The sun outside was very good, the sky was blue, the ground was full of fallen leaves, the breeze was blowing, beautiful late autumn. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Li Xiaoyan really hopes that this is a cloudy day, or a snow early, so as to meet his sad mood. But now that the weather is so good, it probably reflects Long Qichen's mood, he has a bright future, and he has a beloved woman, and he is destined to be a winner in life. Or it reflects Cheng Donghao's mood, he got rid of himself as a useless and incompetent person, and finally had his own home, with a successful career, a golden house, a double flight, and happiness. They're all right, how can it not be sunny? Li Xiaoyan thought that she should rest assured, the people she once loved were safe and happy, and it was also her blessing, if there was anything wrong with them following her, then she would not be at ease, and the ending would be quite good. What you have to do is: not to be confused, not to be trapped in love, not to be afraid of the future, and not to think about the past. So, well.

Li Xiaoyan felt like a fairy again, and when she rose into the clouds in the sky, she saw Qin Guan's burly and smooth figure. Li Xiaoyan remembered that when she was a child, she clumsily went to play basketball, and everyone guided her kindly, including Qin Guan, silently, with caring eyes, he never despised her, nor teased her, nor did he deliberately protect and forbear, everything was as natural and plain as flowing water. I don't know when he became the white jade pillar in her heart, and the purple and golden beam of the sea. It was him at that time, and it was him at this time, it turned out that Li Xiaoyan had always been the only him, as long as he existed in the world, he was her pillar, Li Xiaoyan would not be lost, and he would not be messed up. Li Xiaoyan finally stabilized, got out of hell, got off the clouds, and returned to the world.

Li Xiaoyan looked at the sky, it was so beautiful. It's not how the world is like this, it's the way the world is. I don't know if Cheng Donghao will send him living expenses and all expenses, is the house in Jiangning Dao really bought by him? I've never heard him say that if it's true, it's enough to sell it for a lifetime, and there is no need to save money, the whole family can live a well-off life, and even for his parents to care for the elderly, it is enough for his own pension and medical treatment, he should get the real estate certificate or something from Cheng Donghao, because he didn't expect him to marry Kong Sisi, so he didn't expect this step, I don't know if it's okay now.

Cheng Donghao's money was still given to Li Xiaoyan on the card on time, and Li Xiaoyan was still at ease. Before Cheng Donghao, Li Xiaoyan felt that he could only spend his parents' money. Later, I spent Cheng Donghao's money, and I thought: Oh, when I grow up, it's like a chick that can fly, and if you want to find food by yourself, you should spend your own money. After some hard work, Waterloo, money is hard to earn, is hard to eat, and it is completely self-sufficient. Later, Cheng Donghao's money was addicted, it was comfortable to spend, it was spent, it was spent, I was at ease, and I figured it out, as long as it wasn't my own stolen flowers, it didn't matter. Now that Cheng Donghao is married and has broken up clearly, he should have had a little more backbone and integrity, but he sternly refused Cheng Donghao's giving, threw away the card he gave, and never used the money again. But what about living expenses? Li Xiaoyan is a little embarrassed to ask his parents again, and he doesn't want to tell his family about breaking up with Cheng Donghao, forget it, since Cheng Donghao still puts the money on the card, then treat it as if nothing happened, and then spend it until Cheng Donghao no longer pays money, if he keeps fighting, he will keep pretending that nothing happened, and spend it shamelessly. You have to have a little shameless courage in this world, otherwise you won't be able to live at all.

However, does it cost him money to abide by a tacit agreement, that is, he cannot find another man? This is also impossible, although I made the loneliest and most lonely plan, but life has to go on, colorful and bright, Li Xiaoyan was depressed and dull for a few days, and he was cautious and ready to move, feeling that there was no moment in his heart that he could not live without love, that is, a man. She thinks about men all the time: Cheng Donghao, Long Qichen, Qin Guan, and even Jiang Yundai, who is completely gone, as well as Zou Yingming, as well as a few pleasing boys who bumped into on the road, all of which kept causing ripples in Li Xiaoyan's heart. Most animals have estrus, and there is no such thing outside of estrus. And people have no such restriction at all, as long as the body allows, anytime, anywhere, this is probably a side effect of such a superb intelligence, an irrepressible instinct.

Li Xiaoyan feels that she can't suppress her natural instinct for money, and her unremitting pursuit of love is not only the need for physical development, but also the need for intellectual development, psychological development, emotional development, quality of life, and life. As for the question of money, although it is a major matter of health care, isn't it not exhausted yet? The big deal is all lifted and dried, and there are parents to cover it, so that when you finish your job and have a job, you can get money. For the sake of money, you should be shameless, after all, this is how everyone survives. Therefore, money cannot be an obstacle to the pursuit of men, or the pursuit of love, or even the slightest restriction, based on this reason, Li Xiaoyan decided to comply with her basic needs as a human being and adopt a positive and open attitude towards men.

