Chapter 183: You Deserve Better
"How can you just look at the surface and see that it's not suitable?" Lin Xia ...... Actually, since I met you, I have a very good impression of you......! It's special!" Lu Zheng rarely says this, so he is a little stumbling to say it. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
But in order to pursue the person he likes, he decides to rise to the challenge.
Lin Xia bit his lip, "Lu Zheng, I only regard you as my eldest brother's company commander! I don't have any other thoughts!So you better take back your words!"
"I don't believe it!" Lu Zheng could feel that she didn't dare to look at him and said, her clenched fingers said it all.
Seeing that she was silent, he spoke again, "Lin Xia! Actually, I heard that person like you! But you don't like him, do you?"
Lin Xia was silent.
"Lin Xia, will you give me a chance? I have also mustered up a lot of courage to come this time! In fact, I have never pursued anyone, and I don't know how to pursue it!
But I want to be honest with you what I think and let you know that I like you!"
Lin Xia gritted her teeth, she knew that what Lu Zheng said was from her heart.
Since the two met for the first time, she knew that she had a deep fate with him, but she never dared to think about it.
But he really shocked her this time, not only went directly to the house, but also confessed to her like this.
It can be said that she has not experienced these in her past life or this life.
She was timid, she wanted to run, but she couldn't help but want to hear what he had to say.
It turned out that she was also vain, and she also understood that with her appearance and conditions, it was impossible to find a man like Lu Zheng locally.
But she was really afraid, afraid that after he saw the real her, he would get bored, despise, and leave her.
Love is something she has never dared to hope for.
If she hadn't returned to her age at this age, she might still have fantasies and expectations for love and men.
But in her previous life, she lived to be in her thirties, she saw the misery of Lin Qiu after getting married, and saw the aggrieved life of too many people, she didn't want to let herself fall into that quagmire.
This is also why she thought about it at the beginning of her return, not looking for a partner or getting married, and only living alone in a chic way.
However, she did not expect Lu Zheng to appear.
There is such a person, who bravely and directly told her that he likes her, doesn't care about the fierce and vicious things she cares about, and doesn't care about her superb family.
"Lu Zheng! I think we should think about it rationally! You like me, maybe it's just an illusion!
Maybe I'm different from the girls you've been exposed to since you were a child, so that's why you find it new and interesting.
In fact, when you have been in contact with me for a long time, you will find that I am a very selfish person.
I'm also very ruthless, not only to others, but also to myself!
My brother is only in his first year of high school this year, and I have to at least finish college for him to complete his tasks.
And my sister, I want to get a small deal for her next year!
My eldest brother, you know, when I come back, I will still worry about him!
So my heart is divided into many parts, how can there be a place for you?
You deserve better! really!" she really said the truth, the army is also a society, and if you want to climb up, you also talk about connections.
In a family like his, the family must also want him to find someone who is beneficial to his career, and it is impossible for him to agree to find her like this.
Lu Zheng's face was serious, "Lin Xia! Since you say that, I'll talk about me too! Actually, I'm not as good as you think! I'm very cold, and I don't usually like to talk!"
If you become a military wife, you will have to carry everything by yourself in the future, and when you have something, I may not be around at all.
If you don't join the army, you won't see each other all year round, and you can only see each other on limited vacations!
And if you are in the army, sometimes you don't see each other every day......"
The two talked late at the river, until the sun was about to set.
Lin Xia didn't nod in agreement in the end.
But under Lu Zheng's offensive, he agreed to start with friends first, and usually corresponded.
Lin Xia and Lu Zheng paced back slowly, both of them knew that after half an afternoon, their relationship had changed.
Lin Qiu was waiting in a hurry at home, she thought that her sister said to go out for a walk, just for a walk, but she didn't come back until it was almost dark.
She didn't worry about what happened to her sister, because with Brother Lu, ordinary people can't hurt them.
She just couldn't help but worry about what the two of them were doing.
Lin Xia and Lu Zheng entered the door, and Lin Qiu was busy getting them water to wash their hands.
After that, she hurriedly brought the food in the pot again.
The three of them sat down for dinner together.
Lin Qiu clearly felt that her sister was different from Brother Lu, but she couldn't tell what was the difference.
After the meal, Lin Xia wanted to fill sausages, and Lu Zheng had to help.
Lin Xia found the funnel he used last time, brushed soybean oil on it, and tied the soaked casing on it with white thread.
After that, Lin Xia began to pour the marinated meat filling into it, poking it with chopsticks from time to time.
Lu Zheng helped her carry it, looking at the intestines that kept being pumped out, and gradually the tips of his ears turned red.
But Lin Xia didn't know anything, she was working seriously.
When Lu Zheng saw her prick the intestine with a thin needle, he asked curiously, "Why is this?"
"Lest it break!" Lin Xia didn't understand what the principle was, anyway, she remembered that this was how she got it.
After finally getting it done, he started steaming in the pot, and Lu Zheng went out after washing his hands.
Lin Xia thought he had gone to the toilet and didn't care.
In fact, Lu Zheng was standing in the courtyard to calm down.
He looked at the yard and could see that it was clean and tidy everywhere.
What Lin Xia told him before, he understood why she said that.
It's nothing more than trying to dispel his desire to be with her.
But he really didn't care.
Because he understands that if the two are really together and married.
In the future, after he was promoted to the deputy battalion, he would apply to join the army, and when he arrived in the army, his life was relatively simpler.
But he also understood that he couldn't be so selfish, and Lin Xia's younger siblings were her responsibility.
He also understands what kind of person Lin Chun is, and it will all depend on Lin Xia in the future.
But he was willing to help her bear it.
But she is so stubborn, she doesn't nod her head.
It's better to think that it would be better to start as a friend, anyway, she is still young, a little girl in her twenties......
Lin Xia didn't see Lu Zheng come back after cooking the intestines, she suddenly thought that the toilet in her house was very dark and wouldn't ......
She hurriedly went out of the house, but saw Lu Zheng standing in the courtyard looking at the moon in the sky.
"What are you doing?"
Lu Zheng turned to look at her, only to feel that she had a different kind of charm with messy hair.
"Look at the moon! Lin Xia! I will remember today!"
Lin Xia also raised his head slightly and looked at the moon in the sky, today is not fifteen, so it is a semicircle.
"What is there to remember today?"
He whispered in a volume that the two of them could hear, "Today is our first day!"
Lin Xia really wanted to beat him, what do you mean by the first day we started?
"Haven't started yet, okay?"
Lu Zheng looked at her playfully, "Why didn't you start? Aren't we starting to be friends now?"
Lin Xia: "......"