depression and short-lived. A woman must have a man in her heart, she must have it, otherwise she really can't live. Although Chi Minsheng still felt that she was not in love with Xie Jun, at least she could continue without hating him, she began to miss him, and began to feel that it would be good if she could be entangled with such a person for the rest of her life. Although he is not as good as Cheng Donghao, it is he who is willing to sleep with him, not Cheng Donghao. In this sense, Cheng Donghao has 10,000 good, but also bad. Cheng Donghao is very ordinary, very sinister, very uninteresting, especially has a bad taste for women, his ghosts.

Chi Minsheng panicked when she thought of Cheng Donghao, she told herself that this is still love, it doesn't matter, she can't die. But the feelings have quietly changed, and I used to blindly think of his goodness, so good that it was so good, so good that I couldn't help it. Now I start to blindly think of his badness, the usual scum, and hope that he is normal, very ordinary, very ordinary. Chi Minsheng lay on the bed and closed his eyes, as if he was in Xie Jun's arms, and Cheng Donghao's cold eyes flickered in his eyes from time to time. In such a complicated and dire situation, Chi Minsheng quickly fell asleep.

In a half-dream, she saw a man and a woman lingering on the bed, on the opposite side of the bed was Tang Mei, holding a rose in her hand, constantly picking off the petals and scattering them on the bed, while she stood on this side, watching silently, so calm. was thinking that it was Xie Jun and himself, but when he saw that the woman had short hair, he obviously had hair, and Meng Keli woke up that it was Li Xiaoyan. That man must be Cheng Donghao? But it was like Xie Jun, he was anxious and wanted to see clearly, but he woke up when he opened his eyes.

Damn Li Xiaoyan? Chi Minsheng suddenly understood that when Tang Mei talked about Li Xiaoyan, her slightly closed dark eyes, contempt and scruples, a real thorn in the eye, a thorn in the flesh. Li Xiaoyan is indeed a person who has to scruple about her, men, all men are kind to her. Her strength lies not in her physiognomy and cultivation, but in her unobtrusive traces. Men are animals that are extremely face-saving, and those who like to be open-minded are superficial and low-level, and they will feel faceless, and this kind of secretive squeamish is fatal to them. If Li Xiaoyan is not born with the best slut, he is the best scheming bitch the day after tomorrow. If this can also be called excellent, then she should be considered very good. Chi Minsheng sneered, and thought helplessly: Is there an exception for men in the world? Will that exception enter his own eyes? Will he fall in love with himself? Whether it is love at first sight or love over time. But it doesn't seem to be, even my father...... , alas, Li Xiaoyan is right, a woman is already very clever in her part, what do you want to be highly educated, have a good family background and be as beautiful as a fairy?

Could it be that Li Xiaoyan is his nemesis? All the men he likes will fall in love with Li Xiaoyan? This is a fateful game that is doomed to failure? Chi Minsheng feels that he is about to degenerate into Tang Mei, and he just wants to step on Li Xiaoyan without grace and recklessly, and step on the eighteenth layer of hell, so that she will never recover. Hell is where Li Xiaoyan should be, she can be there and never see the light of day.

Wait, Cheng Donghao can't grow up with her, once he sees through Li Xiaoyan's real vulgar face hidden under simplicity and simplicity, and Cheng Donghao's age, he will know how important quality and connotation are to a person and a woman, and he will abandon Li Xiaoyan as if he were a shoe. At that time, Li Xiaoyan will be penniless in the poor streets and alleys, for a bite to eat night and night with different dilapidated men, and when he encounters a scoundrel, he may not give money, maybe he will be sick, and he will keep miscarrying, oops, how good, it is really hell on earth, yes, that is where a woman like Li Xiaoyan should stay. Chi Minsheng suddenly realized that Tang Mei should also have this idea, or be similar, this so-called hero sees the same thing.

People should stay where they belong to themselves, and they should not climb up without knowing the times, in that case, the higher they climb, the heavier they fall, which is called lack of self-knowledge. Especially Li Xiaoyan, a slut who only knows how to be arrogant, but in fact he is reckless and ignorant and stupid. Li Xiaoyan's kind of person, that species, should live that kind of life to match her. Chi Minsheng believes that it is not only himself who has this opinion of Li Xiaoyan, but also Tang Mei, Ning Buba, and even most women, because women know women best, and their evaluation of women is more fair and strict.

Chi Minsheng suddenly wanted to know what Tian Junhua thought of Li Xiaoyan, Tian Junhua, who also came from the bottom of the society, was extremely smart and poor, and should have a clearer understanding of Li Xiaoyan, in Chi Minsheng's eyes, this man had taste, because he fell in love with Ning Buji.

