That night, Su Ling also took Zhou Ting to sleep together. Thinking about the nightmare in the daytime, Su Ling always had a feeling of palpitations, and it was more reassuring to have someone by her side.

Even if Xiaoting is just a child, at such a time, as long as there is someone around, she can feel more at ease.

She was really scared of that dream. It's so inexplicable, and it lingers for a long time. She has always felt that she is not a timid person. In fact, she thinks that she has never done anything wrong, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

But such a dream really scared her.

"Sister, are you really okay? My face has always been bad! Lying on the bed, not sleepy for a while, Zhou Ting talked to Su Ling.

"It's okay, maybe it's too sunny during the day." Su Ling smiled. "Don't think about it, if I really don't feel well, I'll definitely go to the doctor." Su Ling pinched Zhou Ting's face.

This night, Su Ling didn't dream again, and when he woke up, he was relieved. As soon as she remembered the clear scene in that nightmare, she felt palpitations and really didn't want to touch it again. She didn't know when she was going to stop having that nightmare.

It's a really bad feeling, and it's not a good thing to have nightmares!

Finally, I stopped dreaming at night, and I woke up the next day feeling better. Zhou Chen went to school early, and there were only two left in the family, Su Ling and Zhou Ting. There was nothing to do when he was idle, so Su Ling took Zhou Ting to do needlework.

You don't need Su Ling to keep an eye on the things in Zhuangzi, if there is nothing special, just go there in a few months and take a look. I don't have to work, I'm completely idle, and occasionally I'm still a little unaccustomed. Thinking like this, Su Ling felt that he was really a bit cheap, and he was not used to his idle life.

Sometimes it's really hard to get used to the idle days, because there is no entertainment, and you just stay idle when you're free. It's as if nothing has been done.

"Sister, look at the flowers I embroidered." Zhou Ting said with a smile.

Su Ling took it and looked at it, "Your needlework is getting better and better now, and the embroidered things are also very beautiful." I have nothing to point to you. ”

If you want to say that she is enthusiastic about needlework, she is naturally not as good as Xiaoting. She doesn't really like needlework very much, that is, when she has nothing to do, to pass the time. Xiaoting really likes it, so she is extra attentive.

"It's not as beautiful as my sister's embroidery!" Zhou Ting smiled modestly.

"It's already good. Don't really be an embroiderer, just look at the embroidered things. Su Ling smiled. Now there is no shortage of money in the house, and embroidery is just to pass the time, and there is no need to really do it as a job.

It's okay to get by, and you really don't need to be very careful.

Zhou Ting smiled and didn't say anything.

A few days later, Li Jun asked Uncle Zhang to come over, saying that he asked Uncle Zhang to help Su Ling prepare the dowry. Uncle Zhang also took a box to Su Ling, Su Ling opened it and looked at it, and it turned out to be a box of silver tickets. said that it was given by Li Jun. Let Su Ling prepare the dowry.

"He's thinking too much, and now I'm not short of money!" Su Ling smiled, "Uncle Zhang should return the silver ticket to him!" She really didn't think about using Li Jun's money. From childhood to adulthood, she was a relatively independent person.

I always feel that I can't spend other people's money casually, and if I really spend other people's money, then I will feel that I am a little shorter when I get along.

If she had to, then maybe she would have taken it. But now she has no shortage of money! The dowry is still enough. As for the life of Xiaochen and Xiaoting in the future, there is nothing to worry about, there is no shortage of houses in the family, there is always something to live in.

There are also some industries that have a lot of input every year. Life can always be relatively rich.

"Since it was brought by the child, the girl will take it! Sooner or later, the son and the girl are a family, so there is no need to distinguish too clearly. If the girl really wants to return it to the son, it is better for the girl to pay it back herself! Uncle Zhang smiled.

"That's it. Then when will I give it back to him! Su Ling temporarily put the box away.

Uncle Zhang took the list listed again and showed it to Su Ling, which was the list of dowries. There are a lot of things, very bits and pieces, but they are not difficult to buy.

It's almost just some commonly used things, and as for the industry or something, you can bring it with you. No, it's not a big deal. The main dowry depends on the family background of the woman's family! The man generally does not ask the woman for a dowry.

However, generally look at the dowry in the south, if the dowry from the man's family is rich, then the dowry should be richer.

really started to buy a dowry, Su Ling felt a little weird in his heart. Are you really about to get married? In the past and present life, this is the first time! The mood is really weird.

