There was ice and rain in the sky, the breeze was like a knife, Tang Mei closed her eyes tightly, her whole body was cold, and she even felt difficult to breathe. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info A long time ago, Tang Mei wanted to get joy and happiness from Cheng Donghao, at that time, the pain of not being able to love, like an ant, was always gnawing at her heart, she kept showing her love in front of Cheng Donghao, jumping up and down, happy for him, worried for him, and Cheng Donghao was a desert with nothing to do for her. Later, she went to prison because of him, where she was reduced to ashes like a fiery phoenix and reborn from the ashes. She has been given an extraordinary ability: to enjoy pain, to draw nourishment from pain, joy and happiness, yes, happiness. She then embarked on the road of struggle with Cheng Donghao, not fighting, but struggle, like two winds that live and restrain each other, love and kill each other, spiral climbing and entanglement, without hesitation. She is an existence that he can't ignore, a scenery that he can't not look at, a weight that can't help but ponder, and a winged bird that can't help but be disgusting, although he doesn't want to, she is by his side, accompanying him, sticking to him, and he flutters together, so that he can't go up, can't go down, can only be by her side, even if he is resentful and angry, it's better than nothing. This is a kind of companionship, and Tang Mei has the confidence to make it long-term, until the end, and become a partner who makes him convinced. As the years went by, Tang Mei became more and more determined, more and more confident, and felt more and more that everything could be mastered.

But now, Tang Mei really feels that it is just her own illusion, she is not in the same dust as she thinks with Cheng Donghao, she is a matching male and female, but in a different world as an opponent who can never be reconciled, when facing Tang Mei, Cheng Donghao's male hormones are given to the muscles on the body, but the thing that should be hard is soft and sandwiched in the ass, this situation can never be turned over, and Li Xiaoyan's situation is just the opposite.

Tang Mei's heart was colder than her body drenched in the ice and rain, but when she thought of Li Xiaoyan, her body was immediately lit with a raging fire, and her closed eyes were opened, like a sword out of the box, reflecting the fire on her body, glowing with a faint and cold light. Tang Mei felt that the ice rain had become smaller, and it didn't seem to be so cold. Cheng Donghao seems to be within reach and close at hand. What is this disgrace? Nothing is lost, even if it is lost? As long as life goes on, health remains, beauty remains, and wealth remains. Think about Li Xiaoyan's reaction after being humiliated, as light as a floating cloud, lingering away. Call her stupid, say she cheap, say she shameless, think about it, in fact, her reaction is the best response for her, she can let go, that is, she can not care, that is, she can understate, have no obstacles, and travel all the way. Even if Cheng Donghao and Kong Sisi are engaged, she can be calm and relaxed, and she will not change her integrity. Does she really not understand? Or does she really understand and really let go?

Tang Mei carefully recalled the reports, videos, and photos about Li Xiaoyan that she heard, the posture and expression on it, rude, clumsy, and shallow, she really didn't understand, like the brain-eating amoeba protozoa, relying only on its low-level instincts, it did not have self-awareness to achieve huge destructive power, but it itself is low-level, completely dependent on the environment, adapting to the environment, and does not have any autonomy, self-discipline and initiative. Once it is out of its adaptation environment, it has only a dead end, so Li Xiaoyan is walking a dead end, and it must be a dead end, no matter who it is because of or for whom. However, at present, at this unchangeable and inevitable moment of shame, Tang Mei is determined to learn this bionic skill from Li Xiaoyan, and when she should pretend to be stupid, she has to pretend to be stupid, conjure up a dull armor, and use the softness that she never cares about to deal with Cheng Donghao's rigidity, just like Li Xiaoyan plays the most mellow technique. Tang Mei's heart thought about Li Xiaoyan, and gradually became calm and strong, recovering and swallowing mountains and rivers, and full of ambition. On the one hand, he resigned himself to fate, and on the other hand, he believed that Cheng Donghao would never let irreparable consequences happen, he just scared and insulted himself, just like Li Xiaoyan suffered. Li Xiaoyan's sluggish nature makes her shameless, and she has to be flexible, endure what others can't endure, and be able to do what others can't.

This day was Saturday, Kong Sisi made an appointment with a friend, and Cheng Donghao went to the company. Kong Sisi drove to the Gugu Cafe, his friend hadn't come yet, he asked for a cup of pure cocoa hot drink, Cheng Donghao always had two pieces of pure dark cocoa chocolate in his pocket, and I heard Tang Mei say that Li Xiaoyan is a person who loves cocoa very much, although she doesn't eat much, but she eats cocoa.

