Chapter 46: Dream Language
Banxia whispered: "I...... I ......"
"Xiaoxia, I know that you are a good boy, you must be able to take care of yourself, your parents are sorry for you, and I can't continue to accompany you, you can only rely on yourself in the future, you must live well." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½ā
"I ...... I ...... "Banxia's painful struggle, the more she struggled, the more she couldn't wake up, and a tear was inexplicably left in the corner of her eye."
"Grandma knows your thoughts, you don't want to reluctantly marry someone, grandma is not trying to force you, I just hope that you can be happy, and you can have someone to rely on when you are tired, instead of always being able to bear it alone, if you think that grandma is wrong to do this, then grandma will no longer force you in the future, you live the way you want. ā
"No...... It's not ......"
Banxia was eager to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't say what she wanted to say, "I'm not...... No......"
It's not that I don't want to, grandma, it's not that I don't listen to you, it's just that I really haven't met someone who can get married, I really haven't met.
There were more and more tears in the corners of Banxia's eyes, and her babbling voice became choked.
Grandma's voice has been echoing gently and softly in her ears, Banxia always feels that this opportunity to talk is not easy, and cherishes every word with her grandmother.
"Grandma, I'm old, I haven't done anything big in my life, I've been raising flowers and plants in the countryside, grandma doesn't know the pressure of the big city, and I don't want to know, so I may not know you very well, but grandma really cares about you, and I'm also very worried, in case ......"
"No!" Banxia eagerly denied, as if as long as she said this, there really would be no tragedy, she murmured bitterly: "No, grandma will not have a case! There must be no case, I will not let grandma have any eventuality, there will be no ......"
"Xiao Xia...... grandma came to Banxia's side, stretched out and touched Banxia's soft hair, and said kindly: "Grandma really misses you so much, but grandma also knows that she can't force you, every time you go home for two days, you always rush back in a hurry, leaving me an old woman, you don't know how lonely grandma is......"
Banxia showed a repentant look and a sad face, "I was wrong, I know I was wrong, grandma, don't leave ......"
Why did she say that Grandma should not go? Could it be that Grandma is going?
Banxia's tone paused for a moment, and then said: "I will obediently listen to my grandmother's words in the future, I will definitely go on a blind date, find a good man to marry, and never let my grandmother worry anymore." ā
"Nope. Grandma interrupted Banxia's words and said with a sigh: "Grandma doesn't want you to be wronged, let alone reluctantly, grandma has thought about it, rather than asking you to reluctantly accept a delicate marriage, it is better to let you live freely alone, there is nothing more important than living happily." ā
Banxia always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't say it, she had been doing ideological work with her grandmother, and she had never said that she had moved her grandmother, so why did she rebel so easily this time?
Could it be that grandma was really moved by Banxia's firmness?
Or was my grandmother hit by something, so she suddenly understood Banxia's mood?
No, it stands to reason that grandma is not such a person with a firm mind, and she has been clean and self-conscious for so many years, Banxia never dared to imagine any feelings or other things in her grandmother, why did she always feel very strange this time?
Banxia was very conflicted, on the one hand, thinking about where her grandmother's change came from, and on the other hand, she was very careful to talk to her grandmother, Banxia felt very tired, but as long as her grandmother didn't leave her, she could bear all the hardships in life.
"Grandma...... I miss you so much......" Banxia cried and leaned on her grandmother's arms, listening to her grandmother's gentle care, smelling her grandmother's familiar and safe taste, her eyelids became heavier and heavier, heavier and heavier, and her head became more and more dull, and in the end she couldn't hear what her grandmother said again, so she could only fall asleep heavily.
"Xiao Xia, cherish your fate, take a good grasp of your life, and don't let people who shouldn't miss it miss ......"
"Grandma has nothing to bring you in her life, maybe those fields in the countryside can't help much, grandma will give you a jade pendant, you wear it around your neck, never take it off......"
"Grandma really should go, it's hard to come and see you, and grandma doesn't know if she can see you marry in the future...... In short, you must take good care, take care of yourself, don't let yourself be too tired, if you can't hold on, find someone to rely on, take a break, stand up and continue to work hard......"
"Grandma believes that you will be able to live well, and if you come, you will be safe, Xiaoxia is going to come on......"
"Grandma has another request, I have an acquaintance here, if Xiao Xia meets him, you must take me to tell me, I ......"
Banxia turned over and sat up, looking at the room he was in, as well as the surrounding environment, and suddenly couldn't remember what he was struggling with in his dream just now.
She remembered that she seemed to have something very important in her dream, but after waking up, she forgot it all at once, Banxia rubbed her head vigorously, what was she dreaming about?
Did she forget someone in her dreams?
Banxia guessed suspiciously, but no matter how hard she tried, she just couldn't remember the slightest bit of the dream, not even a little bit of relevant information, Banxia always felt that something was different, but she just couldn't remember it in her head, and her head hurt when she thought about it, and she still couldn't remember any important people and things.
"Banxia, are you awake?"
At this time, Shen Junru's voice sounded outside.
Banxia shook her head, shaking vigorously to wake herself up, she looked at Xiaobai, who was asleep, got up and walked to the door and opened the door.
Shen Junru walked in, glanced at Xiaobai, who was still asleep not far away, and then at Banxia's pale little face, Shen Junru said very worriedly: "Banxia, why is your face so ugly?
Banxia waved his hand and said indifferently: "It's okay, I just had a dream, and I don't know what I dreamed of, and I felt very uncomfortable when I woke up." ā
Shen Junru poured a cup of tea for Banxia at the table, seeing Banxia contemplating with tea, Shen Junru poured a cup of tea and drank it, rubbed the mouth of the cup and said: "Generally, you will feel uncomfortable, then you must have dreamed of someone close to you, or something very important." ā