Chapter 119: This is joy and sorrow
Ding Fenghe called his father lightly, but Ding Shide didn't hear it, Ding Fenghe also knew that Ding Shide had been tossed enough in the past two days, he tiptoed to pick up a slightly thicker piece of clothing and draped it on the sleeping Ding Shide, who knew that the clothes had not been put on, Ding Shide was shocked and woke up. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Ding Shide rubbed his eyes with one hand, and he blinked his cloudy eyes a few times before he could see Ding Fenghe clearly.
Ding Shide motioned for Ding Fenghe to sit down, and said slowly: "Fenghe, I'm afraid your mother will really not survive this time, you brothers and sisters must be mentally prepared." β
Ding Fenghe only smiled dismally, and said heavily: "Dad, look what you said, when I survive this winter, I will take my mother to a better hospital to investigate." β
Ding Shide looked helpless, sighed and said: "What are you spending that money for, now your brothers and sisters are living a tight life, and the children are still young, you have to save money for them in advance, don't dare to spend it indiscriminately." β
Ding Fenghe frowned, and said with a bitter face: "What should be spent is always spent, didn't you also say it, the child is still young, and it is not the time to use money, if we can't do anything for our parents as children, we will hate ourselves when she is not there." β
When Ding Shide heard this, he felt a little relieved in his heart, thinking that when he was a village branch, he only cared about sorting out other people's affairs, how could he take care of his own family, he didn't educate these children very carefully, but now that they have become families, they have never forgotten to feed them, which makes Ding Shide feel very gratified.
"If you want me to say, let's not spend that money, I don't think our family can survive this winter. β
These piercing words made people feel colder than the cold wind outside, and the person who spoke was Chen Binglian.
Ding Shide and Ding Fenghe looked at her in shock at the same time, Chen Binglian was wearing a white-gray cotton suit, this is this year's new style, you can't buy it without thirty or forty yuan, Ding Fenghe knows that among their brothers and sisters is Ding Fenghai's family, although it is not enough to rub the above, but it can be said that there is more than rubbing in the bottom.
Ding Fenghe was still wondering, why did Chen Binglian come so late, suddenly, he remembered, when he entered the door just now, because it was too cold, he only covered the door and forgot to lock the door.
Chen Binglian squinted at Wang Yuzhen who was lying on the bed, turned her face to look at Ding Shide and Ding Fenghe with disgust, and said to the two of them angrily: " Don't look at me like this, weird and panicked, in fact, I think my father is right, our mother's disease is so easy to look at, you look at you again, all of them are poor and rancid, they can't take care of themselves, how can they have spare money to see her doctor, in my opinion, it's better to save more money while you're young now, and let your children go to a better school in the future, aren't we living a child's life now, right?"
Ding Fenghe looked at Chen Binglian with a look of disgust, he hated this sister-in-law very much, he still remembered the words she said when she entered the door, and the things she did after she became pregnant, now it is pouring into Ding Fenghe's heart, but Ding Fenghe lacks Ding Fengjun's blood, he didn't dare to confront Chen Binglian hardly, and only said lightly: "Listen to the sister-in-law, is it possible that the sister-in-law wants to pay this money by herself?"
When Chen Binglian heard this, she suddenly became impatient, and said extremely unhappily: "Third child, what are you talking about, you are all children raised by your mother, and she will not be short of two pounds or two on anyone, you have to be filial and filial together, how can you throw this mess to us to clean up by ourselves." β
Ding Fenghe was angry by Chen Binglian's words, and he said coldly: "Sister-in-law, how can you say that, what is a mess? β
Chen Binglian snorted disdainfully, rolled her eyes and accused: "Third child, the person who is the least qualified to say this here is you, you have been gone for eight or nine years, if there is no care for me Chen Binglian in these eight or nine miles, my mother doesn't know how many times she has died, you are still here to yell at me unashamedly, what to take care of, I want to ask you, how many times have you taken care of your mother when she fell ill in bed?" Sensei said mother, even my father's eating and drinking are I taking care of, I am very aggrieved in my heart, how have you ever experienced my feelings, if you didn't bring up this topic today, I won't say the grievances in my heart, I think it's not easy for my mother to raise a few of you, I do more, you can do less, you can do less, all are children, this person's heart is also flesh and blood, how can I have no feelings, but look at you, what kind of attitude is this, who does more and who does less is it necessary to be so clear!"
Chen Binglian's confession made Ding Fenghe unable to say a word, Ding Fenghe knew that he was wrong, Chen Binglian was right, he had never returned home, and he didn't know much about the situation at home, so naturally he couldn't refute it, Ding Fenghe didn't think that Chen Binglian had done as much as Chen Binglian in taking care of Wang Yuzhen, but Ding Fenghe didn't know that Chen Binglian was putting gold on himself, here, the person who took care of Wang Yuzhen the most was Zhang Fengrong, and every time Zhang Fengrong and Chen Binglian chatted, Chen Binglian would always never take care of Wang Yuzhen on the grounds of childrenγ
Ding Shide is the clearest of the three, but his ideas are too pedantic, he thinks that they are all his own children, who do more and do less, there is really no need to care so much, and even if Chen Binglian has never taken care of Wang Yuzhen, but she is so confident at this time, how can Ding Shide bear to directly demolish her.
