Chapter 45: Being a Man

Ding Fengjun didn't speak again, only patted Zhang Jilai's shoulder heavily, I don't know if Ding Fengjun's hand was too strong, or Zhang Jilai was too weak, Zhang Jilai trembled a little in these few shots, and the handkerchief hidden in Zhang Jilai's sleeve actually fell. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

Ding Fengjun's gaze stopped on the falling handkerchief, Zhang Jilai also noticed something unusual, he hurriedly bent down to pick up the handkerchief, but Ding Fengjun took the lead, and when Zhang Jilai reacted, the handkerchief was already in Ding Fengjun's hand.

Ding Fengjun opened the handkerchief and asked, "Whose handkerchief is this?"

Zhang Jilai reached out to grab it and replied, "This is mine." ā€

Ding Fengjun's flickering action did not let Zhang Jilai succeed, he smiled wittily and said: "How can you be a big man with a handkerchief, I think this must be someone who gave you an engagement token." ā€

Ding Fengjun's words hit Zhang Jilai's arms, Zhang Jilai knew that the handkerchief fell into Ding Fengjun's hands, and he didn't want to rob it, so he had to wait for Ding Fengjun's return with a blushing face.

Ding Fengjun opened the handkerchief, on which was a picture of a pond lotus flower, and a name and a home address were embroidered in the lower right corner.

"Luo Xinyi?" Ding Fengjun read silently, he knew it was a woman's name at a glance, Ding Fengjun stared at the name and home address for a long time before asking, "Who is this Luo Xinyi?"

Zhang Jilai pretended to be confused and said: "I don't know her either, I picked up this handkerchief." ā€

Ding Fengjun looked at Zhang Jilai back and forth, and from Zhang Jilai's constantly dodging gaze, Ding Fengjun only got one answer, he was lying!

Ding Fengjun smiled and said: "Since it is the handkerchief you picked up, why do you blush when I mention this Luo Xinyi's name, I can tell you, resist strictly, and confession can be lenient." ā€

Zhang Jilai still wanted to quibble, but when his eyes met Ding Fengjun's stern face, he decided to confess and be lenient.

Zhang Jilai only roughly talked about the process of the two people meeting, and as for Li Ergou's episode and the lingering process between him and Luo Xinyi, he just omitted it.

After Ding Fengjun listened to Zhang Jilai's narration, his brows furrowed, pondered for a while, and said earnestly: "Brother, it's a good thing for you to find a daughter-in-law, but you can't just know one from the street and make a private decision for life, you don't know the situation in this girl's family, so you want to marry someone else so abruptly, do you think it's appropriate?"

Zhang Jilai originally thought that Ding Fengjun would be happy for him, but he didn't expect Ding Fengjun to have such a questioning attitude, he said a little angrily: "What's wrong, I like her, she also likes me, the two of us think it's appropriate, in the future, the two of us will live together, not with her family, what do you do so much." ā€

Ding Fengjun could hear the dissatisfaction in Zhang Jilai's tone, and he said: "Brother, marriage is not a child's play, it is too ridiculous to want to get married just based on the words of the two of you." Although I also think that the marriage achieved by the words of the matchmaker and the order of the parents is not too perfect, at least such a marriage can be blessed by relatives and friends, and private decisions like yours will only be opposed for the rest of your life. ā€

Zhang Jilai said impatiently: "No matter who opposes it, it's not good, anyway, I'm marrying Ding Xinyi." ā€

Ding Fengjun didn't know how to explain what he was thinking, he thought for a while and said, "Okay, you can marry her, but have you figured out when to marry?

Ding Fengjun threw out several questions in a row that made Zhang Jilai speechless, he hadn't had time to think about these problems, and he didn't know when he would be able to marry Luo Xinyi, he just asked Luo Xinyi to wait, as for whether to wait until he became famous or when he soared, there was no certainty. What if my life is not good in the future and I have to fall into the grass?

Ding Fengjun saw that Zhang Jilai was in a daze, Zhang Jilai's face also changed from impatience just now to melancholy, Ding Fengjun didn't want to reprimand him anymore, but as long as Zhang Jilai called him second brother, he, the second brother, would have reason to help him.

"Brother, listen to my brother's advice, what a good woman has is that we can't delay other people's lives because of our own selfish desires, of course, I'd rather demolish ten temples than destroy a marriage, I also hope that you can tie the knot with this Luo Xinyi, but you have to understand the situation in her family." Taking a step back, you have to tell her about our situation, even if you don't care about her family situation, can you guarantee that she doesn't care about your family situation either?"

