Just as I called out her name, she suddenly seemed to have been pricked by a needle, and immediately took a few steps back, but I couldn't care about anything at all, and stretched out my hand to her eagerly: "Wonderful words, you are here!" ”

Just as I was about to grab her, she shrank back and dodged my hand.

My hands were frozen in the air, looking at her completely blankly, seeing her aggrieved, angry, and even overwhelmed expression, looking at me with tears, but stubbornly refused to say a word, just looked at me again, and turned to leave.

I panicked and stepped forward: "Wonderful words! ”

At this time, Gonggong Yu, who had been waiting on the side, also stepped forward, as if he was a little embarrassed, looked at me, and then looked at the wonderful words that were frozen there, and hurriedly said with a smile: "Ouch, my Royal Highness the princess, what's wrong?" Haven't you come to see your mother every day these days? Every time the emperor goes to the imperial study, you force the slave to bring you over, isn't it just to see your mother? Why, now that we've met, I'm leaving? ”

Come over every day these days?

I suddenly remembered the dark shadow I saw in front of the window yesterday, and Su Su next to me suddenly realized: "It turns out that it is really Miss Miaoyan!" ”

As soon as I knew this, my heart suddenly melted, but I was even more overwhelmed, looking at her small, stubborn back standing there, I slowly walked over and said softly: "Wonderful words, what's wrong?" Why are you angry with your mother? ”

She froze and refused to move.

"Do you hate your mother?"

“……”

"Don't want to see my mother again?"

“……”

I stretched out my trembling hand and tried to grab her hand, but the moment I touched her, she shook it away, her fists clenched, her shoulders twitched, but she stubbornly refused to look back, refused to say a word to me.

Su Su next to him was also anxious: "Miss Miaoyan, how can you treat your mother like this?" You know how much your mother worries about you these days, she doesn't eat or sleep or sleep, and she hopes that you will be well, but you-"

I raised my hand and stopped her from continuing.

The father-in-law next to him was also a little angry, he walked over slowly, looked at the stubborn and immovable words, and said: "Your Royal Highness the princess, there are all parents in the world, how much your mother has been wronged for you, do you know?" Now, do you want to do this to your mother for a little grievance you have suffered? ”

When he said these words, I saw that the little body was constantly trembling, as if something in her body could not be suppressed and was about to burst out, and when Father-in-law Yu finished saying those words, she suddenly turned around, and I saw that she had burst into tears and looked at me angrily: "It's you who are not good!" You lied first! ”

“……”

"I don't like you! I hate you! ”

“……”

"I'll never want to see you again!"

These few words, like an invisible few heavy punches, hit me hard in the chest, I only felt that my eyes were black, and the world was spinning in an instant, and I couldn't see anything clearly, Su Su next to me hurriedly helped me, and screamed in fright: "Miss! ”

Father-in-law Yu was also frightened, worried that I would faint, and worried about the wonderful words, he was so anxious that he stomped his feet: "Your Royal Highness the Princess!" ”

“……”

I didn't feel anything, just the thunder rolling through my head, knocking my whole world to powder.

Wonderful words......

Wonderful words......

My daughter, I thought about it day and night, and I wanted to find her and give her a happy life, a daughter who lived peacefully and happily with her, but I didn't expect that the most ruthless knife in this life was pierced into my chest.

I don't know how long it took, I slowly lowered my head, there were no tears in my eyes, just dried up a little painfully, and I couldn't even blink my eyes. I looked at her, at the angry expression on that stubborn little face, but the moment I met my gaze, I was at a loss.

I was silent for a long time, looking at her, and she became more and more afraid to look at me, and even shrank away from me.

I spoke, my voice hoarse: "You don't like my mother anymore, you hate me, do you?" ”

“……”

"Never see my mother again, will you?"

“……”

She heard me repeat her words so calmly, but for some reason, she became even more at a loss, the light in her eyes kept flickering, as if to gush out of her eyes, she looked around in a hurry, but no one helped her at this time, gave her an answer, she finally couldn't choose, raised her head to look at me.

I said, "Well, then never see my mother." ”

After saying that, I struggled to get up from Su Su's arms, didn't look at her again, didn't look at anyone again, walked calmly past them, and walked back to Yihua Palace.

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The night is so quiet that it seems like it will die at any moment.

