Although it is in the office of the deputy secretary of the municipal party committee, at this moment Liang Jian does not regard Hu Xiaoying as a deputy secretary of the municipal party committee, but as a woman he cares about. For this reason, Liang Jian's stubborn temper also came up, and he said: "If I don't live with you, I won't get married." ”

Hu Xiaoying said: "Liang Jian, it is impossible for the two of us to get married. We both know this very well. But that doesn't stop us from being together. Liang Jian looked at Hu Xiaoying in disbelief: "If I marry someone else, are we still together?"

Hu Xiaoying closed her eyes, as if she was in pain, and after a long while, she opened her eyes and said to Liang Jian, "What's wrong with this?"

Liang Jian really couldn't believe that Hu Xiaoying would say such a thing. Liang Jian asked, "Could it be that you would rather be a junior than marry me?"

Hu Xiaoying said: "I don't care about a name. However, I can't accept that the two of us will ruin our hard-won future because of marriage. Liang Jian asked, "Are you reluctant to give up your current position?"

However, Hu Xiaoying must not agree to marry him, which made his mind a little confused for a while before he said such a thing. Hu Xiaoying's face began to turn red, but she didn't have a seizure, and after a while she said, "Indeed, it is I who am reluctant to take my current position, my official hat." These are all things that I have bought with my whole youth, and I do not want to lose them again. You have been very smooth along the way, and you may not realize the preciousness of this qiē now, but I know that the reason why the life of the government is 'life' is because the life of the government is the same as life, if you lose it, you will not come back. ”

Hu Xiaoying's words, when Liang Jian walked out of the municipal party committee building, kept ringing in his ears. "The reason why the political life becomes a 'life' is because the political life is the same as the life, if you lose it, you will not come back......"

Liang Jian kept recalling this sentence, and thought in his heart, is it really that he doesn't cherish the position he has obtained so far? Could it be that what Hu Xiaoying said is the truth?

In any case, one thing is certain, that is, between choosing power and choosing Liang Jian, Hu Xiaoying chose power. This somewhat made Liang Jian a little disappointed. Many times, men fantasize that a woman will like herself better than the others. But if he digs deeper, he will find that this is not the case at all.

How many successful men dare to face up to the fact that if he did not have his current status and power, would the women who surrounded him still throw their arms and arms on him? Most of them will probably cast a contemptuous look at him who is penniless and powerless. Even, he himself will despise himself more than others.

Liang Jian asked himself again, if Hu Xiaoying was just an ordinary woman, could he still love her and care about her like he did now?

"Secretary Liang, are we going back to the county?" the driver asked. For a while, Liang Jian really didn't know where to go, and his current head was a little confused. After a while, Liang Jian said to the driver, "Let's go back to the county first." ”

At this time, Wang Xuehuan's phone call came in, she said: "Secretary Liang, how about tomorrow?" Liang Jian was in a trance and asked, "What about tomorrow?" Wang Xuehuan said: "Invite the reporter to dinner." Liang Jian remembered that he had mentioned this to Wang Xuehuan, so he said, "Okay, let's do it tomorrow." ”

Wang Xuehuan asked, "Secretary Liang, have you come back from Yongzhou?" Liang Jian said: "I just came back." Wang Xuehuan said: "Secretary Liang, your voice sounds a little low, there won't be anything unhappy, right?"

Wang Xuehuan is very sensitive, she seems to be particularly able to feel Liang Jian's subtle psychological activities, her question just now made Liang Jian feel very intimate, he almost said: "Xuehuan, come and accompany me at night?"

But he hurriedly suppressed this idea of his own, because Hu Xiaoying was unhappy, if he went to Wang Xuehuan, he would be venting, which was not only irresponsible for himself, but also unfair to Wang Xuehuan.

At this time, he would rather choose to find a place to stay quietly alone. The car had already begun to drive out of the city, and Liang Jian suddenly said to the driver: "Gu Hua, it's still not going back to the county, it's not too early, so send me home." ”

When Gu Hua heard Liang Jian say this, he also said happily: "Okay, Secretary Liang Jian, I also felt just now that it is already afternoon, and when we arrive in the county, I am afraid that it will be dozens of minutes before we get off work." Liang Jian said, "Then why didn't you remind me just now?"

Gu Hua said: "I think Secretary Liang may have important things to do when he goes back." Liang Jian said "um", and then said: "Gu Hua, if you have any questions in the future, you can ask me directly, I won't have an idea." ”

Gu Hua nodded in the rearview mirror and said, "Secretary Liang, I understand." ”

Liang Jian got out of the car and said to Gu Hua: "It's going to be okay today, let's go back and rest early." Gu Hua thanked him and drove away. Liang Jian wanted to go somewhere to have dinner, but after thinking about it, he was alone and couldn't be interested in going anywhere.

