Su Yuxi and Cheng Xiaoyu cautiously walked out of this somewhat dark staircase, the two were speechless for a while, Cheng Xiaoyu thought that the fund established by his GG net income was mainly for some children, and he felt better.

It turned out that he didn't think there was much point in doing charity, and donating all the income of GG.com was just the pursuit of inner balance, not how high his ideological realm was, and even some faint regrets when he saw that GG had such a fast speed of making money.

But after just now, he didn't feel that way at all, when he decided to take care of Xiao Zhiyan, he had a sense of relief and lightness in his heart, and for the first time, he felt that it was a happy thing to have such an ability to change the fate of others. He also began to congratulate himself for making such a decision, whether it was the fund or Xiao Zhiyan.

Su Yuxi and Cheng Xiaoyu walked silently in the small alley where there were not many people, and there were many dilapidated tube buildings waiting to be demolished nearby, most of which were fenced off, and they were full of ruins. However, in the distance, there are bustling high-rise buildings, and from the sky, there are brilliant lights surrounding this gray and scabic land, like a small hollow that cannot be concealed under the glossy exterior. (BGM "eveningGlow" pure music, it is better to eat with this chapter)

This is a splendid metropolis, you can see this fantastic spectacle both day and night, and this little bit of ruin survives tenaciously in the depths of this magnificence.

Su Yuxi suddenly stopped and looked at the colorful lights in the distance and the endless starlight, and there seemed to be a meteor crossing the dark blue sky, Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head to look at Su Yuxi who stopped and asked, "What's wrong?"

When the meteor disappeared from the boundary of sight, Su Yuxi shook his head lightly and said, "It's nothing, it's just that this situation reminds people of some things." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu was a little curious about Su Yuxi's thoughts, and asked, "Can you share it?"

Su Yuxi smiled and said as she walked, "Actually, compared to Xiaoyan, my feelings shouldn't be worth mentioning." That is, when I was a child, my parents were not at all as respectful as they are now, arguing every day, arguing every week, although I was small, but I knew everything too early, and I could see that my dad didn't love my mom at that time, and their marriage was just the product of family arrangement. And a marriage is not just the union of two people, but also the union of two families. In fact, my mother's family is not very worthy of the identity of the Su family, when I was three or four years old, my parents had to separate for the New Year every year, watching their endless quarrels, I really don't understand why they would be combined, this situation did not improve until I was in junior high school, I think, they may be tired of arguing. They love me, but they don't love each other, and even now that they're the perfect couple, I don't see in them what love is. Maybe my dad only loves you, maybe mom. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't help but look at her side face, but Su Yuxi was very calm after saying this, human feelings are too complicated, so complicated that all disciplines may not be able to fully interpret them. Cheng Xiaoyu thought to herself that she might study philosophy just to give herself an answer or pursue psychological peace, but she gradually walked into another dead end that negated love.

But the last sentence Su Yuxi said made Cheng Xiaoyu unable to answer, he really didn't know enough about his father. His mother never mentioned anything about the past, and no one except the person concerned knew what had happened. He could only sigh and say, "You have lived a very happy life." ”

Su Yuxi replied without hesitation, "It depends on what your definition of happiness is, if it only refers to material things, then happiness is too cheap." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled bitterly and said, "Rousseau said that if there is really such a state in the world: the soul is very full and quiet, neither nostalgic for the past nor extravagant hope for the future, let the time pass and only grasp the present, there is no sense of want, no sense of enjoyment, neither happiness nor sorrow, neither desire nor fear, but only feel their own existence, people in this state can say that they have been happy." Is this how you pursue happiness? In my opinion, this should be a pure heart and no desire to fight with the world!"

Su Yuxi looked at Cheng Xiaoyu with a little surprise, her mind was full of turbulent waves, she didn't expect Cheng Xiaoyu to see the depths of her heart so quickly, although she didn't have much happiness in living like this, but she felt that it was also very comfortable to live like this, so she turned her head and didn't look at Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "Everyone has different definitions and standards of happiness, and it is difficult to find a universal value to explain it." Artists have the happiness of artists, scientists have the happiness of scientists, mortals have the happiness of mortals, politicians have the happiness of politicians, martyrs have the happiness of martyrs, and fanatics have the happiness of fanatics. It is impossible to sum up everything mentally and materially, at least the current state of life is not bad for me, maybe peace is my happiness!

Cheng Xiaoyu raised his eyes and looked at the direction that Su Yuxi had seen, life is so short, just like the meteor, each of us can get different things, this world is like this vast universe, we burn ourselves here, some people pass away in a flash, and some people are eternally bright. We live in different fields, move according to different trajectories, and throughout our lives we find ourselves in the vastness and vastness, some find faith, some find fame and fortune, some find power, and some find love. So what did he find?

The front is almost to the end of this narrow alley, go out is the bustling street full of lights, the tall hanging Huaxia knot street lamp marks the direction of the popular car and sea people, we are busy and ordinary living in this long and short life, time never stops, and we are pushed to keep running forward, we can not turn back, can not turn back.

Cheng Xiaoyu stood in the last shadow, Su Yuxi also stopped with him, and he said to her, "Happiness itself is false, it only exists in the process of pursuing happiness, and happiness cannot be seen at the so-called end, because it will never exist in its own end." Therefore, people always feel happy when they are close to happiness, but they suffer from gains and losses when happiness is in progress. Although there are times when you have to bear the misfortune yourself, because the comfort of others is often overstretched. But we don't have no clothes and food, where do we have the qualifications to say that we are unhappy? The growth of life is inevitably traumatic and confused, but we can look side by side together, in fact, it is not a kind of happiness to be able to be on the road together? For me, my happiness is to look at these people I know, you, Xiao Ning, Shamo, Wang Ou, Haoran, Xiujing, Youli, Xiuzhi, Xuexuan, Lin Sha, Brother Dongliang, and Zhiyan can all get happiness, and when I see your happiness, I can be happy with your happiness. Cheng Xiaoyu stopped here for a moment, and said softly to Su Yuxi, who was standing there, "So Xiaoxi, you must be happy!"

Su Yuxi stood at the junction of shadow and light, the smooth and neat lines cut her figure into two natural halves, Cheng Xiaoyu saw her smile, this long smile made the light and shadow lose their color.

Cheng Xiaoyu feels that the world is beginning to become transparent, and happiness is the light at night.

"Brother, we all have to be happy, because I am also happy with your happiness!" Behind her was the untouchable light of Cheng Xiaoyu.

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