"Students, today is the first class of the third year of high school, pay attention, this year will be a turning point in your future destiny, whether to be a professor or a manure, whether to be a scientist or a nanny, whether to be an architect or a porter, whether to be a lawyer or a thief, whether to be a doctor or *****, in short, the horn has sounded, what class are you in your life, what kind of basic rank you have won for yourself in this year. Note www.biquge.info that the university is not at all a small ruined ground like our school: the campus of more than 1,000 acres is full of gardens, green spaces, fountains, and splendid buildings, and the beauty is like Beethoven's music; the facilities are complete, including supermarkets, hospitals, cinemas, and bathhouses, just like the most luxurious riverside community in the city; all kinds of outstanding talents gather, and young talents selected from all over the country gather together, including many handsome guys and beauties. We are the north, and you will see in college what Jiangnan girls and Guangdong talents are. If you fall in love now, you will regret that your vision was too narrow, and yes, you will regret it. So in this last year, you have to hold on and resolutely don't fall in love. Okay, let's start the lesson. ”

Li Xiaoyan had her period at the age of thirteen, and she thought she was mature, and it is said that the concubines of the Qing Dynasty emperor had already given birth to a brother and a gege at the age of thirteen or four. That is, in today's society, the pressure of survival is high, if it is still in the past, the population is not so much, the social requirements are not so high, and women are not talented in the era of virtue, what is wrong with enjoying the love of men and women early? It is not like now that you have to endure sexual impulses, can the teacher's words defeat hormones? Pure laughter, look at the school is full of all kinds of eyebrows, all kinds of hookups to know how ridiculous the teacher's words are, this is not a matter of vision, it is completely biological attributes.

Despite this, Li Xiaoyan has never been in love, of course, there are all kinds of secret loves, not counted before the third grade of primary school, when I obviously felt it, it was the fourth grade of primary school, a male classmate transferred from another school, very cold, very smart. The first grade in the midterm exam, twenty-three points higher than himself, Li Xiaoyan was very impressed and thought he was very handsome. Since then, Li Xiaoyan has believed that a man's appearance is not so important, but strength and temperament. A girl in the same class brought him a birthday cake, but he didn't even open the box and threw it away. Li Xiaoyan felt that the food was really nothing, and if he gave it himself, he should send something high-level, which was deep in wisdom. Before he could think about what to send, the male classmate turned away again. Li Xiaoyan felt that the man had taken her life, and she lost interest in the man for a while.

In junior high school, the deepest time, and the first place in the class, Li Xiaoyan realized it later, and many years later, he knew that it was the first true love in his life, so his name Li Xiaoyan should be remembered for a lifetime, this person is called Huang Weiliang. It's very good, but it's not sporty, it's elegant and gentlemanly. The eyes are clear, silent, hidden and subtle, and love is like a drizzle, so Li Xiaoyan was unconscious at that time. In the first semester of the second year of junior high school, he transferred to another school, and the young female homeroom teacher at that time loved him very much, and after he left, he came to an affectionate talk in front of the whole class in tears, telling about his parting with her, and saying that he gave her a painting. Many students cried with the teacher, Li Xiaoyan was not sad, nor did she cry, feeling that the teacher was very exaggerated. In the next semester, Huang Weiliang came back again, and his exam results went from the first place to the seventeenth place. One day after school, Li Xiaoyan was talking to her classmates, he was looking at her from the side, his clear eyes, Li Xiaoyan saw it from the corner of his eye, but he didn't look at him squarely. The next day, he turned away again and was never seen again.

A long time later, one day, Li Xiaoyan suddenly remembered him, remembering that once, the two walked head-on, Li Xiaoyan inadvertently looked at him carefully, he looked straight ahead, with a solemn face, although he didn't look at each other, but he thought he should be looking at her. As soon as this thought was involved, he remembered the few times he had paid attention to her, and suddenly understood that he loved her, and he came back that time to visit her, because she did not respond, he was dead, and he was relieved, and he never returned. The moment Li Xiaoyan understood, she knew that love seemed so faint and so deep behind it. I have a tenderness and love for him in my heart, the most sincere blessing. His face is warm in her heart, forever, a monument of love. His love for her, she finally knew, Li Xiaoyan thought that it was because of the purity of love, and its existence would be perceived sooner or later.

Li Xiaoyan once read a story: a boy and a girl fell in love with each other, and the boy wrote a note to the girl, confessing: My love for you weighs 21 grams. The girl was too light, very disappointed, thinking that the boy didn't love her enough, so she was cold. The boy also changed schools and never saw him again. Later, when the girl grew up, she was repeatedly hurt and her heart was very broken, and she accidentally saw in a book: twenty-one grams is the weight of the soul. Thinking of the boy's lost eyes, I felt that I had missed the most precious love, and I regretted it. Li Xiaoyan realized from this: It is normal and common for lovers to break up due to misunderstanding, but the reason is still not fate. The so-called I am lucky, but I can't die.