Chi Minsheng called Ning Buba's phone, and Ning Buba said, "Listening to the sound is like just waking up." Chi Minsheng said: "I just woke up." Ning Buba said, "What did you do last night?" Chi Minsheng said: "Don't talk like an awl to prick people." Ning Buba said: "Yes, yes, yes, Miss, I was wrong." Chi Minsheng said: "Did you introduce Tian Junhua to Li Xiaoyan yesterday?" Ning Buba said: "How is it possible, Li Xiaoyan's eyes are so seductive, I can't stand it even if I am a woman." However, there is no need for me to introduce it, Tian Junhua, Cheng Donghao, and Zou Yingming are all very familiar with each other, and they naturally know Li Xiaoyan. ”

Chi Minsheng said: "Do you also feel the threat of Li Xiaoyan?" Ning Buba said: "This can't be talked about, the man who likes me and the man who likes her must be completely different, such as Tian Junhua and Cheng Donghao." Chi Minsheng said: "Do you know what Tian Junhua thinks of Li Xiaoyan?" Ning Buba said: "I don't know, I don't see that they don't talk much, only Cheng Donghao, Zou Yingming and Tian Junhua are talking." What happened to Tian Junhua and Li Xiaoyan?" Chi Minsheng said: "Xie Jun is interested in Li Xiaoyan, I want to know if all men like Li Xiaoyan like that, if Tian Junhua is an exception, I can still find a little confidence." ”

Ning Buba said: "Xie Jun likes Li Xiaoyan? Is there a mistake?" Chi Minsheng said: "Do you doubt my judgment?" Ning Buba said: "No." As a friend's girlfriend, Tian Junhua can't think of her, but he shouldn't hate her. Have you had a relationship with Xie Jun?" Chi Minsheng said, "No, I just kissed it." Ning Buba said: "You introduced Xie Jun to Li Xiaoyan?" Chi Minsheng said: "It's really frustrating, I pointed out to Xie Jun that Cheng Donghao is my ex-boyfriend, Xie Jun went directly to find Cheng Donghao, this effect is no less than an asteroid hitting the earth, and he also took a business." When her eyes smoothed over Li's smile, it shone on her like a supernova explosion. ”

Ning Buba said: "What a failure. However, it can't be said that it is your fault. Maybe the man you like is the man who likes a woman like Li Xiaoyan, and if they want to like her, you can't stop it. Chi Minsheng said: "You say this, am I not doomed to failure?" Ning Buba said: "In terms of personal comprehensive quality, it should be Li Xiaoyan who fails." Chi Minsheng said: "But men don't seem to pay so much attention to quality, they pay more attention to the senses, as long as the quality is too similar, Li Xiaoyan seems to be more in line." Ning Buba said: "There will be men with discerning eyes, but you just haven't waited yet." Chi Minsheng said: "Have you waited?" Ning Buba said: "To be honest, I didn't think Cheng Donghao was as good as her at first sight when I saw Li Xiaoyan, what I thought was that this should be Tian Junhua's woman, and I was taken aback by what I thought at the time." ”

Chi Minsheng said: "Look, you can understand the mood of me and Tang Mei, right? You should have seen at first glance that she is a nasty billet who was born to hook up with men, and the tanuki reincarnation of the tanuki for the prince is a man who can be attracted to her. If she joins the prostitution family, she will probably be able to become Master Li. Ning Buba said: "I've thought about it, whether it was affected by the talk I heard you and Tang Mei talk about her before, but if you think about it carefully, there is indeed something about her that makes people feel uneasy, that is an overwhelming sense of existence, so that people can't ignore her existence at any time." Her kind of spiritual power and vitality, tsk, I thought of the 100,000 wild lilies that bloomed during the flowering period in the Huiyuan Valley Lily Wetland, vigorous, grand, and irrepressible, and only a wetland-type man like Tian Junhua commensurate with it. ”

Chi Minsheng said: "Then let Tian Junhua to Li Xiaoyan, you come to be an old man under the moon and achieve this beautiful thing, maybe you will get a good reward for this, and the peach blossoms will bloom." "But it's impossible for them to be together, even if they seem to me to be compatible." Chi Minsheng said: "Aren't your words contradictory?" Ning Buba said: "Women and men have different visions, women feel that they are a good match, and men may feel that they are just the opposite." I still say the same thing, it is impossible for a man who likes me to like Li Xiaoyan. I'm just talking about my feelings for Li Xiaoyan, not Tian Junhua's feelings for Li Xiaoyan. Because I care about Tian Junhua, I regard Li Xiaoyan as an imaginary enemy, this situation is out of my unconscious jealousy of her unique temperament, I think I really fell in love with Tian Junhua. ”