Chapter 949: Lan Mu's Pain
Lan Mu was stunned by Qin Yafu's words, she always felt that she was fighting for Qin Yafu with good intentions, how did it end up in other people's mouths, but it seemed that she had done something too much?
"Japhe, are you blaming me? I've always been an outsider in your eyes, right? Lan Mu trembled with excitement, indeed, Qin Yafu's words were straightforward enough and hurtful enough. Pen~Fun~Pavilion www.biquge.info[This site changes the new domain name. initials, previously registered accounts can still be used]
"Aunt Lan, don't be angry, you and Brother Haijun are my closest relatives besides my parents and siblings, and Zihang is my favorite person, I feel very uncomfortable when you have a disagreement, so ......"
"Auntie, don't blame Yafu, I can understand your love for her, but, she is right, since we are all important people in her heart, the same, I don't want her to be embarrassed because of us, as for the matter between our husband and wife, she is my wife, I will not harm her, you are too worried."
Lin Zihang was very angry when he heard what Lan's mother said in front of him, but then, Qin Yafu's performance impressed him, he always thought that she was stubborn, and he would not admit that the Lan family was at fault, but he didn't expect that she would also speak out to the old lady boldly.
Well, with Qin Yafu's words, Lin Zihang was content, and when he saw Lan Mu's surprised eyes, in order to prevent Qin Yafu from being embarrassed by this, he reassured him with kind words.
"You ...... You're all good people, but I'm a villain in vain? Mother Lan stared at Qin Yafu in disbelief and asked, "Yafu, how has Aunt Lan treated you since you were a child?" Have I ever felt sorry for you? Or did something that wasn't fair to you? ”
"No, never, Aunt Lan, I'm not complaining about you, I'm ......"
"It's not a matter of complaining, Yafu, Aunt Lan has always treated you as your daughter, you know?" Lan Mu's eyes were red, her expression was sad, and she murmured in her mouth, "It's a real daughter......
"Mom, you ......"
"Don't interrupt!" Lan Mu pushed away Lan Haijun, who was holding her hand, her sanity recovered a little, her eyes were clear and gentle, she smiled slightly, and began to tell a story about a past that had been dusty for many years.
"When I was four years old in the navy, I once went on a long trip with your Uncle Lan, alas! It wasn't until I was halfway through the road that I realized I was pregnant, and I thought that it was already my second child, so there should be no big problem, so I continued the trip.
Along the way, I have some morning sickness reaction, and after waiting for the place, coupled with the water and soil adaptation, my body is always sick, I have seen the doctor, and I only said that the physique is not good, and I take it with traditional Chinese medicine to protect the fetus, the effect is not very obvious, but it is not very bad.
Your Uncle Lan is a mechanic, and he was invited to guide and help produce a batch of goods, which took about half a year or so to complete, and I didn't have a job, so I honestly took care of the navy at home, plus raising a baby.
Originally, we planned to stick to it until the fetus was six months old, and when my body was not too heavy, we would be able to rush home, as long as I returned home, no matter how bad my physical condition was, there should be no major problems.
However, who would have thought that I only brought that child to me for four and a half months, and finally lost it...... Alas! It was a newly-formed baby girl, with white skin and black hair, and at that time, I read the story of "Snow White" to her and the Navy every day, and she, she was exactly the same as I imagined Snow White......"
"Mom, don't talk about it, what are you doing with her after so many years?" Lan Haijun's face was extremely pale, and he interrupted his mother's words loudly.
It is said that a four-year-old child should not remember many things, but Lan Haijun clearly remembers the grief-stricken appearance of her mother when she lost the fetus, which made her sad as if the sky was falling, and then, she even refused to eat, and she actually wanted to follow the child's attitude, which frightened the little him, and followed him every day, just not to lose his mother.
Later, when Lan Haijun grew up, she learned that the reason why her mother was so sad was that when she was in poor health, she poured too much hope into the child, she wanted to be strong, she thought that as long as she was strong enough, there was nothing she couldn't do, she had desperately taken tocolytic pills, and tried every means to enhance her physique, how could she lose her child? She couldn't figure it out.
On the other hand, the reason for Lan's mother's sadness was even worse, that is, when she lost the child, she also lost the right to be a mother again, and the miscarriage caused massive hemorrhage, and the medical conditions at that time were limited, which caused her a lifetime of pain, so her personality became more and more extreme, stubborn, and unreasonable.
Lan's father has always blamed himself and cherished his wife even more, at the beginning, his original intention was to take his wife and son who have no job out for a walk and see the customs of other places, but as a result, he always felt that he had harmed his wife, but it was irreparable.
