Chapter 673: Can't You Like to Cry?

It's still the hotel in Daegu, and it's still Taeyeon and Sunny's room. The two of them were lying on their respective beds www.biquge.info holding their heads in their hands, and their eyes were open to the ceiling.

"I can't think of any difference, Sunny, what the hell are we doing here?" Taeyeon asked suddenly.

"I said at the beginning, it's a change of perspective, and you think that when you first lie at the head of the bed and you look at the middle of the ceiling, now when you're in the middle, you can see the corner," Sunny said. ”

Taeyeon glanced at Sunny, then moved her gaze up slightly and said, "But I can still see the middle." ”

"I said, it's to see naturally, not to control your eyes." Sunny said.

Taeyeon shook her head slightly and said, "Are you sure it's not you squinting?" ”

Sunny turned to look at Taeyeon and said, "This is what Phoebe taught me. ”

"Whew......" Taeyeon sighed, in Girls' Generation, the phrase "this is what Phoebe said" has long become a concept similar to an authoritative commentary, and even when used against Seo Hyun, it can increase the chance of winning a lot. So when Sunny says that, Taeyeon is habitually receptive, even if she doesn't feel that Sunny's "natural perspective" is downwards rather than level.

Taeyeon thinks that the natural perspective is level-eyed, but if Phoebe says no, well, it shouldn't be.

After looking at it for a while, Taeyeon turned around and said to Sunny, "Can you stop this yet, I'm sleepy when I keep my eyes open and looking at the sky." ”

Sunny nodded and said, "Well, let's sleep then." ”

"Cut~" Taeyeon lay back down, looked at the ceiling for a while, and said, "Sunny, why do you always like to steal the spotlight so much, but never take the opportunity?" ”

"Hmm...... Probably. ”

"Don't be perfunctory." Taeyeon said.

"I want to rob it, but I know I can't grab it, so why rob it?"

"Hmm......" Taeyeon nodded, then looked at Sunny again and said, "I don't believe it." ”

Sunny turned his head to look at Taeyeon, shrugged his shoulders and said, "Believe it or not, if you don't behave well, I'll even take the captain's position." ”

"Cut~" Taeyeon shook her head again to show disbelief, and then said: "When you steal the show, you can make everyone more energetic than when Phoebe steals the show, although I don't know what you think, but I've looked at the statistics, and the people in the planning team prefer to let you do it in group activities." It's like the catfish effect, that's what Phoebe said,"

"It was a beautiful misunderstanding." Sunny shook his head, then added, "How could Phoebe tell you about me stealing the show." ”

Taeyeon nodded: "Okay, she really didn't say it, I thought of it myself, at least the data on the company's side won't be wrong." ”

Sunny gave Taeyeon a blank look and said, "Why are you researching this?" ”

Taeyeon shook her head and said with a smile: "It's not me who researches, it's the company that wants to conduct variety show formation, so you have to have statistics in this area, and the result is that your team rating is higher than Phoebe." ”

"Oh......" Sunny nodded slowly, and then said to Taeyeon, "You think too much, I haven't been idle at all, I'm actually trying to steal the camera." ”

Taeyeon shook her head and said, "Sunny, there are some things about you that are very similar to Phoebe, the most obvious thing is that when the other members are active, you both become quiet, as if you didn't go. The difference is that if our members can't grab the camera, both of you will be crazy to attract the camera, but Phoebe grabs the camera and passes it on to everyone, and you are active to drive everyone, so many times, everyone will notice Phoebe, but they won't notice your role at all. ”

"Taeyeon......" Sunny turned to the side, looked at Taeyeon, and said, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"What's wrong?"

"There's no point in caring about these little things." Sunny said.

"How can this be a trifle? Only a few people know about your contribution to the combination, and the people who see it are not willing to say what you have paid at all, and those of us who enjoy the benefits do not know what you have done, which is not a trivial matter, which is not fair. Taeyeon jerked.

Taeyeon's voice was a little loud, bluffing Sunny, and the two of them didn't turn off the lights, and Sunny cried first when she saw Taeyeon say this, which made her feel a little crying and laughing.

