"I cried so badly that night."

"A little...... Everybody knows. ”

Chu Xuanzhao and Hua Youyue were left in the room, the young man was a little embarrassed to sit on the chair, but Hua Youyue was lying on the bench with an indifferent expression.

"Teacher...... What are you thinking. Chu instantly asked.

“...... Chu Xianzhao, are you afraid?" she suddenly asked, Chu Xianzhao paused: "What are you afraid of?"

"Death, are you afraid?"

Chu Xianzhao was silent for a while: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't be able to see my father and sister in the future, after death, it will be very cold, I can't see anything, I can't touch anything, it's like soaking in the cold river water." ”

"But I'm not afraid. Hua Youyue said softly, Chu Xianzhao was startled by her indifferent tone, and hurriedly sat down next to her and held her arm, and found that she was extremely cold, as if she had just been fished out of the ice water.

"Chu Xianzhao do you know?**'s death is not a real death, like the legendary Great Qin Shi Huang, he also died, but after so many years, people still remember him, his spirit, his experience, everything he has done from a toothless child to a dying old man, he is familiar with his story, although there is still no country in this world, no army and subjects, but once people mention this person, no matter who they are, they will sincerely praise him, this person is a real king! All he is not dead yet, people still remember him!"

"Teacher...... What the hell do you want to say?" Chu Xianzhao was a little scared, and the woman's voice seemed to have no vitality at all.

"Chu instantly summoned you, such a guilty woman as me, if I die, people will still remember me, of course, remember unforgettable, on the second day and third day after my death, the family members of those who were mistakenly killed by me in Lin'an City drank wine and set off firecrackers, drank pot after pot of wine, waved their hands and got drunk. In this way, I will be able to be famous through the ages, just like the Great Qin Shi Huang, and when people mention me, they will say, "This woman is a real demon!" So I will not die, because people still remember me. Hua Youyue sneered.

If you die, I will also die, of course, I will be executed by your father, and your sister and aunt will cry and faint in front of your coffin on all kinds of trumped-up charges, and your brother will take the army and the Yanfu people to play with their lives, kill every Yanfu man, and let the soldiers rape every Yanfu woman, but what about me? Who do you think will cry for my coffin, at most, Meng Yu's guy will shed a little tear in front of my tombstone with a little conscience, and in the blink of an eye, others will spit on it! Damn, I really thought about betraying the Yin Kingdom and taking refuge in Yan Fu and following them to slaughter you all!"

Chu Xianzhao looked at her blankly, the woman slowly grinding her teeth, and her smile was both hideous and miserable.

"But I can't do that, my Hua family has been the pioneer of the Yin country for generations, if I finally become the enemy of the Yin country, they will be very disappointed, very lost

I hope to be disappointed...... But I also thought about something more comfortable, just marry a man casually, put down the butcher's knife and have a few children to enjoy the idyllic scenery, just like now, if someone is willing to listen to me say this, he won't think I'm a monster, Chu Xianzhao, do you think I'm a monster?" Chu Xianzhao's heart ached quietly, he rested his chin on her shoulder, put away his smile, and tears slowly slipped down: "Get closer, I like the taste of you." ”

She held Chu Xianzhao's face and said softly: "So I want to live, even if I am hated or used, I want to take revenge on this damn world, since I can't vent my anger to the people of Yinguo, then I will vent on the Yanfu people and destroy their country, just like I destroyed Xilin, I am the one who really destroys Xilin, not your father and emperor, nor Meng Yu, the people of Xilin are the people who hate me the most!"

"But what if I destroy them? I still feel lonely, I have supreme, god-like power, do you think gods will feel lonely?" she curled her legs so that Chu Xianzhao could hold her: "In this world, I don't have anything to want, just want someone to talk to me." ”

Chu Xianzhao's heart was extremely painful, but he didn't know how to comfort her,

"My family is dead, all because of your father. Hua Youyue continued: "Originally, my sister was the queen of the Yin Kingdom, and after your father Emperor Bī) died of her, it was your brother's mother, that is, Empress Bai Su, and then your mother, Princess Lou Huan, will die because she gave birth to you, and she is not afraid to tell you that it was the happiest night I laughed at." Your father...... Finally...... Finally received retribution, and then I prayed, praying that you and your brother and sister would also die together, so that Chu Xiaohua could experience the feeling of a broken family...... Later, Empress Bai Su also died, and your father became a real loner. Isn't a woman like me vicious?"

