The luxury intensive care ward is no different from the hotel, Xu Qinning took a shower, changed her pajamas and fought with Cheng Xiaoyu for half a night, and neither of them was bored. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

That night, Cheng Xiaoyu had another nightmare, he woke up and wanted to shake Su Yuxi's hand, and found that he was the only one lying on the bed, Xu Qinning was sleeping on the bed next to him with a pillow, just facing him sideways, and the faint moonlight outside the window spilled in, allowing him to see Xu Qinning's towering peaks.

If you change to a man in such a scene, I am afraid that I will not be able to control it immediately, after all, Xu Qinning is also outstanding and beautiful, especially her soul-seducing eyes with that little tear mole, which makes people feel ecstatic after a few more glances.

But Cheng Xiaoyu didn't have any desires, thinking of Su Yuxi, he was in a state of confusion, because he had been living in an uncertain future when he was underground, so Cheng Xiaoyu and Su Yuxi slightly broke through the relationship between brother and sister.

But back in the real world, Cheng Xiaoyu doesn't know how to face this relationship, this is not a collapsed world, and any behavior that breaks taboos will definitely pay a heavy price. Because if you take this thing that does not belong to you, even if you repay it a thousand times, you will not be forgiven.

Of course, no one can really stop the two of them, only they can stop themselves, but is that really love?

Desire is mixed with the impulse to challenge the order of the world, this kind of love seems great but is actually naïve. They can abandon everything and find a place where no one knows to start a new life, but that is unfair to Su Yuxi, unfair to parents, and unfair to their friends. Especially celebrities like them, is there really a place for them to hide from this world?

People live in this world and cannot only think about themselves. It is necessary to accept the parts of life that are destined to be broken and difficult to achieve. Accept what is forbidden and cannot see the light.

Cheng Xiaoyu sat in the dark, a huge sadness struck, some love, it was Pandora's box that could not be touched. From the very beginning, I knew that I couldn't let go of so much sadness and pain because of the sweetness of that little hope.

The word happiness is just a sight to be seen by the two of them, not a feeling.

Cheng Xiaoyu lost sleep on the day he returned to Shanghai, these were obstacles that he couldn't escape, like a high wall that he couldn't cross, slowly pressing on him, every time he missed for a second, the wall would accelerate and whist, forcing him to breathe.

Cheng Xiaoyu felt that he had lost his direction, like a page of manuscript paper full of troubles in the wind, no one could read it, and it was blown around.

He felt that he had to figure out Su Yuxi's thoughts, it was time for him to have a life discussion with his sister, just wait for her to wake up.

The next morning, Xu Qinning got up and served Cheng Xiaoyu breakfast, siu mai, buns and soy milk, all of which Cheng Xiaoyu liked.

But Cheng Xiaoyu had a bad appetite, so he just ate two xiaolong soup dumplings and a siu mai, and he couldn't eat it anymore.

Cheng Xiaoyu drank soy milk and couldn't help asking, "Has my sister woken up?"

Xu Qinning said: "I didn't wake up when I went out to get breakfast just now, I don't know now, I'll go and have a look." ”

After a while, Xu Qinning came back and said to Cheng Xiaoyu: "You haven't woken up yet, you can read the book first." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu picked up the books brought by Xu Qinning, all of them were love novels, what "The Domineering President Fell in Love with Me" and "Urban Cinderella" were simply speechless, and said: "Miss Xu, you are playing with me!"

Xu Qinning was also eating, glanced up and said, "Oh! yours is an e-book, just look for it yourself." That's what I see. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu actually couldn't calm down and read the book, one moment disgusted that this posture was uncomfortable, one time said that these writings were really bad, it was better to write them yourself, and then said that he wanted to drink oolong tea.

Xu Qinning endured it for a long time and said, "I'm really afraid of you, let's go and sit in Xiaoxi's room." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu nodded hurriedly.

