Li Xiaoyan plays with Zou Yingming every morning, and as expected, he has become a veritable golfer with Zou Yingming, Li Xiaoyan suspects that he does not have the tendon to chase men, the more cautious he is, the more he can't figure out the doorway, the more he wants to please him, the more he is at a loss. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Li Xiaoyan went to the cafeteria of the Faculty of Arts at noon every day, Zou Yingming, the girl and the boy, only the boy was eating at peace at the three tables. In Li Xiaoyan's opinion, the girl was surprisingly sweet, while talking and laughing with the boy, while taking advantage of the boy's bowing head, she glanced at Zou Yingming, and she didn't mean to struggle between the two men at all, like a fish that can be fed by a sea and river.

Li Xiaoyan didn't understand that Zou Yingming seemed to be the kind of person who had requirements for women, such as minimum loyalty, must be a virgin, bright and upright, marry a wife and ask for a lady, and have a couple for a lifetime; Of course, on top of all this, the long must be said in the past. But the girl in front of her, first of all, talked about the past, and the rest, Li Xiaoyan only thought about watery poplars, selfishness, and means. Of course, prejudice aside, to put it another way, is amorous, sensible, and thoughtful.

Since the girl met for the first time, she hadn't seen Li Xiaoyan again, not even from behind, Li Xiaoyan didn't feel like a thorn in her back, she was a little lost in her heart, and Zou Yingming's eyes were becoming more and more confused. Li Xiaoyan really hoped that he was looking at himself, and went out with him to open a room, and it rained for three days and three nights. Looking back at the girl again, she was also confused, and the two of them skimmed down, their eyes were entangled, and Li Xiaoyan almost went crazy when she saw it. When I went back to the dormitory to go to the toilet, I found that there was a lot of water below, and I secretly wanted to watch Huang's films, but that's it, Zou Yingming was entangled with others, what did he do? This can also be done? The boy didn't know if he felt it, and he really ate it. I want to just see if it's not enough, maybe only I'm too sensitive.

Li Xiaoyan went to take a shower that night, and played ball with Zou Yingming as usual the next morning. At noon, Li Xiaoyan didn't plan to go to the cafeteria of the College of Liberal Arts again, but she couldn't hold it anymore. After class, I still went. I was surprised to find that sitting opposite the girl was Zou Yingming, who changed his position, and the boy was gone. Li Xiaoyan sat there and regretted that she shouldn't come, and insisted on sitting there to eat. The girl was completely different from before, she ate in small bites, took a bite in a minute, swallowed without chewing, and stared at Zou Yingming vigorously. Zou Yingming was naturally relaxed, seeing that the girl was unnatural, he picked up a spoon and scooped a big spoonful, brought vegetables and rice, and fed it to the girl. The girl looked at it and didn't eat, Zou Yingming put it down and smiled: "What should I do?" The girl suddenly cried, Zou Yingming quickly stood up, squatted down, held the girl's two hands, looked up at her, and said, "What's wrong?" The girl said, "I don't know, I'm so moved." Zou Yingming stood up, bent down, kissed the girl, sat down opposite her, and said, "Good, eat." ”

Li Xiaoyan's eyes were sour, feeling that they were having a relationship, just last night, it must be. Thinking of this, from head to toe, I felt so distressed that I couldn't hold myself. When I returned to the dormitory, I didn't know how I came back, and I threw myself into bed, feeling old, withered, withered, and the world was vast, strange and cold. Li Xiaoyan felt like a slender man on the Volga River, old, ugly and tired, struggling step by step, at the junction of life and death. When Li Xiaoyan woke up, there was a rumbling of black rumbling around her, she got up and went to the toilet, looked in the mirror, she was not old, she was not ugly, she just wrung her eyebrows sadly, her expression was gloomy, she thought of Cheng Donghao, and suddenly she was afraid that he didn't love herself, and after thinking about it, she must have stopped loving her. Suddenly remembered Qin Guan's words: small things, don't indulge at this time, wait obediently, endure, everything will pass, and life will go on. You have to take care of it, stay in the green mountains, and don't be afraid of running out of firewood. At this time, I have trampled myself, and I will not get anything in the future.

Li Xiaoyan was lying on the bed, sober-minded, and remembered the thirty-sixth chapter of "Dream of Red Mansions": the section where Jia Baoyu went to find Ling Guan to sing, Ling Guan was sick, he didn't sing to him, and he was tired of him. Jia Baoyu deeply realized: Everyone gets their own tears, they can't be delusional, and the fate of life has its own fate, and I don't know who will bury my tears in the future. Li Xiaoyan began to miss Cheng Donghao, thought about it for a while, calmed down and thought: Cheng Donghao will probably never have Zou Yingming's confused eyes when he looks at that girl, pure natural physiological reaction, true temperament, so Cheng Donghao doesn't really love himself, just because he doesn't love him, he wants to challenge and conquer, he likes to gnaw bones, he doesn't like to eat meat, although gnawing bones is also to eat meat.

