In the second year of college, Li Xiaoyan went back to school to see Zhang Heye, and felt that he was more mature and confident, and he seemed to have fallen another piece in front of him. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 Info observed, it seems that he is still a virgin, and his maturity and self-confidence come entirely from professionalism, technology, and thought. Li Xiaoyan thinks that a man who has no knowledge of women can never be called mature, but the way he looks at people shows that he is not without opinions, and he is becoming more and more clear, stubborn and dismissive. Li Xiaoyan insisted on his backwardness that Zhang He's so-called maturity and self-confidence were because of less and more things, and still deceived himself ignorantly, he should see him as an ignorant big boy, look at him condescendingly, and avoid being sunburned by his brilliance. After a few days, Li Xiaoyan couldn't stand on it, no matter how she tried to take the top position psychologically, in fact, she still clearly felt that under Zhang Heye's majesty, there was no doubt that it was a natural expression of Zhang Heye's firmness and fullness.

Li Xiaoyan feels like a Barbie doll thrown on the garbage heap, and the companions who can once be seen with a squint have left themselves in the time and space behind them, as if they will never be able to reach them. Li Xiaoyan leaned over at the end of class and called, "Brother Heye." Zhang He also said, "Huh?" Li Xiaoyan said, "What have you eaten recently?" Zhang He also said, "Spinach." Li smiled and said, "Oh, oh, my Popeye." Zhang He also said: "What does it have to do with you?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Do you have any other women besides me?" Zhang He also said: "No." Li Xiaoyan said, "What happened to our family?" Zhang He also said, "It's okay." Li Xiaoyan said: "You have been brainwashed by aliens?" Zhang He also said: "Li Xiaoyan, what do you want to say?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I feel that your rank is higher again." Zhang He also said: "I should be in the second grade." Li Xiaoyan said: "Are you enlightened?" Zhang He also said: "Yes, I have prickly heat." What's wrong with you? Like a rabbit with its tail chopped off. ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "You really don't have a girlfriend?" Zhang He also said: "No." Li Xiaoyan said: "You lied to me." Zhang He also said: "I just have nothing to do with you, you belong to women and children, what are you still staring at me?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Then I don't want to lose your love." Zhang He also said: "I have never loved you." Li Xiaoyan said: "Then why are you so good to me? What do I ask you for, but you never refuse?" Zhang He also said: "That's not love, that's called normal communication between people, the key is that you don't have unreasonable demands." Li Xiaoyan said: "I followed Cheng Donghao, have you ever been lost?" Zhang He also said: "Of course not." Li Xiaoyan said: "Is that very envious?" Zhang He also said: "No, it's like you see a float on the road." Li Xiaoyan said: "Tell my sister, what kind of look you want to find, my sister will pick it for you." Zhang He also said: "You just don't stir up." Li Xiaoyan said: "Sure enough, there is a woman, you are plagued, honestly: who is it?" Zhang He stopped talking, and walked straight forward, Li Xiaoyan dragged him, and he broke free and walked away without looking back.

Although he knew that Zhang He was not lying, he did not have a girlfriend. But Li Xiaoyan was not at all easy, obsessed with enjoying his kindness, love, and favor. Although there is Cheng Donghao, Li Xiaoyan still shamelessly wants to occupy Zhang Heye's obvious high-quality resources. I don't really want to take possession of it, but I just want to. If he has a girlfriend, he really wants to make him yellow, sincerely. The ideal drama in Li Xiaoyan's mind is: Zhang He also loves her deeply, because he can't get her, he devotes himself to the infinite medical world, and dies alone, just like Jin Yuelin is to Lin Zhengyin. However, Zhang Heye didn't cooperate at all, and sooner or later he was meat in someone else's bowl. Li Xiaoyan just wants to be better than him, 10,000 times better than him, one mountain, one water, and one heaven higher than him.

Chang Tu walked by and hung his head. Li Xiaoyan pondered: This kid seems to have matured a lot. Suddenly woke up: It turned out that it was not they who were mature, but they were mature, so their mood and vision of people changed. Immediately, I thought: Is it ridiculous to think that men other than Cheng Donghao are mature? Whatever you want, whatever you want, how you want to get angry, how you want to get angry. Li Xiaoyan came to Chang Tu's side and asked, "Have you brought it to Senior Sister Lu Liangchun?" Chang Tu said: "It was warped." Li Xiaoyan said, "Who?" Chang Tu said: "The first attached hospital." Li Xiaoyan said: "That person went to work?" Chang Tu said: "Yes, Jiang is still old and spicy, and the heart of defeat is convincing." Li Xiaoyan said, "Have you seen that person?" Chang Tu said, "We had a meal together." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "Where is he better than you?" Chang Tu said: "It's even more shameless." Li Xiaoyan said: "He is better than you?" Chang Tu said: "You can always hear the sound outside the strings." Li Xiaoyan said: "It's just the age difference. Chang Tu said: "It's a pity that it's not, every word I said fell into his trap, I already had this feeling at the time, and when I came back to ponder, I felt that that person was unfathomable, I was a two-legged half-big toad, not his opponent at all, and talking to him was completely frustrated and humiliating." If I were a girl, I would choose him, earn a reliable and solid and have a bright future. With me, I will only be at a loss when facing life, and I will do everything myself. I'm a useless man, I haven't been weaned yet, and I don't have the ability to take care of others, forget it, it's all tears when I talk too much, let's study hard first. Chang Tu really had tears in his eyes, Li Xiaoyan wanted to listen to it as a joke, but he was embarrassed to laugh.

