Chapter 43: Confrontation

Li Xiaoyan suddenly remembered the four cats and asked Cheng Donghao: "Where is my cat?" Cheng Donghao said: "In the car, I have fed them all." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" Lu Yao said: "Where is the cat?" Li Xiaoyan said: "The people I met on the road have been following me and have helped me." Lu Yao said: "I don't raise it." Li Xiaoyan said, "I'll take it to school." Cheng Donghao said: "It's inconvenient to take care of it, so let's give it away." Lu Yao said: "Agree, I'll keep it first, and if someone wants it, I'll give it away." Li Xiaoyan said, "Okay." ”

In the afternoon, Li Xiaoyan returned home, and Cheng Donghao lived in Li Xiaoyan's study. Cheng Donghao bought vegetables and cooked, and Lu Yao took the four cats to the pet store outside the community. The owner of the pet shop looked at him and said, "Sister, we are for profit, not shelter." This cat can't do it, it's too chai, no one wants it. Lu Yao said: "This cat is very smart and knows the guardian." The pet shopkeeper shook his head and said, "No." Lu Yao brought the cat back, wrote a cat inspiration, and posted it on the community bulletin board.

Cheng Donghao's cooking skills were praised by Lu Yao, and the family was happy. Cheng Donghao fed the cat, and rushed to clean up the table, Lu Yao insisted on cleaning up, and said, "I'll clean up, you two will talk." Li Lianfeng greeted Cheng Donghao and said, "Come and sit." Li Lianfeng made cassia tea, poured two cups, and sat there chatting with Cheng Donghao, while Li Xiaoyan sat and listened. Lu Yao finished cleaning up and came over to sit.

Li Lianfeng and Cheng Donghao talked eloquently, from family to career, from school to society, from the industrial revolution to information electronics, from ideals to life. Li Xiaoyan never knew that Cheng Donghao was so eloquent, unique, to the point and respectful and natural, and even never knew that his father Li Lianfeng was so thick and accessible, frank and casual. The two men chatted very well, Li Xiaoyan never knew that the conversation between men would be so interesting, and the sparks of thought came and went, sometimes rational and frank, sometimes passionate, sometimes trickling, sometimes unbridled. Li Xiaoyan couldn't help but be willing to admire that she was just a little woman, and she didn't understand the magnificence of the man's world at all.

From the eyes of his parents, Li Xiaoyan saw the light of their love for Cheng Donghao, which was a kind of sincere love, love, and cherishment, not because of Li Xiaoyan, but because of Cheng Donghao's own loveliness. Cheng Donghao never talked to herself much, she thought he didn't talk to herself, so this was the first time Li Xiaoyan understood his study, work, life, thoughts and spirit, and conversation style. She was amazed, she had never had such a clear understanding of the world she was in. What is a man? Mr. Junichi Watanabe's "This Thing About Men" is obviously biased and cannot be covered by one of them. Not to mention Cheng Donghao, even his father who has been with him for 19 years, Li Xiaoyan doesn't feel that he understands, it turns out that he talks like this, it turns out that he has this feeling, it turns out that he thinks like this, and it turns out that he understands it like this. There is no way out of the mountains and rivers, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village.

Unconsciously, at half past nine, Lu Yao said to Cheng Donghao: "I've worked hard for you these past few days, go wash up, it's time to sleep." Li Lianfeng said: "Yes, everyone is tired a lot these days, and it is easy to sleep peacefully." ”

The next day, Li Xiaoyan woke up at 5:50 as usual, got dressed, and planned to wash up and go to the court. As soon as I got out of the bedroom door, I saw Cheng Donghao sitting in the living room, holding a basketball, which was spare in his room, and I don't know when he took it. Li Xiaoyan said, "Why don't you sleep for a while?" Cheng Donghao said, "I want to play ball with you." Li Xiaoyan was shocked, afraid that he would see Qin Guan, so he said, "Let's cook at home." Cheng Donghao said: "No, I also have the habit of getting up early to play now. Didn't you come back at half-past six? I'll be back with you in time to cook. Cheng Donghao looked at Li Xiaoyan sensitively, and said anxiously and aggrievedly: "Why don't you want to take me there?" Li Xiaoyan said: "My feet are still hurting, so I can't play like this, that is, I shoot a racket on the side or something." Cheng Donghao said: "I'll go up, you are watching from the side." Li Xiaoyan said, "Okay." ”

Li Xiaoyan didn't want Qin Guan to see that he had brought a man, but he was too far away, and he was afraid that Cheng Donghao would find out. After thinking about it, maybe Qin Guan won't think about it much, we can be acquaintances who meet by chance, relatives, ordinary friends, classmates, or nothing? Strangers have a conversation? Li Xiaoyan lowered his head and slapped the ball, while thinking of countermeasures, and said to Cheng Donghao: "In our place, if you want to play ball, just go up and play directly, you don't need to say hello to people, you must be serious when you play, don't look back and forth, and don't look at me, this is the rule, if you don't play sincerely, it will make people look unpleasant." If you throw the ball, it won't be your own, and when you go, just grab one and come back, and no one will say you. Cheng Donghao agreed.

