Ding Fengjun came back after buying water and found that Ding Qingsheng was gone, he didn't have time to think about it, so he ran into the station.

There were people coming and going in the station, they seemed to be in a hurry to do something, everyone hurried past Ding Fengjun's side with a panicked expression, and Ding Qingsheng could no longer be found in the endless flow of stations.

Ding Fengjun was a little unwilling, he began to look along each departure window, when his eyes touched the word BJ, the bus parked at that window had slowly begun to start, through the ticket gate, Ding Fengjun tried to tiptoe, looking into the carriage, he hoped to see the familiar face, but the thick glass of the window blocked his vision from the outside world.

"Celebrate your birthday, have a safe journey, celebrate your birthday, you must take care." Ding Fengjun shouted silently in his heart, and it was not until the car completely disappeared that Ding Fengjun reluctantly turned around and walked outside the station.

When Ding Fengjun stood on the steps of the station and looked at the tricycle parked on the side of the road, he actually saw Ding Qingsheng waving at him in front of the car.

"Birthday, is that you? Aren't you going to go to BJ? Are you reluctant to leave the second uncle and the second aunt behind? Ding Fengjun smiled and laughed but cried, tears overflowed his eyes, crying and crying he laughed again, because there was always a voice in his heart telling him that Ding Qingsheng really didn't leave.

The arrival of tears blurred Ding Fengjun's world, Ding Fengjun wiped away his tears in a panic, and when he looked at the car again, where was Ding Qingsheng's shadow at this time, the scene just now was just his own illusion, how could the things that Ding Qingsheng had decided easily change.

Ding Fengjun smiled bitterly and shook his head, he cleaned up his sadness, walked straight to the tricycle, pushed the cart and walked in the direction of home.

……

Ding Qingsheng had indeed sat in the car to BJ, the moment the car started, his eyes touched Ding Fengjun who was looking for him, in order not to see Ding Fengjun with a sad face, in order not to let Ding Fengjun also see him who was reluctant, Ding Qingsheng deliberately shrank under the seat, until the car started, he sat up straight again, and waved his hand at Ding Fengjun who looked confused at the window with tears in his eyes, but unfortunately, Ding Fengjun did not see him.

"Second uncle, you must be good, although I have had happiness and pain, sadness and happiness with you, but now I need to find my dream, I need to sell this step boldly, because without the admission letter, I still have to prove to you that I can still realize my dream."

"Second uncle, I have loved you, and I have also hated you, I don't know why every time I hate you, you always change tricks to make me happy, but in the same way, when I obviously let go of my hatred and desperately want to love you, why do you always do so many things that make me hate, in fact, I really like that university very much, that university has placed too many dreams on me, but you have shattered my dreams, which makes me not hate you."

The car was speeding on the flat road, Ding Qingsheng looked at the outside world through the car window, the green crops, and the dragonflies flying in the sun were all his own memories.

Ding Qingsheng doesn't know if he will see this kind of image in the big city, he wants to keep this scene in his heart, and when he thinks of them one day, he can at least open them and see them.

The current season is early autumn, the weather in early autumn is hotter than summer, and it is stuffy, no one works in the field in this season, and the crops in the field are just waiting to ripen in the sun, so in the season when it is not busy, there are not many people in the car to BJ, Ding Qingsheng is bored and closes his eyes to recuperate, he wraps his arms, and the guitar is placed obliquely by the window by him.

I don't know when, Ding Qingsheng actually felt that there was one more person next to him, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at the person next to him, it doesn't matter if he doesn't look at it, this look immediately dispelled all Ding Qingsheng's sleepiness, because what appeared in Ding Qingsheng's field of vision was a familiar and unfamiliar smile, and the owner of this smile was Ma Xiaochao.

Seeing Ding Qingsheng's surprised expression, Ma Xiaochao said with a smile: "Brother Sheng, I'm really sorry to disturb your sleep." ”

Ding Qingsheng's face was still full of incredulity, and he said, "Ma Xiaochao, why are you here?" ”

Ma Xiaochao leaned back casually and said: "After a few days of careful consideration, I think it is necessary for me to fight for my future That day, you were right, we are all young, young should be awake to fight, I don't want to wait until I am old to regret not fighting when I was young." ”

Ding Qingsheng showed a wicked smile and said, "Really? Just your timid appearance, it only took a few days to have this realization? Say, isn't that bad woman going to stimulate you again in the past two days? ”

Ma Xiaochao was stunned, his expression had betrayed himself, he raised his hand and scratched his head, and said with some surprise: "Brother Sheng, you are really like a god, it's amazing......"

"Okay, don't compliment me, tell me, what's going on?" Ding Qingsheng directly interrupted Ma Xiaochao's narration and said.

