Ma Xiaochao didn't expect Ding Qingsheng to raise his hand to hit him, although Ding Qingsheng didn't use much force, but he was beaten off guard like this, Ma Xiaochao still felt quite uncomfortable, even if Ma Xiaochao felt uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't dare to complain in front of Ding Qingsheng.

Looking at Ding Qingsheng's impatient look, he had to say: "Wu Wei came to me to tell me that he is not going to take the college entrance examination, he is going to BJ, he said that he has liked music since he was a child, so he wants to set off to chase his own dream, he also said that BJ's chance is relatively large, and his parents' friends are in BJ, after hearing that he doesn't want to go to school, he asked him to go to BJ to join his parents' friends, but he didn't tell me what he was doing." ”

Ding Qingsheng listened carefully to Ma Xiaochao's narration, and when Ma Xiaochao finished talking about this, Ding Qinghou glanced at Ma Xiaochao with a sad face and said, "That's all, nothing else?"

Ma Xiaochao frowned and shook his head and said: "He said that he didn't study well, not the material for going to college, and he liked Li Dan, he knew that Li Dan was going to be admitted to a university in BJ, so he wanted to go to BJ to develop, maybe one day he would meet Li Dan, and he also said......"

Speaking of this, Ma Xiaochao actually stopped abruptly, he put all his eyes on Ding Qingsheng's face, looking at Ding Qingsheng's very serious appearance, he suddenly didn't know how to talk down.

Ding Qingsheng frowned slightly in Ma Xiaochao's expression, he raised his hand again to hit Ma Xiaochao, this time Ma Xiaochao became clever, and before Ding Qingsheng had time to slap his palm, Ma Xiaochao jumped to the side and escaped.

Ding Qingsheng had no intention of beating Ma Xiaochao, but seeing Ma Xiaochao timidly hiding to the side, he just said with some dissatisfaction: "Go on, why did you stop?"

Ma Xiaochao scratched his head with a little thought, and said with a little embarrassment: "Brother Sheng, it's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that I'm afraid that you will beat me if I say it, Brother Sheng, it's okay if you want me to say it, but you have to promise me that you can't do anything to me." ”

Ding Qingsheng said impatiently: "Where did you get so much nonsense, hurry up." ”

Ma Xiaochao didn't seem to be satisfied with Ding Qingsheng's words, he said unrelentingly: "You have to promise not to beat me first, and then I will say it, otherwise even if you kill me, I won't say it." ”

Ding Qingsheng really took this strange Ma Xiaochao, he said helplessly: "Okay, okay, I promise you never to beat you, this time you can always say it." ”

Hearing Ding Qingsheng relieved, Ma Xiaochao continued what he had just said and said: " He said that Brother Sheng, you are a toad who wants to eat swan meat, with your family background is not worthy of Li Dan at all, you just study better, and there is no other advantage, he said that he and Li Dan are a perfect match, the family background is not much different, and more importantly, his family is rich enough to support Li Dan, who grew up in a rich family since he was a child, and the most important thing about him going to BJ this time is that he wants to ask for directions for Li Dan to throw stones, and he is familiar with BJ in advance, so that he can take Li Dan everywhere to play after Li Dan arrives at BJ, and he also asked me to persuade you to give up Li Dan as soon as possible, so that he will be dumped by Li Dan in the future, and his face can't be hanged。 ”

"Fuck off!" Ding Qingsheng was so angry by what Ma Xiaochao said, he reflexively raised his hand to hit Ma Xiaochao, Ma Xiaochao, who was already familiar with Ding Qingsheng's routine, immediately pulled out his legs and ran away when he saw this, until he was 100 meters away from Ding Qingsheng, he stopped, turned around and said with an aggrieved face:" Brother Sheng, you promised me that you wouldn't beat me, besides, these words were all said by Wu Wei, and I didn't say it, if you want to say that you owe me and Wu Wei underbeats, how can you be angry with me, how can you say that my identity is also a messenger in ancient times, the two countries never fight each other, right?"