Zhang Jilai thought of Luo Xinyi's voice and smile again, and his ears were still surrounded by the words "I'm waiting for you" that Luo Xinyi said. She said so resolutely, and there was no trace of deception in her tone, how could Zhang Jilai bear her, and how could she bear this simple girl to shed tears for him?

"Second brother, don't say it, I believe she won't care so much, if she cared about this, she would have asked a long time ago, but since I came into contact with her, she has never asked these questions, she just said that she was willing to be with me, and she also gave me this handkerchief as a token, she said that she hoped that one day I would be able to bring this handkerchief when I married her, and then she and this handkerchief would belong to me. ā€

Zhang Ji said very emotionally, with tears in his eyes, Ding Fengjun saw that he had made up his mind, and he couldn't say anything, so he sighed and said: "Brother, you have to decide this matter yourself, weigh the pros and cons, in addition, if you want to marry someone, you have to work hard from now on, and strive to marry someone back one day sooner, don't let her wait too long, if you need the help of the second brother, just ask." ā€

Zhang Jilai nodded at Ding Fengjun with a grateful look on his face, and said, "Second brother, don't worry, I know what I should do." ā€

Ding Fengjun also nodded, and then said: "Brother, brother will give you a word, I would rather stand and cry than cry and say regret, be a man and stick to your own beliefs, and do things worthy of your conscience." ā€

Zhang Jilai agreed and said no more.

Ding Fengjun returned the handkerchief to Zhang Jilai, and plunged into the night and disappeared.

Zhang Jilai sat quietly at the table and thought, his eyes fell on the handkerchief in his hand, there was still a faint afterfragrance on the handkerchief, like the smell of Luo Xinyi wandering between his lips and teeth when he kissed him lightly, Zhang Jilai put the handkerchief to his nose, sniffed the handkerchief, and his brain swirled with the scene of breaking up after lingering with Luo Xinyi.

"Brother Zhang, this is the handkerchief I carry with me, you put it away, it has my name and home address on it, this handkerchief is embroidered by my novice, I just want to meet my sweetheart one day, I will give him this handkerchief, I hope he can always be by his side, just like I accompany him all the time." ā€

Luo Xinyi looked at Zhang Jilai with affection, she lightly opened her pink lips and said: "Now you are my true destiny, in this life, you are the first man I kiss and will be the last, Brother Zhang, you remember, I will not marry you, even if you lose me one day, I will not hate, let alone bear you, I said that I will definitely wait for you if I wait for you!"

Zhang Jilai put the handkerchief down with tears in his eyes and said: "Xinyi, don't worry, I will always carry this handkerchief on my body, no matter what I say in the future, I will definitely come back to marry you, although I Zhang Jilai is not a man who stands up to the sky, but I know that being a man must do what he says, and I will not bear you, and I will not marry you in this life." ā€

Luo Xinyi felt relieved, she liked Zhang Jilai at first sight from the clothing store, maybe this is fate, when the fire comes, there is no need to deliberately arrange, and the two of them will touch their hair as soon as they see him.

"Brother Zhang, no matter where you go in the future, remember to tell me, don't let me live in a world without any news from you. ā€

Zhang Jilai nodded and said: "Xinyi, don't worry, I will definitely tell you my whereabouts, isn't your address embroidered on this handkerchief, I will definitely learn to write when I have time, and I will write to you to report my safety when the time comes." ā€

Luo Xinyi fell into Zhang Jilai's arms again, feeling the warmth of this imminent separation.

Zhang Jilai pulled out of his memories, he got up and came to Zhang's mother's spiritual seat, knelt down reverently, and said to Zhang's mother's spiritual seat with tears: "Mother, I found you a daughter-in-law, are you very happy, she is beautiful, and even I feel a little unworthy of her." Mother, you must bless her in the spirit of heaven and let her do well, and her son will definitely work hard to earn money and marry such a good daughter-in-law to you. So that you can have fun over there. ā€

When Ding Fengjun returned home, Ding Shide had not slept yet, he was smoking a cigarette and sitting on a chair in the hall waiting for Ding Fengjun, Ding Fengjun entered the house and took the lead in opening his mouth and said, "Dad, you haven't slept yet." ā€

Ding Shide snorted and said, "Your brother has sent a letter." ā€

Ding Fengjun was stunned, even if it was calculated, this Ding Fenghe had been away from home for some time, and during this period, this stinky boy had not been trusted by his family, Ding Fengjun complained to Ding Shide about him last time he went home, thinking that he was too ignorant, and he didn't know to send a letter to his family to report his safety after walking for so long, and now he heard Ding Fenghe's letter, Ding Fengjun was a little inexplicably excited, and he couldn't wait to ask: "What did Fenghe say in the letter?"