Chu Xianzhao lowered her head, her eyes were full of sour tears, she raised her hand to wipe the tears from his face: "You don't know...... I think I'm going to die one day, and I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid that your father will personally kill me with a sword, so I'd rather die on the battlefield than stay in the city and wait for death!"

Chu Xuanzhao suddenly grabbed Hua Youyue's neck with some anger, and sadistic as if he was executed: "What the hell are you...... In the end?"

Hua Youyue did not stop him, but encouraged him indifferently: "If it is in your hands, it is not so terrible, anyway, I don't have much effect on you, when this war is over, you give me a cup of poisonous wine to give me death, I won't blame you, and after I die, I will bring the Phoenix Qin back to Yinguo for me, it is best to ...... Never let anyone touch it!"

Chu Xianzhao slowly let go of his hand and was silent, the room was extremely quiet, not even a candle flame was lit, and he could only see two bodies clinging to everything in the dark.

"Tell me everything about you, all of it, or I'll kill you now!" Chu Xianzhao gasped in the darkness.

"Do you really want to hear that?"

"Hmm!"

Chu Xianzhao was originally a person who liked to listen to stories, whether it was suffering or joy, these were all part of their cognitive world.

For Hua Youyue, he has always wanted to know her, but the other party locks his heart and doesn't give it to him, and it is also a secret for anyone to get a glimpse of.

"I've never told you about my family, the Hua family, one of the four major families of the Yin Kingdom?" asked Hua Youyue.

"Actually, I have heard my father tell me about your family since I was a child, General Hua Mingge killed hundreds of barbarians of the Golden Horde in turn, and your ancestor Hua Qiangxin once led the Yin ** team and resisted the Daqing dragon cavalry in the battle of the southern invasion, and killed three adult flying dragons, and was known as the dragon slayer by the people of the Yin country, as well as your ......"

"I listened to these stories before you were born, and when you go back to Lin'an City, you can go to the White Wild Goose Pagoda, where there is a very large book of "Heroic Spirits", which is in the room at the end of the sixth floor. This book does not record emperors, but only heroes and famous generals, their names and deeds. Nearly 30% of the pages in it are about the ancestors of my Hua family. "Hua Youyue doesn't have a good airway.

"I know, there are also the names of General Meng Yu and General Bai Yun in it...... But I didn't see you. Chu Xianzhao said softly.

"Of course there won't be mine, how could there be mine! The Heroic Soul is used to record heroes, and my name is not even qualified to be written on the Crime Code. ”

"Oh......"

"My mother is the daughter of a former court scholar, and the two never met before she married my father, and it is said that she was almost turned into a concubine by your grandfather in the harem, a very beautiful and gentle woman. ”

Chu Xianzhao smiled: "Really? Then there will be no General Hua You." ”

The corners of Hua Youyue's mouth tugged: "I'd rather she enter the harem as a concubine, the man is afraid of entering the wrong business, and the woman is afraid of marrying the wrong man." She married my father, but she failed to bring a boy to our Hua family, and the people on my father's side also gave my mother a lot of face because of this incident, but fortunately, my father felt that it didn't matter, and raised me as a boy since I was a child, and my sister inherited my mother's beauty, and my sister is about the same age as your father, if it weren't for your father and queen to go to Shuyue as a proton, maybe she would marry your father and not that Chu Zheng. ”

"It's a mess......"

"It's a mess, but my sister is really stupid, she was born to the country and the city, and she is also a famous top three person on the list of beauties in the world, such a woman was born to be a queen, or a concubine, but a stupid woman is a stupid woman after all, a woman who becomes a queen by virtue of her appearance and skills, after all, is just a plaything in the hands of the emperor, she did not become a queen in the end, but married your uncle as a princess, in fact, this should be considered a blessing, she should be satisfied. But she was still unwilling to be a princess, and later your father led the Yinguo Iron Cavalry to defeat the Golden Horde, and my father had other sons of the Hua family

My brother also died on the Tiannu River, and your father was captured by Princess Lou Huan, and he, the prince, will not come back next time!"

Chu Xianzhao heard a strong conspiracy from Hua Youyue's words, neither his aunt nor his father had ever told him about these things, even if it was Aunt Liu, a mother who had taken care of him since childhood, just words could not restore the tragedy that happened back then, and it was like a mystery that entangled them, the descendants of the Chu royal family.