"Taeyeon, don't get into the nitty-gritty, we're a group, and if the combination gets better, I will have more opportunities, and like you said, the company also thinks I'm good for the group, isn't that enough?"

"Every time, every time you talk about how hard you work, but in the end, people who really know how to work hard don't get the rewards they deserve, which makes me feel that no matter how hard I try, I'm someone else's pawn. Woowoo woo ......"

Sunny looked at Taeyeon who suddenly cried in embarrassment, and was depressed to death, saying that what happened to this sister again?

This time, Taeyeon didn't cry for a long time, and she seemed to know that she was talking about Sunny, but she started crying first, which seems to be a bit unusual. While wiping his tears, he peeked at Sunny, and when he saw Sunny's expression of crying and laughing, he immediately threw away the pillow towel in anger, and said at the same time, "Ah! You have no conscience! ”

Sunny grabbed the pillow towel with a smile and said as he made it, "Taeyeon, what the hell is wrong with you?" I'll just say that there's something wrong with you suddenly wanting to live in a room with me, just the two of us here, let's talk about it. ”

"I'm crying because of you!" Taeyeon doesn't think Sunny is a good guy at all.

Sunny leaned over and asked, "Why?" ”

"You endure the secret effort...... Can't trust a few of us? Taeyeon is starting to feel aggrieved again.

Sunny suddenly realized that this was the reason why Taeyeon was really crying, but how could she persuade her?

Taeyeon said: "Since Phoebe didn't come yet, you have been like this, worrying about everyone's mood everywhere, thinking about adjusting the atmosphere everywhere, and always saying that I don't tell everyone what is in my heart, but what about you! Why don't you tell me when you're in a bad mood! ”

"......" Sunny tilted his lips and nodded, looking speechless.

Taeyeon said again, "You speak! Aren't you usually quite able to talk! ”

Sunny's silent response made Taeyeon feel a little too much, she did feel the distrust of her contained in Sunny's approach - from the first day she became the captain, Taeyeon took the team's trust in her very seriously - but Taeyeon also knew that in fact, Sunny really couldn't fight for opportunities like others, but the most infuriating thing was here, Sunny quietly accepted such "treatment", in addition to helping the group develop in a place that everyone could see, He also helped the group in many places that everyone didn't know, for example, Sunny gave himself advice in private more than once, but never showed it to others, and for example, the data he saw in the planning team, which made Taeyeon feel that Sunny didn't really care about him at all, and he always felt that Sunny was the person who understood him best in the group.

Sunny looked at Taeyeon in silence for a while, then suddenly crossed his legs, sat up straight with his hands on his ankles, and said to Taeyeon, "Okay, I'll tell you, but now the lights are too bright, shall we change the wall lamp?" ”

Taeyeon pursed her lips and looked at Sunny, who seemed to be sitting upright, pouted and went to the bedside table to light the wall lamp, turned off the headlights, and then took advantage of this to run to Sunny's bed, and after sitting down in Sunny's posture, she said, "You say." ”

Sunny nodded and said, "I'll tell you a story first, okay?" It was me and Phoebe who went through it. ”

Taeyeon nodded.

"Do you know why Phoebe never helps me steal the camera like I do for you?"

"What?" Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it, she found that Phoebe had indeed sent the least number of times to Sunny after grabbing the camera, and then nodded and said, "Indeed, I didn't notice it if you didn't say it...... Why? ”

Sunny smiled and said, "I told her not to give it to me." ”

"Why?" Taeyeon was stunned.

Sunny added, "Remember the lucky coin magic she made to help you steal the camera?" ”

"Hmm."

"Then do you remember that I starred with her in the Infinite Challenge? Especially when it comes to the Resident Evil special. ”

"Hmm......" Taeyeon nodded again, but she couldn't figure out what Sunny was trying to say, and shook her head with a frown, "What does it matter?" ”

"Because I don't want to be in a crisis, the only thing I can rely on is the calmness, friendliness, hope, and Phoebe that I have something to rely on."

"......" Taeyeon was blindsided by this sentence.

Sunny, on the other hand, stared at Taeyeon with a serious expression, showing no intention of dodging, and said again, "I'm actually a very selfish person. ”

“…… You're not ......" Taeyeon pouted, and she couldn't help but shrink her neck as she was stared at by Sunny's rare stern eyes.