Li Xiaoyan pondered his calm and sad eyes, forget it, he is not crazy enough, and he may not be able to satisfy his powerful desires beyond ordinary people when he goes to bed. Li Xiaoyan thought about it and began to try his best to get rid of Cheng Donghao, and thought about a hundred ways not to chase Cheng Donghao. In the end, I thought: It's too late to think about anything, Cheng Donghao doesn't love himself anymore, this is the key, don't have any illusions. People like Qin Guan and Zou Yingming don't like themselves at all, and Cheng Donghao doesn't like himself either, sooner or later. It's all over, and you have to make up your mind to get rid of them completely, and you have to find someone who is completely different, different from them.

Li Xiaoyan was still the same as usual, when he arrived at the court at six o'clock, his heart was still wooden, and his body didn't seem to be very flexible, he didn't want to see Zou Yingming, he couldn't stand the stimulation, so he chose a ball rack far away from Zou Yingming to play with people he didn't usually know. A boy came over and said, "Did you quarrel with your cousin?" Li Xiaoyan also didn't say anything, ignoring it with a cold face, the boy said, "How about me being your cousin?" A person came over next to him and said, "Don't look for death, she has a background." Li Xiaoyan was annoyed, and changed the ball rack again, and a boy took the initiative to cooperate with her, and he was very double-minded. Li Xiaoyan didn't care at first, but after a few rounds, he attracted attention, took a closer look, and was a very upright person, with very clean eyes. In this bunch of people, it seems that only this boy can still play against it. Because of the previous Mu Qing, Li Xiaoyan didn't take a stubble, and the boy didn't speak, he looked at Li Xiaoyan clearly and frankly, and signaled her to fight with confidence. Li Xiaoyan asked himself if he didn't hate this person, he didn't have any special resistance based on his intuition, he must have had no old grudges in his previous life, so he looked safe in this life.

Li Xiaoyan gradually forgot about the heartache, focused on the ball, and played it with all her heart. At about half past six, the boy said to Li Xiaoyan, "I'm leaving, tomorrow." Li Xiaoyan nodded. When she fought again, no one fought against her, and she went to find others, but they were obviously too weak.

Li Xiaoyan felt like a wounded deer, silently licking her wounds by the stream, quite lonely and self-pitying. It's very cloudy, and it will snow, which is very suitable for your mood. Li Xiaoyan can't remember when her mood has a great relationship with the weather. If it is cloudy, rainy, snowy, foggy, in short, it is not a sunny day, and your state will have different degrees of unlucky phenomena with the degree of bad weather: repeatedly unable to do things, doing wrong things, saying wrong things, offending people, breaking things, losing things, embarrassing people, all kinds of bad states, all kinds of unhappiness, all kinds of ups and downs, and so on. At first, Li Xiaoyan felt that it was because she was in a bad mood and unlucky, so the weather was bad, but later she felt that it was upside down, and it was because of the bad weather that all kinds of bad things were caused. It's like a person who suffers from rheumatism, when he has an attack, he will change the sky. It is because it is going to change the sky, not because it is going to change the sky.

Li Xiaoyan called his symptoms mental rheumatism, although he has been persuading himself to get rid of this ridiculous association that has no reason and is not materialistic and simple, but the existence of facts is conclusive, so that Li Xiaoyan understands the origin of superstition, breaking ground, tearing down walls, going out, and seeing a doctor are all counted as yellow calendars, although they will not count, but they are not afraid in their hearts, nothing is as simple as hitting the big luck, so let's hit it. Speaking of which, thorough materialism is the most convenient, but it is actually the most troublesome to calculate everything on your own. Li Xiaoyan is accustomed to attributing everything that is unknowable, unpredictable, immutable, unaskable, and impossible to the strange power of the child's silence, and asks for a lightheart.

Sure enough, it snowed. Li Xiaoyan sadly thought that Zou Yingming and the girl would probably say: This is a romance that God has descended for their union. Li Xiaoyan seemed to see the girl wearing a snow-white down jacket, a fluffy white rabbit fur hat, a bright red long scarf, jeans, and snow-white small cowhide boots, happily turning in circles in the snowflakes, and Zou Yingming calmly looked at his little girl from behind. Li Xiaoyan looked up at the sky and spit out one word: pretend. Before I spit out this word, I remembered a sentence I had seen on the Internet: I see that everyone is pretending to be B, and everyone should look at me like this. Li Xiaoyan couldn't help but think that now is an era where everything can only be done and cannot be said, and there are too many people who can tease. It turns out that the weather has nothing to do with me, but with others, although it has nothing to do with anyone.

When Li Xiaoyan was passing through the grove with white breath, she saw Gao Xiaoqing stomping her feet and coquettish with a boy. Li Xiaoyan twisted her head as she walked, the boy didn't know what he said, Gao Xiaoqing jumped up and hugged the boy's neck, and his body twisted like a twist. Li Xiaoyan turned her head and remembered that when Cheng Donghao picked himself up for the first time, he was really comfortable and ruthless. Nature is very great, very wise, very chicken thief, in order to reproduce, let sex become a fantasy and fatal instinct and enjoyment.