"Where did you come from so much nonsense!" Ding Qingsheng angrily threw out such a sentence, he restrained himself a little and continued: "Ma Xiaochao, you didn't come to me today to stimulate me with these words that Wu Wei said. ”

When Ding Qingsheng said this, Ma Xiaochao, who was highly nervous, slapped his head and said as if he remembered something: "Oh, look at my brain, I came to you and have something to tell you." ”

Ding Qingsheng said angrily: "What's the matter? Hurry up and get out of here." ”

Ma Xiaochao first showed an embarrassed smile, and then said with some embarrassment: "Brother Sheng, I also thought about it, the college entrance examination is a sweet dream for me, and it has no actual meaning at all, instead of waiting to wake up from the sweet dream and be painful, it is better to keep yourself awake before having a beautiful dream, so I don't want to be painful, so I won't participate in this college entrance examination." ”

"Why? Aren't you going to fight one last time for your elderly grandparents?" or does Wu Wei want you to follow him to BJ?" asked Ding Taisheng for some reason.

Ma Xiaochao smiled and said: "Brother Sheng, I don't want to do meaningless things anymore, instead of wasting energy and time, it is better to do something that can realize my own value." ”

Ding Qingsheng said indifferently: "Then what are you going to do to realize your own value." ”

Ma Xiaochao smiled bitterly: "What else can I do, one has no education and two has no specialty, I think I can only find a random factory to work in our place, and when I earn money, I can be filial to my grandparents." ”

Ding Qingsheng could hear that Ma Xiaochao was about to break the jar and fall, he had a feeling of hating iron and not steel, looking at Ma Xiaochao who was self-defeating, Ding Qingsheng said again: "Ma Xiaochao, can you kid have a little ambition, have you forgotten how your stepmother treated you, you forgot how your grandparents begged that old lady for you to be able to continue your studies, do you still have a little conscience, this looks like you are going to have a chance to turn over, why don't you know how to cherish it, but choose self-pity and self-pity?" I tell you, if you are not brave in life, there is no one to be strong for you. ”

Ma Xiaochao did not change his opinion because of what Ding Qingsheng said, he still smiled bitterly and said: "Brother Sheng, don't tell me these big truths, I think it, people are fate, it is difficult for you to take the road arranged by God, if God is unhappy and blocks your way, then you have to stop." Life, if you are raped, since you can't resist, it's better to enjoy it. ”

"Fart! Ma Xiaochao, why do I suddenly feel that you are like a girl, I can't find the spirit of a man from you, you can't fight for your future, even if you fail in the end, at least you have fought hard, and defeat will be wonderful!" Ding Qingsheng said with some emotion.

However, no matter how Ding Qingsheng persuaded him, it seemed that Ma Xiaochao had formed an overwhelmed body, and he couldn't listen to Ding Qingsheng at all, Ma Xiaochao waved his hand and said: "Forget it, Brother Sheng, let's not talk about this for now, I just want to inform you, since you already know, then it's okay, and we don't need to dwell on this issue anymore." By the way, Brother Sheng, there is another important thing that came to you this time. ”

As he spoke, Ma Xiaochao put his hand into his trouser pocket, groped for a while, and then his hand was taken out of his trouser pocket, at this time there was an extra letter stack in his hand, Ma Xiaochao took three steps and made two steps to Ding Qingsheng, he handed the letter stack over and said: "Brother Sheng, this is Wu Wei asked me to hand it over to you, he said that there are some things he wants to say to you, he specially instructed me, let me be sure to hand it over to you, you said he can write something on this paper, it is so mysterious." ”

Ding Qingsheng looked at the letter stack handed over by Ma Xiaochao, this letter stack is not thick, and it is estimated that it looks like two or three pieces of paper.

Ding Qingsheng thought about it, and finally reached out to take it.