I walked back with the strength I didn't know where I came, Mama Wu happened to be standing at the door, and when she saw my pale face, she was so frightened that she hurriedly came over to help me and asked what was going on, and Su Su behind me seemed to have finally reacted, and hurriedly ran in and looked at me: "Miss." ”

I said lightly: "I don't want to hear anything, and you don't want to speak, help me over." ”

The two of them had never seen me like this, and they really didn't dare to speak lightly, so they hurriedly helped me to the window and sat down, and I asked Su Su to bring me another candlestick, and then I half-leaned on the table, gasping slightly.

The pain of the tear in my chest still reminds me that the qiē just now is real.

My daughter, who said those things to me.

And I said that to her, too.

I couldn't think about it, and every time I thought about it, those words were like a sharp knife cut through my chest; But I can't help but think about it, those words are like the ghost of no owner, echoing in my mind over and over again, and I am suffering such severe pain, being stabbed one by one, Ling Chi.

In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I could only hold on to the edge of the table, digging my nails into the table, and let myself continue to breathe.

I can't fall!

I still have so much to do, too many doubts to uncover, even if I used to survive for my daughter, but now, I can't do nothing for her.

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, reluctantly propped myself up, took the letter out of my sleeve, and slowly unfolded it.

On the paper inside, these lines were written, and I could already see that it was Yan Qingchen's handwriting, but whenever I had to struggle to see what was written on it, I couldn't see it clearly.

The tears did not flow, but they refused to go away.

Everything I saw through my tears was distorted and blurry, and I was so suppressed by this feeling that I wanted to yell and scold angrily, and release all my grievances and anger.

But I didn't.

If there are some things in a person's life that are brought from a previous life, then maybe -- that is, I don't laugh and scold, I can't be chic and uninhibited, I don't have a temperature in my blood that makes me boil, and I don't have the urge to ignore a qiē.

I have to be calm, even more so when no one can't.

It's just that I can't avoid the pain.

Just when I was in so much pain that I couldn't even breathe, a very soft, light footsteps came from outside.

I slowly raised my head, and I saw out the window, on the path, a small, thin figure slowly walked in, slowly walked to the center of the courtyard, and just stood there blankly, looking at me in the window.

The candlelight flickered, illuminating my pale face, but not hers, and I could only see her big eyes in the dim light, extraordinarily bright, as if something was flowing in them, almost bursting the embankment, but she was holding her own.

Just look at me.

I ignored her, just unfolded the letterhead in my hand and looked down.

Finally, I was able to read the words.

The little figure in the courtyard was still standing and didn't understand, staring at me blankly.

I was finally able to read it, but I couldn't read any of the words, those familiar and simple words, my heart was chaotic and my breathing was chaotic in the face of this letterhead that made me a little numb, and it was just such a mess, and finally shattered in a small sobbing sound from outside.

"Mother......

This soft, low call stopped all my breathing and heartbeat.

I slowly looked up and saw her standing in the courtyard, approaching step by step, and finally the little face was illuminated by the candlelight, full of tears, and the wolf looked at me helplessly.

"Mother......

She screamed again.

At this time, the wind was already a little cold, the cold dew fell, although she was wearing a beautiful shirt, but she stood outside for an unknown amount of time, the cold gradually seeped in, and also made her shiver a little, and even when she called me, her voice was trembling slightly.

I didn't speak, just looked at her calmly.

Her tears flowed even harder, dripping from her eye sockets, down her full cheeks to her chin, and then dripping down the path.

The night breeze made the tears cool so quickly.

Her sobbing voice echoed in the courtyard, and those tearful eyes looked at me without blinking: "Mother......"

I slowly put down the letterhead in my hand and looked at her calmly.

"Have you figured out what to say to your mother?"

“……”

"If you think about it, come in by yourself and tell me why the hell are you doing this, why are you saying those things to your mother."

“……”

"If you don't think about it, you still hate your mother, and you still have to lose your temper, then you go back and continue to be angry."

“……”

She stood in the courtyard, sobbed a little more, and finally walked slowly inside.

I heard the sound of the door being pushed open, and saw her walk in step by step, all the way to the window, the candlelight illuminated the mottled tear stains on her face, and even the pain, grievance, and wolf bèi in her eyes.

I said, "So now, what are you going to say to my mother?" ”

She stood in front of me, her voice still a little crying, and said softly, "I remember, that night. ”