Liang Jian thought to himself, why is it just a single night? That's it, buy some noodles, go home and make some food for yourself? Thinking so, Liang Jian suddenly felt a little fresh, and Liang Jian went to the nearby vegetable market.

In the vegetable field, there is the taste of the vegetable field, and there is the smell of the vegetable field in the vegetable field, and there is also a unique communication method in the vegetable field.

He walked to the vegetable stall, and there was a man who was fighting with the boss for a dollar, and a few old aunts were picking up a few green peppers. Maybe it's just ordinary life. On weekdays, Liang Jian is far away from this kind of life, but today he feels that this is particularly life-like. He went out from another door and smelled the smell of stewed mutton, after the winter solstice, the taste of the New Year began to reinvent, and it became popular to eat stewed mutton in Jingzhou City. The fragrance spreads in all directions, stimulating the taste buds of passers-by.

Liang Jian couldn't help but think of the fact that not long ago, he ate roast mutton with Governor Zhang at the beautiful farm in Ningzhou City. Liang Jian couldn't help but have a hint of inspiration, the mutton in Xiangyangpo Town is also well-known in Jingzhou City, and he may be able to engage in this kind of mutton festival or something in the future, or he can invite Governor Zhang to taste it.

But thinking of this, Liang Jian sued himself and stopped there. I just want to be quiet and quiet today. Mutton, a favorite of people with a heavy taste, is not suitable for you today.

Liang Jian bought a few cabbages grown by a local farmer, weighed three taels of river shrimp, asked for a few fish balls, half a catty of peanuts, a few Chaotian chili peppers and a catty of noodles, and then took them home to cook noodles to eat.

He moved his laptop into the kitchen, found a few songs that he hadn't listened to for a long time, clicked the play button, and only heard the song of "Blue Lotus" spread: Nothing can stop / Your yearning for freedom / Wild career / Your heart has no worries / Through the dark years / I also felt hesitant......

It seems that the gloomy mood is slowly dissipating. Liang Jian lit the gas, shook his body gently, felt the rhythm of the song, washed the vegetables, brushed the pot, boiled the water, and underneath, and after ten minutes, a large pot of fragrant noodles was ready.

Bringing the noodles to his seat, Liang Jian opened a bottle of red wine for himself. At this time, the mood is almost empty. Thinking of Hu Xiaoying's awkwardness in his heart before, Liang Jian felt that it was just a kind of superficiality and narrow-mindedness, and there was actually a broader space for human nature.

Liang Jian washed the grease off his hands, sat down at the table, and poured himself a glass of red wine. It seems like something is missing. Suddenly, the doorbell rang.

"Who could it be?" Liang Jian got up and went to open the door.

Hu Xiaoying was carrying a small black leather bag and wearing a windbreaker standing at the door, her face was slightly red due to the stimulation of the cold, but her lips were a little pale.

Liang Jian didn't say anything and let her in. After Hu Xiaoying entered the door, she stared at Liang Jian's eyes: "Let me see, are you still angry with me?"

Liang Jian smiled and said, "No." Hu Xiaoying glanced at Liang Jian again and said, "You cooked noodles?" Liang Jian nodded.

Hu Xiaoying said: "I happen to be hungry, do I have my share?" Liang Jian said: "Didn't you say it earlier? I can do a little more, but the amount is not too much, it should be enough for two people to make do." Hu Xiaoying saw that there was wine on the table, and looked at Liang Jian reflexively with a smile: "Want to borrow wine alone to drown your sorrows?"

Liang Jian said: "It's not about drinking to drown your sorrows, it's about enjoying life alone." ”

Hu Xiaoying said: "Let me also participate? I apologize to you." Liang Jian said: "There is nothing to apologize for. Let's eat first, while you still have a good appetite. Hu Xiaoying did not ask Liang Jian's consent, went into the kitchen by herself, took a set of utensils out, and divided half of the noodles, vegetables and shrimp from Liang Jian's big basin.

Then she took off her trench coat, and she buried herself in eating noodles and a few chopsticks, she raised her head and shook her head gently, so that her hair no longer blocked her eyes, and she said, "This tastes so good." ”

Liang Jian couldn't help laughing, just sipped the wine and watched her eat. Hu Xiaoying said, "Why don't you eat?" Liang Jian said, "I'm afraid you're not enough." ”

Hu Xiaoying said: "Only if it is not enough, will it be greedy." I don't want to eat too much in one bite and save the rest for later. Liang Jian said: "Then I don't care about you, I will eat too." Halfway through the noodles, the two began to clink glasses and drink red wine again.

That night, Hu Xiaoying lay in the crook of Liang Jian's arm and said, "Can you understand? I don't marry you, I want to be with you for a longer time." Liang Jian said: "Needless to say, I will not mention this unpleasant topic again in the future." ”

Hu Xiaoying hugged Liang Jian tightly, letting her body close to Liang Jian's body, she wondered in her heart, did Liang Jian really understand his heart?

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