Chapter 10 Father's Love and Mother's Love
After lunch, a few old men and Lu Shan went to the study to discuss some things, Lu Li went back to the bedroom by himself, and Yang Xiuyun was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Lu Li's family said that it was a villa, it was really a villa, the third floor plus the thermal insulation layer on the top floor, the thermal insulation layer was a small garden, and there were some sundries.
Lu Li's family sleeps on the third floor, and although the second floor is also a bedroom, it is where guests live.
The entire third floor was transformed into two bedrooms and a bathroom by Lu Shan, so Lu Li's bedroom is not small, but it is not too big, and his father's room is big.
Lu Li can say that he is not familiar with his bedroom at all, but his bedroom is very simple and clean, Lu Li and their family did not hire a nanny, housework is generally done by Yang Xiuyun alone, Lu Shan works late every day, very tired, as for Lu Li, he is really lazy, he never does housework.
Lu Li's bedroom only has a closet, a bed, two bedside tables, and a desk, which is clean and clean, and there are not many books on it.
After Lu Li came in, he immediately lay down on the bed, "It's delicious! Mother is really amazing, and the things she makes are so delicious!" Lu Li touched his belly, his eyes flickering.
There was a photo of him when he was a child on the bedside table, and Lu Li took it over to take a look, "Child, you look good, you're cute." Lu Li in the photo, with a round little face, wanted to go up and pinch it when he looked at it, wearing pajamas, he was being held in Lu Shan's arms, with big eyes whirring, his small mouth was slightly open, he was stupid and stupid, he was very cute, but he didn't even wear pajama pants, and he looked like a little baby fat calf kicking around, and the calf in the middle was being exposed. Lu Li smiled, "It's good that it's a man, if it's a woman, then it's okay." ”
Lu Li didn't lie down for a while, and Yang Xiuyun's shout came from downstairs, "Xiaoli, grandpa is leaving, come down quickly." Lu Li agreed, and hurriedly ran downstairs.
Old Chen and the others were already standing at the door, "Xiaoli, come quickly, say goodbye to your grandfather." ”
"Goodbye, grandpa. Lu Li said.
"Hmm, Xiaoli, grandpa is gone!" a few old men bowed, got into the car and left.
Lu Li and his family waited until Old Chen and they disappeared around the corner of the road before going back.
As soon as he entered the house, Yang Xiuyun closed the door and sat on the sofa with an old god, Lu Shan pretended not to know anything, and walked straight to the stairs, "Lu Shan, you stop me, don't you want to say something?" Yang Xiuyun obviously wouldn't let Lu Shan go like this.
"Wife, I worked all morning today, and I talked with my uncles for a while at noon, I'm so tired! I want to sleep, let's talk about it in the evening?" Lu Shan said to Yang Xiuyun at the staircase with a bitter face.
"Hehe, you come first, I won't do anything to you. Yang Xiuyun continued to say lightly. But no matter what Yang Xiuyun says, Lu Shan just can't go over, "You can't come, if you don't come over, I'll pass." ”
"Okay! I'll go!" Lu Shan walked over with heavy steps, and sat on the sofa with his head down, but the place where he sat was far away from Yang Xiuyun.
Yang Xiuyun was about to say something, but saw Lu Li looking at the two of them there, it seemed that Lu Li was preparing to watch a good show, Yang Xiuyun obviously wouldn't give Lu Li this opportunity, "Xiaoli, you go back to your bedroom for me, you see that you are so rude at noon." I'll talk to you later. ”
Lu Li heard Yang Xiuyun say about him, and said in a low voice, "Oh!" and walked upstairs.
Lu Shan looked at Lu Li, "Da Yun! Xiao Li has just been discharged from the hospital, you just talk about him like this......" Lu Shan couldn't go on anymore, because Yang Xiuyun was crying. Lu Shan hurriedly hugged Yang Xiuyun into his arms, "What's wrong with my wife, why are you crying, I'm wrong, I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't have said you at noon." ”
"No, it's not this, why do you want to go to the southwest, isn't it good to be near your hometown?" Yang Xiuyun said to Lu Shan with a crying face, and hugged Lu Shan tightly with both hands.
When Lu Shan heard Yang Xiuyun's words, he was obviously stunned for a moment, "Dayun, I didn't know how to speak, but I didn't expect you to know it." Lu Shan's hand holding Yang Xiuyun tightened a little.
