Chapter 618: Besides, I'm in a dilemma
Zuo Ling heard this, and felt much better. Xindao: This death is not as good as an old mother to understand the truth, I have known him for so long, he has coaxed himself a few times, but he often coaxes him, this is what living people are used to.
"Mother Liu, you don't know, Miss Zuo is a heroine, unlike other girls, there is no need to coax." Besides, he laughed.
"Nonsense, the old body is also from your age, you haven't experienced anything, girls want to be coaxed, and they want to be coaxed." Liu's mother smiled.
"It's a pity, the son of the family can do anything, but he can't coax people." Xiao Nier laughed.
Besides, with her, I didn't coax her much, but fortunately, her personality was flexible, and she didn't need to be coaxed by him at all.
"Why not, that's because you didn't see him in front of Pomegranate, saying that he wouldn't coax girls, that's a lie." Zuo Ling was not angry.
"That's it, the young master can't say anything, or the old master will like you so much, you are the kind of person who is obsessed with death and does not pay for his life." Mother Liu also helped Zuo Ling speak.
Of course, this is a superficial thing, in essence, Liu Ma still wants to help pacify Zuo Ling, and finally marry into the family, this is the common wish of all men in the world, such a big luck fell on the head, don't hurry up and cherish it, it is really a stupid hat.
Of course, she didn't know about the things between her and Zuo Ling, and she was sadistic, tearful, and bloody.
Perhaps it is precisely because of the previous foundation that Zuo Ling will repeatedly get out of control after the relationship between the two has made a breakthrough, because the development of the situation has been out of control.
The two were supposed to watch over two places in one place for life, but they never came together, and the two lines of fate were always parallel, but there were no intertwined points.
Now the two are involuntarily intertwined together, but they are mixed with too many external factors and various interferences and destruction, whether it is Zuo Ling, they can no longer control each other, and they can't adjust the relationship between the two.
"It's not that he won't, but he is disdainful and unwilling, otherwise how can he be like a pug in front of pomegranates. I'm sick too, treat me, come on, coax me, I'd rather be coaxed to death by you than be angry with you. Zuo Ling couldn't hold back his anger.
Xiao Nier's heart sank, the big thing is not good, this is the rhythm of the accident, she hurriedly looked at the situation, meaning to let him calm down, don't fight back.
Besides, he smiled slightly, and didn't look angry at all.
"Sister Zuo, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Nier hurriedly pulled Zuo Ling's sleeve and asked her to sit down.
Zuo Ling was angry, but he regretted it in his heart, what's wrong, it's getting out of control more and more, and if it goes on like this, he will have to flip the table.
Besides, of course, it's not that he can't coax girls, if he wants to, he can also coax people to death, but he thinks that the matter between him and Zuo Ling can't be solved by coaxing, and Liu Ma and Xiao Nier both want to be simple. If the problem can be solved by coaxing, there will be no current plot.
After Zuo Lingcao finished eating, he took the car back, and Xiao Nier couldn't pull it.
On the way back, Zuo Ling sat in the car, covering his face with both hands, and couldn't stop crying.
What's wrong with me?
I thought about it well at home, why did I see him as if I had changed someone, am I evil?
The unspeakable regret and annoyance in her heart, she knew what was going on at the time, but she couldn't control herself, she couldn't let herself do what she had in mind, and she saw things stiff.
What can I do, what should I do, am I really at odds with him, and that's it?
Zuo Ling knew that if there were a few more quarrels, she and the others would really have to part ways.
Liu's mother also enthusiastically sent Zuo Ling to the door, and when she came back, she kept muttering, saying that he was too stupid, why wouldn't he catch the girl's heart? Zuo Ling is such a good girl, such a big beauty, she didn't catch it quickly when she was sent to the house, let the family run away, and so on.
In the end, I was really tired of listening to it, so I hid in the study to be quiet.
"Sister Zuo, what's wrong? It's like a different person, and I don't even know her anymore. Xiao Nier was also confused, and ran to ask what's more.
"How do I know, you can see that I've been backing down." And smiled bitterly.
"She shouldn't be like this, she did tell me that she wanted you to apologize to her, that's just an excuse, I can see that she actually wants to reconcile, how can she become like this when she talks about it, I can't figure it out." Xiao Nier frowned and thought bitterly.
"Do you know that this is not her original character?" Besides, play with taste.
Zuo Ling, Sisi, and Pomegranate are all the daughters of the rich and noble family, and they all have an arrogant princess spirit, but in front of him, these people didn't show it, who knows what they look like to others at home?
Besides, I know that Sisi is very strict at home, otherwise it would be impossible to preside over housework at such a young age. Pomegranate is even more feared in the Chen family, and the family is more afraid of her than Chen Musa.