When helping Cheng Xiaoyu to get into the wheelchair, Xu Qinning said with a somewhat complicated expression: "Xiaoyu, you won't really be a sister control, right?"

Cheng Xiaoyu hid some panic and didn't know how to answer.

Xu Qinning said again: "Hey, if I were you, I'm afraid I would also be a sister control, Xiaoxi is too perfect." After finishing speaking, he also made a nymphomaniac expression.

Cheng Xiaoyu said angrily: "Perfection has nothing to do with you." ”

Xu Qinning "cut" and said, "It seems that it has something to do with you?"

"I'm his brother, how can it be okay?"

"Cut, that's great, I'm still her sister-in-law!"

Cheng Xiaoyu could only say with a black line: "How about you respect the parties, right?"

Xu Qinning didn't care about the people around her, and said, "Yo, when I helped you to the toilet in the morning, why didn't you respect me.........?"

"Miss Xu, I said that I would come by myself, you just give me the pot, is it because you dislike the disgusting night pot?"

"What's wrong with that? Do you think I can marry someone else if I look at your body?"

"You don't look like an old-fashioned girl who has been poisoned by feudal ideas! ”

"Cheng Xiaoyu, don't force me to break the net with you!"

"Huh!"

At this time, they had just entered the ward, and the nurse was giving Su Yuxi an intravenous drip, and seeing that Su Yuxi was still asleep, the two stopped arguing, afraid of arguing with her.

The nurse looked at the time, made a record, looked at Xu Qinning a few more times and went out, they have seen a lot of stars, but she is a "lotus root powder", but the rules do not allow them to ask for a signature from the patient, and they can only see if there is a chance when they are discharged.

Su Yuxi did acupuncture yesterday and has been in a coma for more than 20 hours, Xu Qinning sat on the sofa, looked at Su Yuxi's shimmering face in the early morning sun and whispered, "It's so beautiful." (BGM "Dawn is Coming" QQ Music, there is a video on Station B)

Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't help but echo: "Yes!"

Between the two sighing, Su Yuxi opened his eyes, sat up with his head up, looked around a little dazedly, and said softly, "Why did I get to the hospital?"

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Su Yuxi's eyes, lost the humanized emotions that were still there yesterday, and returned to his former indifference, and the mysterious induction between him and Su Yuxi was also broken without a trace, which made Cheng Xiaoyu a little overwhelmed for a while.

Xu Qinning sat on the edge of Su Yuxi's bed in inexplicable surprise and said, "You won't have amnesia, will you?"

Su Yuxi frowned and said, "How long have I been in a coma?" I remember that I ended up in the bathroom........... And then there was an earthquake?"

Cheng Xiaoyu said: "It's been half a month since that day. ”

Su Yuxi was not surprised, but frowned and said, "It's been so long!"

Xu Qinning hurriedly rang the bell and called the doctor.

Doctor Li came over to check Su Yuxi's condition and said, "No problem, the condition is good, although amnesia is rare, it is normal." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu asked, "When will it recover?"

Dr. Li said: "It's hard to say, it stands to reason that Miss Su has a slight bleeding and can usually recover after a few days. However, the condition of the brain is too complex, and cerebral hemorrhage injures the cerebral cortex and brainstem reticular structures, which may cause amnesia or cerebral edema. If it is severe, it will take a long time to recover the memory, and there is no fixed time, and it may not be recovered. Because I can't be sure if Miss Su's amnesia is due to intracranial hemorrhage or something else. After all, it can also be a stress response after an earthquake. ”

Su Yuxi looked at the drip bottle and said, "When I think back to a memory now, I am very sensitive to the intervention of other information, and sometimes I even feel that I am erasing old memories. I think these memories can still be recovered with some strong prompts. ”

Dr. Li smiled and said, "Miss Su is right, it depends on who knows what happened to you these days, and it is a good way to have someone constantly help you recall." ”

Xu Qinning said: "I want your brother to tell you this, you are with him these days after the earthquake." ”

Su Yuxi turned to Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "What happened behind the scenes?"

