Chapter 276: I Got Wrong
Su Ling was also very worried when she thought about her relationship with Li Jun. Now her grandfather doesn't know what it means, and she can't urge her grandfather to give her a decision!
In the final analysis, it is her own family affairs, and it is not something she can interfere in. The order of her parents, the words of the matchmaker, this is the marriage here! If she is really too concerned about her own family affairs, it will also be criticized.
If she didn't say anything, maybe there would be some chance, if she showed that she was too eager for her own family affairs, I am afraid that it would not be able to succeed! It was not that her grandfather did not love her, but the love she thought about was still different from what her grandfather thought.
The elders feel that it is good for the younger generations, which is to let the younger generations have no worries about food and clothing, so that the younger generations have a good future.
"That being said, if your family doesn't agree with it, I'm afraid our family affairs will drag on forever. Li Jun sighed. He still wants to marry Ling'er earlier! If it's always delayed, I don't know when I will be able to get married.
I really want to get married sooner!
"I don't know what my grandfather meant, and I can't take the initiative to ask about such things. Su Ling smiled. In fact, the elders are in charge of a woman's family affairs, and they don't ask her too much opinion.
Her father loved her, but she still hoped that she could fulfill her wishes, but her grandfather was different. Grandfather is the head of the Su family, and there are many things to consider. I think about it a lot, and many times, I can't take care of the thoughts of the younger generations.
If her parents were in charge, it would be much simpler. It's just that although the family affair depends on the order of the parents. However, the real person in charge of the Su family now is the grandfather, and what the father decides may not be effective! It's just that the father still can't directly bypass the grandfather to make a decision.
Because of a family like the Su family. Family affairs are never just a matter of one person. Especially her, her family affairs may even be related to the fate of the entire Su family.
In the end, she still has to be helplessly involved in the disputes of the royal family, in her previous life, she stood by Huang Fujue's side, and the entire Su family became the Five Princes. And in this life, she still met Li Jun.
Originally thought between them. It's just a simple family affair, and even if they are together, they won't be involved in power disputes. And they can leave the capital at all. Go to the capital to live their peaceful life.
But it backfired, he would be the fourth prince born to Concubine Chen, then everything would be different. She knew, even if she had been deluding herself that nothing would change. In fact, the change can be huge.
Even though he changed his identity. He is still him, and his heart for her should not change. But it is one thing for her to be with the eldest son of the Li family, and it is another thing to be with the emperor's four princes.
If she really becomes the fourth princess, how will the Su family deal with herself? I am afraid that the situation between the DPRK and China will change greatly. And later, in fact, she didn't dare to think about it. What the future holds, it is really very slim, even if she has lived in the world for so long and experienced countless things. But I was still a little afraid.
For the future that she can't see through, she is really afraid. In fact. In her past and present lives, all she asked for was the sincere love of a couple from generation to generation for a lifetime, but is this idea really too extravagant?
I don't know what kind of ending they will have. Thinking of a road similar to her previous life, she really began to be afraid. Although she knew that he was not Huangfu Jue, and she was no longer the same as she was in her previous life, she was still scared in her heart.
She was really scared, no matter how much she struggled in this world and how much effort she made, she would eventually come to a similar ending. She swore never to enter the royal family again, but it turned out that God still played such a big joke with her.
In the end, people's voices still can't be too smooth. It is precisely because it is not smooth, or there is a lot more wonderful! If a person's life is very smooth, there will be no ups and downs, and there will be no wonderful!
"If I go directly to the door to propose, I don't know if your grandfather will agree. Li Jun smiled. In fact, proposing marriage is often just a passing scene. If the family affair failed, the two families tried it in private.
If the two sides say yes, the man will invite the matchmaker to propose marriage! If he doesn't say yes, he will go directly to propose, and if it doesn't work out in the end, it will also hurt the face of the two families! Of course, there will be people who will directly propose marriage, if it becomes natural, even if it doesn't work, in fact, there is no damage.
If a country man values a son or daughter of a family, he will entrust a matchmaker to talk about it!
The matchmaker walks around, in fact, outsiders don't know who they are saying kiss to!
It's just a rich family, but it's a little different. If you don't really say it, you won't see it when you look up and look down in the future, you're actually really embarrassed.
He thought that if the Su family could respond to his and Ling'er's family affairs, they would have given the family affairs earlier. As long as the family affairs are settled, even if he becomes the fourth prince, the Su family will not easily regret the marriage. If he really waited for him to become the fourth prince before going to the Su family to propose marriage, I am afraid it would be even more difficult.
The Su family's training will not be easily changed because of him and Ling'er. In the face of such group training, what is the friendship of children?
"I don't know!" Su Ling glanced at Li Jun twice, and when he said this, she also thought of what he meant. If the family matter had been settled earlier, even if his identity had changed, the Su family would not regret the marriage for this.
The eldest husband is full of his word, if his grandfather agrees to go out to do family affairs, how can he regret the marriage casually! If you really talk about it, this is really a good way. When he really becomes the fourth prince, it will be more difficult for them to be together.
It's just that what will become of the Su family in the future?
Thinking about the fate of the Su family in her previous life, she had palpitations. The fire that shocked the entire capital destroyed the Su family, which was extremely hot, and completely annihilated, how could she not be afraid? In fact, she didn't dare to think about it, it was really like a nightmare, and when she thought about it, it was complete despair and monstrous hatred.
She's still alive, and she's alive and well in this world. Back to years ago. She vowed never to repeat the mistakes of the past, and she wanted to completely rewrite the fate of the Su family and the ending of her previous life. She really can't go through it a second time. I really don't want to go through that kind of pain anymore.