In high school, Li Xiaoyan felt that her classmates were naïve and superficial, so that they couldn't cultivate the eyes of Huang Weiliang, mainly because they didn't have love. Others are in love, and Li Xiaoyan does not feel envious. The hot eyes or the thief made Li Xiaoyan contempt, because with Huang Weiliang on top, she already knew what love looked like.

In the third year of high school, everyone's head was pressed on the desk to make papers, but they couldn't hold back their restless hearts. After two years of getting along and testing in the first and second years of high school, the third year of high school finally came to the time when Xiaohe showed his sharp corners, but it was the period of high incidence of love.

Tang Mei, who was sitting in front of Li Xiaoyan, turned around during recess and whispered, "You know? Chen Yanyan from the second class cut her wrists. Li Xiaoyan said: "Her parents are gone?" Tang Mei said: "That's a trivial matter, her boyfriend split her legs, she went to talk to Xiao San, who knew that she was beaten by Xiao San, her nose was blue and her face was swollen, she pulled out a strand of hair, and she was bald." Li Xiaoyan said: "Then you can't commit suicide, that man really doesn't open his eyes, what quality does Xiao San have? Have you seen that man? I've seen him, he looks like Han Min in our class, like a landmine thief. The two laughed obscenely, and Cai Lei, Li Xiaoyan's tablemate, said: "That kid was kept in school for inspection." ”

Tang Mei said: "Do you know?" Cai Lei said: "Cousin Han Min." Li Xiaoyan and Tang Mei laughed even more, Tang Mei said: "Look, I am the eye of God, and I know that they are related." Cai Lei said: "Lie to you, really believe it." Tang Mei picked up the roll and rolled it up and hit it. The two of them ran up in the classroom, and the chemistry teacher came in and shouted, "What kind of body is it to flirt and scold?" Tang Mei and Cai Lei stopped and walked back. The chemistry teacher took the glasses that fell on the podium and went out, Cai Lei said: "His daughter was admitted to Zheng University last year and didn't go, but she repeated her studies this year, vowing to go to heaven, it is said that it is all the idea of this old thing, her daughter has a boyfriend, and it is Zheng University." Li Xiaoyan said: "It's really iron-blooded, but there is no humanity." Tang Mei said: "Who did you listen to?" Cai Lei said: "You girls are narrow-minded and don't know anything, and her daughter's boyfriend is Han Min's cousin." Tang Mei said, "It's your uncle." ”

Li Xiaoyan came back from the toilet, and there was a feeling like a man's back, and when he turned around, he saw a handsome boy, smiled at her, and smiled very easily, Li Xiaoyan turned his head indifferently, smacked and touched the taste, as if he didn't feel anything, and went straight back to the classroom, forgetting this section.

After school at noon, Li Xiaoyan rode fast like an eagle as usual, the brake on the car was not working, and when crossing the intersection, a car rushed out of the opposite side and crashed together. Crashes are commonplace for Li Xiaoyan, Li Xiaoyan got up, didn't say a word, picked up the car and was about to leave, the other party was a rude man, grabbed Li Xiaoyan's arm, and shouted: "How can you ride a bicycle? Two tall boys came up from behind, and one of them pulled the man's hand away and said, "What are you doing? The other boy picked up the man's car, pushed it in front of him, and said, "The car is fine, I see that the people are all right, let's go." The man looked at the two boys, who were tall and big, muttered, took the car and left. Li Xiaoyan hurriedly thanked him, one of them was the handsome boy Li Xiaoyan had seen in the morning, the two boys seemed to be fine, their expressions were flat, they nodded, and without saying a word, they got on the car and left.

Tang Mei's family is well-off, and she held a birthday party at the Binjiang Hotel on Sunday, Li Xiaoyan didn't have any money like the previous two years, but she was going to show up. The Riverside Hotel is the most luxurious hotel in the city, and Tang Mei's birthday party was held in the Rome Hall this year.

The Riverside Hotel is a semi-circular 11-storey European-style building with a huge water fountain carved with a large lion and four small lions playing in front of the door. The parking lot is underground, and there are gardens on both sides of the main road leading to the building in the above-ground yard. There are supporting services and entertainment facilities scattered inside, and there is a waiter in a neat red dress not far away, and the ground is clean and even dusty in line. If it weren't for Tang Mei, Li Xiaoyan wouldn't have had the opportunity to come into contact with such a luxurious and high-end place. When she was invited for the first time, Li Xiaoyan didn't know that there was such a place. It's not that it's not famous enough, it's a different world.

At the beginning of the first year of high school, Tang Mei and Li Xiaoyan were the front and back tables, Tang Mei loved to talk and laugh, and Li Xiaoyan was a good listener and mending knife, so they talked very much. Tang Mei's birthday is March 4th, and the birthday party has been arranged on the first Sunday of March since she was in elementary school, at the Riverside Hotel. For more than ten years, it can be said that there is a day every year, and there is a day every year, living like a British royal princess, but she doesn't have a shelf with her classmates, and she usually looks like a girl next door. At the end of school on Friday, Li Xiaoyan took the red card with gold thread handed over by Tang Mei and blurted out: "What is it? It looks like a wedding invitation." Tang Mei said: "It's different. ”