Hu Xueyun chewed Zou Yingming's words over and over again, "You can't be friends with her, so she doesn't tell you the truth", she knew that what Zou Yingming said was true, because Hu Xueyun didn't take Li Xiaoyan as a friend, so Li Xiaoyan hid it from her, and it was very likely that she would play tricks with her, no, it was simply certain, she didn't see it, Li Xiaoyan was really not simple, but why did Zou Yingming know? They had almost no contact, could it be through Cheng Donghao?

Hu Xueyun remembered the throbbing that Cheng Donghao brought to his heart that he had never experienced, it was love. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info and Zou Yingming are numb in the lower abdomen, which is lust. She didn't understand that with Cheng Donghao's family background, Li Xiaoyan didn't love him like crazy, why would he hold it, as if nothing happened? And Cheng Donghao not only tolerated it, but also loved her even more? Could it be that Cheng Donghao should deal with her like this? If he wants to capture him? Will this kind of little trick take Cheng Donghao? Is he smart or stupid? Or is Li Xiaoyan too clever? Legend has it that there is such a man, who is extremely smart, but his IQ in front of women is zero, it should be said that he is in front of the woman he loves.

Is Li Xiaoyan so cute? Adult sportswear? Almost always expressionless? Although it is called a smile, there is no smile at all? No one in his eyes? No friends? He doesn't talk much? He speaks hard like a stone? The most ordinary haircut, he doesn't have any shape at all? He doesn't know how to wear makeup, does he have that product? Eats the most vulgar food? Picks up like Balzac's Grandet? If you don't open your mouth, one mouth is an unscrupulous show off and boast? Vulgar insolence and performance? Most importantly, scheming and cunning? Inconsistencies between the inside and the outside? Treating people with no sincerity? Like a hedgehog with a prickly thorn? Extremely self-protective? Looking like an underdeveloped fool? Stupid and treacherous fool?

The more Hu Xueyun thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more contemptuous he became, so much so that he was disgusting. She couldn't figure out what means Li Xiaoyan used, and what kind of trait aroused Cheng Donghao's admiration, or lust for love, or pure sexual desire? Or was it Cheng Donghao's problem? He just liked Li Xiaoyan's stunned and uninhibited arrogance? Or did he just like to challenge the impossible? Hu Xueyun admitted: If Li Xiaoyan has any temperament, that is, Li Xiaoyan seems to have a temperament of a challenger? As soon as she stops there, it is a war letter. Men are aggressive, and their first reaction to a challenge is to conquer. Maybe Li Xiaoyan made Cheng Donghao feel interesting? Cheng Donghao mistook this for love? So why did he spend so much effort to protect her? Would he do that just out of interest? Or was it sexual interest? Hu Xueyun suddenly desperately wanted to see Cheng Donghao's eyes when he looked at Li Xiaoyan, what kind of eyes would it be? Hu Xueyun believed that as long as she was asked to look at it, she would see it at a glance.

Hu Xueyun remembered Zou Yingming's eyes when she looked at herself, she became confused and crazy before to the clear after calming, she didn't understand Zou Yingming more and more, when she thought he was, she would immediately find that she was wrong, and she thought, and was wrong, she was like this over and over again, constantly perceiving, constantly denying, the more she perceived, the more she negated, so that she sometimes felt that she had entered a maze and could not find an exit. A Zou Yingming was already quite suspicious, and came to Donghao again.

Li Xiaoyan didn't tell himself the truth? Could it be that Zou Yingming, who said this, told the truth to himself? Hu Xueyun began to consider an important practical issue: In view of the fact that Cheng Donghao, Zou Yingming, Li Xiaoyan has a clear direction of professional efforts, Hu Xueyun felt that he should also find a topic worthy of long-term research, after thinking, decided to apply for the master's degree in comparative literature and world literature of the School of Literature of Chinese University, and now began to work hard, like Zou Yingming and them, refuse mediocrity, the pursuit of excellence, red dust is a battlefield, men and women are people, but also soldiers. Originally, the family had planned to let her go back to junior high school Chinese teacher, and there were people from the local education bureau. But Hu Xueyun guessed that with Zou Yingming's method and Cheng Donghao's relationship, he would definitely go to Beijing. Although when she asked about Zou Yingming's future, Zou Yingming always said: The future will be talked about in the future. Hu Xueyun guessed: Zou Yingming is going to Beijing nine times out of ten, so he moved the idea of going north, so that he would not be kicked by Zou Yingming when he graduated. If you want to pedal, it is also her Hu Xueyun who pedals first, such as taking Cheng Donghao and the like.

Cheng Donghao always stands so straight, standing up to the sky and the ground like steady, not like Li Xiaoyan, he keeps moving when he has nothing to do, he is not idle for a moment, he also shoots a ball when he walks, and he is also moving and moving along the way, and he is having fun. Cheng Donghao looked at her from a distance, thinking that this woman might not be able to defeat anything, she was caught twice, as if there was no blow at all, maybe she was not as scared as she thought, on the contrary, she didn't care, or she didn't care so much. Is it because she is sluggish or because she is strong or because of her own concept of existence? Maybe this is a woman's trait, and the manifestation of strong endurance is to be able to endure. It is said that a man's blood loss of one-third is life-threatening, while a woman's blood loss of one-half is still life-threatening. This is a world where men and women depend on each other, and there is no one better than the other, only respect and dependence.