When Kong Sisi changed Cheng Donghao's clothes once, he touched the cocoa inside, of course, he thought that this was a trace of Li Xiaoyan, and said to Cheng Donghao with a smile: "How old are you, you still like to eat this kind of thing? Besides, this is a small dessert that only girls like, and I won't eat it when I'm older." As he spoke, he peeled off the candy wrapper, ate it, and said, "Well, it's my favorite plain pure black cocoa, it's so delicious." Because there is no added sugar, the cocoa flavor is more focused, which is so good, it is my favorite taste. Without hesitation, Kong Sisi ate two large pieces of bitter and light pure black cocoa like honey, and he couldn't even pull his tongue open. finally swallowed it with a sweet mouth, pouted his cheeks, and said, "Is there anything else?" Cheng Donghao said: "No, the last two." ”

Kong Sisi said: "I remembered the winter when I was a sophomore in high school, when I was very obsessed with cocoa, so I bought a big box and ate it for a winter. I haven't eaten it for two years, but I suddenly ate it, and I like it so much, let's buy a box tomorrow, okay? We usually have two pieces in our pockets, and we can eat a bite if we want, well, it's really good, isn't it?" Cheng Donghao said: "Yes." Since then, Kong Sisi often turned Dong Hao's coat pocket on the grounds of forgetting to bring cocoa, touched the cocoa inside and took it out to eat. Later, Cheng Donghao didn't bring it in his pocket. Kong Sisi smiled secretly, she thought that this was a trace of success in sweeping away Li Xiaoyan. Yes, that's it, change him.

Kong Sisi took a sip of cocoa, thinking that Li Xiaoyan must like to eat the kind of sweet and sweet cocoa butter substitute chocolate, the kind of bitter and tasteful pure black cocoa she must not like to eat, probably her kind of small family girls from the door are superficial and easy to be seduced, like the kind of cheap, easy to use and sweet things, like the kind of decorated bells and whistles cocoa desserts are her favorite. How can she recognize pure black cocoa, which looks unpretentious and unpretentious, but is actually mellow and rich? This can't blame her, life is so poor and superficial, there is no background and style, and she naturally likes those flashy and shallow things, she is not simple, she is not connotation, she is poor, she does not understand.

The friend still didn't come, Kong Sisi called, and the friend's friend, a man, answered the phone and said, "Miao Miao, your friend, she is drunk with me, and she can't go anywhere." Kong Sisi hung up the phone, got up and walked out. When he walked to the side of the car, the rear door opened, and a strong man came out and pulled Kong Sisi's arm, Kong Sisi screamed, and was pulled into the back seat. The man closed the car door, put Kong Sisi on his lap, and let Kong Sisi grab the pedals, and the man said, "If you move again, I will kiss you." Kong Sisi didn't move, and the man driving in front of him laughed twice, pretended to be a woman, and said in a shrill voice: "Well, close your stinky mouth." Both men laughed.

The man said, "Do you need to say that?" and the man said, "How much?" The man said, "As much as you want?" Kong Sisi said, "One thousand?" The man said, "What about those who ask for food?" Kong Sisi said: "Ten thousand?" The man said, "It's too much." Kong Sisi said, "I have 100,000 in my card." The man said, "That's too little." Kong Sisi said: "Two hundred thousand." The man driving the car said, "Why are you talking about money? The man in the back seat said, "Wine is rich and rich, but our brothers are not lovers of money." ”

The man who drove the car pretended to be a woman again, and said, "You are so good or bad, you know that people can only give up their wealth." The man in the back seat said, "Drive your car, don't talk nonsense, and make our girl angry." The man driving laughed twice and said, "The little girl is very nervous, don't scare people." We were just ordered to carve a flower on her body and discuss it with the girl. Kong Sisi said, "What kind of flower do you carve?" The man behind said, "A butterfly, representing loyalty and romance." Kong Sisi said, "Where is the carving?" and the man said, "Your ass." Kong Sisi was frightened, stiffened his waist, like a fish that had just been caught, rolled and twisted, jumped around, and struggled to death, while shouting with all his strength: "Kill!" The man in the back seat hugged Kong Sisi tightly, lowered his head and kissed it.

Kong Sisi has never really kissed, Cheng Xianghao is just a dragonfly to her, but this man gives her real flesh and blood and temperature. This man is young, determined, powerful, full of hugs and passion. At that moment, Kong Sisi forgot her fear and anger, she should have been helpless, powerless, and humiliated, but she felt softness and peace of mind that she shouldn't have, and her mind was clear. Her body softened, the man held her face, looked down at her misty eyes, Kong Sisi was suddenly startled, startled by herself, and struggled frantically, but was tightly held in her arms by the man, letting her tear and shout.

The man driving the car looked at the mirror and said, "What happened just now, the silence is so terrible, did I miss something?" The man in the back seat said, "You missed the flower on the other side that everyone wants to see." The man driving said, "Drive again." The man in the back seat said: "The world is a flash, and it is missed for thousands of years." Kong Sisi pounded the man's back, and the man said, "Listen to this sound, it's a woman beating a man's heart, I'm going to open the door, little fairy." However, he didn't drive, the car drove for a long time, Kong Sisi was a little tired, although he desperately refused, but the faint aroma on the man's body still penetrated into Kong Sisi's heart, and Kong Sisi became weak. The car stopped, and the man really opened the door and got out of the car with Kong Sisi in his arms.