Marriage is not just a ceremony, but a milestone in life. After stepping over, you have to live another life. Married life is definitely different from when you are single. Although the Li family has not yet come to propose marriage, she also knows that since Grandpa Tai has approved their family affairs, it is only a matter of time before they get married, and it should not be far away.

I don't know if they can really live together and be happy all the time! Will they quarrel? Will there be contradictions? It seems inevitable that every couple will quarrel. When there is a difference of opinion, it is easy to quarrel!

In fact, they have always gotten along very well and have never quarreled! I don't know what it will be like if there is a day!

It is impossible to say that there is not a single worry about the future. She hasn't been married yet, and she doesn't know what married life is like, so how can she not worry at all!

Seeing that there were more things to buy, she became more and more melancholy.

"Sister, aren't you happy?" Zhou Ting tugged at Su Ling's sleeve.

"Is Xiaoting happy?" Su Ling rubbed Zhou Ting's head.

"I don't know." Zhou Ting responded sullenly. She didn't know if she was happy, she thought it was a happy event, but she should be happy. But I felt a little stuffy in my heart. She remembered that the married sisters in the village had not seen each other for a long time!

Will she not see her sister for a long time in the future? If that's the case, then she's not happy.

"I don't know what's going on?" Su Ling laughed. To be happy is to be happy, to be unhappy is to be unhappy, and to say that you don't know!

Is it the same for small children?

"Yes! I do not know! Zhou Ting hugged Su Ling. My sister is married, and she will come to see me and my brother more in the future, and she can't do without us. ”

"What nonsense! How could I not want you. No matter what happens, you are all my brothers and sisters! Su Ling smiled.

Why is she willing not to want them! They have always been very insecure people, perhaps because they suffered too much when they were children. That's why I'm worried about being abandoned!

She really won't leave them behind, they are by her side when she is most lonely! Although they are not related by blood, they are really relatives, the closest people in this world.

"As long as my sister keeps remembering us, that's fine." Zhou Ting finally laughed.

"Why doesn't my sister seem to be happy? Doesn't my sister like to be with the Li family's brother very much? After a while, Zhou Ting asked a little strangely.

"It's not that I'm unhappy." Su Ling shook his head. can stay with Li Jun for a long time, how can she be unhappy. People who are in love with each other will want to be together! She's no exception.

Maybe the future always seems bleak, so I still have some worries in my heart!

"It's not that I'm not happy, then my sister will smile."

"Okay, smile." Su Ling really laughed. Actually, you shouldn't be so nervous right now! I'm starting to get nervous now, and when it's really time to get married, I don't know what it's like to be nervous!

Li Jun will not come to propose marriage for the time being, although he doesn't care about the meaning of those relatives in the capital, but he can't get married and not tell his family a big thing. So he said that he would write a letter to his relatives in the family, and anyway, the capital also asked him for money, and he would always send someone to the capital.

The letter has been sent, but there will be no reply for a while. It was so far away that the letter could not be sent to the capital for a while.

I was relieved when I thought about it, so don't think about it for the time being. Life still has to be passed! It's better to live happily. I will worry about things in the future, the soldiers will block it, and the water will cover it.

But after breathing a sigh of relief, she had nightmares day after day for the next few days. And the scenes in the dream are becoming clearer and clearer, and there are more and more scenes. The Su family, who was burned, and Queen Su, who was stabbed to death...... One qiē and one qiē are slowly becoming clearer.

And there seems to be something in my head that wants to break free. Xiangmen Su, the queen is also called Su Ling, and she has the same face as her.

She became more and more confused, the nightmare that was eating away at her, and she wanted to wake herself up, but she couldn't. She was even afraid to sleep anymore, she was afraid of having that nightmare again.

She always resisted not sleeping, and would not fall asleep until she could no longer hold on. The days passed in a mess, and his face was getting worse and worse. Zhou Ting was very anxious every day, and she even asked a doctor to come and see her. However, the doctor said that it was a heart disease, and only let Su Ling relax.

Su Ling smiled weakly, she really wanted to relax! But she couldn't. She felt like the nightmare was driving her crazy, and she didn't know what she was going to do. I don't know how to live like this.

She would always think of the Queen Su who was hanging herself, the face that seemed exactly the same as her.

She was terrified, but she didn't know how to get rid of it. But such an inexplicable thing, she has no way to talk to others. was scared like this by a dream, in fact, she herself felt ridiculous. It was ridiculous, but she knew she couldn't laugh. (To be continued.) )