Chapter 13O First Love

Li Xiaoyan said: "When you say not necessarily, you have already retreated. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info" Mu Yanming said: "Yes, I suddenly lost interest in you. Li Xiaoyan said: "On the contrary, I am calm, and I want to continue to associate with you and be friends." Mu Yanming said: "It's really holding back." Li Xiaoyan said: "You call me a slut in your heart, right?" Mu Yanming said: "Isn't it?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes." Mu Yanming curled the corners of his mouth and said: "There are green peaches and dew seeds in the sky, and red apricots in the sky are planted by clouds." After speaking, he raised the corner of his eyes and looked at Li Xiaoyan, Li Xiaoyan said: "This is a Tang poem, which is regarded as a riddle in "Mirror Flower", and its riddle is: Ling Xiaohua. You say that I speak so horizontally because I am climbing and attaching to the momentum, and I claim to have Cheng Donghao as a backer, but in fact, it is just my delusion, and the backer does not necessarily exist, and I am stupid to think that I have something to rely on. ā€

Xie Jun said: "Xiao Mu, you can't wait to give your heart to others, and you are so unforgiving." Li Xiaoyan lowered her head and sneered, Mu Yanming glanced at Xie Jun and said, "Who still sells you as a dumb person." Xie Jun said: "You are going around in circles like this, I am afraid that you will not be able to get in and out of your pocket." Mu Yanming said: "You can't pick it yourself clearly, what kind of person is pretending to be in front of a smile." Xie Jun said: "Okay, okay, okay, you pretend, let you pretend." ā€

The next day, Li Xiaoyan didn't go to work, and after class in the afternoon, Xie Jun came to Li Xiaoyan and said, "Have you eaten?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I just got out of class, and I didn't eat." Xie Jun said, "I invite you." Li Xiaoyan said, "Is there anything wrong?" Xie Jun said: "Xiao Mu has a game today, I will take you to watch him play." He usually doesn't eat when he competes, and when he's done playing, let's eat together. Li Xiaoyan said, "What game?" Xie Jun said, "Ice hockey." ā€

Li Xiaoyan has never watched an ice hockey game, but she heard that Putin also likes this project and has a good time. It is also good to have the opportunity to see this unfamiliar sport, and once I get in touch with Mu Yanming, the tension has eased, and I can pay attention to his life as an ordinary friend. Strangers can still be gentle, let alone a person who has a good impression of him? As Xie Jun said, if you seal him like flies, mosquitoes, and mice, both parties will feel uncomfortable. And after contact, Mu Yanming is also relatively safe.

The speed and intensity on the ice hockey rink exceeded Li Xiaoyan's imagination, and Mu Yanming was the most brilliant one among them, he scored twelve goals, and his team won the final victory. After the game, Xie Jun, Mu Yanming and Li Xiaoyan went to the Indian restaurant again, Li Xiaoyan and Mu Yanming obviously became natural, Mu Yanming said: "Do you worship me?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes, my blood is boiling when I watch it, and I want to play too." Mu Yanming said: "No, women are not suitable for such intense sports." Li Xiaoyan said: "We have a women's team in China, right?" Mu Yanming said: "Yes, there is, but you are not suitable." Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes." Mu Yanming said: "Your aggression is too bad. Li Xiaoyan said: "I've been playing basketball for eight years, will I be less aggressive?" Mu Yanming said: "You are basically still the traditional Chinese gentleness and frugality, you only take sports as a kind of exercise and cultivation, and pursue its harmony and beauty, and will not elevate it to a serious and cruel profession and career." So you can play easily without being aggressive, and we're nervous, aggression is everything we have. ā€

Xie Jun said: "Aren't you afraid that Xiaoyan will misunderstand you as a fighting?" Mu Yanming said: "Xiaoyan, am I?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I can't see it, even if it is, I think you will treat me differently." Mu Yanming said: "Look, there is no misunderstanding at all." Xie Jun said: "Xiaoyan, you are so understanding, be careful that Xiao Mu can't extricate himself from you, he will become your real disaster at that time." Mu Yanming said: "Xiaoyan, you must be careful, what he said is true." I warn you, never let me get my hands on it. Xie Jun said: "You must remember this sentence, it is definitely advice, because even he himself feels that he is in danger, and he is completely unsure of giving it to you forever." I can tell you, though, that you are his first love. Li Xiaoyan said: "If you don't fall in love, it's not your first love at all." ā€

Xie Jun said: "Falling in love is your own feelings, and if you feel in love, you will fall in love, and it has nothing to do with falling in love or not." Li Xiaoyan said: "You can also say love like this?" Xie Jun said: "Yes." Li Xiaoyan said: "Isn't that bitter?" Xie Jun said: "Suffering is not inevitable, there is a person in your heart who should be happy, it is better than nothing." Li Xiaoyan said: "Do you have someone in your heart?" Xie Jun said: "Yes, I have to have someone to support my spiritual world, if there is no her, I will collapse into a donkey dung egg." Xie Jun put an arm on Mu Yanming's shoulder and said, "Xiao Mu, I see that you are going to follow in my footsteps, is this the fate of our two octopuses?

