Chapter 118: Nan Nan's inner world

Seeing Hu Mei drive Xia Li away, Jing Fei retracted his gaze and sighed helplessly. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Big brother, did my mother make you angry?" The little girl Nan Nan was very smart and immediately saw Jing Fei's helplessness.

"No, how could I be angry with your mother, and your mother didn't mess with me. Jing Fei smiled and shook his head, he was indeed not angry with Hu Mei, he was given a headache by Hu Mei, he really didn't expect Hu Mei to be such a person before.

"That's good, I'm really afraid that my mother will make you angry, in fact, my mother is a very good person, but she is lazy. Nan Nan showed a happy smile on her face again, and she could see that although she complained in her mouth, she was still very protective of her mother in her heart.

Jing Fei nodded, he had deeply understood Hu Mei's laziness, for his own enjoyment, he was too lazy to cook and let his daughter nibble on bread, this woman was really not ordinary lazy.

"Big brother, I have something to tell you, but my mother won't let me tell you. Nan Nan suddenly leaned over the little brain melon, and stopped talking.

"What's the matter?" Jing Fei was intrigued.

Nan Nan pursed her lips, as if she was considering whether she should say it, and hesitated for a while before saying, "Big brother, the aunt from the housekeeping company came here today, saying that she was here to clean up, but she was driven away by her mother." ”

"Your mother drove people away, why?" Jing Fei was stunned.

"My mother said it was a waste of money, she was a nanny, and she usually just cleaned up, and she didn't need housekeeping at all. ”

Jing Fei was stunned again, Hu Mei really didn't tell him about it, and of course, the two didn't have a chance to talk.

"My mom said she wouldn't let me tell you, she said she couldn't take so much of your salary and not work. Nan Nan said again.

Jing Fei couldn't help laughing, he couldn't see that Hu Mei, a little woman, didn't seem to be so unbearable, she was quite kind-hearted, and she knew that she was not sure about taking her own money.

"Big brother, why are you so good to me?" After being silent for a while, Nan Nan suddenly asked, with a pair of big eyes that were very curious.

Jing Fei was stunned and looked at Nan Nan in confusion.

Nan Nan continued: "Big brother, in fact, I understand everything, I can see that you don't like my mother, and you are not beating my mother's idea, you let my mother come here as a nanny, and let us live here all because of me, I can also see that my godmother doesn't like me at all, and she accepted me as a goddaughter because of you, big brother." ”

Jing Fei was completely shocked in his heart, looking at the little girl's face with a hint of resentment, he didn't know how to speak, he would never have thought that Nan Nan was only eight or nine years old, and a little girl would see it so clearly.

"Big brother, do I look like you are a very important person, I feel that every time you look at me, you don't look at me, you seem to be looking at someone else. The little girl continued, looking at Jing Fei, but her two big eyes were full of strange emotions, and if you look closely, you will find that there are a lot of grievances and sorrows in those emotions.

A little girl who is only eight or nine years old unexpectedly reveals such a complicated heartbreaking gaze.

Jing Fei's heart suddenly felt a little uncomfortable like a pinprick, and he suddenly felt that what he was doing now was a little cruel.

"Big brother......" Nan Nan spoke again, but only screamed, but did not speak.

"Nan Nan, don't think about it, it's not what you think, big brother just likes you and doesn't want you to be bullied by others, it's as simple as that. Jing Fei stretched out his hand and hugged Nan Nan to his lap with both hands, and said with a smile.

"Hmm. Nan Nan smiled, but there was obvious disbelief in that smile, she didn't believe Jing Fei's words at all.

Jing Fei was also in a depressed mood, he knew that since Nan Nan said these words, he must have really seen something, he felt admiration for this little girl's mind, and he was also very distressed, he would rather the little girl bathe in his care without knowing anything, so that his heart would be more comfortable and natural.

"Big brother, you will be good to Nan Nan for the rest of your life, right?" Nan Nan asked again, blinking her big weird eyes.

"Of course. Jing Fei nodded without any hesitation.

"Then, what if Nan Nan's leg can't be cured and becomes a little lame, will you still want Nan Nan?" Nan Nan asked again, her expression a little nervous.

"There is no such eventuality, no confidence is allowed, your godmother is already contacting you with the most advanced orthopedic hospital abroad, as long as you wait a few more days to send you to treatment, you will soon be able to run and jump happily like other children. Jing Fei interrupted the little girl's words, saying very confidently, this is not to comfort the little girl, but he really has this confidence, the little girl's injury he has checked, if it is not for too long he can do it himself, he believes that Mu Chengcheng will definitely find the best orthopedic hospital in the world to treat Nan Nan, with Jing Fei's understanding of the injury, the operation is not difficult, the difficult thing is the later recuperation.

But this is the least worrying place for Jing Fei, in addition to preparing a few prescriptions for Nan Nan, he can also personally use internal breath to warm her meridians, he has absolute confidence, Nan Nan will not only be cured soon, but the speed of healing can definitely cause the shock of the whole world, of course, he can't tell Nan Nan these words now, it is estimated that even if he says it, the little girl will not believe it.

Take 10,000 steps back, even if all this is unsuccessful, Jing Fei can still take Nan Nan to the top of the snow-capped mountain in the southwest to find his master, Jing Fei doesn't believe that there are still injuries in this world that can stump the master. Of course, this is the worst-case scenario, and Jing Fei will never do it unless he has to.