Dr. Li put back the notebook at Su Yuxi's bedside and smiled gently: "You talk, don't worry, it's not a big problem." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Su Yuxi's cold face, and his heart turned a thousand times, he didn't want Su Yuxi to bear those sins, and he didn't want Su Yuxi to wake up in nightmares from time to time like him, he would rather protect himself in the name of his brother than be detained in the name of love.

For Cheng Xiaoyu, love is not selfish possession, and at this moment he made a decision, from today onwards he wants to be a qualified brother, begins to bear alone, begins to love life tenaciously, and buries the love that he should not have.

But there is nothing more painful in the world than when sadness comes, and you have to pretend and smile at it. When those memories become exclusive memories, it is also a kind of sadness that no one understands.

But Su Yuxi is very important to Cheng Xiaoyu, so he is willing to choose to be strong. So he began to tell the story that he had tampered with, and there was no Uncle Arai, no Mr. Mizutani, and certainly no bad guys.

The two of them spent almost ten days with Yoshito Kitagawa, Miki Morimoto and Jun Aso, and the only thing that happened was that Cheng Xiaoyu broke his leg in order to see if there was a signal in the elevator shaft.

Su Yuxi looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's bandaged legs, and there was no wave.

And they didn't lie side by side on the dirt bike covered with sewage, they didn't do the things they shouldn't do for each other, they didn't meet the hooligans who robbed, they didn't finish the day's date, they didn't make starry sky balls, they didn't sing "Red Beans" and "Hair Like Snow", and they didn't have that kiss.

So they didn't love each other, they still perfectly restored the relationship between brother and sister.

When Cheng Xiaoyu recounted all this, there was an indescribable emotion lingering, and Su Yuxi's appearance in those days was as deep in his memory as a precious leaf, and he couldn't go away.

There was always a picture in his mind that was spinning like a marquee: Su Yuxi touched his cheek and said, "I remember, chocolate, it's your taste." ”

But Cheng Xiaoyu must endure these impacts from the soul, he thinks it's okay, at least Su Yuxi, who has lost this memory, should be able to be happy, be able to continue a quiet and stable life, and not have to bear those bloody experiences, such an ending should be the best for her.

Cheng Xiaoyu thought: "All the misfortunes, I just bear it." ”

After Cheng Xiaoyu said all this, Su Yuxi frowned, no matter how she recalled, she felt that she had gained nothing, and she asked suspiciously, "That's all?"

Cheng Xiaoyu deliberately exaggeratedly said: "Hey, hey, how can you doubt the brother who saved you from the dire situation? If it weren't for the fact that I found the repair channel, maybe we would still be there now!"

"Why did my hair change color?"

"Dr. Li said it was because of malnutrition and stress?"

"Pressure?"

"Maybe after I broke my leg, you were under a lot of pressure!" Cheng Xiaoyu suddenly realized after thinking about it.

"Oh!" Su Yuxi didn't care much about this matter, and the lack of a memory was not very important to her, because she didn't know how precious this memory was to her.

Looking at Su Yuxi's flat expression, Cheng Xiaoyu's heart was like a knife, and he said with a smile: "Xiaoxi, you have a good rest, and I will also go to lie down." ”

Su Yuxi nodded.

Xu Qinning was a little surprised and said, "Just go, didn't you keep clamoring to come at first?"

Cheng Xiaoyu flicked the wheels of the wheelchair with both hands, and turned around, "I'm relieved to make sure Xiaoxi is okay, my leg is also a little painful, so let's stay in bed honestly." ”

Xu Qinning jumped up from the sofa and said, "Do you want me to send you over?" She felt that Cheng Xiaoyu's mood didn't seem right.

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't look back this time, stretched out his right hand and waved: "No need! let me try the use of this wheelchair, I can't keep bothering you!"