Sunny took advantage of the victory to chase after him, leaned over to Taeyeon, and said, "Are you sure?" How do you know that I'm secretly taking advantage of all the opportunities to steal your captaincy? As I said before, I was trained as a captain in my previous company, and how to be a team member is not my forte. ”

"......" Taeyeon thinks that Sunny's appearance, well, it should be that Sunny is terrible as a whole person, so she shrinks back again.

Sunny continued to move closer to Taeyeon and said, "Don't spend all day fantasizing about what you don't have, and what you can't grasp that will or won't happen, I'm staring at you every day." ”

Taeyeon looked angry, and tears filled her eyes a little uncontrollably, but this time she couldn't help crying, and at the same time reflexively shrank back again.

Unfortunately, she couldn't back anymore because she was already leaning against the head of the bed.

Sunny continued to get closer until he got closer, and then said, "Listen to Kim Taeyeon, there is only one way in front of you now, and that is to continue to stand in front of us, and lead everyone forward, don't always think about things that you shouldn't think about, and don't always look back, click on this and don't keep up, click on that and fall behind half a beat, that's not something you should think about, if you can't do it...... Even if you want to make Girls' Generation a different captain, you don't have this qualification, you, understand? ”

Taeyeon pursed her lips and said, "Then you still say you want to be the captain?" ”

"Yes, I want to be, because I can see that Girls' Generation is going to be great in the future, because you're not the only one worrying about this group. It's just that everyone is now accustomed to doing what they should do silently, Jessica has resisted the habit of sleeping lazy, she is the one who urges everyone to touch up their makeup and tidy up their clothes every morning, Tiffany will check our costumes and accessories with Xiuying over and over again, even if those jobs have been done by assistants, Yu Li and Xiaoxian carry a lot of supplements every day, and Phoebe said that she should replenish water every forty-five minutes, and they strictly help us to abide by it, Even they themselves don't know such a real scientific basis, Hyoyeon will repeatedly confirm every day for the cooperation of various stage positions and dance types, and the first person to confirm the stage after arriving at the scene is her, Taeyeon, it is really interesting to be the captain of a great group. You don't have to worry about being short, you don't have to worry about not being beautiful enough, you don't even have to worry about dancing badly, but you also have to take on a lot of responsibility, but this responsibility is dependent on the members who trust you, it's not that you think that girlhood is yours is yours, you always think about who has contributed a lot to the group, but you get very little, don't you feel sorry for those of us who are willing to do something for the group from the bottom of our hearts? ”

Although Taeyeon couldn't hold back her crying just now, she really cried this time, bowing her head and saying, "I'm sorry......"

"Let's talk about myself, I said, I was trained according to the captain, how to be a member of the group, in fact, I don't know at all, you said that I have an advantage in the company's statistics, to be honest, I don't want to be like that, I also want to grab more things for myself, but the ideas and habits that have been cultivated over the years, do you think I can change it with the year of my debut?"

"It's all said, what is captain training? Why haven't I heard of it? Taeyeon said depressedly.

"Look at the big picture, balance the relationship of the group, take care of each member, just like you do now." Sunny said, then shook his head and said, "The economic team of Saman Company is the most resourceful economic team in the entertainment industry, so many small companies are entrusted to the captain to do, and they are all handed over to the economic team to do, so it's not surprising that there is no captain training here, but what do you think the company is doing for letting you participate in planning meetings and let you see some data that the members can't access?" Isn't it just exercising your captaincy? ”

Taeyeon touched her tears and nodded, "Well, Phoebe said that too." ”

When Sunny heard Taeyeon say this, he even felt a little crying and laughing, thinking why was Taeyeon so unenlightened? Shook his head and said: "Since Phoebe said, then I won't say anything anymore, that girl is much smarter than me, and she sees things more clearly than I see, I don't know what she told you, but what you have to remember is that don't always stare at the little things in the corners, today is me, tomorrow, after listening to what I just said, will you think Sika has been doing well recently next year?" The company also gave her few opportunities? ”

Taeyeon pouted, "She's still too lazy, and the company gives her a very low ranking......"