Ma Xiaochao opened his mouth again and said: "I also told Wu Wei, if there is anything you can't say in person, you have to write it on paper, it's so troublesome, it's like two lovers often exchange letters, and I'm not afraid that others will doubt you two, hehe, Brother Sheng, guess what he said?"

Ding Qingsheng had no intention of guessing this boring thing, he raised his hand and slapped Ma Xiaochao's head and said, "That is, people with impure thoughts like you can think so much." ”

Ma Xiaochao was stunned by what Ding Qingsheng said, he even forgot about Ding Qingsheng's slap, and couldn't help opening his mouth wide and said: "Did you two discuss it in advance, it's incredible, Wu Wei also slapped me and said such a sentence, it's amazing." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't plan to talk to Ma Xiaochao, so he just said that he was bored and wanted to open the letter stack to find out.

Seeing this, Ma Xiaochao opened his mouth and said: "Brother Sheng, I don't think it's too early, what about this letter, you read it slowly, I'll go back first." ”

As he spoke, Ma Xiaochao turned around to leave, but Ding Qingsheng grabbed Ma Xiaochao's shoulder with one hand and dragged Ma Xiaochao back, Ma Xiaochao, who looked uncertain, looked at Ding Qingsheng and said, "Brother Sheng, what do you want to do?"

Ding Qingsheng bent the corners of his mouth and said: "When I finish the college entrance examination, you will make plans, and then I will have enough time to make a reference for you, and see what you do better, how to say that we are also classmates, I don't want you to fall to the point of scum." ”

Ma Xiaochao smiled slightly and said: "I know that Brother Sheng will not give up on me, I will definitely wait until you finish the college entrance examination before making plans, don't worry, Brother Sheng, if you really become a big singer one day, I will definitely be an assistant for you." ”

"Okay, don't be poor, you can go back first. ”

After receiving Ding Qingsheng's order to pardon, Ma Xiaochao went back happily.

After Ma Xiaochao left, Ding Qingsheng looked at the letter stack in his hand, he didn't know why, he always felt that this letter stack was a bit heavy, as if every word in it had its own weight, and Ding Qingsheng's arm was sore.

Ding Qingsheng held the letter stack in his hand, turned around and returned to the courtyard, at this time Ding Fengjun was sitting under the jujube tree to enjoy the shade, he saw Ding Qingsheng come in, and couldn't help but say: "Qingsheng, what is that Ma Xiaochao looking for you for?"

Ding Qingsheng was thinking about the question, but suddenly when Ding Fengjun asked like this, his brain didn't have time to think, and he randomly thought of an answer and said: "Oh, it's nothing, just ask some precautions for the college entrance examination." ”

Ding Fengjun was obviously not satisfied with Ding Qingsheng's answer, he frowned slightly and said: "Qingsheng, I know this Ma Xiaochao, he doesn't study very well, just like him, it is estimated that there is no future, you can't mix blindly with him, these three days are very important for you, you can't relax." ”

Ding Qingsheng replied that he knew and hurried back to the hall.

Ding Qingsheng, who was sitting quietly on the stool, had no intention of reading the textbook anymore, he spread out his palm and looked at this letter stack with some hesitation, not knowing whether to open it or not, Ding Qingsheng didn't take this letter stack seriously, it was a parting gift between classmates, but when he thought of what Ma Xiaochao said, he was worried that Dai Wei would write some messy words on this letter stack, and after thinking about it for a long time, Ding Qingsheng still decided to open it and take a look, no matter what Wu Wei said, it would be better for him to fart, and it was better to read it than to think about it like this all the time.

Thinking like this, Ding Qingsheng slowly opened the neatly folded letter stack.

