Chapter 145: Don't Leave Me Behind (Part I)

Wang Li said with a look of regret: "When we did a full body examination of the patient, we found that there was a tumor on his lung, which was malignant and advanced. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Ding Fengjun and Ding Fenghe were stunned at the same time, and after the two looked at each other, Ding Fengjun said with a look of disbelief: "He doesn't smoke and drink, how can he have tumors on his lungs?" ”

Wang Li sighed lightly and said: "Cancer is not something that can not grow because of deliberate avoidance, isn't there a person who smokes and drinks too much that cannot be cancer-free?" Illness is determined by a combination of physical characteristics, and we don't know exactly why he got cancer, but as his family, you have the right to know. ”

Ding Fengjun was like being slapped on the head, he was originally just here for Zhang Tiedan's mental illness, who would have thought that other illnesses would be found, what could Zhang Tiedan do?

Ding Fengjun asked with a glimmer of hope: "Is he really without a cure?" ”

Wang Li shook her head lightly and said, "No." ”

Ding Fengjun sighed, he wanted to relax his mood, but found that his heart was even heavier.

"How long will he live?"

Wang Li smiled and said: "I can't say for sure, it depends on his own recovery, maybe three or five years, maybe thirty or fifty years, this is possible, there are many things in the medical community about the miracle survival of patients, in fact, you should also relax, as long as you don't give up and don't give up, encourage him to actively cooperate with the treatment, everything is still possible." ”

Ding Fengjun nodded, Ding Fenghe on the side was also very sorry, but his mood was not as good as Ding Fengjun after all, he and Zhang Tiedan shared hardships, and they did not have the deep friendship between them.

Ding Fenghe only cares about his second brother, for Ding Fenghe, Zhang Tiedan is just an outsider, a dispensable outsider, he looked at Ding Fengjun with a melancholy face and said: "Second brother, what should we do, do we let Tie Dan live or take it away?" ”

Ding Fengjun said without thinking: "Stop!" I just want to help him once, I don't want to see anyone leave me again, it's so painful. ”

Ding Fenghe nodded and said, "It's okay, at least there are doctors and nurses in the hospital, and the facilities are so sound, so the Tie Dan brothers won't suffer too much." ”

Wang Li got up, she didn't want to see Ding Fengjun and their tears complaining, so she could only leave, as a doctor, the biggest sorrow for her is to face the life and death parting between patients and their families, but doctors are doctors, this kind of scene is not something they can avoid if they want to, and they will be numb after experiencing more, and even when their dearest people leave them and go to Elysium, they can no longer feel the existence of that family affection.

There were no tears, no wailing, only indifferent looking at the bitter weeping of others. Comforting myself a little, the one who should go always has to go.

Wang Li, who walked to the door, sighed and turned around, and said slowly: "Let's go with me to go through the hospitalization procedures first." ”

Ding Fengjun motioned for Ding Fenghe to go, he still had something to say to Zhang Tiedan, after Wang Li and Ding Fenghe left, Ding Fengjun walked to Zhang Tiedan's side, he followed Zhang Tiedan's line of sight and looked out the window, and all he saw was the empty land.

"Iron Egg, what are you looking at?"

"Birds, birds that fly freely in the sky." Zhang Tiedan didn't look back, only looked out the window, and said absentmindedly.

Ding Fengjun didn't see any birds, he patted Zhang Tie Dan on the shoulder and said, "Tie Dan, you stay here alone, you must think about finding doctors and nurses for something, I will come to see you every once in a while." ”

Zhang Tiedan sighed, signaled Ding Fengjun not to speak, and he whispered: "Look at how good the bird is outside, I envy it, it is free, flying in its own sky without restraint, it is really pleasant." Like us, like birds living in a hunter's cage, we can only yearn for the outside world, but no matter how hard we try, we can't escape. ”

Ding Fengjun didn't know where Zhang Tiedan's esoteric emotion came from, he only silently repeated what he had just said.

"Tiedan, you are here alone, you must take good care of yourself, the second brother will come back to see you again, you take care of me when I leave."

After speaking, Ding Fengjun walked out of the room with tears in his eyes, and when Ding Fengjun walked to the door, Zhang Tiedan suddenly turned around and said, "Second brother, don't leave me, I'm afraid that I will die without the protection of my second brother." ”

Ding Fengjun's hand grabbed the doorknob, he was stunned and quietly listened to Zhang Tiedan's emotion, but in the end he still didn't look back, he was ruthless, gritted his teeth, opened the door and left in a hurry.

"Second brother, why do you say you have to pay so much for an irrelevant person? Is it worth it? ”

On the way back, Ding Fenghe couldn't help but ask the doubts in his heart.