Li Xiaoyan wants to pursue Long Qichen, there is such a kind of person, there is a woman in front of him who is good at everything, but he just doesn't like it, he just likes a woman who is not very good and ugly, but he looks at a kind and pleasing woman, and has that kind of skin-to-skin blind date, Li Xiaoyan feels that maybe he is this woman. Maybe the girl I saw that day had nothing to do with Long Qichen, she was just an ordinary classmate. Li Xiaoyan thought about it for a few days, but she really didn't see any intimate behavior between them at that time. Just like Feng Tianya, isn't it also a rose? They are also nothing. But intuition told Li Xiaoyan that there must be something in this rose, but if he didn't verify it, Li Xiaoyan wouldn't give up. Even if she verifies it, she will not give up, she must ask in person, make sure that it is not possible, and then pursue the next goal, such as or, Zhang Heye. It's fun to deal with boys, they always give new inspiration, especially guys who are smart and virtuous. Li Xiaoyan doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with this kind of appreciation for boys, her motto is: Vulgar is a fairy bone, and affection is the heart of a Buddha. Although it is misinterpreted for the relationship between men and women, it is exactly what Li Xiaoyan wants, so let's do it.

Li Xiaoyan had ill intentions towards Long Qichen, and was a little afraid of asking him about it, and he was afraid of success or failure. I wanted to give Cheng Donghao another semester, but Li Xiaoyan waited for two days, and after thinking about it, he couldn't bear it and couldn't wait, and he was said to be unsympathetic, who let himself be this kind of person. Junichi Watanabe once said: If you only chase two rabbits, you can't chase one rabbit, you should chase three, four or even more rabbits at the same time to avoid getting nothing. This is a manifestation and strategy of loving life, and the experience of a wise old man must have his wise side. Li Xiaoyan feels that it should be pursued, this is the taste of life.

Long Qichen and Li Xiaoyan are both teachers from the First Affiliated Hospital, but Long Qichen is outside the heart, and Li Xiaoyan is outside the brain. The one who was out of his mind with Li Xiaoyan was Zhang Heye, and Li Xiaoyan asked Zhang Heye: "Does Senior Brother Long have a girlfriend?" Zhang He also said: "Yes." Li Xiaoyan said: "Nonsense." Zhang He also said: "Then you ask me." Li Xiaoyan said, "Cut." ”

Li Xiaoyan wanted to meet Long Qichen at school, for example, when eating, in the cafeteria, he could casually walk over to him, sit opposite him, and ask casually: "Do you have a girlfriend?" "But I never met him, I met him in the hospital corridor. Li Xiaoyan involuntarily stopped, watching him approach, Long Qichen was always thoughtful, his eyes were sixty degrees downward, and when he came to Li Xiaoyan, he glanced at Li Xiaoyan and nodded, the two of them were about to miss it. Li smiled and said, "That." Long Qichen stopped and said, "What? Li Xiaoyan stopped talking, and Long Qichen said, "The weather is so good today, huh?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I want to ask." Long Qichen said, "Huh? Li Xiaoyan said obscuribly as if she had sand mixed in her mouth, "Do you have a girlfriend?" Long Qichen said: "Yes." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "Can you consider me?" Long Qichen said: "Don't think about it." Li Xiaoyan seemed to have a stone in his heart and said, "Okay." The two men staggered. Li Xiaoyan seemed to have done a big thing, a lot easier, and at the same time, his body and mind seemed to be smashed, his flesh and blood were blurred, and he couldn't help but meditate in his heart: the past heart is unattainable, the present heart is unattainable, and the future heart is unattainable. However, there is no use for birds, Li Xiaoyan's wordless loneliness grows secretly like boundless spring grass, and her heart grows hair.

At lunch, Jing Huaran was reading a book, and Li Xiaoyan was quite unimpressed: Is there so much hard work? It's too exaggerated, and all the time spent eating is used to read books? Can you see it in? This is simply a delay in reading a book and eating. What do you have to do with this hard work? I really can't stand it, although she doesn't do it for anyone, and she doesn't hide it for men, but as for it? To this extent, it makes people angry to watch. On the other hand, Li Xiaoyan also thinks that it is good to have a man who makes her love so much. As she said, floating life is free from loneliness. It's not like itself, it seems to be quite prosperous, and when the autumn wind sweeps away, it will be bare. Li Xiaoyan wanted to go over and mumble a few words, but she was afraid that she would be annoyed, and she really had nothing to say, and it seemed that she had to say something to avoid being so lonely, but Li Xiaoyan clearly knew that everything was in vain, that is, there was no one empty in her heart. suddenly understood why Jing Huaran had to chase that man, not only for that man, but more importantly for herself, people, must have requirements for themselves and live a purposeful life, in order to live the original life. Jing Huaran is not chasing that man, she is chasing the original of her own life, what she wants to find is not that man, but her true self.