Lan Mu's tears slowly fell, she looked at Qin Yafu, and sighed softly: "After that miscarriage, I was uncomfortable for a long time, and then it was the little navy that kept crying day and night, and I cried back, alas! He was afraid of being a motherless child, so afraid that he couldn't even sleep well at night, and slowly, coupled with people's persuasion, I eased up. ”
Qin Yafu also cried, a woman's greatest sorrow is not that she was abandoned by a man, but that the child who had taken root in her body suddenly stayed away, ruthlessly and resolutely, leaving no room for anything, not to mention that she was deprived of the right to give birth again, this blow was really fatal.
Lin Zihang frowned and gently hugged his wife from behind, he didn't sympathize with Lan's mother, but when he told a pregnant woman about this kind of sad thing, he was inevitably suspected of attaching his pain to the pregnant woman, especially Qin Yafu had already experienced the pain of a miscarriage, isn't it okay to block her?
Lin Zihang was full of unhappiness, but Gu Nianlan's mother was too old to have a seizure in person, so he just held his wife's hand and comforted him softly: "It's all been in the past many years, and Auntie don't be sad anymore."
"Alas! Yaf, don't cry with me, no one in our neighbors knows about this, and when my body is healed, when I go back, everyone only knows that I went on a long trip, because I am not accustomed to the water and soil, and I have lost a lot of weight, and I have not mentioned it to them. ”
Mother Lan smiled stubbornly, what she didn't say was that she wanted to save face, and she was afraid that people would laugh at her for not being able to have children anymore, but fortunately, it didn't take long for the country to implement family planning, so that those women who had the ability to have children did not dare to regenerate, so Mother Lan's heart settlement was half unraveled.
However, the other thing that touched Lan Mu the most was the birth of Qin Yafu.
Originally, before Lan's mother left home, Qin's mother was already three months pregnant, although she was not pregnant, but because of the good relationship between the two women, she knew that when she came back, Qin Yafu was already born.
Qin Yafu's skin has been very white since she was a child, her hair is dark, her big eyes are black and white, she is very pleasing, and she is naturally very similar to the appearance of her own daughter that Lan's mother once envisioned, which makes her invisibly have an illusion, as if this girl is the reincarnation of her daughter.
Therefore, Mother Lan felt very sorry for Qin Yafu, and even had the idea of recognizing Qin Yafu as her goddaughter, but unfortunately, Mother Qin didn't like those false courtesies and didn't agree to anything.
But Qin's mother always thought that Lan's mother liked Qin Yafu because she didn't have a daughter, plus she had a good relationship with her, and she was a next-door neighbor, so she never restricted her daughter's closeness to her, but no one would have thought that there was such a past entanglement.
"Mom, don't be sad, don't we have Xinyi, Xinyi is the angel who is here to protect you, and in the future, she will bring you happiness." Tang Xiaolian handed Lan Xinyi in her arms to her mother-in-law, and she was very good at seizing the opportunity to comfort her mother-in-law.
"Well, Xinyi is fine, but it's a pity that she was born prematurely!" Lan Mu sighed unwillingly, this was another bruise for her, she always felt that fate was a little unfair to her.
When Lan's mother married Lan's father, the Lan family was poor, but the relationship between the two was good, and the small days slowly got better and better, and after that, she gave birth to a boy very competitively, and she was very content.
However, the daughter who did not come safely later became a turning point in Lan's mother's fate, first when Lan's father was in the field, because of his wife's miscarriage, his body became weaker and weaker.
Lan's father was busy taking care of his wife at night, and he worked again during the day, and his attention was not enough, which caused a small accident in the later stage of work, which caused him to be transferred from a technical position with good wages after returning to his hometown and his original unit.
Originally, Lan's father's illness was considered to be due to work, and he should be taken care of by the unit, but the leader who caught up with the power was a person he had offended, so people found a bunch of excuses and refused to reimburse him for his medical expenses.
In the later stage of Father Lan's illness, he was sick and angry, but he didn't last long before he died.
Lan's mother is just a housewife, with no money, no power, and no evidence to prove that her husband's illness must be caused by work.
Lan's mother also ran to her husband's unit to make trouble, and finally came out with some money, so that she could repay her husband's medical expenses in the later stage of his illness, but people can't be resurrected after death, and those money are a drop in the bucket, where can they save the hard life behind the Lan family?
The more Lan's mother thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, as if the days had not stopped her, and she finally looked forward to her son and ushered in a stable and prosperous life, but her daughter-in-law made her look unpleasant from the beginning.
The daughter-in-law was not pleasing to the eye, but as a result, she gave birth to a premature baby, and Lan's mother felt more and more awkward, especially the child was pitifully small, so she was most reluctant to face the curious eyes and doubts of others: "Ah, why is this child so small?"
"Wow, a pocket-sized little doll!"
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