Turning through the woods, there was still some distance from the court, Li Xiaoyan saw Qin Guan, even though he had been prepared, he was still very nervous, and said to Cheng Donghao quietly: "You go, I'm here, it's close, I'm afraid those people will ask." Cheng Donghao went obediently.

Li Xiaoyan didn't dare to look up, didn't dare not look up, and didn't dare to turn around, just a vigorous slap, and pretended not to care, although no one looked at her. Cheng Donghao obediently went straight to the court, without looking back, and Qin Guan didn't seem to look at it. Li Xiaoyan felt that the eyes of those two men were all over the sky, and no one had to take care of them, and no one dared to look at them. I can't say that I am in a hurry, I am flustered, I am worried, I am up, I am worried, I am in trouble.

Cheng Donghao is an eye-catching person, with a tall figure, a strong body, agile skills, and good athletic literacy at a glance, although he knows that basketball is still young as soon as he stretches out his hand. Cheng Donghao played easily, as soon as the ball was thrown out, someone came to grab it, and immediately understood what Li Xiaoyan said about the rules here, so he competed with the people around him nearby, and only when he stretched out his hand did he know how much firewood he had.

Li Xiaoyan patted the ball, and when he looked up, he saw Qin Guan and Cheng Donghao facing each other, and Cheng Donghao held the ball. Li Xiaoyan was holding the ball stupidly there, at a loss. Cheng Donghao is thinner and lower than Qin Guan, according to ordinary people's opinions, Cheng Donghao is better than Qin Guan, but Li Xiaoyan is unwilling to make this judgment, he can only say that he has his own characteristics. Expression: Qin Guan is calm, Cheng Donghao is sunshine, Qin Guan is calm, Cheng Donghao is sharp, Qin Guan is open-minded, Cheng Donghao is open-minded, Qin Guan is implicit but not revealed, Cheng Donghao is free to sway, Qin Guan is gentle and zeal, Cheng Donghao is meticulous.

In the blink of an eye, the ball was in Qin Guan's hands, Cheng Donghao chased after him, Qin Guan braked sharply outside the three-point line, flashed Cheng Donghao, shot the basket, and entered. Cheng Donghao seemed to say something to Qin Guan, and ran to grab the ball happily. imitated Qin Guan's movements, grabbed the ball in three or two clicks, and was robbed by Qin Guan when he rushed forward, Li Xiaoyan forgot his nervousness, and couldn't help laughing: "Stupid." Li Xiaoyan simply stopped shooting the ball, sat on the ball and watched them play, since it is impossible to prevent it, it is better not to prevent it, it is natural, others will also think it is natural, although this is a bit of a cover-up and stealing the bell. They are so happy and forgetful, Li Xiaoyan can't tell what it feels like in her heart, she weighed it, or Qin Guan, and suddenly felt a pain in her heart, I don't know if it's because of Qin Guan or Cheng Donghao. The heart struggled and entangled, and the restraint was endless.

Cheng Donghao is like a drop of rain falling into the river, naturally blending into it, there is no strange feeling at all, as if he has been here like Li Xiaoyan, year after year.

Li Xiaoyan watched Cheng Donghao catch a ball, walked out of the court, hurriedly turned around and slapped the ball unhurriedly across the woods, put down the ball, picked up the hanging willow branches, and pretended to look carefully. Cheng Donghao turned around and said: "The atmosphere here is so good, you are all playing so well, I want to fight here for six or seven years like you, and I can become a fine." Li Xiaoyan said: "It's past the day of school. Cheng Donghao said: "It's over, we have all asked for leave, it doesn't matter if you rest for a few more days, I'll accompany you." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm fine, I want to go back to school, you send me, I'll leave tomorrow." Cheng Donghao said, "Okay." ”

The experience of winter vacation made Li Xiaoyan deeply feel his ignorance, incompetence, superficiality and shameful conceit, and he was not ashamed to speak out, and he blushed when he thought about it. Li Xiaoyan feels that if she leaves her parents now, she will definitely become a thief who steals chickens and dogs, a treacherous and shameless liar, a black-hearted human trafficker, a drug trafficker, or a prostitute who can do her best for a bite to eat. Li Xiaoyan has a sense of frustration, oppression and tension that has been lost in the world, and realizes that a skill is the key to self-salvation, and for the sake of today, it is medicine. It must be pierced into the heart like an apple-eating worm, so that it becomes a real technology and science, otherwise it will not be able to make a living, and there is a danger of being knocked to death by the patient's family. For the patient, language and comfort are nonsense, useless, and can cure the disease at all. Realizing this layer, Li Xiaoyan felt that he had seen the door wall of medicine, and he couldn't see any other way to survive, work, and social status, but this one, in comparison, was still smooth, easy and suitable, only determined to move forward, what was everything he already knew? What is all that you already know? Nothing. What about the effort? not enough, not enough, not enough.

In addition to studying courses, Li Xiaoyan began to dabble in literature and books related to doctors, medicine, and medical humanities, and deliberately cultivated her concentration and professionalism in in-depth research. Although his name is Xiaoyan, he is more and more aware of the seriousness of social life, and always faces life with love and a smile, which is just a shell of hypocrisy and disloyalty, and what is hidden underneath is the competition for survival of one and the other. Li Xiaoyan decided to stick to his medical position and compete with the world and fate.