Ma Xiaochao stuck out his tongue and said: "A few days ago, that stinky girl came to my grandfather's house to look for me again, she said that the procedures at the factory have been completed, and she asked me to go to work in the factory the next day, I just said that I want to go to a technical school to learn a technology or something, and that stinky girl directly scolded me to the blood, I don't want to live under the control of that girl for the rest of my life, if that's the case, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in this life, so I directly decided to go to BJ with you." ”

Ding Qingsheng nodded and said, "Well, this time you really did something like a man should do." ”

As he spoke, Ding Qingsheng gave Ma Xiaochao a thumbs up and continued: "Why didn't you go to my house to find me, how good it would be for us to come over together." ”

Ma Xiaochao looked a little embarrassed, he showed an uncomfortable smile, and said: "I'm not afraid of your jokes, in fact, I ran away secretly, that stinky girl locked me in the house that day, and it took me a lot of effort to climb over the wall and escape." ”

When Ding Qingsheng heard this, he couldn't help frowning and said, "What about your grandparents?" ”

At the mention of grandparents, Ma Xiaochao's face showed a sad look again, he said: "Grandparents gave me some money, they said let me take the money to go outside to learn some crafts, they also said that only crafts can earn money, they also said let me be a good man, can't be like my father, live a lifetime of nests, even their own women can't clean up, so, I took the money they gave and ran here, I thought about it, you said who I can find to learn some crafts, it's better to go with you BJ, Maybe I'll be able to come back with a name. ”

Ding Qingsheng nodded after hearing this, and said: "Okay, go your own way, since you have chosen this path, then you should remember, don't easily spend half the way." ”

Ma Xiaochao said with a smile on his face: "There is a brother here, how can I have any chance to give up halfway, I must have meat to eat with my brother." ”

Ding Qingsheng raised his hand and slapped Ma Xiaochao's head and said, "You kid use this poor mouth kung fu to study, maybe you will be better than me in the future." ”

The two of them laughed, and Ma Xiaochao said again: "Brother Sheng, I saw your second uncle at the station just now, he seems to be crying, why didn't you let him send you to the train and dumped him, is it because of the admission letter?" ”

Ding Qingsheng's originally smiling face suddenly became gloomy, and said: "You are not allowed to mention the university notice in the future, you remember, I, Ding Qingsheng, have not been admitted to the university at all, let alone received the university notice, understand?" ”

Ma Xiaochao asked puzzledly, "Why?" ”

"There's no why." Ding Qingsheng retorted vigorously.

Ma Xiaochao was frightened by Ding Qingsheng's reaction, and he only muttered: "But, I seem to be crying when I see you." ”

Ding Qingsheng glared at Ma Xiaochao angrily, and said threateningly: "If you dare to say one more word, believe it or not, I will beat you!" ”

Seeing that Ding Qing was vivid, Ma Xiaochao restrained himself, and he hurriedly changed the topic with a smile.

"By the way, Brother Sheng, I also saw Li Dan when I was waiting for you in the station, I don't know why, she always hides far away and peeks at you, as if she is afraid of being discovered by you, I said that nothing happened between the two of you, right? Why is she so afraid of being seen by you? Ma Xiaochao scratched his head and said with a puzzled look.

Ding Qingsheng was stunned, if it weren't for Ma Xiaochao to say, Ding Qingsheng really didn't know that Li Dan would be in the station, Li Dan should have come to see Ding Qingsheng off, but she was afraid that Ding Qingsheng would find out, so she would secretly look at him silently.

"Brother Sheng, what's the matter, what kind of shield do you really have? It's okay, you tell me, and I'll mediate for you when I have the opportunity. Ma Xiaochao said with a confident look.

Ding Qingsheng raised his hand again, rewarded Ma Xiaochao with a slap again, and said: "What's the matter with you, Li Dan and I are fine, you don't need to worry about it." ”

Ma Xiaochao touched his head that had been beaten by Ding Qingsheng with his hand, he muttered unhappily, did not say anything more, leaned back on the seat honestly, and was silent.

In fact, Ma Xiaochao was right, Li Dan really went to the station, she got up early in the morning and waited in the station without even eating, waiting anxiously all morning, and finally waited for Ding Qingsheng to appear when her sweat was on her forehead.

Originally, she wanted to say a few words to Ding Qingsheng, but when she saw Ding Fengjun, she suddenly didn't want to go up, and Li Dan's ears echoed what Ding Qingsheng said.

"Separation is always painful, and I don't want both of you to be immersed in the pain of separation, so you still don't want to send me off."

"Yes, separation is always the spokesperson of sadness, and it is better for one to bear it silently than to be sad for both of them." Li Dan thought so in his heart, so he planned to hide like this, looking at his beloved from afar, until Ding Qingsheng threw off Ding Fengjun and got into the car, Li Dan was still reluctant to stay by the car, but unfortunately from beginning to end, Ding Qingsheng did not see her existence.