The two of them hugged each other quietly, and after a long time, Lu Shan spoke, "Dayun, do you know? Although my father lived in seclusion back then, he never gave up on his heart, and I don't know what kind of heart it is. My father was only one of my sons, so when I was a child, I lived under my father's whipping, and he not only wanted me to have a strong body, but he also wanted me to have endless military knowledge every day. So my mother has felt very sorry for me since I was a child, but I don't hate my father, because he instilled in me a belief since I was a child: 'My son of Lu Ze will cast blood in the cold winter and serve the country with blood'. Dayun, I'm sorry for you and Xiaoli, I have promised Uncle Jiang that I want to go to the southwest, and I don't know where to go...... Alas!"
Yang Xiuyun quietly listened to Lu Shan, she never knew Lu Shan's secrets, and Lu Shan never told her. As his wife, she can't be so selfish, at this moment Yang Xiuyun knows that Lu Shan is no longer just her Lu Shan.
"Dayun, I don't want him to be like me, sometimes the burden is really too heavy, he just needs to be like now, stupid, just be an ordinary person. Lu Shan kissed Yang Xiuyun's forehead lightly, "Dayun, I won't let you get hurt again, you are fine at home, okay?"
Yang Xiuyun burst into tears, "Brother Shan, Xiaoli and I will have a good ...... Waiting for you at home. Yang Xiuyun hugged Lu Shan, looked at Lu Shan's resolute face and said.
For a short time, she could no longer tie Lu Shan to her side like before.
Lu Shan didn't say anything, just hugged Yang Xiuyun tightly, and just wanted to never let go for the rest of his life.
"Brother Shan, can you tell me if you have anything in the future? Don't hide it from me, okay?" Yang Xiuyun flashed with tears, and the warm smile on her face made Lu Shan obsessed.
Lu Shan nodded, "Well, I won't hide anything from you in the future." After speaking, he put his head on Yang Xiuyun's shoulder, and Yang Xiuyun leaned on his chest tightly. A pair of wall figures on the sofa have an indescribable warmth at this moment.
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Upstairs, Lu Li did not lie on the bed, but sat cross-legged on the bed like a Taoist priest.
Lu Li silently recited, "Forget yourself and keep one, relieve the mind and release the mind, Mo Ran has no soul, and the qi is in harmony with the ......" This is the best meditation method that Lu Li has.
Lu Li gradually fell asleep, to be precise, his soul had been completely hidden, that is, a level higher than a vegetative person, after all, a vegetative person could not be awake if he wanted to.
Lu Li came to his Mud Pill Palace, "Wow! Damn, the fusion of the two souls is a dick! It's just a dick explosion!" In Lu Li's Mud Pill Palace, a golden bead in the middle keeps releasing golden brilliance, which is the origin of the Mud Pill Palace. The three souls and seven spirits surrounding the origin kept absorbing the golden brilliance, and the three souls and seven spirits were incomparably huge, it was really too big.
In the mainland, the stronger the so-called soul, the better your foundation will be, and the foundation has already determined everything for you. However, the soul is predestined, and it cannot be changed with the original, as for whether the soul is strong or not, whether the foundation is good or not, it all depends on the size of the soul, the soul has a large foundation, and the soul has a small foundation.
What is the use of the soul? On the mainland, Leshan will tell you that the soul is used to comprehend the Tao, and the so-called Tao cannot be said and cannot be reasoned. Those who only know enlightenment are all people with strong souls.
As for Lu Li's soul, that guy was originally the most powerful soul person when he was on the mainland, and now he has fused the soul of a person...... It's not human anymore.
Lu Li felt his soul, "Good girl, I'm going to send it!" Lu Li was like a poor man who had found a treasure, looking left and right, lying on the ground and rolling around a few times, like a turtle turned over, kicking his legs in the air, laughing.
After a while, Lu Li was tired of laughing, and secretly thought, "It's a pity! It's a pity, if I'm still on the mainland, it's only a matter of time before I cultivate to the Great Yin and Yang Realm at this level, Demon Clan, hehe!"
Lu Li stood up and stared at his soul, the three souls and the seven souls were combined in this way, "The way of darkness is already ten, the way of Ge and the way of breaking are only nine, and the way of love is not even four, failure!"
Lu Li is now to the extreme, the difficulty of enlightenment in the mainland, it is really difficult to go to the blue sky, most of the yin and yang level masters only have one kind of Tao, and the entire human race is only a few people, some people have enlightened the Tao to nine, as for the Tao to ten enlightenment, for hundreds of years, the human race has done it alone. In the mainland, according to his talent, he only cultivated the way of breaking the warrior department, and later cultivated the way of Ge, as for the dark way that only belonged to Lu Li...... It is only because of his love for Le Yao that he will become his highest-ranking Tao.