Li Xiaoyan said: "There will always be such a person, and it is human nature to love others." Without this and that, there will be no vacancy. Xie Jun said, "Sister, what you said really surprised me. Don't you believe in the saying that love is eternal?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Brother, when you told me this, you didn't even believe it yourself, right?" Xie Jun said, "Yes." But among the women I know, there are quite a few who have this idea. Li Xiaoyan said: "If there is such a person, of course it is, if there is no such person, then it will not be settled." ā€

Mu Yanming said: "Isn't Cheng Donghao your first love?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes." Xie Jun said: "Liar." Li smiled. Xie Jun said: "It must be experience, I have loved one, and I have fallen in love with another, and I have concluded: Oh, it turns out that love can take turns, not only one is a lifetime." Mu Yanming said: "I still have hope in saying this." Xie Jun said: "Xiaoyan, why do you give him this kind of wind? He will be serious." Li Xiaoyan said: "He hasn't been in love at this time, which can only show that he is a very rational and prudent person, whether he is serious or not is not something I can control, he must have a clear judgment." Xie Jun said: "Everyone's clear standards are different, a person's reason may be crazy in the eyes of others, you as a woman don't know men, you can say that you know very little." ā€

Li Xiaoyan was afraid that Mu Yanming would come to him every day, but after the ice hockey game, Mu Yanming disappeared. Li Xiaoyan followed Xie Jun's work, gradually realized his rigor and seriousness, and also followed him to a wider range of business and get clearer and careful guidance. He was never in a hurry, nor was he angry, nor did he come to give grace and power, he watched Li Xiaoyan's efforts, and only gave her a job slightly higher than her level to do, getting higher and higher, and guiding her to get better.

Li Xiaoyan didn't feel the threat from Xie Jun and Mu Yanming, and even felt that they had nothing to do with Tang Mei, she even thought: This is because Xie Jun and Mu Yanming simply want her to work together because they appreciate Cheng Donghao and even admire themselves, and on the other hand, she always reminds herself: This is an illusion, a gentle disarming. Work is work, but vigilance is always necessary. We can't let them wander in their kindness and forget the harshness of winter. She was worried about Cheng Donghao, worried about his safety, worried that everyone had become his and her enemies. She felt that she was too nervous to be necessary, but she couldn't stop thinking about it.

Since they were separated at Cheng Donghao's engagement banquet, Cheng Donghao has never called Li Xiaoyan again. In the evening, Li Xiaoyan returned to the dormitory and wanted to call Cheng Donghao to hear his voice. Holding the phone, thinking about what Cheng Donghao told her: I will call you in the future, don't call me. But two weeks passed, and he didn't call. Li Xiaoyan thought that Cheng Donghao and Kong Sisi were classmates, they met every day when they went to school, and now they are engaged, they must be in and out of the right pair, Kong Sisi doesn't pester him every day, it should not live together, Cheng Donghao won't kiss her, at most Kong Sisi will take her hand and hug her, well, that's it. Cheng Donghao has a slight mental cleanliness, even if Li Xiaoyan doesn't care, Cheng Donghao will care, so Li Xiaoyan definitely doesn't have to worry that he will lose his temperament or even kiss. Now that he has impotence, even if Kong Sisi uses medicine, Li Xiaoyan doesn't have to worry.

Li Xiaoyan stared at the mobile phone with her mind, hoping that Cheng Donghao, who was thousands of miles away, could sense something, and suddenly had an idea and called. However, after thinking about it for ten minutes, the call did not come. Li Xiaoyan thought that maybe this was not a critical moment of life and death, so he couldn't inspire the kind of spiritual power that transcended the distance and pointed directly at people's hearts, and it was inevitable that there would be no induction. Otherwise, go to Zou Yingming to find out the truth, although you can never expect to hear anything from him, but a dead horse should be a live horse doctor, at this time, who else is there besides him?

Li Xiaoyan soaked her feet in hot water, planning to sleep well, and she could see Zou Yingming when she played early tomorrow morning and inquire about her sweetheart. Li Xiaoyan lay on the bed, constructing a beautiful morning scenery in her heart: on a sunny day, under the high ball rack, a tall and handsome boy opposite carried the ball behind him, looked at her calmly, and told her: Her lover is fine.

Li Xiaoyan got up on time, washed up, and ran to the court with the ball in her arms. Zou Yingming hadn't come yet, Li Xiaoyan looked at the sky, it was very sunny. After fighting with Zhuang Feng for a while, Zou Yingming still didn't come, and he didn't come until the end. Li Xiaoyan wondered if he was on a business trip, it was not uncommon for him to have such a situation before. However, at this time, he was on a business trip and felt very uneasy. Li Xiaoyan suppressed her anxiety, waited until she finished eating at noon, and then went to find Zou Yingming.