Sunny suddenly spread his hands helplessly and said, "You don't have to tell me this. Remember the oil painting in the living room? It's been a long time since you've paid attention to that painting, right? ”

Taeyeon nodded wordlessly, her mouth pursed again, and she said, "It's like you watch it every day......"

Sunny reached to the bedside table and grabbed his phone, fiddled with it a few times, handed it to Taeyeon, and said, "Yes, I don't look at it every day, but I still taste this painting often." ”

Taeyeon looked at the "Dragon Boat" on her phone, and there was some indescribable feeling in her heart, on that painting, only she was the most positive posture, but only she was facing away from the direction of progress, so she pouted and handed the phone back to Sunny, saying, "I am looking at your ...... on this"

Sunny glared, "Do you think you're just looking at us right now?" ”

Taeyeon nodded.

Sunny shook his phone and said, "Phoebe means you watch out for us and don't let us fall off the boat, everyone else has their own oar, you can't tell us how to push the oar, you just have to hit your little drum hammer down hard." As for the rest, it shouldn't be something you think about. ”

"Phoebe doesn't seem to say that......" Taeyeon thought as she tilted her head.

"She has a point, can you get accepted into MIT at the age of sixteen with just one SAT test? Would you really be in Girlhood if you could? ”

Hearing this, Taeyeon hesitated for a moment, then shook her head with a wry smile under Sunny's burning gaze and said, "Probably not." ”

"You don't have to be embarrassed, and neither will I." Sunny said, tilting his head and saying, "It's good that only the two of us know what I said just now." ”

Taeyeon nodded with a wry smile.

Sunny said: "I don't need to say much about how smart Phoebe is, she thinks about your position from the perspective of her ability, and she will naturally say that you are very powerful, very capable, anything, but think about it yourself, what you can do, including taking on pressure, can you really do it as perfectly as she said, and never make mistakes?" ”

Taeyeon wiped her eyes and began to think seriously about Sunny's question.

Seeing that Taeyeon really started to think about his own problems, Sunny immediately reached out and shook Taeyeon's hand with a wry smile and said, "Taeyeon, don't think about it, to be honest, I don't think any of us can figure out so many things, including our own affairs, as for what will happen in the future, who knows." All we can do is do what we can do, just like everyone usually does what they can, instead of worrying about this and that, like you. ”

"And Hyun......" Taeyeon couldn't help but sayon.

Sunny raised an eyebrow, raised his hand and said, "You two are really problem babies sometimes, what I didn't expect was that you yourself could be aware of the problem." ”

Taeyeon slapped Sunny embarrassedly and said, "I'll have to think about it." ”

Sunny nodded and said, "Yes, you should think about it more, but you don't think about which member is not treated fairly all day long, to put it mildly, after you see such a phenomenon, you can write it down, you can react with the company, the only thing that you can't do is to make things clear among the members." Just like me this time, you said in front of everyone that I cried, my heart hurt Phoebe or something, I sometimes really don't understand, are you possessed by something strange, and you ran out to make trouble. ”

Taeyeon isn't stupid either, and when Sunny said that, she understood that what she said when she was in a room really shouldn't have been said.

Sunny nodded again and said, "Anyway, my business...... Well, you know, who my uncle is, I understood from the first day I joined Girls' Generation, my opportunities are not obtained by fighting, no matter how good I do, the company will not give me additional opportunities, because there are too many artists in the company, look at the time when I first became a DJ, even Brother Tokai was jealous of others, you say, what else can I hope for? What I hope most is that Girlhood will get better and better, so that there will be more opportunities for me, otherwise, even if I get any chances, to be honest, I will be dragged down for various reasons. ”

Taeyeon lowered her head and nodded, there was indeed a lot of gossip during the time Sunny was on the radio station. Taeyeon, who thought of this, suddenly felt very depressed.

Sunny said: "Taeyeon, we are all going to get our documents this year, some things are not something that can be prevaricated by being underage immature, although I know it's very uncomfortable, but we all have to get used to it, to adapt, and even pretend not to see it, this is not to say that you want to lose your heart, but don't limit yourself to the present, you should understand." ”

Taeyeon nodded, and couldn't help but want to cry again, but this time, she suddenly lunged forward and hugged Sunny before she started crying......