Chapter 15: Almost Painful to Death
Lin Yun'er walked into Liang Jung's new home in despair, but the owner was gone, and there was nothing to warm except for the newly placed Eiffel Tower pendant that was still lit and the ginseng chicken soup that was still hot.
What a bastard, my brother made himself ginseng chicken soup, and was scolded by himself.
What she said, is that like what a sister said, Lin Yun'er completely forgot that when she said the first sentence, she had already treated her younger brother as an outsider, she was just lying to herself in her heart, saying that she was a victim.
But it was she who hurt,
It's so good, it's been another person, Lin Yun'er, you're happy, no one bothered you, Lin Yun'er put up the ginseng chicken soup, blew slowly by herself, and drank it in small sips,
Woo woo, Lin Yun'er regretted it, so she rushed to her brother that he could make such a delicious ginseng chicken soup, and he shouldn't have driven him away.
With a snap, Lin Yun'er directly took out her mobile phone, she wanted to apologize, she wanted to renew her crime, no matter how much her brother scolded her, she had to drink another bowl of ginseng chicken soup.
The cold female voice of the mobile phone suddenly rang,
"Your cell phone number is dark with each other......"
It's so crisp, Lin Yun'er finally couldn't help it, and cried out. The ginseng chicken soup was full of salty tears, and Lin Yuna heard Dr. Xu say that not all salts are salty, and those that find the same ions are sweet.
But Lin Yun'er threw her ions away for her, woo woo.
The ion also blacked her out, and Lin Yun'er was now like missing a corner of the glass ball, and she couldn't find a complete fragment.
Lin Yuna looked at her phone, there was only one song by Liang Jung, and Lin Yuna was glad that she had something besides ginseng chicken soup.
The music starts playing,
The melody is sad.
This is a song that has not even made the lyrics, but Lin Yun'er can clearly hear every voice.
It was originally a simple song of a little tadpole looking for its mother,
But Lin Zongfeng, who has no blood relationship, sounds like there is probably nothing more painful in the world than falling out of love.
……
It's so good, this play directed and acted by Lin Yun'er is finally over, you were in a good mood and found a supporting role, but now that you're not happy, you can play a one-man drama by yourself.
You really deserve it, you deserve everything.
Deserved to lose Sika.
deserves to be alone,
deserves no brother. All the doors of this world are closed for you, you, live in your own cage, you Lin Yun'er think about it with your brain, after so many years of life, how many people can make ginseng chicken soup for you.
It's over, you drove him away.
The other party also simply blocked you.
Then, you can only die in front of Hades, saying Long-time-no-see.
Thinking of that, Lin Baobao was going to cry again.
She really doesn't know what to do now, her phone has been blocked, and now she doesn't even know the address.
When she went to China, although she lived in Jungshorn's place, she didn't even have a house number there, in the final analysis, she was the lunch box that Jungshorn received at the airport.
And Jungsyun will definitely not come back.
He is not a three-year-old child, and Lin Yun'er will have to be his home if he leaves her.
So, some people are not to be missed.
Missed,
Just say goodbye.
……
Woo woo, Lin Yun'er listened to Liang Jung's singing and cried a lot.
……
I've been thinking about you for more than a decade.
But you never looked for me.
It's just a heartache at the beginning, and the president also said that this is a song written for lovers, but only Lin Yuna knows who it is written for.
……
I wrote a lot of letters, but I didn't get them.
I also bought a plane ticket, but I just folded it and folded it.
Whenever I look at the sky a time zone away from you,
I just want to find your coordinates.
I imagined myself as a moon-piercing rocket,
Seoul 900 kilometers pass through your body through the heart,
……
I don't think I can go on like this.
I Think I can't go on like this.
When the music was put here, it began to be depressed, and Lin Yun'er tugged at the corner of her clothes tightly, as if she was dragging sadness. Because she knew the next paragraph was a swearing rap. The sound almost shattered the glass.
……
So I tore up the ticket and burned the letter.
I want to forget about you.
I don't miss you anymore.
But damn it, she's got a backup of you.
I've been to the doctor,
The neurologist said a lot of things, and I don't even remember them.
I remember the last sentence,
He told me to go to you.
He said only you could save me.
