Chapter 244: Weak Heart
Her fingers ran gently over the yellowed pages. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 Although the info book is yellowed, the pages are very neat, which shows that the owner cherishes it very much.
When Fei'er opened the pages of the book, it was as if she had opened the memories of her previous life, from her childhood when she was 8 years old to her as a teenager when she was 13 years old.
These pages contain all the bits and pieces of her life from the age of 8 to 13, and by the age of 13, a month before her death in her previous life, the Codex was gone. It can be seen that it was at that time that Emperor Jing did not give these notes to Zheng Dagongzi.
Just as all of Zheng Yun's codex was recorded by the chamberlain, and some were written by her own hand, many of them were handwritten by Emperor Jing when she went to Qinghui Palace.
There is her immature handwriting here, and there is also her father's red letter approval, her hand gently swiped over those red letters, this is Emperor Jing's love for her. How could such love be uprooted overnight, what happened three months ago that he would hurt his mother and brother and her so much.
To this day, she didn't want to believe that her father had ordered them to be killed.
Zheng Yun looked at Fei'er's solemn appearance, and realized that she seemed to have done something wrong again. The little girl regretted it again, why did she explain it more and more, but the more she couldn't explain it, but could it be done without explanation?
"Sister Fei'er, you see that this is indeed the handwritten letter of His Majesty and Princess Jianing, right? She said indignantly, "Since Princess Jianing is disgusted with my brother and expresses her disgust for my brother in front of people in private, why does Your Majesty always send these things to my brother." ”
Fei'er was ridiculously wrong in her previous life, mistrusted the villain, and because of a different psychology, she rejected Zheng Dagongzi in her heart. But now in front of Zheng Yun, I don't know how to explain it, after all, this is also hers.
Fei'er pursed her lips, and finally didn't say a word, deciding to be better to Prince Zheng in the future.
Not because she owes him, but because she really wants to be nice to him.
Zheng Yun took out more than a dozen small statues from the drawer and arranged them neatly on the bookcase, "Look, Sister Fei'er, these are all small statues that my brother has made for Princess Jianing over the years." ”
Fei'er's eyes fell on the small statues on the table, one by one picked up and looked at them carefully, each of her was smiling, coquettish, and disgusting, like her, and each of these small statues can be seen to have spent a lot of thought, not only the clothes of each small statue are different, but also look at the annual collar of each small statue is also different, obviously Zheng Dagongzi each according to the image of the girl in his heart is carefully portrayed by a knife, Fei'er was touched in her heart.
For five whole years, her brother never pulled down on her birthday. Zheng Yun's words brought her thoughts back to reality.
Phil: The little girl is definitely explaining to her brother, not causing unnecessary trouble. If it weren't for her, it would be difficult not to be jealous in such a situation.
Zheng Yun pointed to one of the ugly-looking, slightly clumsy small statues of knife work and picked it up to show her, her eyes were red again, "This is the first small statue that my brother made for Princess Jianing at her 9th birthday banquet." A person like my brother who is so beautiful and moonlight, how could he have done such a rough job. At that time, the servant who followed his brother and carried a letter in Wuliang Mountain said that his brother had not slept for several nights in order to make this little statue, and even his fingers were worn out of the skin and blood. But Princess Garbo didn't look at it, and someone returned the statue. That's not all, she still laughed at her brother in front of people, saying that how could her brother give away such a clumsy thing, it was really hateful. ”
To this day, speaking of these, Zheng Yun is still so angry that his face is red, thinking of his brother being alone under the night of Wuliang Mountain, the small statue he made with his heart, ruthlessly abandoned by others, and laughing at his brother in front of others, Zheng Yun couldn't swallow this breath.
"She didn't. Fei'er blurted out that she didn't accept her statue, but she didn't say that the things he gave were clumsy.
"Sister Fei'er, don't you know Princess Jianing? How do you know that she didn't do such a thing. Zheng Yun looked at her suspiciously.
In fact, when she saw this little statue, she didn't like it, but she knew that it was given by Zheng Dagongzi, and thinking that her father respected him so much, she made a small temperament, in fact, she was jealous of Zheng Dagongzi at that time. She returned the gift, but did not laugh at him in front of anyone.
Although she was arrogant and disliked him when she was young, she would never step on other people's hearts and do such a clumsy thing.
In fact, after the little statue was returned, she regretted it for a long time.
At that time, Yin Qing persuaded her after knowing about it, and afterwards Yin Qing also collected a lot of good things for her, but none of the little statues made her happy.
And she just didn't want to admit defeat in front of him at that time, let alone admit that she would like his things.
"Although I don't know Princess Jianing, I've heard a lot about her, and I don't think she's such a person. Phil said.
Fei'er explained this not for herself, but because she didn't want Zheng Dagongzi's intentions at that time to be misunderstood.
Princess Jianing has been in the attention of the world since she was a child, and she is deeply favored by His Majesty. Even though Sister Fei'er only came from Binzhou a year ago, Zheng Yun didn't think it was strange when she heard about Princess Jianing.
Just like when she was a child, she heard a lot of things about Princess Jianing, so Fei'er said this, Zheng Yun didn't doubt it.
However, Zheng Yun still disagreed with Fei'er's words.
"Sister Fei'er, that's because you don't know what Princess Garbo is, so you were blinded by her aura. Zheng Yun pursed her lips and said, "Princess Jianing, the capital of the world, has been smart since she was a child, Zhong Lingyuxiu, I don't think it's as good as Sister Fei'er." ”
The person who hurts his brother's heart, no matter how outstanding and noble her status is, she Zheng Yun is not uncommon.
When Zheng Yun said this, Fei'er's mood was extremely delicate, where would she have thought that one day, she would be compared with herself.
And that person is still the sister of her beloved, Fei'er glanced at Zheng Yun, feeling that she was powerless to explain it again.
This little girl, who loves her brother like her life, has long hated her to death in her heart.
"But, Sister Fei'er, how do you help your rival everywhere. Zheng Yun looked at her in surprise and said, "You're not jealous?"
Phil, "........"
Under the little girl's momentary gaze, Fei'er coughed violently, "Sister Fei'er, what's wrong with you?"
How was she, she just didn't know how to answer her. Faced with the little girl's innocent eyes, why did she feel more and more empty-hearted?
She waved her hand and said, "It's okay, I'm fine." A little thirsty, I drank some water. ”
"Oh, I was talking to you so much that I forgot to tell my servants to serve tea. Look at me. Zheng Yun patted his head and hurriedly ordered the maid who was guarding under the porch to serve tea.