Ding Shide smiled slightly and said: "I know that you will be very happy to hear the news of Fenghe's letter, No, the letter is on the table, you can see for yourself." ā€

Ding Shide pouted at the table of the Eight Immortals in the hall and motioned for Ding Fengjun to get it, Ding Fengjun was not idle for a moment, ran over and opened the envelope, and read it with relish.

"Daddy, how are you doing, I haven't written to you for so long, don't you think I'm too ignorant, of course, the first person to count me down must be the second brother, to be honest, I really miss the second brother, he sent me here and left without even staying for half a day, I also know that he was busy making money, and he never had a good rest for our family.

Daddy, you have time to talk more about him, don't let him work too hard, now I have begun to earn money, I can also help him share the pressure of the family, by the way, I forgot to tell you, I am now out of school, not that I boast, my cooking skills are also first-class in the third grandfather's restaurant, and when I go home for the Chinese New Year, I will cook for you personally, so that you can try my skills.

I heard the third grandfather say that the second brother is engaged, and he will get married this year, congratulations to the second brother for me, I may not be able to go back on that day, and I hope the second brother will not blame me, there is no way, that day is really a good day, the guests on the third grandfather's side have already booked a table in advance, I really can't get out, by the way, Daddy, guess who I saw in Harbin?

Maybe you don't believe it, I saw Sister Shiyu, who always liked the second brother's Ma Shiyu at that time. She is now a famous star, and she has sung a lot of songs, and our hotel still plays her songs on a loop, I like to listen to her singing "Missing", I feel that the song was written by her for her second brother, Sister Shiyu has become beautiful, and the original is simply like a betrayal, I originally wanted to say hello to her, but there are a lot of bodyguards around her, plus there are so many people who like her, three layers inside and three layers outside, I can't squeeze in front of her at all.

Alas, if the second brother had agreed to Sister Shiyu's marriage proposal, maybe I would have been able to listen to her sing every day now, but I can only say that the second brother would not have this blessing.

Finally, I wish my father and mother good health and all the best, and I also wish my second brother a lot of money.

Your son, Ding Fenghe!"

Ding Fengjun smiled, this naughty Ding Fenghe is really not a lot of business, he wrote such a letter, the only thing that makes Ding Fengjun happy is that it seems that this letter is written to his parents, but it is actually written to Ding Fengjun, most of the words in it are about Ding Fengjun, this Ding Fenghe is really a little ghost, not counting Ding Fengjun, who is the second brother, hurts him for nothing. It's just that these last words made Ding Fengjun's heart throb a little inexplicably.

Regarding the three words of Ma Shiyu, Ding Fengjun's mind seems to have been a little blurred, with the passage of time, these three words have been annihilated in an unknown corner of his heart at some point, like the yellowed leaves of autumn have been floating in the passing water, flowing with the waves to the distance, and when this name appears again, it seems that the passing time is rapidly going backwards, and the past resurfaces in his mind, it is so clear and transparent, Ding Fengjun only smiled easily, shook his head happily, he suddenly thought of Zhang Jilai, the smile froze on his face without warning, maybe Zhang Jilai's choice was right, if you don't take advantage of your youth to go crazy and let go of chasing your love, when you have lost it with Ding Fengjun, you may only sigh at the tricks of fate.

Ding Fengjun's state of mind is sudden, he has always adhered to a point of view, that is, his own will stay by his side after all, even if he is not his own, he will be relieved one day even if he is forced, of course, only staying by his side is the best in the real sense.

It is no problem to be a person who makes unremitting efforts to pursue what he wants to get, but if you choose too much what is beyond your ability, even if you run faster than others, it is only in vain.

The next day, Ding Fengjun got up early in the morning, he went to Zhang Jilai after breakfast, he was going to see Li Ergou today, he hadn't seen each other for so many years, Ding Fengjun was really a little impatient.

Ding Fengjun wanted to go to the town as soon as possible, and he still had to go around the town to see if there was anything he needed to buy, but to Ding Fengjun's surprise, he hadn't seen Li Ergou yet, but met a few other acquaintances first.