And he heard from Hua Youyue's words that she had always had a deep grudge against her father, as if she had tied a dead knot in her heart.

Hua Youyue sighed: "She wants to be Her Majesty the Queen of this Mother Yi Yin Country so much, and your uncle also had the heart to rebel at that time, and the husband and wife hit it off." My father died on the river of the Heavenly Maiden, and my mother and I were so immersed in grief that we had no idea what my sister was trying to do, until she summoned me and my mother to the palace that day, for Her Majesty's sake, that is, on that day, my mother was angry with her—and when she was dying, I was asked to take care of my sister, and not to blame her. ”

"The queen is not innate, only a woman who kills in front of the emperor is qualified to be an empress! Because only such a woman can block those swords that want to kill him for the emperor!" Hua Youyue's voice was like a sword cutting her throat.

"But she still has been the queen for a year, she is not pampered and arrogant, but does her duty in a down-to-earth manner, I think forget it, anyway, Chu Xiaohua can't come back, your uncle's throne is not clear, but after this, he didn't let the people suffer and suffer, just let the two of them live in a dream-like reality with peace of mind, the good times didn't last long, but your father came back and attacked the Yin country with the army of the Golden Horde!"

"It's a very exciting story, isn't it, the prince who was seized power stepped into the land of his hometown with the army of the enemy country, killed all those who betrayed him, and finally he killed all the way to the throne, cut off his brother's head, a perfect counterattack life, what man is like him in history?"

Chu Xianzhao's nose was sore, he wanted to cry but couldn't, so he could only hug him tightly, put his face on her heart, and listened to the little heart fluttering.

Hua Youyue stroked his cheeks, as if the young man in front of him was Chu Xiaohua who had returned from power, and the chill in his eyes seemed to come from a thousand-year-old ice spring, completely freezing Chu Xuanzhao's heart.

"That year, I was only nine years old, I ran to the palace to find my sister, but the door was locked, I said I was the queen's sister, let them let me in, if I put it in the past, those guards wanted to carry me on their shoulders to my sister, but then they threw me into the prison, it was full of rats and flies, I kept crying, I was tired of crying and no one sent food, I am crying now, I am afraid that this habit will not be changed for a lifetime. ”

"Then my sister came and took me away, at this time she never wore a phoenix robe and a phoenix crown again, her face was haggard as never before, and she was dressed in white, in my memory, my sister only wore two in her life

The second time I was dressed in white, one was the time when my father's ashes were brought back from the Tiannu River, and the second time my mother was angry to death by her, and this was the third and last time I saw her in white. ”

"She took me home and kept crying, I comforted her and asked her what was going on in the palace, and she didn't say anything, she just hugged me and wept, and she kept crying, and her mouth was extremely low, and then she saw me crying and cried even louder - she said sorry for me, and sorry for my father and mother - and then she said something I don't know, she kept crying. ”

She said that she would never be a woman again in her next life, and she said that it was too painful to be a woman - heh, this stupid and weak woman couldn't face the consequences of her crimes, and finally hanged herself in front of the gate of Taiqing Palace, and the people of Lin'an City thought that this woman was a chaste martyr, and she couldn't tolerate a trace of insult before committing suicide, hehehe. ”

The corners of Hua Youyue's mouth hooked up a trace of disdain, and she laughed unscrupulously in Chu Xianzhao's arms.

Even in the dark, Chu Xianzhao could still clearly see that two lines of tears were sliding down her face.

"Your father took me to her tombstone, and I didn't even see her body in the end, only a big earthen bun, no thick burial, no national mourning, because she didn't deserve it at all!"

"My father didn't tell me about these things at all. Chu Xianzhao muttered.

"Of course he won't tell you this! Emperor Yin's glorious achievements can't tolerate a trace of dirt, even if it's the battle of the west, whether it's the North North Massacre, in the eyes of most people in the Yin Kingdom, this is not your father's responsibility, I have borne most of the sins of the West War for your father, and the king of the north and Liu Kang are the main people in charge of the massacre, your father is innocent! The guilty one is our ......" Hua Youyue cried out, her hands firmly grasping Chu Xianzhao's arm, as if it was her life-saving straw.

Their family...... What have you done all these years?

