Since the lights out incident, the company has made the recent schedule very clear to the members of Girls' Generation, and it has also dismantled the once huge brokerage team that has been specially dedicated to serving Girls' Generation, and has been run-in, although everyone is quite calm on the surface, and the fitness that should be done every day, and even the six people who chose to give up the college entrance examination when they debuted, Yu Li and SNN, who are in the same dormitory, also picked up the review materials, and wanted to rush to take the college entrance examination with the help of the Phoebe humanoid information database. But all this composure is superficial. ← small, o

Once a person adapts to a certain pattern of life, the sudden change is often confusing, even if you are an all-powerful idol in the eyes of fans.

Just like now, in fact, every member of Girls' Generation has a confusion about the future in their hearts, although the company has made a promise to them, and the news from their families is good, but everyone who suddenly stagnated has invariably asked a question to themselves in their hearts: In case, if things are not as promised by everyone, they will still be boycotted, will the company give up Girls' Generation?

Among all the people, only Phoebe is not worried about this, but the problem is not here, the human heart is not enough to make a guarantee to it, daily experience will in fact affect people's understanding and judgment of the outside world, to take the simplest example, the most terrible criminal law in the world is actually not corporal punishment, but to lock people in a dark room where they can't hear sounds, can't see light, and this person can't do anything but sleep.

Phoebe knows what is going on with her sisters now, and the reason why she chose to stay in the first week of the accident is not to share the ups and downs with her sisters as fans think, although she knows the saying that can express this meaning in many languages around the world, but her understanding of this statement is different from ordinary people.

Ordinary people understand that sharing weal and woe is spiritual, and Phoebe's explanation of it, just like her explanation of Independence Day to Xiaoyuan, is more essential: since the company doesn't find things for her sisters to do, the idle sisters are naturally prone to cranky thoughts, so she has to stay and find things to do for her sisters in fact.

Of course, she didn't say these words to others, and her sisters are the same as fans, understanding Phoebe's behavior as sharing weal and sorrow, even SNN, who is most familiar with Phoebe, although she has long known that Phoebe's thinking is actually different from others, but she is also willing to understand her behavior in this way, just like when Phoebe took the initiative to appear by her side after her family went bankrupt, she didn't care what Phoebe's understanding of this was, she only knew that when everyone was away from her, only Phoebe would never abandon herself, Even closer, that's enough.

In fact, everyone can feel the pessimism in the member center, even Xiao Yuan, who is the most out of the ordinary day, has become preoccupied all day long, but the team of Girls' Generation has one of the most exciting things, that is, everyone knows that at this time, the companion needs encouragement, not to increase the negative impact, so, no matter who it is, although he is sad in private, but when facing others, he will smile and cooperate with each other to make jokes.

As everyone said later, at this time, they were only left with each other, and it was difficult for outsiders to understand the friendship between them.

The reason why Girlhood has such a temperament is actually related to one person, that is, Taeyeon.

Taeyeon, this guy, doesn't like to bring negative feelings to other people since her debut, here are the reasons caused by the company's planning team, and there are also reasons for her own personality, she found a way to be a captain who no one has walked in the confusion after being appointed as the captain, she doesn't want the authority of the captain, which makes even the smallest in the group who pays the most attention to the rules of the elders and young, can refute her at will, although it seems like nothing, but in a country like South Korea, Taeyeon's behavior is actually not universally acceptable.

However, it is precisely because of Taeyeon that Girls' Generation has a background that is different from other idol groups, which is difficult to describe, and even so-young, who has had a similar experience, can find it, and makes her cry.

At this time, the psychological pressure of the members who go out for activities every day is actually more than ten times that of the members who don't have to go out for activities, and now there are only three members who go out every day, Taeyeon, Yuna and Phoebe.

Yun'er's situation can be better, after all, she is in a relatively closed crew, and the source of the most negative feelings that she comes into contact with every day is actually the comfort from the crew - yes, the comfort of kindness is sometimes a source of great psychological pressure for others, which is why sometimes, in the face of traumatic psychological counseling, it is true that family members need to cooperate.

Taeyeon and Phoebe are under even more pressure, because both of them are on the radio, and in addition to facing the comfort of kindness, the radio also has an important part of the job, answering or watching text feedback from the audience, which in a real-time radio program cannot be blocked by a technician in advance like a website message.

Therefore, both Taeyeon and Phoebe have seen and heard a lot of malicious remarks, in fact, such remarks have not been unheard of in the past, and even these remarks have not increased with the lights out incident, but the results of thinking about the same conditions are different under different circumstances.

Compared to Taeyeon, Phoebe has been facing negative remarks every day since she was eight years old, or rather, she can actually feel the feelings of others, and she has to face the feelings of all strangers, with hostility, pity, and disdain...... All of these experiences have led to her current attitude of complete disregard for strangers, so on Phoebe's side, malicious insults are no different from kind comfort, and the only thing that affects her is remembering who said something of that nature to her.

