Chapter 132: I Want to Go Home
Ding Fengjun was stunned, he looked at Zhou Fei who was crying with his head in his arms for some reason, bent down to support Zhou Fei who was kneeling in front of him, and said, "You, what do you mean by this?"
Ding Fengjun's heart couldn't help but tighten after he spoke, and he had an ominous premonition, which seemed to be related to Zhang Jilai and Li Ergou's death. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Sure enough, Zhou Fei cried and said: "Brother Ding, the deaths of Zhang Jilai and Li Ergou also have something to do with me, I hurt them!"
Although Ding Fengjun had already expected this result, when he heard Zhou Fei talk about it, he was still inadvertently shocked, and he said with a gloomy face: "You say it well, what is going on?"
Zhou Fei wiped his tears, he raised his head, his face was full of guilt, and said in a trembling voice: "Actually, I am Wang Feng's accomplice." ”
Ding Fengjun looked at Zhou Fei incredulously, and said with a serious expression: "Zhou Fei, you can't talk nonsense, do you know what will happen if you let others hear these words?"
Zhou Fei said with a wry smile: "Brother Ding, since I want to tell you, I don't plan to regret it, people have to be more open to life, I'm afraid that if I don't tell this thing, sooner or later I will be driven crazy by myself." ”
Ding Fengjun said numbly: "Why are you doing this?"
Zhou Fei swallowed a mouthful of saliva, he took out the words that Wang Feng said to him, and after listening to Zhou Fei's narration, Ding Fengjun sighed and said: "Zhou Fei, why are you so confused, when Wang Feng is looking for you, you should reject him, you are still young, the seriousness of the consequences of this matter is immeasurable, why should you bet your life!"
Zhou Fei's face was full of chagrin, but after saying this, he seemed more calm and calm than just now.
"Brother Ding, at that time, I was also blinded by what Wang Feng said, you also know, Wang Feng gets a lot of wages every month, I have to wait until when I can get as much money as him, my family is poor, money is my life, how can I watch the money spent in vain drift away from my eyes, and Wang Feng also said, he will give me an official who is the same as the big one, and I don't have to work with my hands every day to earn money, what a great temptation is such a good condition. ”
Ding Fengjun was speechless for a while, he looked at Zhou Fei, this kid is too simple, otherwise how could he be deceived so easily.
"Zhou Fei, aren't you afraid that Wang Feng will play tricks on you, it's not up to him to have the final say in this kiln, how can he have so much power, if he says that he will give you a salary increase, he will give you a salary increase, and if he says that he will give you an official to do, he will give you an official to do?"
Zhou Feimu shook his head and said: "It's all because I was too greedy, I didn't think about anything at the time, I did it as soon as my brain was hot, the key is that he said that he would only give you a little color to see, I didn't expect the consequences to be so serious." ”
Ding Fengjun sighed, he didn't know what to say more, Zhou Fei smiled calmly, and he said again: "Old Brother Ding, I have said everything that should be said, now I feel so relaxed, no matter what choice you make, I will respect your approach." ”
Ding Fengjun looked at Zhou Fei with a smile, a sunny boy of this age, how could Ding Fengjun bear to do something to him, he was too young, if he was sent to the Public Security Bureau, then his life would really be over, Wang Feng was such a vicious person who did not confess Zhou Fei, which shows that Wang Feng has a good conscience, and he must have thought of this, but if Zhou Fei is not sent to the Public Security Bureau, is it a little too unfair to the dead Zhang Jilai and Li Ergou.
After thinking for a long time, Ding Fengjun finally spoke: "Zhou Fei, why didn't you choose to turn yourself in?"
