Chapter 190: Ichigo's Entanglement
Due to Koiji's successful delay, Ichigo had already rushed to Rukia's vicinity when Kisuke Urahara and Komamura's left line began to pursue. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Since Ichigo didn't have a way to hide his spiritual pressure, after making sure that Rukia was in this courtyard, Ichigo broke down the door directly. However, after Ichigo rushed in, he did not encounter the appearance of Rukia being corrupted by the void that Ichigo had seen before, but a very harmonious scene.
Rukia and the siblings, like ordinary residents of Wandering Soul Street, warmly enjoyed the meal they had made together at the dinner table. Before Ichigo arrived, he had always looked like he was laughing and laughing, and even if Ichigo broke through the door, the three of them were only a little surprised, and there was not the slightest hostility.
"Excuse me, what are you doing, why did you just break in without knocking on the door, are you looking for us for something important?"
Originally, Ichigo was on the way here, and since he and Koiji had already recovered their memories, Ichigo even had a hint of fantasy that Rukia had also recovered her memories like them, and now she is waiting for their rescue. No matter how bad things were, when they arrived, Rukia would at least say something about Ichigo's impression. However, Rukia's attitude towards him like a stranger now really caused Ichigo an indescribable pain in his heart.
"Rukia, don't you really know me anymore? I'm Ichigo Kurosaki, and it's thanks to you that I've gained the power of this guardian companion. Even if you don't know me, you should have grown up here with you, Koiji Asai! If you think about it, you'll be able to remember it! ”
Although Rukia seems to have forgotten herself more completely than Koiji, Ichigo still refuses to give up, trying to trigger the memories in the other party's mind as much as he did with Koiji. As long as she could remember a little, Rukia would probably be able to trust Ichigo and be willing to leave with Ichigo.
Of course, this was just a beautiful fantasy of Ichigo, although Rukia felt a glimmer of memory after hearing what he said. Soon his face was pained, and he held his head in both hands, just like Ichigo had when he remembered everything. This made Ichigo see hope, and even stared at Rukia with some excitement, waiting for Rukia to remember the moment she remembered. However, a man interrupted Ichigo's fantasies.
"Rukia, don't continue to force yourself, you don't have to force this kind of thing to memorize. If you push yourself like this, you are likely to traumatize your own psyche, which will make it more difficult to recover your memories. Even if we don't have memories of the past, wouldn't it be nice for us to live together! Imp, if you don't have anything else to do, please leave quickly, you are not welcome here, don't you see that Rukia has been suffering constantly since you came? ”
The girl, who was originally not hostile to Ichigo, couldn't help but speak ill of Ichigo when she saw Rukia constantly reminiscing about the past with a painful face. She grabbed Rukia's hands holding her head and persuaded Lukia to stop pushing herself, her voice seemed to be choked up as she spoke.
"I'm sorry, Rukia, just treat me as a stranger who suddenly broke in, as the girl next to you said, don't force yourself, your life seems to be fine now! I don't have to fight those enemies who suddenly appeared, and I don't have to worry about the safety of my life and Koiji, and it's really good to spend my life here quietly! I guess I was, I won't bother you again."
The girl next to Rukia seemed to pour a basin of cold water directly on Ichigo, causing Ichigo's expectant expression to freeze instantly. It wasn't until the girl reminded me that Ichigo noticed Rukia's look of pain, and Ichigo realized that recovering his memories wasn't as simple as he thought. Ichigo may have been stronger than Rukia's mental strength, and it was also possible that his lost memories weren't too far away, so he just endured some pain and regained his memories. However, for Ichigo, the pain was close to the limit of what he could bear, and if Rukia was worse than her own situation, then it was very likely that Rukia would be mentally damaged, as the girl said.
Thinking about it this way, Ichigo looked around at this very warm environment, and realized that he was the one who broke Rukia's life. At first, he thought that he would save Rukia by turning her back into death, but now it seems that it was just his own selfish thoughts. Turning Rukia back into death is just pulling her back into the battle where her life is constantly on the line, perhaps it is precisely because Rukia is subconsciously tired of the life of fighting from time to time, so she has not recalled everything in the past.
Ichigo, who was slowly leaving at this time, looked like he was lost and depressed, so that even Rukia, who had lost her memory, felt a sense of heartache in her heart for some reason. And Ichigo no longer has the fighting spirit he had when he just regained his memory, and even cursed himself fiercely in his heart, if only he could lose his memory. If you lose your memory, you don't have to worry about Rukia anymore, and you can be like a stranger with Rukia, and the two have nothing to do with each other.
I don't know if it's because I'm not at ease with Rukia, or because I want my heart to die completely. Soon after Ichigo left, he found a good spot to watch Rukia's life from a distance. Since becoming the Grim Reaper, he has been constantly fighting, so that Ichigo can't let go of those things that are threatening for a long time. It's like the void that was attached to Rukia's body at the beginning, although I didn't encounter it just now, but when the girl next to Rukia was angry, the hostility I felt at that moment was very similar to the hostility towards Ichigo when Rukia was possessed by the void.
"Observe here for a few days, and if everything is safe for the past few days, it will probably be certain that the purpose of the two siblings is only to live well with Rukia. Just like that, I can leave with peace of mind. But if there were other purposes, even if Rukia was in front of me, I would have killed the two siblings on the spot! ”
Ichigo was like a judge at this time, planning to spend a few days deciding whether to kill the two siblings. Through the close contact just now, Ichigo has basically confirmed that the two siblings are the void who possessed Rukia in the first place, and now, what Ichigo has to do is to wait for an opportunity when he must kill them, or a reason for him to leave with peace of mind.