Because you are the one who made me fall in love.
Ahhh You just exist in my head.
……
After the music went down, it quickly fell down, and Lin Yun'er felt like she was going to be covered with sadness. Because she understood every line of the lyrics clearly.
I don't think I can go on like this, I'm going to find you.
But you left me a blank.
You blocked my phone number,
Also moved.
Sister Taeyeon said that this lyric is like suffocation, the mobile phone number is blocked, and the house has moved, so there is no one to be found at all, this is a desperate situation, but only Lim Yoona knows that the one named Liang Jungjun is really a blank.
He didn't know where she lived, and he didn't even have a cell phone number.
Even at first, she Lin Yuna didn't know about this person named Liang Jung.
……
I was rampage through the streets of Seoul and the police revoked my driver's license.
I've looked for you on every street, but I don't even know the way.
I'm calling your mobile phone number, and the WIFI roaming signal is blocking me,
Seo Hyun said that this lyric is very strange, it should be an empty number or that this person can't be found, because it said that the move was not done earlier, Sister Tiffany said that the lyrics are not strange, it is a foreign love, Kim Taeyeon said that it is not right, but only Lim Yoona knows, That's right,
When you arrive in South Korea, if you look for Lin Yun'er, you can't drive, you have to take a Korean driver's license.
I don't even know the road, I can't speak Korean,
Even the wifi has to buy one, if the international roaming is in arrears, it is called a god.
It's not strange that Jungshire Liang wrote, that's him,
……
The music gradually reached the climax of the last section, Lin Yun'er's uncontrollable tears fell fiercely, and the lyrics were written coldly, just like the things she did.
Even if one day the doctor gives me a critical illness notice, you will not tell me to live well, because you don't know me.
Even if I commit a crime and go to jail, you won't come and bail me out because you don't know me.
Even if I was hit by a car while walking on the road and became a corpse, you would not come to claim me because you did not know me.
I am lonely in life and lonely in death,
Even the one-man show directed and acted by myself had to take a curtain call by myself, but when I got up, my heart was already bloody.
From beginning to end, I have never escaped, the word loneliness.
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The song is almost over at the end, and only one of the simplest lyricals remains, VOCALOID. The grief seems to be suppressed until it finally explodes.
I found out later
Some people can't think of it.
I figured it out.
I almost died of pain closest to my lungs. Almost died of pain.
I nearly died from the nearest part of the lung. Almost died of pain.
Almost died of pain
Died of pain.
Lin Yun'er's emotions at this time have completely collapsed, and she just keeps listening to that song in a loop, the only thing that Liang Jungjun left her, and it keeps looping over and over again.
I found out later
Some people can't think of it.
I figured it out.
I almost died of pain closest to my lungs. Almost died of pain.
What is the closest place to the lungs, is the heart, it's ridiculous, Lin Yun'er, you are awesome, it's really Wonderful, okay, he won't bother you, you, alone, how good.
You stay in your own world and do whatever you want.
You don't have to take care of anyone's emotions, and you don't have to think about anyone.
You're all for yourself, you've shut out all outsiders,
But who are you for?
Is that person, really an outsider, a Stranger?
……
In the notification box of the mobile phone, a news message was suddenly pushed:
"KoreaTalk recently proposed a service, because sometimes some people who are very important to you will block you because of a certain thing, and it stands to reason that the blocked mobile phone number cannot send text messages and make mobile phone calls, but we are a humanized company, so in order not to cause you a loss of love, KoreaTalk allows you to send the last text message when you are blocked, wishing you to save the person who is important to you. ”
Lim Yuna didn't thank KoreaTalk for its humanization more than ever, thought about it, and typed it word by word, because there was no word limit, so Lin Yuna wrote almost anything that came to mind.
Brother.
Although my sister has a lot of money,
But happiness can't be bought.
My sister maxed out the card,
I can't brush up on you named Liang Jung.
Of course, my sister can also act,
But like a one-man show, you really can't do it.
You'd better come back,
In the end, you say that I don't have a bottom line.
But we must be together forever.
Lin Yun'er sent out the text message, and waited anxiously alone, that was her only one, and hoped that it would be good to stay awake all night and wait for a reply.
……
The last text message before blocking.
I want to redeem you.