Zhou Fei's smile froze on his face, and he said thoughtfully: "I also thought about turning myself in, but when I thought of my parents at home and my elderly grandmother who needed to be taken care of, I really couldn't bear to turn myself in, I was afraid of seeing their disappointed eyes, and I was even more afraid that the grandmother who loved me would be angry and die because of this stupid thing I did." ”
Ding Fengjun looked at Zhou Fei with a sad face, and the desire in his eyes, Ding Fengjun's heart tingled again, Ding Fengjun didn't look at Zhou Fei anymore, he said softly: "Zhou Fei, I hope you can learn a lesson after this incident, there is still a long way to go, there are still many places for you to think about, no matter what you do, you have to think carefully before deciding whether to do it, how to do it, I hope you can be more mature, don't always be used by others, do you understand?"
Zhou Fei nodded as if he didn't understand and said, "Brother Ding, have you forgiven me?"
Ding Fengjun looked up at the stars in the night sky and said melancholy: "While I haven't regretted it, you can go back, if you still plan to go home, then follow your schedule." ”
Zhou Fei shed tears of gratitude, he wiped the tears that slipped down, kowtowed to Ding Fengjun a few times, and said: "Brother Ding, thank you, I will always remember your great kindness in my heart." ”
Ding Fengjun ignored Zhou Fei, he only waved his hand and motioned for Zhou Fei to leave, Ding Fengjun looked up at the starry sky, looked at the starry sky and muttered to himself: "Brother, can you accept the decision I made?"
The weather on this kiln has always been bad, and it has snowed several times in succession, and the arrival of heavy snow has led to a ceasefire on the brick kiln, and the idle people on the kiln have been sent home by Ye Wenmao, leaving only Ding Fengjun, Li Changle and Zhang Tiedan, and a few old guys.
In Ye Wenmao's words, it is mainly to keep a few of their backbones in case of emergency, when the weather is better and the new workers can't come, a few of them can still stand up for a while, in fact, Ding Fengjun understands in his heart that the reason why Ye Wenmao didn't drive him away is completely out of humanitarianism for him. The bodies of Zhang Jilai and Li Ergou have not been found yet, Ding Fengjun will definitely not leave, if Ye Wen takes the risk of driving him, where will Ding Fengjun live with a child.
After a while, the weather improved, and in the spring season, there was no snow in sight, and the sun was warm.
On this day, the public security bureau finally came to the news, they have found the bodies of Zhang Jilai and Li Ergou, but too much time has passed, coupled with the warmer weather, the two bodies have decomposed, these two bodies were found in a small flat cliff between the valley and the mountainside, if it were not for the photos they were carrying, it would be difficult for the public security officers to identify the two people.
Because the body was rotten and smelly, the police did not advise Ding Fengjun to take the body back directly, and the advice they gave was to take their ashes home after local cremation.
Ding Fengjun had no other way but to take the advice of the public security officers, originally Ding Fengjun wanted Zhang Xinsheng to see Zhang Jilai for the last time, but Zhang Jilai's face was too hideous, he was afraid that Zhang Xinsheng would be frightened, so he didn't let Zhang Xinsheng go to see Zhang Jilai.
Maybe it's best to let Zhang Jilai's original appearance always exist in Zhang Xinsheng's mind.
Ding Fengjun took the ashes of two people and took Zhang Xinsheng's hand and took Zhang Tiedan and Ye Wenmao to say goodbye and then set out on the way back to his hometown, when all the strange scenery was transformed into a familiar scene, Ding Fengjun stood on the land of his own Zhang, his heart actually showed a trace of loneliness, and the five people who left became three people, and the bitterness of this is only experienced by those who understand his taste.
"Second brother, let's break up here, I'll take my brother home. ”
Ding Fengjun stopped, this is the fork in the road that he and Li Ergou's brother often walk, every time they will say goodbye here, at this time Ding Fengjun seemed to see that familiar smiling face again, this smiling face only belongs to Li Ergou, he laughed mischievously and said: "Second brother, let's break up here, don't worry, I will take my stupid brother home." ”
"Second brother, second brother, what do you want, so focused. Zhang Tiedan shook the stunned Ding Fengjun, and Ding Fengjun reached out again and again to wipe a handful of moist eyes.