Just like Phoebe's attitude towards an in the light of Knowles, saying what is your freedom, what she really wants to count is the "camp" of the speaker, which is also the main reason why the light of knowles has become a part of the foothold of an, Phoebe is not worried about what others say, but not knowing the attributes of the other party, which is from the fact that she can't remember faces, so to find a way to give the employees of Titan a marker that she can recognize at a glance, what she needs is a relatively orderly, well-defined way to identify others, And the influence of other people on her is actually to let her know who is her own person and who is not, that's all.

And Taeyeon is a normal person, her feelings and thoughts are naturally different from Phoebe's, whether positive or negative, in fact, they are profoundly affecting her, but fortunately, this girl has learned to be patient since she was a trainee, learned to work silently, and does not bring negative feelings to others, the question is, how much can she endure.

At the beginning of the group's creation, the huge pressure once squeezed Taeyeon's heart in half, but with Phoebe's help, her inner world was reunited, although it cost Phoebe to be unable to remember her again. However, in the current view, it is very worthwhile, otherwise the pressure caused by this incident and the incidental events to Taeyeon may really make the part of Taeyeon's heart that can withstand the most stressful half get enough "nourishment" to grow.

The question is, when you are staring at the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you, and the knight who killed the demon must be stained with the demon's sinful blood, and the half that can be "made" by Taeyeon's subconscious specifically to bear the pressure will still be the Taeyeon who created a different temperament and heritage for Girls' Generation?

Although it seems that Phoebe helped Taeyeon reintegrate her immature personality into her main personality, which made Taeyeon's heart more painful when she needed to face more pressure, it must be said that this was a helpless but fortunate result.

Taeyeon will not become the kind of person who uses her subconscious to be separated and bears pressure purely with reason, she is still the Taeyeon who will be from time to time, beyond everyone's imagination, and bring everyone to make trouble.

It's just that Taeyeon's heart has been unavoidable when facing pressure this time, but she still adheres to her usual principle and will not bring pressure to others, just like she did at the beginning.

Taeyeon's temperament is actually the fundamental reason why Jessica, SNN and Su-young are willing to help Taeyeon establish the authority of the captain, it can be said that after the group was established, the three quickly found their position - here it is talking about the position within the group, not the position in the external publicity.

Although Taeyeon sometimes decides to look unreliable, but with the full support and help of the three of them, there will be good results every time, the most important thing is Jessica, the manager of the former trainees, she willingly pushed Taeyeon to the position of group captain, so that at the beginning of the establishment of Girls' Generation, there was no struggle for power, which made Girls' Generation no one in their hearts will pop up in the face of problems in the future.

This is also the reason why some groups have decided from the beginning that there will be disputes in the future, because there are "examples" and "examples" in the past.

Orientals like to talk about cause and effect, the essence of Girls' Generation, from the day Taeyeon chose to be a different captain, it has been shaped, and this lights-out incident and subsequent events are the last touchstone for Girls' Generation.

As mentioned earlier, Phoebe stayed so that her sisters had something to do, and Phoebe couldn't understand the energy contained in the background of girlhood, or in that sentence, she had no "feelings".

Phoebe now cooks in the morning and at noon, directing her sisters around, and at the same time helping SNN, Yu Li, and so-young to review, and rushes to the BS Broadcasting Building at noon, and after the show, she will go to see Yoon-a, and then go back to the dormitory before making dinner, and in the evening, she will personally pick up Taeyeon after Taeyeon finishes the show - if Yoon-a doesn't have to shoot all night, she will also pick it up.

It seems that Phoebe is busy with this guy, not only as an artist, but also responsible for being a nanny and an agent, but everyone was persuaded by SNN and did not let her stop, SNN's statement is: "Just like after my family was sinned, Phoebe is not good at expressing feelings with words, she is more willing to use practical actions to show her concern, let her stop at this time, it will hurt her, we can't let others get hurt, right?" ”

It can be said that although Phoebe's purpose is not what SNN explained to everyone, but people with feelings will be more willing to explain it this way, and Phoebe will naturally not say her purpose clearly, after all, as she became busy, she found that her sisters' feelings have also become much better, so why do you say so much.

In fact, Phoebe's real purpose is very simple, as I said before, she will always put the interests of Sister Sun first, and now, what are the interests of Sister Sun?

It's girlhood, and if there is a crack in the girlhood, it will obviously endanger the reputation of Sister Sun, which will cause a strict danger to Sister Sun's success, which is a situation that Phoebe will never allow to appear.

So she stayed, doing this and that, just to personally monitor the feelings of her sisters, and kill all the problems in the second that just appeared, of course, in order to let her sisters have something to do, instead of thinking nonsense, in addition to helping people who want to re-take the college entrance examination review, she will also point to everyone to cook......

Of course, another thing Phoebe is still doing is to ask Barbara to facilitate the early start of the Girls' Generation American Reunion, which is really to find things to do for her sisters......