His father and aunt always looked like they were smiling in front of him, and he and his brothers and sisters were the same, but will there be a day when his children and grandchildren will face each other with the children of his brothers and sisters, just like his father did to his brother, and his own children will kill the children of his brothers and sisters, or be killed by their children.

He didn't know, and he wished he never knew......

"Later, I was possessed by the Phoenix Qin, in order to save my life, I chose to enter the barracks, kill, fight, you can ask General Meng Yu or your father about these stories, they will tell you, and I don't bother to say, I'm thirsty, help me go to the table and get a pot of wine. ”

Chu turned around in an instant, she let go of her hand, looked at the young man's back and fell into deep thought.

People are accusing her of her faults, but who can imagine what she has experienced, she is murderous, she has a lot of blood debts, but have people ever thought that such a woman has also thought about marrying the right mirror and sticking yellow flowers, and also wants to have a family.

Phoenix ...... Whether it is to make her reborn from the fire, or to fall into a deeper fire, Yong

There is no escape.

What is it that makes her soul?

Chu Xianzhao handed her the wine bottle, but this time she didn't take it quickly as before, but wrapped her hands around Chu Xianzhao's son, letting him stick to herself, maintaining the warm posture just now.

"You feed me. ”

Chu Xianzhao did not refuse, put the wine bottle to her lips, she drank the cold wine, was silent for a long, long time, and never spoke again.

Her face slowly burned, and in the face of the handsome face that was close at hand, she even had a bold idea, but the next second she was ashamed of this idea, Chu Xianzhao was not in a hurry to leave, but slowly hugged her, just like he hugged Su Nianyu, and he didn't know what else he could do.

This demon qin girl in the eyes of the world is so vulnerable?

When he comforted her, what were the other people doing? Su Nianyu may be waiting for herself, or she may have gone to bed early, there are not enough people in the military medical camp, so he asked her to treat the wounded soldiers with those medical officers, her acupuncture is even more effective than medicine in the treatment of broken limbs, hemostasis and inflammation, Ye Weiwei likes to stay with Yutai Ningning, these two pure children like snow, should have avoided war and artillery fire forever, the happier is his brother, he can finally meet his sister-in-law, he has been very happy these days.

Some people in the wounded barracks wailed, some people screamed, and the bureaucrats in the city celebrated that the Yin army had held the city, and they were happy for several days, drinking pot after pot of wine, as for those remnants of Yanfu, there was no sorrow or joy, and their compatriots died on the gentian pass, and it didn't matter if dinner was now.

The joys and sorrows of the world are never connected, and Chu Xianzhao only thinks that they are noisy.

He smelled the fragrance of cloves and roses on the woman, which was one of the few feminine places on her, and Chu Xianzhao only felt extremely confused in his heart.

"Chu Xianzhao, look at what I said today, don't tell your father that I told you these things, he ...... When you're happy, anything can be given to you...... If you're not happy, you'll come to see you with a sword...... I didn't want to die, especially not to be killed by someone I knew. Hua Youyue leaned wearily on his shoulder, breathing like an orchid.

Chu Xianzhao didn't dare to look at her face.

She was drunk and cried.

"Your instantaneous attack was taught to you by Li Changyuan, when I watched you practice swords along the way, I was like looking at Li Changyuan, I felt that he hadn't left me yet, I felt that his soul was pinned on you, protecting the two of us, do you know how similar your eyes are to him, sometimes clear, sometimes deep, sometimes pitiful, as if he had done something wrong. Hua Youyue said: "The only thing I regret is that I didn't tell Li Changyuan that I have always liked him very much, you two are heroes, heroes are not worthy of beauties?

How I wished that his soul could come to me and talk to him as it does now. ”

She slowly approached his cheek, the faces of the two were pressed together, and she smiled on her lips: "Instant Zhao, if you become the emperor in the future, you will definitely be Mingjun, you have a king's breath, and your heart has a royal way, you should be better than us...... There is a better ending than your father, everyone in the world will remember you, and sing your name, just like the Great Qin Shi Huang, I believe that one day, if I am still alive...... I'm sure I'll be happy for you. ”

Chu Xianzhao looked into her eyes, Su Nianyu also said something similar to him, and those girls who liked him thought that he would become a very good emperor.

How sad they would be if I let them down.

"Now let me sleep for a while, just one time, let me fall asleep with a person in my arms...... Right...... That's it...... Come closer, I like the taste you put on it. After saying that, she closed her eyes, and no more tears fell from the corners of her eyes.