At that time, they had never actually talked about marriage, and she didn't know how to say it.

He chuckled, then looked at her fixedly, took her hand and said, "I swear by this flesh and blood, this body is not you who will not marry, no matter before or after death, and whether we are married or not, you are my only wife!"

He stroked her hair: "I went back to the south, firstly, because of the situation, and secondly, because there was a military order from the imperial court, and the incumbent general ordered that he should not marry a resident woman, and I could only come to propose marriage if I was transferred back first."

"Xi'er, there are still two years left in your filial piety period, but I can't wait, maybe there will be a fight at any time, once the fight starts, maybe I may die at any time!

"I'm afraid that I will be left with regrets in my life that I can't live and die with you.

"So I want to be with you before the world is in turmoil, so that you can take my surname and become my rightful wife on earth and underground.

"How could I fail you? I'm just afraid that you'll think I'm too selfish, and I want to pull you along when I know that life and death are uncertain. ”

Her heart fell to the ground, and she threw herself on him and smiled.

She knows that he is not a negative man, if he is really a negative man, then with his sincerity of avenging her mother's murder alone, she also admits it!

She just wanted to hear his assurances.

The words in the mouth of a lover will never be tired of listening.

She hooked her neck, stood on tiptoe, and carefully kissed him on the face.

She could feel his entire body stiffen and his face turn hot.

Her heart pounded, and she naughtily kissed him on the lips again, which he rejected with difficulty.

She bit his lip in recklessness, and he paused for a moment, his face hot as if it were about to explode.

"I want to give you a baby. ”

She looked at him faintly.

He refused without thinking. "We're not married yet. And in case I can't come back—"

"Then I'm going to give birth even more!" she stubbornly said, "You're back, and we'll get married!"

"If you don't come back, I'll keep your children alive. I'll take him with me, and then let him give birth to a grandson for you!

No matter what happens to him in the future, as of this moment, she is willing to give everything for him.

By this moment, he was already worthy of her efforts for him.

……

At that time, unlike the later peaceful and prosperous times, they didn't have much time to warm up, not too much stability to look forward to, and not much time to waste on daily suspicions and deliberations.

The four words of peace and security transcend wealth and glory, transcend all flashiness, and become the greatest and most tangible hope for people in troubled times.

Under the seemingly calm world, there are already countless peaks and fires, and the number of people who will not survive tomorrow is inexhaustible.

If you miss it, it's likely to be a lifetime.

What she wants is not the love between men and women, but the continuation of his offspring.

Continuing the bloodline for him and leaving a child for him has become a firm belief that she still has after a long time.

She has only loved such a person all her life, and she doesn't want to leave any regrets because of the constraints of the rules.

If there really is a ...... She didn't dare to think about it, but she couldn't help it.

In troubled times, the rules of etiquette and religion are nothing compared to the mutual knowledge and mutual knowledge that people yearn for.

But he never willed, and kept laughing at her, calling her a "stupid girl".

She felt sad. Why couldn't he understand her feelings?

At that time, he already had a small apartment of his own.

She took advantage of the fact that he was drunk the night before his departure, and quietly hid in his room, and then lay down beside him with trepidation.

At that time, she thought that she could conceive a child by sleeping like this.

Who knew that she would oversleep in one night, and when she woke up in the morning, she saw him looking at her with a complicated face in his neat clothes.

"General Xiao, congratulations, now you are going to be a father. She was stunned for a moment, then got up from the bed and said in a pretended sophisticated manner.

Slowly, however, he couldn't help laughing, leaning back and forth.

"You are really my heart! If I lose you in this life, I don't want to live if I am depressed!"

He put her hand on his heart and said it slowly.

Looking back now, she was really stupid at that time.

She didn't even understand how he could fall in love with her so stupid!

The days when he left Cangzhou were much more difficult than he imagined.

She felt that she had overestimated her endurance, and that lovesickness was like poison, eroding her day by day, little by little.

She shut herself in the house and tirelessly painted his portrait, standing, sitting, smiling, silent, serious, and leisurely.

Then she frequently inquired about the news of the court situation, and also found many military books to read.

She desperately wanted to know more about him, to understand everything about him, his identity, his position, the environment or changes he faced. What kind of predicament he might encounter and what kind of help he would need.

But the more she came into contact with her, the more sad she realized that she couldn't help him in any way.

He was worried about their future fate, and she was wondering if he would empathize!

But if she could understand him for a moment, she would not say those unkind words.

The attention to the situation in the past few months, although it has not reborn her, but she also knows what the future situation will be.

She knew that he was ambitious and talented, and that the man had ambitions in all directions, and she should support him to adapt to the general trend, but at the same time she was saddened by her own lack of energy.

In three months, she seemed to have grown up suddenly.

That day, she was lying under the peach blossom tree, quietly flipping through a book, and a jade pendant suddenly fell in front of her.

"I'm back. ”

A familiar voice sounded overhead, and she thought she was dreaming.

A pair of hands suddenly lifted her up in the air, and the manly breath mixed with sweat rushed into his nose, and he hugged her and sat where she had sit, and smiled at her with red eyes.

The jade pendant was hung around her neck, and he asked, "Do you like it?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, crying and touching his face: "You have lost weight!"

His once plump face was now dark and thin, and his eye sockets were sunken, and he looked several years older at the age of eighteen.

He stretched out his hand to wipe her tears: "I'm afraid you'll be in time, and I'll rush to Cangzhou as soon as you're done." I haven't closed my eyes for three days. ”

She didn't know how to describe how she felt when she saw him.

It's like walking 3,000 miles and finally arriving home.

It's like staying up for many days and nights to make a dress, and finally it's finished.

It's like I've been wanting to eat the dim sum in the old dim sum shop in Jingshi for a long time, and I finally ate it......

I can't say enough about the satisfaction in my heart. Joy and tranquility just rolled into her soul with time.

But she later learned that he had not closed his eyes for three days not only to come to see her, but also to lead his troops to fight two battles in those three months.

The marriage was decided.

It's just that when he proposed that he wanted to marry immediately, he encountered a little bit of resistance.