"Okay, don't shake it, I'm dizzy from shaking. As Ding Fengjun spoke, he pushed Li Ergou's urn in front of Zhang Tiedan.
Zhang Tiedan was like a heartless person, he took the urn, waved his hand happily at Ding Fengjun, counted as saying goodbye, and then turned his head and walked away.
Ding Fengjun sighed, he shook his head, and looked directly at Zhang Tiedan's figure that was gradually moving away.
"Second uncle, second uncle, let's go home. Zhang Xinsheng tilted his head and his immature little face was full of anxiety.
Ding Fengjun smiled reluctantly, he stretched out his hand and pinched Zhang Xinsheng's little face and said, "Let's go, let's go home." ”
Ding Fengjun stretched out a finger in front of Zhang Xinsheng, Zhang Xinsheng hesitated slightly, and he finally stretched out his little hand to hold Ding Fengjun's finger.
Ding Fengjun smiled with satisfaction and led Zhang Xinsheng forward, and came to a fork in the road, the intersection of Ding Fengjun and Zhang Jilai at this intersection, I remember that at that time, Ding Fengjun every time Zhang Jilai came back from drinking, he would always say goodbye at this fork, that kind smile, that familiar taste, and that long-lost goodbye.
"Second brother, it's hard to walk on the road when it's dark, you should slow down on the way back. ”
"Second brother, don't worry, I will bring the new students home safely. ”
With tears in his eyes, Ding Fengjun took a long breath and took Zhang Xinsheng towards the road that Zhang Jilai often walked.
Zhang Xinsheng was unusually excited, and he seemed to have found the feeling of going home.
Ding Fengjun did not take Zhang Xinsheng home, but went to Luo Xinyi's tomb.
"Freshman, come, kneel. ”
Zhang Xinsheng looked up at Ding Fengjun, his brows furrowed, and he asked suspiciously: "Second uncle, why do you want me to kneel, I remember the last time my father brought me here, he also asked me to kneel." ”
Ding Fengjun bent down and touched Zhang Xinsheng's head, and said patiently: "Because your parents are here, they are watching you." ”
Zhang Xinsheng looked around, where was there a person in this empty field, he scratched his head and said: "Second uncle, you liar, how can there be anyone else here." ”
Ding Fengjun pointed to the barren grave and said, "Child, remember, these are your parents, they will always live here, you can't see them, but they can see you." ”
Zhang Xinsheng was even more puzzled, he tilted his head and said, "Second uncle, why are my parents here, why don't they come out to meet me?"
Ding Fengjun said with a wry smile: "They have gone to a far place now, and they won't be able to come back for a while, you just have to remember, as long as you come here, you have to kneel, this is your respect for your parents." ”
Zhang Xinsheng said: "Second uncle, why do they have to go to a far place, where is that far away, is it fun there?"
"It's not fun, but it's a place where everybody goes. ”
Zhang Xinsheng asked as if he didn't understand: "Second uncle, will you go too?"
"Do you want me to go?" Ding Fengjun said with a smile.
Zhang Xinsheng thought for a while and said, "I don't want the second master to go to that far place." ”
"Why?"
"Because, if you go there, I won't see you again. Zhang Xinsheng said very seriously.
Ding Fengjun smiled with satisfaction, he touched Zhang Xinsheng's head and said, "Good freshman, come, kneel." ”
Zhang Xinsheng knelt down obediently, and Ding Fengjun also knelt beside Zhang Xinsheng.
"Xinyi, the second brother is sorry for you, I couldn't help you take care of your stepbrother, and the second brother can't compensate you. As he spoke, Ding Fengjun kowtowed, and Zhang Xinsheng also kowtowed like Ding Fengjun.
Ding Fengjun said again: "Brother Jilai, the second brother can only do this last thing for you, you husband and wife are buried together, you should not be lonely anymore, the second brother did not protect you, I am really ashamed of you, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me." ”
After speaking, Ding Fengjun kowtowed again, and Zhang Xinsheng followed Ding Fengjun's example and kowtowed to the grave.