She returned to the capital again and began to deal with Huangfu Jue and Wu Yuxin. She felt that she could really change her fate.
In this life, she will not marry Huang Fujue again. Actually, this is the biggest change, and it all depends on her heart. After going through all kinds of things in her previous life, how could she still like Huang Fu Jue! As long as she doesn't like it. Naturally, it will not fall deeper and deeper, and there will be no recovery.
However, what she didn't expect was this. After going around in circles, it seems that some things are still developing along the trajectory of the previous life. It's really a helpless thing.
If she is sensible enough now, she should have cut off contact with Li Jun. It's best not to have any more entanglements. But she knew it. She couldn't do it. Women are inherently irrational, especially in the face of love. Naturally, women are destined to be different from men!
Women are more sensual, while men are more rational.
She loved him so much, she really didn't want to give up like this. Just like in her previous life, she was madly in love with Huang Fu Jue, she really didn't even want her life, she just wanted to be with Huang Fu Jue. In order to be with Huang Fujue. She even did not hesitate to force her family to death.
At that time, I really didn't care about whether my family would be sad because of this. Even the thought that family members would be sad because of this. She was afraid that she would still do that, because she loved that person with all her heart, and it was really crazy.
Or she was too young at that time, and she was actually very selfish in her heart, and she didn't understand the hard work of her elders at all. Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, they are always thinking about their children, but their children may not understand.
Even if you understand, you may not appreciate it.
In fact, even after living for so many years and experiencing so many things, she is still not rational enough. Even if she understands her parents' good intentions, if it is not as good as she wants, in fact, she will still not appreciate it in her heart.
It's like there are always people who feel good to her and give her all the good things, but if there is nothing she wants, there is no point!
"I thought, let's give it a try!" Li Jun said, his gaze slowly firmed. I can't think of any other way to come for the time being, so it seems that I still have to go to the Su family to try it.
If it does, it will be good. In fact, when the old lady of the Su family was still there, the Li family and the Su family were still very close. It's just that after the old lady of the Su family passed away, the contact between the two families gradually decreased.
The older generation, the death of the dead, the departure of those who left the capital, the younger generations actually do not understand the friendship of the older generation.
Maybe the Su family will give the Li family a little face! If you don't try it, how will you know the result!
"If you want to try it, the people of the Li family may not agree! You are not the fourth prince now, those of the Li family are still your elders and relatives, and you can't completely inappropriate what they mean. Su Ling sighed.
Li Jun wants to go to the Su family to propose marriage, but it is not his business alone! It can be regarded as a matter related to the entire Li family. Although he has never been taken seriously in the Li family, what kind of family is the Su family? The Li family still has to be very cautious about this family matter.
"My grandfather is in charge, and neither my grandfather nor my father have too many qualifications. I want to propose, and they can't be too opposed. Li Jun held Su Ling's hand and slowly tightened it.
Feeling the temperature of his palm, for a moment, Su Ling felt very relieved. In fact, with him by her side, she has always had a very reassuring feeling. Perhaps, she really doesn't need to think too much.
He is not Huang Fu Jue, even if he is a brother, he will not be the same vicious! Huang Fu Jue has done cruel things, he may not be able to do it. And even if he returns to the emperor's side, if he has no intention of being the emperor, he can not sit in that seat at all!
"Then you can give it a try! Maybe grandfather will agree!" Su Ling suddenly laughed, the smile on the corner of his lips became bigger and bigger, as if a large flower bloomed in an instant.
"Why are you so happy all of a sudden?" Looking at Su Ling's bright smile, Li Jun was a little distracted. In fact, when I first met, Ling'er was a woman who loved to laugh, and when she laughed, she was bright like bright sunshine. Even his eyes were shining brightly, as if the stars in the sky were shattered inside.
Although even now, there are many times when Ling'er laughs, but there is rarely such a bright light. It's rare for Ling'er to smile so happily.
"I'm happy all of a sudden!" Su Ling suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the lips. Li Jun was stunned for a moment, and then hugged her. Tossing and grinding and sucking, a kiss became more and more entangled.
After a long time, the two parted breathlessly. Su Ling looked at him with a smile. "I thought about something, and suddenly I figured it out, and I wanted to laugh!"
She really thought about it, she believed that in fact, many things were changing, and she would definitely not repeat the mistakes of her previous life. Everything will slowly get better, and she should completely get out of the shadow of her previous life. If she has been entangled in all kinds of things in her previous life, then how can she be happy in this life!
She really thinks too much, how can she think of him as the same person as Huang Fujue?
"What's going on?" Li Jun looked at her with some curiosity. Directly, it seems to be something related to him.
"It's not an important matter, so don't ask. ”
"Really?" he blew into her earlobe, sticking out his tongue and licking it gently. Su Ling only felt a tremor all over his body, and his body was a little numb.
"I really don't say it. Su Ling nodded seriously. He reached out to tickle her, Su Ling couldn't stop laughing, and after a while, he felt powerless.
"Don't mess with me, it's really just a little thing!" Su Ling leaned weakly in his arms.
"You!" Li Jun glanced at her helplessly, and didn't ask anything anymore. He lowered his head and kissed her eyes, "When you laugh like this, the light in your eyes is really beautiful! ”
"I'm going to have a good time all the time. Su Ling said with a smile. In the future, she will try to make herself as happy as possible. It's a day to be happy, it's a day to be unhappy, and you really have to try to make yourself happy!
"yes!
After the two met, they didn't stay too long, and they left the house separately. Li Jun thought about arranging to go to the Su family to propose marriage earlier. Since it has been decided, it must be done as soon as possible, and it cannot always be delayed.
It's dragged around, but it's easy to have accidents. (To be continued.) )