Xiaobai said: "Don't laugh. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Banxia said: " I know my identity very well, sometimes when I am too sober, I will also feel lonely and tired, but life is so precious, since I can do it all over again, I want to cherish it, there are many things that I can interfere with, I will do things seriously, if I can't ask more, then I will shut up, in short, live well, live as I like to live and want, no matter how it looks in others, I think it is quite good, that is enough, and I did not do my best, I did not live to achieve the ideal of others, what does it matter to me？”

Xiaobai pulled Banxia's sleeve and said in a friendly voice: "Don't laugh, don't laugh." ”

Banxia bloomed with a big smile, looked at Xiaobai with a smile and said, "What's the matter, did it scare you?" In fact, I know that I have a lot of shortcomings, and even many times I can't see what I want, so the state presented in front of others must be very bad, I have always been very clear, I understand too well, I am not me, and I am me, I don't understand what is going on at this time, and I don't know very well where I will go in the future, but I met you, I met the friends I wanted to make, I met the people I wanted to protect, and the person I liked, this is the gift of life to me, I don't regret it, and I cherish it, so I don't want to say too much, and I don't want to ask too much, if you can live in a daze, it's actually not bad, at least I can still have you, right?"

She said it lightly, but who lives not to seek understanding?

How many people can live their lives in a daze, all in order to seek understanding, and keep moving forward.

Obviously, her heart is very, very, very want to know how she came to be and where she will go, but just to be able to live with everyone, she precipitates herself, keeps silent, doesn't ask a lot of words, doesn't interfere in many things, just like a spectator who doesn't care about herself, looks like she is addicted to it, but she has always been floating outside the world.

Maybe that's what she's most afraid of.

Obviously knows her origin very well, and wants to get closer and closer to everyone, but only she understands that she is not the same person as everyone else, she is a ghost from another world, she doesn't know when it will disappear, and she doesn't know if there will be a long-term future, she can only hypnotize herself over and over again, and she is closely connected with everyone over and over again, it is a tangled and painful life, but she never lets people know the fear in her heart.

"You ......" Xiaobai tugged at Banxia's clothes and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, lowered his head and said, "Don't be sad." ”

"I'm not sad. Banxia wiped her face, her eyes were red and said: "How can I be sad, I just talk a little too much, and sometimes I don't know what to do, what can I do, so I have to don't listen to what I don't listen to, and I don't listen to what I do, otherwise I won't be able to stand it." ”

Xiao Bai was very uncomfortable, he didn't know that Banxia lived so painfully, and it was so real, Xiao Bai regretted that he forced Banxia to be like this, but on the other hand, he was very glad that Banxia was willing to talk to him so much.

is no longer calm, no longer vague, just like now, you can talk to him loudly and full of joy and sorrow, which is one thing that Xiaobai feels quite happy.

Although Xiaobai still regrets recalling the bad memories of Banxia.

"I know, I won't think about it much in the future, don't you be angry, okay?" Xiaobai pulled Banxia's clothes, I don't know where to see that Banxia was unhappy, and said nervously: "I know that you are not easy, and I have a lot of complaints in my heart, and I also know that I have no ability to let you live freely, but I assure you that I really want to be friends with you, not for anything else, nor do I want to take advantage of you, I really just because of you, just for you." ”

Banxia snorted and laughed, pinched Xiaobai's face very funny, and said, "You bad thing, your eyes are angry when they see me?"

"I see both eyes!" Xiao Bai raised his hand and said, "Your eyes are red, even if they are disguised, your eyes can't deceive people." ”

Banxia looked at Xiaobai for a while, let go of his face, sat up straight and smiled: "I am also a failure, sometimes I think about it, it seems that I am not as good as a child." ”

"You're not like this, you're good, really!" Xiao Bai didn't know what was wrong, he was not happy that Banxia didn't speak, but now that Banxia spoke, he was even more worried.

Banxia looked at Xiaobai's worried face, and said with a smile: "Look at it, I'm so old, and I still have people to worry about, whether it's adults or children, they're all doing things for me, but I'm still not satisfied, and I'm still thinking about so many things." ”

Xiaobai lowered his head and said hesitantly: "That's because what you want is not what we gave you, so you are anxious to break free from the cage." ”

Banxia was stunned for a while, and didn't speak for a long time.

The expression on his face was also put away.

Xiao Bai glanced at Banxia worriedly, and saw Banxia sitting there without saying a word, very worried, but he didn't dare to speak more.

In fact, Xiaobai just suddenly found out that Banxia was hiding something in his heart, and he didn't tell him, so he was a little displeased.

He originally thought that as long as he slept by himself at night, he would definitely be fine the next day, and he would not care about what happened the day before, nor would he care why Banxia knew that he could deliver the letter safely to the capital.

Xiaobai has a lot of secrets in his heart, but he can't say straight to the point with Banxia, even if he meets Banxia, Xiaobai has to be very cautious, and he has to be very careful to get along with Banxia every day, although Xiaobai is an old monster, but when facing Banxia, in fact, most of the time there is no score in his heart.

So now that Banxia is honest with him, Xiaobai has no choice.

Since Banxia has confessed to himself, should he also be honest with Banxia?

Xiaobai thought so, but saw Banxia stand up, walked to the bottom of the Night Pearl, and looked at the brilliance of the Night Pearl in a daze.

Xiao Bai sat and looked at Banxia, not knowing what Banxia would do, and not knowing what Banxia wanted to say next, he was like a curious and playful child, regardless of the fact that he lost his temper and disrupted all the peace, and now he is very remorseful and wishes that everything did not happen.

Banxia stretched out his hand, looked at his white and slender fingers, and said quietly: "I'm very happy to have said so much to you today, you just treat me as drunk and talking nonsense, don't take it to heart." ”