"Don't make any noise, it's so late, and you're not afraid to let the neighbors hear the jokes. Ding Shide sighed lightly and said lightly: "Binglian, is there something wrong with you coming here so late?"
Chen Binglian said with a look of grievance: "Isn't this coming to see my mother, the child was always noisy at night two days ago, and I couldn't come, it's rare that the child went to bed early today, so I took the time to hurry over, and my father didn't sleep well two days ago, I thought about it for you, but who ......knows"
Speaking of this, Chen Binglian actually shed tears and said in a choked voice: "Who knew that the third child would tell me about me in vain, and I felt uncomfortable." β
Ding Shide sighed helplessly and said: "Don't be like Fenghe, he is not sensible, what are you doing, my father knows it!"
Ding Shide deliberately aggravated the tone of "in the end" and "in his heart", he had to let Chen Binglian also do it in moderation and know it.
Although Ding Fenghe didn't hear the meaning of Ding Shide's words, he could see Chen Binglian's pretense, the reluctance of tears, and he knew at a glance that it was not sincere, Ding Shide's words made Chen Binglian also hear some taste, she quickly cleaned up the disguised sadness and said: "Forget it, they are all my own brothers, and I can't see him as a sister-in-law, since the third child is here, I am also relieved, I have to go back and see the child again, so I won't stay here." β
After speaking, Chen Binglian walked away.
Ding Fenghe closed the door, he stood in the yard and looked at the jujube tree in the yard by the light, the jujube tree had lost its leaves in the cold winter weather, and only the bare branches remained. Ding Fenghe seemed to see the scene of them sitting under the jujube tree and listening to Ding Shide's story when they were young, what a harmonious picture it was.
"Fenghe, come quickly, your mother can't do it. β
Ding Fenghe was startled by Ding Shide's sudden voice, and the illusory scene was like a bubble floating in the air, popping.
Ding Fenghe ran into the room like crazy, Wang Yuzhen closed her eyes tightly on the sickbed, there were still undried tears in the corners of her eyes, her face was very peaceful, just like when she was alive, but the corners of her mouth were a little curved, it was a trace of a bitter smile, perhaps, she heard everything Chen Binglian said just now, but she couldn't speak, so she had to turn this pain into two lines of tears.
"Mother, did you abandon us like this?" Ding Fenghe knelt down in front of the hospital bed, he cried bitterly, Ding Shide patted Ding Fenghe's shoulder, choked up and said, "Go, find your second brother." β
When Ding Fengjun arrived, Wang Yuzhen was already cold, and Ding Fengjun saw that the potion in the dropper had been stagnant in the infusion tube.
"Mother!" Ding Fengjun cried bitterly and threw himself on Wang Yuzhen's body, this sound was heart-wrenching, this sound resounded through the clouds, how much sorrow did this voice carry, and how much love and pity did this voice carry!
Ding Fenghai rushed back on the day of Wang Yuzhen's burial, he cried very painfully, knelt down in front of Wang Yuzhen and couldn't stop blaming himself, maybe Wang Yuzhen wouldn't have gone so hastily when he came back earlier, after all, he was also a doctor, and the medicine he personally grinded could alleviate Wang Yuzhen's pain, but it was too late.
Zhang Jilai also took Zhang Xinsheng to attend Wang Yuzhen's funeral, Zhang Xinsheng looked at Ding Fengjun who was kneeling on the ground and crying in ignorance, he couldn't help but ask Zhang Jilai: "Dad, why is the second uncle crying?"
Zhang Jilai wiped his tears and replied softly: "Because your grandmother has passed away, she is the mother of the second uncle, how can he not be uncomfortable?"
"What does it mean grandma died?"
Zhang Jilai thought for a while and said: "Grandma went to a far away place and will never come back, your second uncle cried because he was sad." β
Zhang Xinsheng scratched his head as if he didn't understand and said: "Why didn't grandma come back, is it because the second uncle made grandma angry? If that's the case, dad will go and help the second uncle intercede, maybe grandma won't leave as soon as she is happy." β
Zhang Jilai smiled bitterly, he had no way to explain the meaning of the word death to Zhang Xinsheng, and he was unwilling to tell Zhang Xinsheng about this word too early, because this word would bring trauma to Zhang Xinsheng's young heart.