"Next, Xinyi, I brought your son, he is a very understanding child, he is also very well-behaved and obedient, you should be proud of your child, of course, I made a decision, I want to treat the new student as my own child, but also in order to take better care of him, not to be discriminated against by others, but also to make the life of the new born smoother, so the second brother wants to change the name of the child in front of your husband and wife, from today he is no longer called Zhang Xinsheng, but Ding Qingsheng! For the sake of the child's future road to be able to grow better, I believe you will not object. ”
After speaking, Ding Fengjun kowtowed again, and Zhang Xinsheng also kowtowed again.
Ding Fengjun got up, and Zhang Xinsheng also got up.
Ding Fengjun looked at Zhang Xinsheng and said, "Child, remember, from today onwards, your name will be Ding Qingsheng." ”
Zhang Xinsheng looked at Ding Fengjun with a serious face and asked, "Why do I want to call Ding Qingsheng?"
Ding Fengjun touched his head and said seriously: "Because from today on, you are my son, and I am your father." ”
Zhang Xinsheng said inexplicably: "No, you are not my father, you are my second uncle, I don't want to call Ding Qingsheng, I just want to call Zhang Xinsheng, this is the name that the second uncle gave me, and my father said that he likes this name very much." If I change my name, what if my dad comes back one day and he can't find me?"
Ding Fengjun said a little angrily: "All this is for your good, you must be obedient, you must be obedient, you must be well-behaved, and when you grow up, you will be able to understand the good intentions of the second uncle." ”
"No, I just don't want to change my name, I don't want my dad to find me when he comes back!"
"Don't worry, Dad will be able to find you when he comes back, of course, you have to listen to the second uncle, otherwise your dad won't come back to you when he's angry." ”
Zhang Xinsheng blinked, he tilted his head and thought about it and said, "If I listen to the second uncle, will my father definitely come back?"
"Yes, as long as you are obedient, he will definitely come back. ”
Zhang Xinsheng said: "Okay, then I'll change my name to Ding Qingsheng, second uncle, don't deceive me." ”
Ding Fengjun only smiled faintly, he touched Zhang Xinsheng's head, but there were some worries in his heart, he just hoped that this cute and intelligent child would not take this excuse seriously, of course, Ding Fengjun also had a fluke psychology in his heart, perhaps, after a long time, the child grew up and became sensible, all of this, he will naturally understand, just like this Zhang Ji's death, sooner or later it will disappear in the loss of time.
Ding Fengjun walked out of the field with Zhang Xinsheng in his arms, Zhang Xinsheng looked at the sad Ding Fengjun and said, "Second uncle, where are we going now?"
Ding Fengjun said: "Go home." ”
Zhang Xinsheng sighed softly and said, "Are you going back to my home?"
Ding Fengjun smiled and said, "Is it okay to go back to my house with the second uncle?"
Zhang Xinsheng was stunned for a moment and said: "No, I want to go back to my own home, if it's late, I'm afraid that my father won't see me and I'll be worried." ”
Ding Fengjun was not angry because of Zhang Xinsheng's words, as the so-called fairy tongue is unscrupulous, how can the words of a child who doesn't understand anything be taken seriously by Ding Fengjun.
"Okay, let's go back to your house first. ”
"The second master is so good!" Zhang Xinsheng said excitedly.
The desolate courtyard and dilapidated houses are faintly damp and do not feel any vitality at all.
Zhang Xinsheng struggled down from Ding Fengjun's arms, as soon as Ding Fengjun put Zhang Xinsheng on the ground, Zhang Xinsheng rushed into the house, Ding Fengjun shouted to slow down, pay attention to safety, and followed Zhang Xinsheng into the house.
The light in the house was very dim, and it was pitch black in front of him when he came in, and after his eyes adjusted to the light in the house, Ding Fengjun saw the table scattered on the ground, the dilapidated table had been scattered many times, but this time it was definitely the last time it was scattered, because from now on, no one would repair it.