It's not that the highest level is the best, Lu Li's dark way has a lot of sequelae, it was okay when he was on the mainland, but now that he is in this world, the sequelae have also brought, and Lu Li doesn't know what to do.
"Love, what a strange word!" Lu Li unconsciously thought of Le Yao again, and the dark path in the midst of the three souls emitted a faint black light.
It took a while for Lu Li to wake up, "Why did you think of Le Yao again? I'm not on the mainland anymore." ”
Lu Li forced himself to forget Le Yao, but how could he forget, how could the dark way-ten be so simple. Isn't it a kind of sorrow for a state where the Tao has reached ten?
Lu Li is not thinking about these things, now his way of love is in the three souls with the way of darkness, Lu Li doesn't know why the way of love and the way of darkness get along, it seems that the axioms in ancient books are not necessarily the true truth!
The dark way has reached ten, so don't care about it. The way of breaking and the way of Ge are both nine, if you want to cultivate to ten, Lu Li doesn't have to think about it, if it weren't for his dark way to ten, he even thought that the top of the way was nine.
"The way of love, let me see who you are...... "Lu Li arched into the three souls to comprehend the way of love.
Outside, Lu Shan and Yang Xiuyun hugged each other, whispering, the closeness looked, I didn't know that I thought it was the newlywed Yan'er, I couldn't believe that they had been married for almost twenty years.
Upstairs, Lu Li continued to sit cross-legged, except for the breath, like a dead man.
In an instant, Lu Li suddenly woke up like a dream, and slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were full of tears, tears flowed down his cheeks, and into the corners of his mouth, "Mother, why are you so good to me? Is this the love of your parents?"
Lu Li has never felt that his parents' love is so great, it is great for himself.
The so-called way of love-three, which Yang Xiuyun and Lu Shan can't see a little bit of Lu Li, piled up.
In love, Lu Li saw it, from being pregnant in October to being a toddler, Yang Xiuyun likes to kiss Lu Li's fleshy face the most, and when he babbles, his father always stabs him with a face full of stubble, and he will always become an angry child, my mother saw it, tore away my father's face, scolded my father angrily, and defended him.
When he was going to school, he was happy, because his mother took him to school on a bicycle every day, and he always sat in the back of the car and hugged his mother. One day, his father was on a business trip, and he found out that his father was leaving, and he hid in the quilt and cried secretly.
When he was about to grow up, he was at school at noon, he didn't go home, eating the big pot of rice in the school cafeteria, he suddenly felt that the food cooked by his mother was really delicious, and there was always endless meat, he liked meat too much.
In the summer, the noon in the countryside is always hot and dry, he went to the wild lake to take a bath, was found by his father, and beat him hard, his mother did not defend him, he did not remember the lesson, his father went on a business trip again, he secretly went to take a bath again, and when he came back, he also boasted to his mother that he learned what swimming posture he learned in the bath, and his mother did not say anything. Until one day, a village child, twenty-two years old, secretly went to the pond to swim and drowned, and his father wiped his tears and told his father blankly while eating at Lu Li's house, and his father could only nod and hold his shoulder. Lu Li was silent at this moment......
In junior high school, he became less and less fond of talking to others, and his grades plummeted, he was the person who called the most parents in their class, he watched his mother smile forcibly in front of the head teacher, and his father was next to his mother, and he didn't speak. When he went back, his father beat him again, and he just secretly held a grudge, and there was even a moment when he suspected that he had picked it up...... He felt that his mother didn't look like him at all, and his father didn't look like him......
He was about to go to high school, he didn't get into high school, his most beloved grandmother also died, he cried in front of the mourning hall for three days, until his grandmother buried him...... At this time, Lu Li's three souls entered his Mud Pill Palace, and his mother watched him become less active and less talkative, and even sometimes he was like a living dead. Daddy looked at him, looked for a doctor, tried all kinds of methods, but it didn't work, until he didn't even call "Daddy" and "Niang" anymore, Daddy cried, he had never seen Niang cry so sadly, heartbreaking, Daddy was downstairs, he just watched quietly......
"Why...... Am I really worthy of you?" Lu Li ran out, went downstairs and saw his father and mother, rushing into their arms, and for a while the sun was shining and warm as spring.
Yang Xiuyun and Lu Shan just felt a little surprised and didn't say anything. Hug Lu Li together, a family of three together, it's fine.
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