Chapter 184: You won't understand my feelings
The next day, Furukawa Akio took a leave of absence on the grounds that he was not feeling well. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoThis also made Bai Xue Jia believe in Furukawa Akisheng's words, of course, Uncle Akisheng's "physical discomfort" may not come from the stomach, or it may come from the knees?
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Kenshin left, Kaoru Kamiya didn't think about it, and became more and more emaciated.
In the bedroom, a bed, a table, a chair, a stool, a stool leaning against the bed, there is a simple porridge and vegetables, the porridge is no longer steaming, obviously has cooled.
Miho Adou got up from the bed, walked to the window, and looked through the window.
Wrapped in plain clothes, she has always had an optimistic smile that seems to never knock her down no matter what happens, but has been replaced by a touch of sorrow, fading away from her heroic spirit, adding a little weakness.
The sun is shining outside the window, the flowers and plants are vibrant, and the house is cold and empty, accompanied by loneliness.
Yadou Miho was inside the house, looking out the window.
Click!
The door was pushed open, and Kazuha walked in.
Yadou Miho didn't look back.
Kazuha glanced at Yadou Miho, then at a mouthful of untouched food, his eyebrows twitched, as if he was about to explode in anger, but he was quickly suppressed by himself. Raising his chin slightly, the corners of his mouth pulled out a sneer of arrogance and contempt, and said sarcastically: "Yo, are you still here?" I thought there was no one in the house. ā
Yadou Miho tilted her head, slanted her eyes, and said, "What are you doing here?"
"Of course, I wanted to see if anything had been left in the house. ā
Kazuha was cold, but her smile had an inner flattery, far less obvious and seductive than the amorous one, but the more she looked at it, the more she felt a sultry taste, like savoring a song with a soothing rhythm at the beginning and gradually entering the climax.
"Now you see that, right?" said Miho Adou's tone was flat.
"I saw it, I saw a stupid self rolling to the edge of a cliff and looking at a vase that was about to break. "Kazuha Road.
If it is according to Kaoru Kamiya's previous character, he will definitely be able to get high and happy. However, at this time, Kaoru Kamiya was in a low mood, thinking only about the departing Kenshin, and in the face of Gao Hehui's-for-tat ridicule, he didn't even bother to take care of it, with an attitude that I don't want to quarrel with you today.
Kazuha paced around the house and said, "Kenshin went to the capital. ā
Miho Adou was silent.
Kazuha said as he pulled out a small iron box the size of a woman's foundation: "This is my family's secret recipe for gold sores, Kenshin said it works very well before." ā
Miho Yadou remained silent.
Kazuha held the gold sore medicine, glanced at Yadou Miho and said to himself: "I'm afraid the place Kenshin is going to this time will be very dangerous, I think Kenshin should need it very much, but it's in vain to hand it over to you, let's let that idiot send it." The stupid person she said was Zuo Zhisuke played by Xiao Gang...... No matter which one it is, in Kazuha's heart, it is equal to a stupid person.
"Since you like Kenshin so much, then why did you send it yourself?" Miho Adou finally spoke, his eyes facing each other, as if there was an electric current.
Wan Ye sighed lightly: "It's a pity, I'm not as idle as you, I still have a lot of patients to see here, and I can't go out casually." ā
The melancholy in his heart coupled with the anger accumulated by Wanye's constant stimulation before made Yadou Miho finally unable to hold it back, and said sarcastically: "Then your mind is nothing more than that." ā
Wanye's eyes were angry, he gritted his teeth and waved his hand, and fanned Yadou Miho's face, but Yadou Miho easily grabbed her wrist with his backhand: "Anyway, I'm also a master, don't underestimate me." ā
However, Kazuha immediately raised his other hand, and Yadou Miho didn't react, seeing that it was about to fall, but the sound of "popping" between the palm and the face never appeared.
Kazuha's hand finally stopped in the air, clenched, trembling slightly, and his suppressed voice was full of anger and unwillingness: "The person who doesn't want to be underestimated should be me!"
She grabbed Miho Adou's collar and lifted her to face herself, let her face her eyes, and said coldly, "In order to atone for my sins, I became a doctor and tried to save more patients, this is the meaning of my life now...... Do you understand? And the person who guided me to this path was none other than Kenshin!, so no matter what happens, I will continue on this path of physician, and this is how I express my feelings for Kenshin. ā
"What about you? What would you do but go on a hunger strike, grief, tantrums, and cry like a little girl who hasn't grown up? I don't want to be told 'that's just so' by people like you!"
Kazuha let go of Yadou Miho and left angrily.
Miho sat down, bowed her head, her shoulders trembling, and two lines of tears flowed from her closed eyes. Is it something she doesn't want to do?
There's nothing she can do.
Kenshin's "goodbye" is not only a farewell, but also a telling her: don't chase him anymore.
Kazuha opened the door and heard Miho's whisper from behind him.
"Ah Hui won't understand......"
"You will never understand my feelings when I say goodbye to my face!" Adou Miho yelled loudly.
Kazuha looked up, the director, cameraman, crew, all the people were looking at this side, and in the crowd she found Bai Xue Jia's figure, Bai Xue Jia's eyes swept over her, looking at Yadou Miho in the house.
The sun was shining outside the window, but the room was cold and empty.
Outside, the sun is warm, but people who want to be seen only pay attention to the coldness inside the house.
Sadness and smiles are two completely different emotional expressions, which should be a contradiction, but they appear on Kazuha's face at the same time - sad smile.
"Really?" Kazuha turned his back to Miho Adou and looked up at the sky, "You won't understand my feelings when I haven't even gotten a word of goodbye." ā
Don't you want to send it yourself?
She wanted to too.
But the capital is in crisis, and even if she goes, she can only add a drag to Kenshin, and the only thing she can do for Kenshin is to stay in a safe place and not make trouble for him.
But Kaoru Kamiya is different from her, Kaoru Kamiya is someone who can stand with Kenshin and help Kenshin. So Kazuha used the agitation method on Kaoru Kamiya: Do you know how dangerous Kenshin is now, don't Kenshin let Kenshin go to such a dangerous place if Kenshin doesn't let you go?
Gao Hehui's feelings for Kaoru Kamiya are extremely complicated, after all, she likes the same man at the same time, but she herself knows that she can't always stand by Kenshin's side like Kaoru Kamiya, so Kaoru Kamiya is both envious and jealous, and at the same time has low self-esteem in the face of the strong and optimistic Kaoru Kamiya, so she always flirts with Kaoru Kamiya.
When Kaoru Kamiya was confused, it was as if she saw the perfect incarnation of her dreams collapse, and she felt angry hatred in the face of Kaoru Kamiya, who felt sorry for herself.
What is the most painful thing?
It's not that you can't do anything for the people you love, but for the people you love, you have to push your rivals to the side of your loved ones.
Looking directly at the sun, the hazy halo in his eyes was like a dream bubble, and the dazzling sunlight made Kazuha close his eyes, bow his head, and burst into tears.
Inside the house, on the table is the ancestral formula of gold sore medicine left by Gao Hehui.