Ding Fengjun said: "I'm just doing what I have to do, and I think it's the right thing to do, at least I don't have to regret that I didn't do anything when I lost my brother." ”

Ding Fenghe sighed and said: "You are not tired, your heart is so big, but you bear so much, why bother?" ”

Ding Fengjun said: "Tired, how can I not be tired, but I am tired and happy, and what I did when they were alive was worthy of the second brother they called, so after they left, I would not feel ashamed, at least when I am the only one left in the future, I can easily face this painful joke that life has played on me." ”

Ding Fenghe was silent, he chewed Ding Fengjun's words carefully, and after a long time, Ding Fengjun said without emotion: "Fenghe, do you know what Tie Dan said to me before leaving?" ”

Ding Fenghe was stunned and asked, "What did he say?" ”

Ding Fengjun's face twitched, his expression suddenly became sad, and he said: "He said don't let me leave him, he is afraid that he will die without my protection, Fenghe, do you think he will die?" ”

Ding Fenghe's heart throbbed, and a smile barely appeared on his face, and he said, "How come, second brother, he is a psychopath, and his words are not boundary, how can you believe what he says?" ”

Ding Fengjun shook his head and said: "What he said has always been so accurate, I am really afraid that he will die suddenly, like his brother and Zhang Jilai, he didn't even say hello, and inexplicably disappeared with me, but I can only spend my whole life looking for it." ”

Ding Fenghe said: "Brother, don't be pessimistic. People, it is fate, God has his own arrangement, so why should we bother with mediocrity. ”

Ding Fengjun wiped a handful of tears and said lightly: "I don't want to worry about the sky for nothing, but the facts are in front of me, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that Tie Dan will die in front of me, he hasn't done anything, and he hasn't experienced many things in this world, if he really has to go, wouldn't it be a pity." ”

"Second brother, there are many people like Tie Dan in the world, if you want to say something unfair, how many people have to ask for justice from God, right? It's hard to be a man, it's even more difficult to be a man, it's impossible for him to meet everyone's requirements, if everyone is born the same, wouldn't it be chaotic, if I want to say, second brother, you still have to treat it with a normal heart. ”

Ding Fengjun didn't speak again, he understood all these big truths, but when things were on him, there would always be a period of time when he couldn't untie the knot.

Ding Fenghe said again: "Second brother, let me see you before, the one who is not panicked in case of trouble, and who is rational in handling things." ”

Ding Fengjun smiled bitterly: "I have always been me, but what you see is my joy and happiness, I have not experienced my sorrow, my anger and my sorrow, but don't worry, I'm fine, it's much better after I say it in my heart, about Zhang Tiedan, I can only look at his creation, what God can't help, we ordinary people can only love and can't help." ”

Ding Fengjun asked Ding Fenghe to go back first, and he walked around alone a few times outside until he returned home in the evening.

"Second uncle, where did you take the stupid uncle?" As soon as he saw Ding Fengjun, Ding Qingsheng hurriedly ran over and asked.

Ding Fengjun didn't want his worries to disturb his family, he could only suppress his sadness in his heart strongly, and said with the most acceptable smile: "He went to the place where he belonged, and he would live well in that place." ”

Ding Qingsheng asked inexplicably, "Then will he come back?" Or can I go and see him when I want him? ”

Ding Fengjun chuckled, thinking in the child's heart that a person is just temporary, today he saw Zhang Tiedan, and he was not hot enough with him, so he naturally wanted to talk about it, but after a while, the memory of Zhang Tiedan would fade from his memory, and he would not think about it again at that time.

Ding Fengjun smiled and said, "Of course it will, after a while, if he doesn't come to see you, let's go and see him?" ”

"Yes, yes." Ding Qingsheng clapped his hands and smiled happily.

Zhang Fengrong heard Ding Qingsheng's cheers, she walked into the hall from the West House, glanced at Ding Qingsheng, and said angrily: "What are you calling blindly, like a housekeeper, go, go to your eldest sister to study." ”

Ding Qingsheng hurriedly covered his mouth, squeezed his eyes at Ding Fengjun and ran out.

"I shouldn't have said that to Qingsheng." Ding Fengjun said coldly.

Although Zhang Fengrong was resentful, she always had scruples, and she whispered to Ding Fengjun: "Then how can I talk to him?" ”

Ding Fengjun glared at her, and said earnestly: "Parents are their children's first teachers, and their imitation ability is very strong. ”

Zhang Fengrong glanced away and said: "I'm not a, I don't have the obligation to educate him, whoever loves to be his teacher should be, anyway, I'm just such a person, just educate my own children well." ”

Ding Fengjun is reluctant to entangle this issue with Zhang Fengrong anymore, and if he continues to talk about it, I am afraid it will be another war.

