Chapter 29: Killing that you can't get used to

In the ward of the medical team building of the First Legion, Misora Xixia was lying alone on the hospital bed looking out the window. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 Info's mind kept replaying the scene of defeating the enemy with Yukichikage last night.

Happy, but also worried.

To be honest, the scene of so many demon spirits being burned to death at the same time is really shocking. At that time, she barely dared to open her eyes, and she blocked her ears with her hands, trying not to listen to the screams.

However, this shows that he is too cowardly. In the future, when you join the legion and go out on a mission, you will definitely see this kind of scene often, and if you can't stand it just by looking at it, what should you do?

After a period of struggle, I finally decided to open my eyes and let go of the hands covering my ears, trying to force myself to see and listen, hoping to get used to the killing and gore as soon as possible.

However, when she opened her eyes, she saw that Xue Qianying was located in the sky above and closed her eyes.

Don't you even dare to look at such a powerful one?

She couldn't help but be stunned, and kept staring at the red figure swaying in the firelight......

Xue Qianying joined the First Legion early, and it stands to reason that she must have carried out many missions, so why haven't you gotten used to it?

Stupid, of course you won't get used to it, and who will get used to killing people?

She couldn't help but curse herself secretly.

Thinking about it like this, I actually felt some sympathy for Xue Qianying in my heart. In her mind, Xue Qianying should be a strong-willed warrior and a strong and unyielding brave. However, at that time, she seemed to be scared and retreated.

Actually, it must be painful.

If it's painful, why do you want to do it? Is it the same as yourself, for the sake of important people?

These questions haunted her mind, and she couldn't get a good rest.

After half an hour of dazing, I really felt bored, so I decided to go for a walk in the garden outside.

ā€œļ¼Ÿā€

Intersecting with the broken eyes sitting on the bench in front of the lawn, staring blankly into the distance, Xixia didn't know what kind of expression to make.

Turning his head to look left and right, he noticed that there was no one else around, and it seemed rude to walk away quietly without saying anything.

"Well, hello, may I sit here?"

She pretended to be relaxed and walked over to the bench where he was sitting.

Hearing her question, he withdrew his gaze from afar, but his eyes were still foggy as if he had just woken up, and he stared at her for a while before he fully reacted.

"Ah, please be seated. ā€

He hurriedly moved a little to the right to make room for Xia Xia, but in fact to avoid being embarrassed to sit too close.

Xixia had already blushed when he saw it, but when he saw him give up his seat, he still buried his head and sat next to him.

"Thank you for saving me yesterday. ā€

The two were silent for a long time, after all, it was still the words of the first to say as a boy.

Xixia hurriedly waved his hand and said, "You're welcome, in fact, I didn't help much, but you saved me later." ā€

Speaking of last night's events, Duan suddenly lifted his spirits.

"Do you know what happened to me back then?"

"You don't know?"

Xixia looked up at him in surprise.

He nodded and said with some wistfulness, "Hmm." I went to the doctor just now, but they had a strange attitude towards me, as if they were treating me as an infectious disease, and they wanted to avoid me and had to ignore me, so I was embarrassed to ask. ā€

"How so? I guess it's an illusion. You just completely opened your core last night. This is very common in the Divine Domain, and no one will find it strange, let alone deliberately avoid you because of this. ā€

"You mean that the spiritual core in my body has been completely opened by me?"

"Hmm. You should be opening it for the first time, so it will be painful, and it will not be like this later after mastering the method. And congratulations, looking at the situation at that time, the spirit core you have must be very powerful.

It's so enviable, I remember I just played the music at that time. Sure enough, I was born reckless, and I couldn't be a powerful person. ā€

Seeing that Xixia was depressed as she spoke, she hurriedly comforted: "No, you are already very powerful." Maybe it's just because your ability is music, so the reaction to opening the core is music. And, most importantly, you are brave, you know what you have to do and you work hard to do it. Unlike me, I don't know anything. ā€

"Why don't you know?"

He sighed, lowered his head and said, "Actually, I just didn't want to die like this at the time, so I suddenly burst out the power in my body. And now I have what you call divine power, but I don't know what to do with it. ā€

"You can join the legion, become a god worshipper, fight for the gods, this is the dream of everyone in our training camp, and you can too. ā€

"Can I do too?"

"Hmm. In fact, you don't have to think about it so much, many things can only be truly understood by doing it yourself, so you can try it. Perhaps, in the midst of it, you will soon find your own direction. ā€

Looking at the flashing blue eyes and the soft smile on the lips of the sunset, I felt a lot more at ease.

As she said, there's no need to be so entangled. If you want to be strong, you just need to move forward.

He used to think that things were very simple, but this time he didn't know why he accidentally fell into a contradiction and couldn't extricate himself, probably because the murder was too difficult for people to accept.

He understood the fragility of life a long time ago.

As a child, I was often hungry and often felt that I was going to die soon, sometimes a small war would kill a lot of people, and many people were sentenced to death for various crimes and then executed in public.

All these made him deeply understand that life is more precious because of fragility.

If you can get rid of your vulnerability and become stronger, why not give it a try?

What's more, perhaps the world will be a better place when the gods return, as they say, then it's worth doing.

I've been thinking about this for the past two days, but it's so disorganized that I can't draw any conclusions.

At this moment, Xixia's words opened the door for him at the right time that he had been unable to find in the fog, so there was a feeling of sudden enlightenment.

"Okay, it's decided, I'm going to join the First Legion of the Divine Domain and become a legionnaire and a god worshipper. ā€

Like withered grass suddenly meeting rain and dew, he swept away his previous depression, stood up from the bench in high spirits, and clenched his fists to express his heart. The voice is sonorous and loud, and the eyes are bright, as if the passion of youth has been ignited in an instant.

All the worries and hesitations in my heart disappeared with the bold words that blurted out, and it was time to seriously determine a goal to strive for.

Who said that youth can't be wrong, who can be young and not frivolous. A teenager should be full of energy and indomitable.

"Yo, you're in good spirits. ā€

Just as he was immersed in impassioned emotion, a familiar voice interrupted his thoughts.