After dinner in the evening, I met Jiang Yundai in the study room, he was as light as duckweed as always, and seemed to cover up his fierceness and fluctuations, only Li Xiaoyan's beastly intuition could taste the turmoil of his soul. Li Xiaoyan said: "Is it because Senior Sister Lu Liangchun has a master?" Jiang Yundai said: "Yes, this time there is really a master." Li Xiaoyan said: "I heard Chang Tu say that he is not bad." Kang Yun-dai said: "When you are old, you are old, your teeth are no longer good, and at the same time, the soft tissues around your mouth are also relaxed, and your smile is typical of Richard's Nixon-style smile: when you laugh, the lower row of teeth is all exposed, and the upper teeth are wrapped around the upper lip." When the teeth are worn out, the normal ratio of teeth to gums is changed, and the smile looks a little clumsy. Suitable for Reality TV: Makeover: Primitives. ”

Li Xiaoyan said, "It's too exaggerated, isn't it?" Jiang Yundai said, "Thirty-three." Li Xiaoyan said: "I believe in the vision of Senior Sister Lu Liangchun. Jiang Yundai said: "Alas, if that man really loves her and is unswerving, she will be happy." Li Xiaoyan said: "Aren't you happy for her?" Jiang Yundai said: "Grandma, my heart hurts like being dried by a grinder." Li Xiaoyan said: "Why did you give up when you really love her?" Jiang Yundai said: "I just don't think it's appropriate." Li Xiaoyan said: "Then people are not allowed to find the right one?" Jiang Yundai said: "Okay, in fact, I am unreasonable, I just think she has a good shape, so I don't have to choose." It's a bit of a pity that I really left me and can't play anymore. ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "It turns out that you are playing, you deserve it." Jiang Yundai said: "She must have left without hesitation this time, that is the right person." Li Xiaoyan said: "You are suffering because you are not as good as that person, not because you are out of love?" Jiang Yundai glanced at Li Xiaoyan and said: "Maybe, I'm also afraid that I can't find someone better than Lu Liangchun, and I will find someone who is not as good as her, or I can't even find it at all, I'm afraid that I'm too scummy to be punished like this." Li Xiaoyan said: "As the saying goes, it's good because of loss?" Jiang Yundai said: "Maybe, it feels bad anyway." I think that only by working hard to surpass that old boy can it be possible to find a better girl than Lu Liangchun, and she is worthy of finding it. Li Xiaoyan said: "It seems that that person is really good, not only hit Chang Tu, but also hit you." Jiang Yundai said: "Who said it wasn't, crushing blows." ”

Li Xiaoyan felt that not only himself, but all the people were catching up, and Zhang He, who he was chasing, was also working so hard, there should be people he wanted to catch up. This is only in Zhengda, there are so many good schools and so many outstanding people in the country, they are all smarter and harder, what should I do? Li Xiaoyan thought that this is the law of the existence of all things, and he cannot but accept and obey this law in it, this is the inevitability of life, and when no one can chase him, there is also the saying that he surpasses himself. The earth, the sun, the Milky Way, and the entire universe are all moving rapidly, and they are in motion for eternity. As a living being, it is natural to adhere to this law, and to stop is to perish.

You can also ignore everything, indulge in self-pity in your own world, and let yourself go, but that is not Li Xiaoyan's life, because it does not conform to her nature, her nature is to fight like a beast with her fighting kind, no matter who the object is, even if it is an imaginary enemy, this is the need for her human life to bloom.

Li Xiaoyan did not fall into the trap of madly missing Cheng Donghao as she thought before, as soon as she saw Zhang Heye, her blood was ignited and she threw herself into the tense second-year career of medical students. Li Xiaoyan clinged to Zhang Heye like a vampire, reading the books he reads, doing what he does, and even his calm and broad eyes and capable and concise demeanor are imitated by Li Xiaoyan. Of course, Li Xiaoyan's plagiarism leaves no traces and adds her own femininity. If Li Xiaoyan was imitating a girl, she would have been discovered neurotically early and resisted this vulgar fake with all her might. But Zhang He didn't think so, as if Li Xiaoyan was the flowers and plants on the road, the dewdrops on the flowers and plants.

Li Xiaoyan asked whenever he asked, and Zhang He must have pointed it out to the point. Li Xiaoyan has never had the knowledge, insight, ideas, concepts, and arguments that are higher than Zhang Heye, and they all come to him to return the amount. Among his peers, Li Xiaoyan is very fortunate and grateful, and respects him as a mentor and friend. But on the surface, he is calm and clear, and he doesn't take him seriously. Li Xiaoyan thought that no matter how much he valued a boy, he couldn't show it, he had to live steadily, hold it, and hold it. It is necessary to let him know that you are serious about him, and let him know that you are not unable to give up. This is true not only for lovers, but also for people of the opposite sex.