Li Dan has thought about it, after the car Ding Qingsheng is in leaves, she will go out to find Ding Fengjun to theorize, she wants to find all the grievances suffered by Ding Qingsheng on Ding Fengjun's body, she doesn't want to watch Ding Qingsheng live in grievances all his life, even if Ding Qingsheng doesn't care anymore, but Li Dan cares, she wants to know why Ding Fengjun did this.

It's a pity that when Li Dan ran out of the station, Ding Fengjun had already left on a car, which made Li Dan angry, she didn't say a word, took a taxi and drove towards Ding Fengjun's house.

After Ding Fengjun returned home, he went straight to the bedroom, the moment he opened the drawer, Ding Fengjun saw a brand-new envelope, he immediately picked up the envelope, opened it and looked, when the iron lock was presented in front of his eyes, Ding Fengjun's heart couldn't help but tremble, because this object, Ding Fengjun recognized, it was something that Ding Qingsheng protected with his life.

Since Luo Wenyu's death, Ding Qingsheng has always taken it with him and never abandoned it, but what happened today, why would he throw such an important thing to Ding Fengjun? Did he have other intentions?

Thinking of this, Ding Fengjun couldn't wait to open the neatly folded letter stack.

"Second uncle, when you read this letter, I was already sitting in the car in the north, today is your birthday, first of all, I want to wish you a happy birthday, I still remember when I was a child, every year today I will be the first person to say happy birthday to you, it is an honor, today I am also the first to maintain a habit for more than ten years, which has given me no reason to change, however, I am not sure whether I will be the first person to say happy birthday to you today in the future.

I don't know if I'll come back with a name for myself when I go to BJ this time, and I don't know if I'll change my appearance when I come back, second uncle, I'll come back, no matter if I mix well in the future, I'll come back. Because I just want to prove to you that I really am not a white-eyed wolf, and I left this pendant that my grandfather gave me, just to tell you that I will come back, and I will definitely come back.

Because this is my home, my forever home!

Second uncle, I keep in mind your kindness to me since I was a child, no matter what you do, I will choose to forgive, because I have always regarded you as my relatives, in this world, except for you, I can no longer find any relatives who are closer than you, second uncle, I go to BJ this time, I don't know what I will experience, but please rest assured, no matter what, I will be good, do things well, and be a good person, and I will never let you down, by the way, second uncle, I will also say something unhappy on your birthday,About my admission letter,You can deal with it how you want.,Since I choose to leave, I won't think about going to college anymore.,I know that our family's family is not good.,Sooner or later, someone will drop out of school.,Rather than make everyone miserable, it's better to use my own pain for everyone's happiness.,That day in the post office.,I've found out.,I already know everything.,You're right to do it.,If I stand in your place.,I'll do the same.,Second uncle.,You don't have to blame yourself, Because we all have to understand each other, I am eighteen years old, I am already an adult, you are not obliged to raise a person who has no blood relationship with you, no matter how good he is, he can't make you proud, only your own biological child is really good will make you proud.

Second uncle, this matter, let's treat it as if it never happened, just when I have never been admitted to that university, only in this way can we get along better, you will always be my favorite second uncle, and I will always be just the nephew in your heart who wants me to call you dad. ”

Ding Fengjun was already in tears when he saw this, of course, Ding Fengjun was at a loss for the words that Ding Qingsheng said later, and he didn't understand what Ding Qingsheng's words meant.

Just when Ding Fengjun was entangled, a girl's shout came from the courtyard.

"Ding Fengjun, you come out for me, today I want to vent my anger for my brother!"

Ding Fengjun put down the letter in his hand, wiped the tears on his face in a panic, and walked from the house to the courtyard, the person who was shouting in the courtyard was Li Dan, Li Dan's face was full of anger at this time, and her voice disturbed everyone in the family.

When Ding Fengjun looked at Li Dan, he couldn't help but be a little surprised, because he found that Li Dan was very much like a person, like Ma Shiyu when he was seventeen or eighteen years old, and involuntarily, Ding Fengjun was in a trance, as if he had returned to the age of eighteen, however, things are not people, and the memory of Ding Fengjun has been blurred, and Li Dan's face is more arrogant and stronger than Ma Shiyu, if Ma Shiyu also had this strength back then, presumably Ding Fengjun would have married her.

"Who are you, why are you yelling in my house!" Ding Xiaoqi asked.

Li Dan said angrily: "I'm here to find Ding Fengjun to comment." ”

Ding Fengjun smiled, looking at Li Dan's appearance, it shouldn't be very big, but he didn't expect to speak so powerfully, Ding Fengjun asked gently: "I don't know what reason you want to judge me?" ”

Li Dan looked at Ding Fengjun angrily and said, "Regarding the matter of the admission letter of Brother Sheng's University, today, I have to reason with you!" ”