Cheng Donghao never greeted Li Xiaoyan, because he knew that she would definitely sense his presence and would look up at him. Sure enough, Li Xiaoyan saw him, ran all the way over, slapped the ball around him, threw himself into his arms, pushed him, looked up at him and said, "What are you doing here?" Cheng Donghao said, "What do you say?" Li Xiaoyan exaggerated his mouth and said without a sound: "Go to bed." Cheng Donghao said: "Do you dare to go?" Li Xiaoyan said: "How is Tang Mei?" Cheng Donghao said: "Sentenced: six months." Li Xiaoyan bowed her head and was silent, Cheng Donghao raised her chin, kissed it, and said, "Let's go to that villa again." Li Xiaoyan said, "Don't do it." Cheng Donghao said: "You don't want me anymore?" Li Xiaoyan said: "It's too hard." ”

Cheng Donghao looked into her eyes, and after a while, said, "Do you want to abandon me?" Li Xiaoyan said, "No." Cheng Donghao said: "Then follow me." Li Xiaoyan said: "I thought about it for a while. Cheng Donghao said: "I can't wait." Li Xiaoyan said: "You can also go to Chi Minsheng." Cheng Donghao said: "Do you want to be angry with me? Rush me to death? Or do you want to consume me?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I suddenly thought that there are some things that can't be rushed for a while, such as feelings, do I really think that performance is maintained? You and I have only known each other for a little more than half a year, after all, you are as anxious as a fire in the house, and it seems that it is a little unreasonable." Li Xiaoyan looked at Cheng Donghao and paused, Cheng Donghao nodded and said, "Then what?" Li Xiaoyan said: "So, you can bear with it first." ”

Cheng Donghao said: "I can't bear it, you hooked up my fire, and you want to extinguish it if you say it's extinguished? Li Xiaoyan said: "I am responsible, but not now." I don't know your world yet, and you don't know me. Cheng Donghao said: "Nonsense, what do you know? What else do you want to know? What else can you know? I stand in front of you clearly, and you also stand clearly in front of me, with an unobstructed view of each other, all of them are clean and clean like two calves that have just come out." Li Xiaoyan said: "It's because it's two little calves, so it's not time yet." Cheng Donghao said: "Don't misinterpret what I mean, if you regret it, you will say that you regret it, don't move out again and make me anxious and sad with the excuse that you are not in the same class or something." ”

Li Xiaoyan lowered his head in disbelief, Cheng Donghao said: "I have always insisted on using condoms before, just to play with me, right? Have you never loved me? Have you ever thought about me? Who have you been thinking about? Li Xiaoyan, do you know how much I hate you in my heart?" Li Xiaoyan timidly glanced up at Cheng Donghao, his sadness, grievances, grievances and hatred were condensed in his dark eyes, and the blackness could not see the whites of his eyes, it was love in the depths, Li Xiaoyan's heart trembled, she jumped up and hugged him, and said in a trembling voice: " I'm sorry, I listen to you, I listen to you for everything. Cheng Donghao pushed her away and said, "Do you pity me? Am I so pitiful? Now I suddenly don't want to." Li Xiaoyan said: "But, I think about it again." Cheng Donghao glanced at Li Xiaoyan solemnly and coldly, turned around and left. Li Xiaoyan felt that life was beginning to pass, the vivid world was darkened, and the evening breeze was biting, and Li Xiaoyan couldn't stop trembling. I thought: It's over so fast.

Yes, the end. This has always been the result that Li Xiaoyan wants, retreat from desire, calm down and return to the right path to think: people from different walks of life will not end well, Li Xiaoyan doesn't know if he is stupid and will show his feet if he thinks about anything, needless to say, Cheng Donghao can see through it at a glance and point directly to the hearts of the people. Li Xiaoyan is at the bottom, and Cheng Donghao is at the top, so he can not care, Li Xiaoyan cares; if it is turned over and Li Xiaoyan is on top, Li Xiaoyan thinks that maybe he doesn't care. This is called being arrogant but not bearing, bullying the strong but not bullying, and having too strong self-esteem, which is the case with the martial saint Guan Yu, and finally his head is different. Most of the phoenix men from poor families are like this, Li Xiaoyan doesn't know when this kind of psychology has been breeding since then, and it is ingrained year by year. Of course, emotionally, you can't play too much under the bottom, and you can't stand it too much, so the best is still the right match, and people want to match it.

About love, Li Xiaoyan's favorite poem, Shu Ting's To the Oak Tree:

If I love you,

Never like a climbing flower,

Show off by your high branches;

If I love you,

Never learn from the infatuated birds,

Repeat monotonous songs for the shade;

Nor is it more than a fountain,

Cool comfort all year round;

It's not just like a dangerous peak,

Increase your height and flatter your majesty.

Even daylight.

Even spring rains.

No, that's not enough!

I must be a kapok near you,

As the image of the tree stands with you.

roots, clinging to the ground;

Leaves, touching in the clouds.

Every gust of wind passes,

We all greet each other,

But no one,

Understands our words.

You have your branches of brass and iron,

like a sword, like a sword, like a halberd;

I have my red flowers,

Like a heavy sigh,

and like a torch of valor.

We share the cold waves, the wind and thunder, and the thunderbolts;

We share the mist, the stream, the haper.

As if forever separated,

But they are dependent on each other for life.

This is the great love,

Steadfastness is here:

Love - not only love your majestic body,

Also love the position you stick to and the ground under your feet.