Chapter 369: A Blessing or a Curse

Since the topic could no longer continue, Yu Yang took his leave. He felt that there were some things that should be put on the agenda.

At this moment, he couldn't wait to get up and go to the border pass. He was determined to bring Mongo back to his side, making her regret her repeated rejection of him.

After Meng Ge sent Yu Yang away, he always felt that his eyelids were a little restless, as if something bad was going to happen.

But she combed through what might have happened and found that everything was normal. The only bad thing is that when he rejected Yu Yang just now, his face was not very good-looking.

And this time, Yu Yang's attitude was a little strange, and he always felt that it was not quite like his previous style.

The boy who always liked to revolve around her at the beginning became so strange at some point that she couldn't help but wonder if it was a different person.

Especially the look in his eyes. The eyes that were full of trust and dependence on her at the beginning now look a little scary.

No matter how she said it, she was devoted to him. Even if it's just incidental, it's really good to him, and it's for his sake, isn't it?

Could it be that because she rejected the young man's indiscernible mind, he turned black?

She always felt that she should ask Wang Ran and Meng Ji to help keep an eye on Yu Yang, lest he really make a mistake and not be able to save him.

In such a difficult environment, she did not hesitate to leave his little life behind, and let him grow into a young man in a healthy way, but she couldn't be ruined just because of her.

Thinking about it this way, in fact, she is not without feelings for Yu Yang. It's just not the kind of love he thinks.

Alas, how can I say that I am a child who was raised by myself, how can I say that I don't care about it.

Yu Yang, who said that the General's Mansion was in a very depressed mood, and was thinking about going to a nearby tavern to have two drinks.

Even if he is young, he is mixed in the army, which one does not order the amount of alcohol. Even Meng Mao can drink a bowl or two of wine.

The streets were full of people, all with vitality on their faces, not like when they first came out of the mountain, and everyone had a dead face on their faces.

Yu Yang looked at the faces that were either smiling, sad, or absent-minded, and somehow calmed down.

Again, he asked himself, was he really going to ruin it all?

Although these people did not look very happy, the hope in their eyes was so hot that it was burning what little conscience he had left.

Just for the sake of a relationship that he can't ask for, is it really right for him to do this?

According to what he knew about Meng Ge, if Meng Ge knew about his dangerous thoughts at the moment, maybe she would have strangled herself to death.

The damage caused by the troubled times was experienced by their two families. The pain of losing a loved one and the difficulty of surviving in the cracks are still engraved in my mind.

He had just been able to take a breath, did he really want Qi Song to repeat the mistakes of the Great Song Dynasty?

No, that's not right. He found that he was really getting more and more terrible, less and less like himself. Even if he was more selfish and possessive in the past, he never thought of getting what he wanted through this way.

When did he start to change?

I guess it's been since I got to know Fan Shu. That excellent soldier always pulls him at the most critical moment, but never asks for credit.

After a few times, he regarded Fan Shu as a close friend and said everything to him, including his thoughts on Meng Ge.

He didn't tell Fan Shumenggo who he was. It's just a young lady who depends on each other, a person who will never abandon him even if it is a matter of life and death.

Later, Meng Ge rejected him, so he drank a lot of wine with Fan Shu and complained to him.

Since then, he has gradually begun to have such thoughts. Of course, it was just an idea, and he didn't want to put it into action.

Until recently, because of the broken leg, he had more contact with the maid of the Fu Mansion, and when he learned that she and Fan Shu were the same as him and Meng Ge, they were both people who had depended on each other since childhood, and he wanted to implement that plan more and more.

He always felt that only on the battlefield could Meng Ge and him continue to rely on each other and never give up.

Such dangerous ideas, demonstrated in his mind, played out every day, every day, and if they were not staged once, they would be perfected.

Especially after every time he spoke to Qingniang, he was even more determined to have such an idea.

Just thought of Qing Niang, Qing Niang appeared in front of Yu Yang.

Qingniang is not as delicate as the women of the Central Plains, nor is she as unrestrained and fierce as the women outside the Guan. She combines these two characteristics, coupled with her delicate and beautiful, she is really a rare beauty.

If it weren't for the fact that she always likes to bow her head with her chest and wears a half-new maid suit, she would be the glamorous Tang Jing, and she would not be half as attractive as her.

Just like at this time, without Fu Li and others by her side, the young lady stood straight, and her slender and delicate figure could always attract the attention of men.

However, this is not the point, the point is the heroism and stubbornness between the young lady's eyebrows, which is very similar to Meng Ge.

She carried the food box and walked calmly towards him. 's pretty little appearance, as if it was Menggo in women's clothing.

Yu Yang was stupid, and he was willing to indulge in it. He thought to himself, how good it must be that the person in front of him was really Menggo.

Qingniang has had a lot of contact with Yu Yang, so she has also mastered some of his preferences, or some of his special habits.

So she caters to his preferences and pretends to be what he likes, in order to win his favor.

A proud and young boy like Yu Yang is actually very easy to capture. Qing Niang has only been in contact with him a few times, and she already knows everything about him.

She stepped forward and asked crisply, "Childe, your legs are really good, it's okay to come out and walk around like this?"

Even if Qingniang understands Yu Yang's preferences, she can't imitate everything about Meng Ge. Besides, she didn't know that the person in Yu Yang's heart was Meng Ge.

In Fan Shu's letter to her, he only said that Yu Yang likes the kind of people who are straightforward and unpretentious, especially those who are assertive, can afford to take ideas, and are particularly strong.

Yu Yang really came back from a trance after the young lady spoke. These days, Qingniang stayed in the county for more than two months under the pretext of taking care of him.

That's how the two are getting more and more familiar. He also felt more and more that some of Qingniang's characteristics were quite similar to Meng Ge, and he gradually accepted Qingniang's kindness.

Many times, he would also talk to Qingniang, how she and Fan Shu spent their childhood, and what similarities he had with Meng Ge's experiences with them.

Qing Niang relied on these clues to play Meng Ge's role more and more skillfully and similarly.

Having just been hurt from Meng Ge, Yu Yang is looking for an outlet.

It happened that Qingniang came, so he took Qingniang back to the place where he stayed. Since he was injured, Qingniang was left behind by Fu Li, serving him three meals a day and decoctions.

If it weren't for the fact that Tang Jing came to the door from time to time to make trouble, maybe he would have forgotten why he was injured in the first place.

I'm afraid it's not a good day. Yu Yang and the others had just walked near the hotel when they heard that Tang Jing was coming again.

He was accompanied by people from the Tang family.