Zhang Fengrong saw that Ding Fengjun was no longer speechless, she coughed lightly and said, "What's wrong with Brother Tiedan?" What do doctors say? ”

Ding Fengjun said: "The doctor said that he had to be hospitalized for observation for a period of time. ”

Zhang Fengrong sighed lightly, and she said thoughtfully: "Then, can he be optimistic about this disease?" ”

Ding Fengjun sighed and said lightly: "The doctor said that it can only be recuperated, and there is no cure, so let him recuperate in the hospital for a period of time for the time being, after all, the environment in the hospital is much stronger than at home." ”

Zhang Fengrong nodded in agreement, and was silent with each other for a while, Zhang Fengrong said as if he remembered something: "Feng Jun, why don't you go back to sleep on the kang with Qingsheng tonight, it's so cold, if you catch a cold, you will suffer again." ”

Ding Fengjun didn't show surprise, he only said lightly: "No, Qingsheng and I are used to the temperature in this room, I'm afraid that moving back to the kang will burn us." ”

Zhang Fengrong pouted and said: "Okay, give you a step down, you can't go down, I care about you, if I don't care about you, I don't bother to care about you, just that little guy, do you think it's worth wasting so much tongue on me." ”

Ding Fengjun said coldly: "When you don't have any prejudice against the birthday, let's talk about this." ”

Zhang Fengrong stopped talking, she secretly felt that now Ding Fengjun's heart was afraid that Ding Qingsheng's weight was already higher than her, Zhang Fengrong was naturally angry, but she also had to comfort herself, it was too embarrassing to be jealous with a child and let others know.

The next day, the children should go to school, they should go out to play, only Ding Fengjun and Zhang Fengrong were left at home, at this time, someone came to the yard and shouted Ding Fengjun's name, this voice made Ding Fengjun feel a familiar taste, but who it was, he couldn't tell for a while.

Walking out of the hall, Ding Fengjun suddenly realized when he saw someone coming, no wonder he heard the familiar voice, who else could this cheap voice come out of besides Li Changle?

"Li Changle, why do you kid have time to come to me?" Ding Fengjun was a little surprised by Li Changle's sudden visit, Li Changle said with a smile: "Didn't I miss you, so I came to see you as soon as I came back from outside." ”

Ding Fengjun was witty and jokingly said: "I'm not an old lady, can I meet your appetite?" You still miss me, I see that you kid just have nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace, come, please come to the house and sit down first, let's sit down if there is anything. ”

After entering the house and sitting down, Li Changle looked at Ding Fengjun with ill intentions and said, "How are the affairs of your two buddies handled?" ”

Ding Fengjun restrained his smile and said lightly: "It's all done, by the way, it doesn't seem like you came to me just for my buddy." ”

Li Changle smiled and said: "Ding Fengjun, Ding Fengjun, I thought I was the poorest person in the world before I met you, but I didn't expect to find out that you were poorer than me after meeting you." ”

Ding Fengjun said with a smile: "This is called there are mountain people outside the mountain." ”

Li Changle also smiled and said: "You are using your life to explain this truth to me, and in the future, you will simply call you poor Ding Fengjun." ”

Ding Fengjun waved his hand and said, "Don't, the children are all older, I don't want to get such a special name when I am old." ”

Li Changle shook his head and said: "Okay, I'm willing to bow down, I won't be poor with you, this time I came to you, mainly about work." ”

Ding Fengjun frowned slightly and said, "What, did you come to me to ask me to go to Penglai with you again?" ”

Li Changle shook his head again and again, and said: "How come, that broken place, I will never go again, it is too dangerous, I didn't feel it at the time, this later thought back carefully, I was really afraid, I thought that I had been there for a few years, why didn't I think it was so dangerous, I think it is okay to earn some money in life, there is no need to lose my life for money, so I don't plan to go to a place where there are mountains and seas." ”

Ding Fengjun listened to Li Changle's infinite emotion, he just smiled helplessly and said, "Then where are you going to go?" ”

Li Changle said: "I plan to mix in our plain area, how to say that the road is not far away and the terrain is flat, at most it is just a mistake to stumble, at least there is no danger to life, so I found a job on a construction site in Liaocheng, it is also a coincidence, I know this foreman, he wants me to find a few more people, this is not we have worked together, I also know your person, so I thought about coming over and asking if you are interested in going with me." ”

Ding Fengjun said: "It's rare that you have this heart, it just so happens that I'm still unemployed at home and have nothing to do, or I'll go with you to take a look." ”

Li Changle smiled and said: "Anyway, the work on the construction is more tiring than the kiln, you have to be mentally prepared, you can't fish for three days and dry the net for two days." ”

Ding Fengjun glanced at Li Changle with disdain and said, "Do you see me like that?" ”

Li Changle smiled a little embarrassedly and said: "I don't mean that, I mean that the construction site is different from the brick kiln, so idle, I'm afraid you won't be able to stand this suffering." ”

Ding Fengjun smiled and said, "Brother, I won't tell you, I was also born working on the construction site." ”

Li Changle was stunned for a moment and said, "Really? ”