Zhang Xinsheng stretched out his hand and grabbed Zhang Jilai's arm, shook it coquettishly and said: "Dad, go and talk to grandma, I don't want the second uncle to be so sad, seeing him crying so much, my stomach is not comfortable, I feel my eyes wet." β
Zhang Jilai stretched out his hand and stroked Zhang Xinsheng's head, he squeezed out a smile on his face while crying, and said amiably: "Xinsheng, you go to the photo of grandma and kowtow, maybe grandma will forgive your second uncle." β
Zhang Xinsheng blinked, he turned his head to look at the photo of Wang Yuzhen placed in the center of the mourning shed, the corners of Wang Yuzhen's mouth on the photo were slightly stilted, as if smiling at Zhang Xinsheng, Zhang Xinsheng walked into the mourning shed and knelt on the ground all of a sudden, somehow, Zhang Xinsheng knelt down and tears unconsciously flowed down, he kowtowed and raised his head after he said to Wang Yuzhen's photo:" Grandma, did the second uncle make you angry, that's why you left, you see how sad the second uncle is crying, grandma, don't you go, I don't want to see my second uncle so uncomfortable. β
A child's most innocent words made everyone present burst into tears.
After Wang Yuzhen settled in the earth, the three brothers of Ding Fenghai gathered in the hall of their hometown to discuss the matter of supporting Ding Shide, Chen Binglian, Zhang Fengrong and Ding Fenghe's daughter-in-law Feng Qiuxia all arrived at the scene.
Ding Fenghai took the lead and said: "This time, let everyone come over, mainly to discuss the matter of supporting our father, our mother has not been able to enjoy the blessings, I don't want to see my father live alone anymore." β
As he spoke, he looked at the expressions of the others, everyone was immersed in grief, and Ding Fenghai continued: "I think so, our father will live with me for the time being, how can I say that I am also the boss, let's start with me." I think it's cold now, and it's not enough to let my dad change places to live and toss back and forth, and when the spring of next year is warm and warm, let's make other plans. β
After Ding Fenghai finished speaking, he looked at the expressions of the others again, and no one seemed to raise any objections.
Ding Fenghai patted his thigh and said, "If you don't have any opinions, then do it." β
Chen Binglian also looked at the expressions of the others, as if no one really raised objections, she is not a fuel-efficient lamp, she is more active than anyone else in the matter of light, but even if she will not take this loss to herself, looking at Ding Fenghai's determined look, she said eagerly: "I have an opinion!"
Everyone moved their eyes to Chen Binglian, and Ding Fenghai said angrily: "If you have an opinion, let's go home and talk about it, don't be embarrassed here." β
As soon as she heard this, Chen Binglian immediately became angry, and she raised her eyebrows and said, "What do you call me embarrassed? Why, I can't mention it if I have an opinion!"
Ding Fenghai said with a displeased face: "Others don't have any opinions, what opinions can you have?"
Chen Binglian said unconvinced: "Others have no opinion, that's because they are stained with light, you should take the lead as the boss, but taking the lead does not mean a loss, you say, when our mother was alive, none of you grew up eating her milk, no matter how uneven a bowl of water is, she can't all lean towards us, why do she have to be taken care of by us after leaving her father, there are still more than three months between now and the beginning of spring, I take care of the young and the old at home, you are a god when I am a god!" β
Ding Fenghai was so angry by Chen Binglian's words that he trembled, he didn't hold back the anger in his heart for a while, he suddenly stood up from the stool, and said angrily: "Shut up, how can you be qualified to speak here, if you say this again, believe it or not, I will whip you!"
Chen Binglian's eyes widened, she raised her head arrogantly and said viciously: "Ding Fenghai, let me tell you, don't stand and talk without backache, the old man brought back to our house, didn't I take care of it? You patted your ass and went back to the army, you were relaxed, but what about me, don't you think about it for me?"
Ding Fenghai was so angry, he suddenly raised his hand and was about to hit Chen Binglian's lofty face, Chen Binglian didn't mean to hide, she said coldly: "Ding Fenghai, if you beat me today, I won't be with you tomorrow, I will lead the child back to my parents' house, even if you carry the eight-person sedan chair to pick me up, it's useless!"
Ding Fenghai was stunned, he thought of his three children, that innocent and innocent face was so innocent and flawless, isn't this Chen Binglian's credit? It is not easy for her to raise her three children at home alone, as her husband and the head of the family, he only goes home once a year, and he hurries back to the army after staying for seven days, how can he help her share these hardships, think about it, she can't stand Chen Binglian, if this slap continues, it will not be reasonable anywhere, thinking like this, Ding Fenghai's raised hand finally let go.
Ding Fengjun wanted to speak but was stopped by Ding Fenghe, Ding Fengjun turned his face to look at Ding Fenghe in confusion, Ding Fenghe shook his head gently at Ding Fengjun, Ding Fenghe got up and said: " Eldest brother, sister-in-law is right, it was my father and mother who flattened our bowl of water in the past, and now we have to level this bowl of water from our father and mother, I don't think it is as good as this, my father is used to living in the old courtyard, or he still doesn't let his old man go, we brothers and sisters, if you feel sorry for our father, come to see him more, come to accompany him more, if you feel that you have suffered a loss, then come less than two trips. β
As he spoke, Ding Fenghe turned his face to look at Chen Binglian and said, "Sister-in-law, what do you think of my proposal?"