Chapter Eighty-Four: Back to the Light
The shallow thorns of the four silver needles quickly took effect. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Murong Shi relieved for a long time, and when he spoke again, he was no different from usual, and he no longer had the reluctant appearance of suppressing the pain just now, only the inexhaustible tenderness and sorrow.
But Qi Nian knew that this was just a flash in the pan.
"Nian'er, your medical skills are so good, I feel relaxed all over my body now, and I really don't feel the slightest discomfort. Murong Shi's voice was soft and slightly relieved, "You can be so capable, it really reassures my aunt, after all, there has never been a time when this world is completely peaceful, no matter where you are in a girl's family, it is a good thing to have the ability to protect yourself......"
Qi Nian couldn't help but feel a little relieved, only holding her hand and smiling with red eyes: "It's your aunt who teaches well, so Nian'er can protect herself." But if my aunt is gone, what should I do if I ask Nian'er...... So my aunt still has to get up quickly, we have to go back to the courtyard outside the city, and we have to go to the mountain village with my father to pay tribute to my mother, and my aunt has to watch Nian'er grow up, get married and have children......"
In the end, she couldn't stop crying, and leaned her head tightly against Murong Shi's warm palm, and hot tears dripped from her fingers, soaking a sheet of bed.
At this time, she is like a child, taking off all the strong and mature pretenses, a child who is afraid of losing her loved ones.
Murong Clan held back the sourness in his heart, and only reluctantly raised his other hand, caressing her soft green silk and thin shoulders, and comforted: "People will eventually die, and besides, my aunt has lived for so many years, which is enough." I should have died together twenty-nine years ago with the Murong Mansion's full slaughter, how happy it should have been, and how many regrets I could have saved......"
Qi Nian suddenly felt that his breath was stagnant, and he couldn't help but raise his head with a face full of disbelief.
The mystery of his life experience, which should have been a dark and misty fog, seemed to have revealed a slight corner in Murong Clan's mouth, and it seemed that there would be signs that the truth would be revealed.
Murong smiled weakly, his words ethereal, "Nian'er, I've been thinking about this question since I met you, that is, whether I want you to know about what happened back then. After all, the things that happened in the imperial city twenty-nine years ago are now buried deep underground, but after all, you have the blood of the Murong family in your body, and you have the right to choose whether you want to bear this heavy responsibility in the future, or live your life according to your own ideas without knowing anything. Your father made a choice for you before he brought you to me, which is why he has always kept it a secret from us, and we are close to each other. ”
Qi Nian was thinking seriously.
In her heart, what responsibility is not the most important thing, and she doesn't want to bear any responsibility from the bottom of her heart.
Reliving this life made her see clearly that many things that were originally unnecessary should not be taken seriously, such as the so-called past of the Murong family twenty-nine years ago in her aunt's mouth.
She has no friendship with the Murong family, and it is only after getting along with her aunt for more than half a year that she has a deep family relationship because of her blood relationship, she can be listed as a particularly important person like her father and Aunt Qin.
And the ancestor Murong family, who had been subverted twenty-nine years ago, she may have admiration or awe, but she definitely has no intention of giving up her closeness for it.
Seeing that she was silent, Murong seemed to be relieved and a little lost, "You should not be willing to wade into this troubled water, that is the grievance of the previous life, and you can't get involved in anything." It's a pity that my aunt is really useless, not only has she not been able to rehabilitate the wronged case of the year for so many years, but she has also been able to redress the seventy-two lives of Murong Mansion who died under that massacre, and to return a master to the world...... On the contrary, I can only hide in fear all day long under the protection of the old world friends, and even I can't keep His Highness's only flesh and blood......"
By the end of her life, she couldn't help but whimper and cried, and the rest of the words were not very clear.
Qi Nian only felt that his heart was beating in a trance, but his brain seemed to be filled with paste, and he couldn't figure it out.
Perhaps, she is just subconsciously avoiding these secret things, she doesn't want to know too much, she is afraid that even her aunt's greatest wish before her death, she will not be able to fulfill it.
She could only be silent, quietly holding her aunt's hand, waiting for her to stabilize her emotions.
Murong has always been the most light-hearted and not frightened, and her temperament is gentle and gentle and uninhibited, and she has always just laughed when she encounters things, and she has never seen her so out of shape and cry so sadly.
Finally she stopped her tears, Fang took Qi Nian's hand and said softly: "Nian'er, you can have your own opinion, aunt is really happy for you." Then you don't say anything, and you lean over. ”
Qi Nian leaned in further, and Fang said in a dry voice, "Yes, aunt." ”
She felt Murong Shi reach out and gently grope her hair bun, and then suddenly the roots of her hair tightened slightly, and she seemed to have inserted a piece of jewelry into Qi Nian's hair.
Wearing the jewelry steadily in this darkness, Murong Shi stroked it repeatedly with some reluctance, until he lowered his arm weakly in his hand, closed his eyes slightly and said tiredly: "This is a jasper hairpin from my aunt's youth, although it is not very precious and rare, it is something that I have always carried with me." I'll give it to you now, and if I think of my aunt in the future, I can keep a thought. ”
Qi Nian couldn't help but raise his hand and touched his hair, rubbing the slightly cool and smooth touch with his fingertips, the simple and shallow lines were polished very smooth, and there was a vague familiar feeling.
This should be the jasper hairpin that my aunt often wears, although it is not very eye-catching, but according to the color of the jade tentacles and the simple carving of the hairpin, it has also gone through the baptism of the precipitation of the years.
Qi Nian's mood, which was finally calmed down, suddenly filled with a burst of sourness.
She wanted to say something to make her aunt laugh, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't say a word.
Life and death are the most difficult to face, and she really doesn't know what to do.
Murong saw that her only niece had changed from her usual calm and comfortable appearance, so overwhelmed, supple and well-behaved, it really made her unbearable to see her again.
Her heart was sour, and she pushed Qi Nian's hand away ruthlessly, and said in an indifferent tone: "You go out, my aunt wants to stay alone for a while." ”
Qi Nian slowly stood up on her already stiff legs and feet, knowing that her aunt was disappointed in her.
She walked out in a daze, but only heard Murong Shi slowly and caringly behind her: "Nian'er, the night is so late, you have to be careful on the way back, don't fall, don't fall......"