"Ding Qingsheng, when you read this letter, I have already taken the train to the north, will you feel relieved, the person you hate the most has finally left your sight, and no one can rob you of Li Dan anymore, I think you should be the happiest now, but next I think some of the things I want to say, I'm afraid it will make you unhappy, of course, you can choose not to look down, if you are a little cowardly. ”

"Do you remember the question I asked you that day? Do you love Li Dan or not? Think about how stupid I was at the time, why did I think of asking you this question so hastily? Actually, you don't have to answer I know what your answer is, but I also thought about it for a long time, do you want your answer to be like that, anyway, I like Li Dan, I can do anything you don't expect for Li Dan, Ding Qingsheng, can you?"

"To put it mildly, the situation of your family is like that, even if you are a dragon, you can't fly into the sky, the status quo is already like that, what else can you do. Maybe you will find a good job after graduating from college in the future, but your starting point is too low, and you lose at the starting line, so don't want to catch up with others. Besides, the future is a long time, you can work hard to do it, but how many youth can Li Dan wait for you, the love in front of us now does not need a material foundation, that is because we are too young to take care of many things, once our minds change, maybe it will be too late at that time.

We are like the frog at the bottom of the well, only shuttling back and forth in the sky where we live, never involved in the outside world, in fact, the world is very big, we can't judge with a short-sighted vision, everything we have now, we should think more about what we are missing, this is a word that teachers often mention, called, be prepared for danger in times of peace. ”

"I said so much not to express too many feelings, nor did I intend to give you too many thoughts, I only mean one, I hope you can take the initiative to give up Li Dan, I will wait for her in BJ, I believe that Li Dan and my fate will ferment and sublimate in BJ, the big city, only when she is really in this city, she will understand what she wants in life, and you Ding Qingsheng will never give her the life she wants. ”

"Ding Qingsheng, you remember, not every stupid bird can fly first, you have to look at your specific situation first, home, this is the most important factor that drags you down! So, Ding Qingsheng, don't drag Li Dan down anymore, just when you are Li Dan a better future!"

Ding Qingsheng read the letter written by Wu Wei word by word, he only understood one meaning between the lines, that is, Wu Wei would not give up Li Dan, he could understand this, Ding Qingsheng didn't know whether to be happy or melancholy, at least Wu Wei did not encounter any setbacks, which still made Ding Qingsheng feel gratified, but Wu Wei went to BJ just to be able to continue to pursue Li Dan, so that Ding Qingsheng's future college life may be as difficult as high school.

Ding Qingsheng didn't know what words to use to describe his mood at this time, and he finally understood the meaning of the sentence Wu Wei said at the school gate that day, "Sometimes quitting is for a better attack".

Yes, Wu Wei chose to go to BJ, which is to take a method of retreating as advance, however, for these, Ding Qingsheng just smiled, because Ding Qingsheng understands that Li Dan only has Ding Qingsheng in his heart, as long as Li Dan does not waver, let alone a Wu Wei, even if there are ten or eight people like Wu Wei, they will not pose any threat to Ding Qingsheng.

Thinking about this, Ding Qingsheng only shook his head helplessly, thinking to himself, yes, life is his own, how to live in the future depends entirely on how he goes, there is no one who can run and jump in life, isn't it all slowly learned on the road of life, through his unremitting efforts, he will definitely get the life he wants, like this, Ding Qingsheng no longer hesitated, he got up and walked to the table, opened the drawer, took out the lighter from it, and burned the letter into ashes.

The college entrance examination came as scheduled, the three days of the college entrance examination were the busy season for the family, Ding Fengjun and Zhang Fengrong at home threw themselves on the wheat harvest, and they cared about Ding Qingsheng flawlessly, which also made Ding Qingsheng feel relaxed, at least in the past three days, Ding Qingsheng's heart was released, and there were no more depressing things to disturb his mind, which felt good.

After the college entrance examination, Ding Qingsheng was bored playing the guitar at home, and now he has a lot of time to do what he likes, but the sky is always unwilling, in Ding Qingsheng's unscrupulous playing, he actually ushered in Ding Xiaoqi, who returned from vacation!