CHAPTER XX

On the way back, Feng Shao seemed to be able to read minds, "My dad is like that, he usually doesn't smile, and it's the same for me." But don't worry, no one can separate us as long as I want to!" Feng Shao held the steering wheel with one hand, grabbed my hand with the other, interlocked his fingers with me, and then picked up my hand and kissed it lightly on the back of his hand.

My tears suddenly welled up in my eyes, this proud son of heaven thought about me everywhere and took care of me carefully, but I didn't even want him to hug and kiss him. I suddenly feel so guilty, am I being too selfish?

When I arrived at school, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening, Feng Shao said to me, "Come in! Send a text message to the dormitory!" I walked forward slowly, looking back from time to time, Feng Shao was still standing by the car and looking at me.

When I was about to walk to the dormitory building, I suddenly turned around, and then ran towards Feng Shao quickly, rushed into his arms, and I hugged Feng Shao's neck with my hand, "I don't want to go back, I want to be with you!"

Feng Shao was taken aback by my actions, and after reacting to it, he joked and said, "I usually guard against me like a wolf, but now I'm enlightened? Okay, go back quickly! It's time to turn off the lights in the dormitory in a while!"

I pressed my face against his chest, and big tears fell on his clothes, "Feng, for some reason, I always feel that one day you will leave me!"

He slowly stroked the hair on my back, "There won't be a day, you just like to be cranky." As soon as you graduate, we'll get married, okay?"

"Well, then you promise me that you won't regret it!" Feng Shao tightened his arms and hugged me tighter, "No regrets!" I finally burst into tears and laughed, Feng Shao said, "Go back quickly!" I nodded and walked back.

Suddenly, a joking voice came from behind him, "November 5th is my birthday, you can wait until that day to make a promise!"

"You think it's beautiful!" I ran quickly towards the dormitory, and behind me was Feng Shao's laughter.

Soon the summer vacation of the junior year is coming, and everyone feels that time is rushing like a white horse, which means that there is still a year to go, and everyone will go to the east and west.

I have to go home to accompany my parents during the summer vacation, and Feng Shao has to go abroad for half a month because of work, and we will be separated for the time being.

When the plane took off, Feng Shao sent a text message, "Let's go!" "Okay, the journey went well!" I quickly replied a few words.

I tossed and turned that night and couldn't sleep, and when I saw that it was already two o'clock in the morning, he should have just gotten off the plane.

Sure enough, at this time, the text message prompt sounded, "I'm here!" I felt relieved at this time, and immediately replied with a message, "Well, then you rest early!"

"Why haven't you slept yet?" His message was "seconds back".

"Can't sleep, have you arrived at the hotel?"

"Not yet! You go to bed early, I'll send you a picture tomorrow!"

"Hmm!" I sent a goodnight emoji.

The next day, he sent a selfie, but I didn't expect Feng Shao, who has always been cold, to take a selfie, I smiled unconsciously.

After that, Feng Shao would update his circle of friends every day, such as taking a photo with the text like this, "Take you to see the rain in Los Angeles!"

In the same way, I also update the news every day in my circle of friends, and turn my daily life into photos and texts to tell him.

We tacitly liked and commented on each other's dynamics, which is a tacit interaction, a little secret that only the two of us know.

When I got home that evening as usual, I found a man sitting in the living room, and the luggage slip on the suitcase next to me had not yet had time to be torn off. Mom and Dad smiled and said, "Jojo, who's coming?" and he turned his head and smiled at me, "A surprise!"

With a bang, the new book I had just bought, "84 Charing Street", fell to the ground. Who else could there be but Feng Shao? But shouldn't he have just arrived in Yicheng at this time? Why is he in my living room? I was stunned with questions.

Feng Shao stood up from the sofa, "I miss you so much, so I changed my itinerary in BJ, and I took a detour to see you first!"

"Peak!" I ran to him, and we hugged each other tightly.

The gears of time never stopped, and the senior semester came as scheduled, and a sense of sadness enveloped the entire campus. The arrangement of fate brings us together, but at this time it separates us one by one and goes to different intersections.

Everyone is planning for the future, busy transferring files, submitting resumes, and there are two paths in front of us, or choose employment, or continue their studies.

Wen Jin vowed to carry forward the spirit of being a scholar to the end, chose to continue the postgraduate entrance examination, and decided to go to SH with her boyfriend.

Xiaomeng has decided to go south to Shenzhen, where there are many high-tech enterprises and good development prospects.

And I haven't decided yet, whether it's Yicheng or BJ, as long as I can be with Feng Shao, it's the right place.

But the separation is imminent, first of all, a listed company in Shenzhen sent an invitation letter to Xiao Meng, Xiao Meng's eyes were red and said, "Sisters, I really can't bear you! You must often call and send text messages, and come to Shenzhen to see me when you have time!"

The day before Xiaomeng left, everyone saw her off at a restaurant outside the school, recalling the bits and pieces of the past few years, as if it was just yesterday.

Xiao Meng looked at me and said, "Yu Qiao, in fact, the one that makes me feel at ease the most is you." You must let Feng Shao's grandparents like you, their family is not as ordinary as us, Mayor He disagrees, you always have to go for a while. ”

Wen Jin also sighed a little emotionally, "Yu Qiao, in fact, I was quite optimistic about you and Li Kai at the beginning. You're telling me the truth, don't you really like him at all?"

This name, which I almost forgotten, was once again awakened from the depths of my memory, and the scenes of the past passed in front of my eyes like lightning, until this moment I completely saw my heart, extremely clear.

For Li Kai, I am only ashamed, and for Feng Shao, I want to love, I have never had such a strong desire to be with someone.

Goodbye to those ignorant and ignorant years, forgive me for meeting you at an age when I don't know how to love, Li Kai, I'm sorry.

The night I sent Xiao Meng away, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, in the dark I looked at the ceiling with wide eyes, and repeated what Xiao Meng said in my mind, "Their family is no better than our ordinary people, Feng Shao's father disagrees, you always have to go for a while." ”

I think back to the only time we met, Mayor He's silent expression after hearing that my parents were teachers, as if he was disgusted with my origins. So what about Feng Shao, if his parents don't agree, how much effort is he willing to put into our relationship?

After Xiaomeng left, there were only three people left in the dormitory of four people. Another month has passed, and Wen Jin is also leaving us for SH.

Moon has always been calm and steady, and it is rare to see her mood swings. When Wen Geun left with her suitcase that day, she smiled at me and Peggy and said, "Take care, contact us more!" But when she turned around and walked a few steps away with her back to us, I saw her shoulders start to shake, and I knew she was secretly crying.

If there is a third way besides employment and continuing education, it is the path that Peggy has chosen, and she wants to emigrate. Peggy's father bought an ST Black Dragon stock a few years ago, suspended for many years, who knew that some time ago this stock was restructured and resumed, and landed on A-shares as a dark horse, pulling dozens of daily limits, and the stock price skyrocketed.

The ancients used to say, "There is no banquet in the world that will never be dissolved," and I knew that in a few months, Peggy would also be far away from me, and I could no longer get along day and night. So what about Feng Shao? Whether he is the one who accompanies me for a ride, or the person who accompanies me for a lifetime, even I don't have an answer.

The graduation season is full of sad emotions, couples are forced to separate, train stations, waiting halls, and lovers who have been in love for several years are everywhere, crying inseparably. In the cafeteria outside the school, there are touching images of seeing off roommates every day.

I knew that college was about to be gone. I cherish these remaining months, and this campus is home to some of my best four years, and every detail is a memory.