The little girl naturally didn't know that Jing Fei had so many insurance measures in her heart, and her recovery from the injury was far less optimistic than Jing Fei, but Nan Nan was a sensible child, so she quickly adjusted her mood and smiled: "Big brother, you are so good to me, I also believe that I will get better soon." ”

"When you're all right, I'll arrange for you to go to school, how about it?" Jing Fei also laughed.

"Hmm. The little girl nodded gently, and her eyes couldn't help revealing a hint of longing, going to school is the most normal thing for many children, but it is out of reach for her.

"Let's go, I'll push you out to bask in the sun, it's not good to be locked up in the house all the time. After Jing Fei finished speaking, he didn't ask Nan Nan's opinion at all, he directly picked up Nan Nan and gently put him in the wheelchair, and then pushed him outside.

In the face of Jing Fei's domineering and gentle movements, the little girl always had a shallow smile on her face, but if you look closely at that smile, you will find a trace of deep loneliness......

Nan Nan's heart is not as happy as her appearance, although she is only an eight or nine-year-old child, but the special experience since she was a child has created her premature maturity of mind and thinking, and even more mature than many eighteen or nineteen-year-old young people in this era in many places.

She clearly saw a strong attachment and love that could not be dissolved from Jing Fei's eyes when she often looked at her, and even a trace of hidden deep pain, Nan Nan believed that this was by no means her own illusion, if she thought it was just her own illusion, then after her own question just now, she had overturned this conclusion, at that moment, she had a very strange illusion, as if, the eldest brother was obviously looking at herself, but she didn't feel a trace of temperature, he had a feeling, Jing Fei was looking at another person through his soul every time he looked at him, a person he didn't know but was very important to Jing Fei。

This feeling made Nan Nan very frustrated and unwilling, she really liked this big brother, she originally thought that the big brother really liked herself, but she found that it was not so simple, she felt that Jing Fei liked herself, and even did so many things for herself because she was like someone in the big brother's mind.

"I am me, I am Nan Nan, I am not a substitute for anyone. ”

Nan Nan said very seriously to herself in her heart, very firm, very persistent, but only she knew how powerless this sentence was, she found that with more and more contact, she has become more and more fond of this Jing Fei big brother, this kind of like is not between men and women, it is purely the pure feelings of the child's heart, but she is not sure, she doesn't know if she can stand up again, although the big brother said very confidently, but she knows very well about her injury, what if she can't cure it in the future? It is estimated that even if the big brother does not dislike it, he will no longer have the confidence to appear in front of the big brother, and ......

If as you grow up, you look more and more different from the person in your big brother's heart, will your big brother still like him as always, and at that time, will the big brother no longer want him?

Nan Nan's little brain was messy, thinking about a lot of questions that should be thought about and what not to think, if Jing Fei knew, he would definitely be surprised, how could a normal child have such a complicated inner world.

What Hu Mei saw when she drove Xia Li back was such a scene: Jing Fei was slowly walking slowly in the tennis court of the villa with a gentle smile, and Nan Nan in the wheelchair had a happy and bright smile, looking back at Jing Fei from time to time, and the two of them looked indescribably indescribably intimate and tacit.

At this moment, even Hu Mei herself felt that the two of them were like father and daughter who loved each other.

With a slight calculation of her nose, Hu Meiqiang resisted the urge to cry and hurriedly returned to the villa......

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When Jing Fei pushed Nan Nan back to the villa, Hu Mei happened to bring the last pork rib soup out of the kitchen, and saw the two people who entered the door and hurriedly greeted: "Mr. Jing, just dinner, please take a seat." "There is a sweet smile on his face, but no matter how you look at it, it is a bit professional.

Jing Fei smiled and nodded to Hu Mei, no matter how bad this woman is, she is Nan Nan's mother, and she should respect her.

To Jing Fei's surprise, Hu Mei's cooking skills are indeed good.

In addition to going to Quanjude to buy a ready-made roast duck, Hu Mei also made four dishes and one soup, with a decent combination of meat and vegetables, and the color, flavor, and flavor.

Jing Fei had already eaten, but he still pretended to eat a few bites, the purpose was to accompany Nan Nan to eat, he was afraid that if he didn't eat, he was afraid that the little girl would not be able to eat well, although Nan Nan had a smile on his face, but what kind of person was Jing Fei, he could clearly feel that the little girl's heart was not consistent with her appearance, but he had no choice.

In the process of eating, Jing Fei soon discovered a very headache fact, that is, he must not praise Hu Mei, even if he said a little bit about which dish was delicious, Hu Mei immediately became excited as if he was something, and then he couldn't wait to bring all the dishes to Jing Fei and let her enjoy them exclusively, this scene made Nan Nan on the side roll her eyes more than once.

This reminded Jing Fei of giving Hu Mei pocket money and letting Hu Mei drive before, and he finally decided not to give this Hu Mei a good face in the future, because once she gave her a good face, this little woman would be excited like something, and the things she did were even more speechless and headaches.

Lunch was eaten quickly, I don't know if I was tired, Nan Nan soon fell asleep.

"Hu Mei, Nan Nan is sleepy, you send Nan Nan in to sleep first, and then come out and I'll tell you something. Jing Fei looked at the little girl who kept bowing her head and couldn't help but smile and said to the kitchen.

"Huh?

Hu Mei poked her head out of the kitchen and agreed, her tone a little nervous......