"Well, what you said makes sense, so what about things between you, you can't always be like this, you think about it when you don't see it, and you start arguing when you see it, like a pair of enemies."
"The ancients said: It's not that enemies don't get together." Besides, he sighed.
"I still think Sister Zuo has changed, and it's not with me, it's with you, as long as I see you, it's like I'll become another person, doesn't make sense?" Xiao Nier meditated hard and couldn't get the point.
Besides, he didn't speak, he scribbled on the paper with a pen, neither in line nor vertically, just scribbling casually.
"What exactly does she want to do?" Xiao Nier was still struggling to figure it out.
"She wants me to do whatever she wants to do to Pomegranate, and that's right, but I just can't do it." Besides, he said.
"What, how could she ask for this, isn't it obvious that it is difficult for you? She shouldn't be like this, didn't she say she wanted nothing from you before? Could it be that change is change? Xiao Nier was taken aback.
"In the past, I didn't ask for anything, but after crossing that line, I asked for everything. It's not that I shouldn't, it's just that I can't really do it. "Besides, it's painful.
"Of course you can't do it, no one can, she should know it herself."
Xiao Nier didn't understand Zuo Ling even more in her heart, it is said that Zuo Ling is not such an unreasonable and unreasonable person, how could he ask for such a request.
No one wants to share good things with others, men are like this to women, and women are like this to men, there is a kind of monopoly mentality.
But at that time, it was a completely patriarchal world, and women were taught from an early age not to be jealous, jealousy is not a virtue, but a woman's biggest flaw, which is of course anti-human.
But at that time, men controlled all the resources of life, and women had to rely on men to support themselves, and they had to share him with other women, and they were destined to be unable to monopolize them. If you want to monopolize it, you can do it, those young men from poor families outside wish that a woman would monopolize them, but no one is willing to give in and marry.
This is a contradiction, it is a dead knot, in fact, this kind of contradiction exists in any society, as long as human society is still running, there must be its doomed contradiction and dead knot, this is not a matter of human will.
"If she really wants to think like this, she has no choice but to let her go." Xiao Nier's heart was completely cold, she had been thinking about Zuo Ling before, but now she felt that she was a little too much.
"I made a mistake, and if I had forcibly pushed her away, I wouldn't have been in this trouble." Besides, he felt sorry for himself.
"Nonsense, which man could hold back at that time, let alone push away the beauty sent to his hand." Xiao Nier laughed. She knows how tempting Zuo Ling is to men.
"I could, but I didn't do it at the time, for fear of hurting her too much. As a result, it still hurts now. Besides, he smiled bitterly.
He was indeed sober in the moment before the fall, and he was able to resist that temptation, but it was only later that he gave up resistance and fell into the beauty of Zuo Ling.
"Don't take everything on your own, I want me to say that she is still responsible for this matter, she took the initiative, not you. At that time, she should have understood the results of her doing so. "Xiao Nier is completely protected at this time.
Besides, he really had a headache, if Pomegranate was fine, he could still think about how to deal with the matter with Zuo Ling, but now Pomegranate's illness has occupied almost all of his energy, and he doesn't have the heart to think about how to balance the matter between him and Zuo Ling.
Xiao Nier's words are just comfort, he is a man, it is impossible to attribute this kind of thing to a woman, the responsibility is still his, no matter what, the consequences should also be borne by him, not Zuo Ling.
"How's the pomegranate?" Xiao Nier asked.
"It's much better, but something very sudden happened today, and I was scared again, I don't know what tomorrow will be, and my heart is still hanging now."
Besides, he began to talk to Xiao Nier about what happened during the day.
He didn't elaborate on the inner confrontation of this matter, for fear of scaring Xiao Nier.
"So that's a happy event?" Xiao Nier was really happy to hear this, and couldn't hide her joy.
"Sort of." Besides, he replied vaguely.
"That's good, Pomegranate's illness can get better sooner." Xiao Nier clapped her hands happily.
Besides, he went to bed very late, and he wanted to sit still for a while, but his mind was so confused that he couldn't meditate.
He still couldn't sleep in bed, thinking about it, but there was no clear idea in his head.
Suddenly, an inexplicable sadness grabbed him, suddenly, and for no reason, he couldn't help but cover his eyes and choked silently, tears kept flowing from between his fingers.
At this moment, no one can fully enter his heart. In the past two years, how many changes he has experienced and how many hardships he has endured, scenes flashed in his mind. Now, his father and sister live overseas, and he is actually no different from an orphan, he has to comfort Pomegranate and help Zuo Ling, which he is willing to do, and he hopes that they can all be happy. However, there are some things that he really can't do perfectly, and if he can't do it, he still insists on trying to do it, and who can understand this painstaking effort?