Xu Qinning sat back on the sofa and said, "Okay! ”

Su Yuxi looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's back, and felt as if she had lost something very important and could no longer find it. She felt that her eyes were a little astringent, and when she touched the corner of her eye, there was actually a tear, but before it rolled out of her eye socket, she wiped it away.

Cheng Xiaoyu rowed his wheelchair at the door of the closed ward, paused for a while, he took a deep breath, suppressing the surging emotions in his chest.

He listened to Xu Qinning's voice inside and left slowly.

Unexpectedly, when he met the housekeeper Qiao Sansi in the corridor, Cheng Xiaoyu was in a trance and didn't pay attention.

Qiao Sansi took the initiative to push Cheng Xiaoyu's wheelchair and said, "Young Master, what about the caretaker?"

Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head to see that it was Qiao Sansi, and smiled reluctantly: "I'm practicing using a wheelchair!" Seeing Qiao Sansi carrying a long black bag, he asked, "What is this?"

Qiao Sansi said: "Oh, this is what Miss confessed yesterday and must give her today." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu frowned and said, "Show me." ”

Qiao Sansi handed the black bag to Cheng Xiaoyu.

Cheng Xiaoyu touched it and knew that this was the knife that Su Yuxi took back, he didn't know what Su Yuxi's intentions were, but he knew that this thing might be something arranged by Su Yuxi to trigger his memory, thinking of those gangsters who didn't know life and death, Cheng Xiaoyu turned around and said: "This is my thing, let me go here first!"

Qiao Sansi knew that Su Yuxi and Cheng Xiaoyu had a good relationship, so he naturally didn't doubt it, and said, "Okay, then let the young master here." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu said again: "Uncle Qiao, don't let Xiaoxi know about this matter." ”

Qiao Sansi was a little surprised and said, "Why is this?"

Cheng Xiaoyu said firmly: "It's okay, she has lost a little memory." This thing will bring back bad memories for her, so seal it with me!"

Qiao Sansi nodded and said, "Understood, young master." ”

Qiao Sansi pushed Cheng Xiaoyu back to the ward, Cheng Xiaoyu took the black bag that seemed to contain a fishing rod and said, "Thank you for your hard work, Uncle Qiao, you go back first! ”

Qiao Sansi said to Cheng Xiaoyu to recuperate, and then withdrew from the ward.

Cheng Xiaoyu opened the bag, and sure enough, it was the knife, and he thought that Su Yuxi knew that he would lose his memory? Maybe it was just a precaution to do in advance? Although he was puzzled, he couldn't ask Su Yuxi.

He wanted to wrap those things in his lies, in exchange for Su Yuxi's peaceful life.

He can't just sit there and value the life of his loved one more than his own, and call that love.

There is nothing to forget, anyway, some people will forget their once naïve selves when they are eighteen years old.

He knows that love without an ending can only become a story in memory.

They must succumb to reality

Their photos will be yellowed

They will also be parents

Their lives cannot be fixed, they can only move forward.

It's just that at this moment, these are not yet in the past tense, they are in the present tense

Cheng Xiaoyu was here, looking at the black three-day moon sect

It was as if staring at her, she was so beautiful

But Cheng Xiaoyu feels that none of this is a sad story

As long as they have experienced it, they have felt the brilliant starry sky, heard each other's heartbeats, held hands that connect souls, and listened to that song.

In this moment, they are eternal.

Cheng Xiaoyu hid the Three Days Moon Sect under the bed to hide the truth.

He felt that he was worthy of Su Yuxi's love.

(Two consecutive changes, thank you wo I miss you July and the vengeful warlock's ten thousand rewards, let me pay off the debt slowly, and finally the third volume is finished, and I am a little reluctant.) The fourth volume is about to start, I hope everyone will continue to support "Sister Puppet", there are some tears, I am really sentimental. (To be continued.) )