Sometimes. You're in a daze looking for something. But I couldn't find anything. In fact, the difference is a little bit of effort. The fat man once said a word. He said unless I didn't want to win. Otherwise, no one will let me lose. The truth is all interconnected. Unless you don't want to actually find it. Then the effort will be successful.

Too many coincidences. Too much all of a sudden. That's why those so-called chances are created.

I stood up. Rushing towards the broadcast room. How could I be so stupid. A voice can't find you. Then I will sue the whole world. Let it find you.

Got to the broadcast room. I sued the staff inside for the situation. I took a few hundred dollars in cash. It's kind of thanks. I was like I refused. I remember the words of one of the staff members: buddy. Don't use this money to spoil this feeling. It doesn't mean.

Not much time for me. I took the microphone. I was a little nervous. I'm simmering with feelings:

"Hey. Zheng Xiuer. Are you there. ”

"Xiu'er. I know you're at the train station. I'm Gu Nan. I'm here to see you. I have something I want to say to you in person. I'm afraid I won't say it. There is no chance in this life. Zheng Xiuer. Can you hear me. I'm Gu Nan. I'll be waiting for you in the alley next to the radio room. Waiting for you. You don't come. I'm not going. ”

I slowly breathed a sigh of relief. He handed the microphone to the staff member on the side.

"Come on."

I smiled at the staff and nodded. After saying thank you, he turned around and walked out.

There was a strong smell of tobacco in the alley. The addiction to cigarettes has come up. I took out my cigarette and lit it slowly.

Through the corner piece. Look out at the avenue ahead. Confusion of light and shadow. Scold. This city will always be like this.

Gray mixed with longing. Red is tireless. Goodbye that can never be said.

I've been keeping an eye on both sides of the alley.

I smoked several cigarettes in a row. But I still didn't see Xiu'er's shadow. I don't think Xiu'er will come.

I saw Spider-Man in tall buildings. I saw panicked passers-by. I saw the wind blowing and stumbling.

"Gu Nan."

When I meditate. I heard my name being called.

I turned to the side with some excitement. Xiu'er is dressed in casual clothes. He was holding a big red suitcase in his hand.

She bit her lip. Giggling at me:

"Out of Ang."

I don't know what to say to Xiu'er. I kind of want to laugh. But I want to cry so much. I shook my head with a dry smile:

"Hey. It's so interesting to stay inside. Came out so early. It's really boring. ”

"Loaded. You just pretend. If you don't pretend you're going to die. ”

Xiu'er set the box aside. Leaning against the wall and teasing me.

"Talk to me about it. Rise. ”

"I'm just talking to you. You're not my superior now. ”

I nodded a few times in a row:

"Xiu'er 、、、"

This sound that is too natural has an urge to cry.

"Yes."

Xiu'er dragged the tail note. Somewhat cute.

"Why?"

"What to do and how."

"Why do you want to help me fight these charges?"

I'm getting a lot of color.

"I don't know why. I didn't want to work in this company in the first place. Originally, I was planning to go back to my hometown to develop. It's just in time for you to have an accident. I can help you if I can. ”

Xiu'er said it so naturally.

"Yes."

"Then what do you think it is?"

I pretended to cough twice:

"Isn't it because it's me? Because I'm Gu Nan. ”

Xiu'er held her two little hands in her hands. Keep rubbing each other. She kept her head down. Biting his lip tightly. Her eyes reddened:

"That's right. Because you're Gu Nan. ”

"Alright. Go ahead. What are you looking for me? ”

A few tenths of a second after Xiu'er finished saying this. I threw myself at Xiu'er. I hugged Xiu'er tightly:

"Xiu'er. Thank you. Sorry 、、、 too."

I will always remember how gently I spoke that time. How affectionate. How memorable it was.

I'm not a fool. I won't be stupid, I don't even know that other girls like me.

Feelings in this world are so helpless. You like her. She likes people. Others like you.

This is a relationship that doesn't even open its mouth. It will also be sealed in the memory of zài forever.

"Liu Jiang said you were leaving Wuhan.

Maybe I won't ever see you again in my life. So I must sue you to your face. You're a good girl. Will definitely find a very good man in the future. He will love you and love you for the rest of his life. You will be very, very happy. Just when I blessed in advance. I'm afraid I won't even be able to send the blessing by then. ”

I hugged Xiu'er tightly and said.

Xiu'er hugged me tightly like this. Choking in my arms. Crying、、、

Even the sound of heartbreak can be heard clearly.

It's been a long, long time. I slowly let go of Xiu'er、、、

"Don't let go. Gu Nan. Just this last time. And the only time. You may never see each other in this life. Actually, I'm so scared. But I don't want to see you stay in there for the rest of your life. I know I'm not worthy of you. I know I can't have you either. I don't have that ability. Something happened to you this time. If I can help you, I will do what I can to help you. I don't expect anything. Really, really just want you to be well. ”

Xiu'er was crying in my arms. He said quietly.

Tears flowed down her cheeks. I tried not to cry out loud.

As if all partings were not with tears. It's going to be red-eyed. And heartache.

How I wish time had stopped. You don't go either.

You are Antarctica. I am the North Pole. This life is destined to be separated by the whole world.

We crave one last hug. For a long, long time.

Xiu'er finally pushed me away slowly. She smiled at me. Slowly wiped away the tears:

"Gu Nan. It's your blessing that you're coming out this time. But good fortune doesn't last forever. Days to come. You have to pay attention. You're a good person. But it can't be good for everyone. The water of the company is very deep. If you're not careful, you'll never recover. You don't know how he died. So. Gu Nan. You have to be careful. You can't be so stupid in the future. ”

I bit my lip and nodded fiercely:

"I will."

Xiu'er looked at her watch:

"It's time for me to pit stops. The train is coming. ”

I nodded:

"That's right. What are you going to do when you go back? ”

"Find a man who loves you. Then get married and have children. Live a life in a down-to-earth manner. We're fine there, too. I will be happy. ”

"Gu Nan. You want to be happy, too. You're the man I never had. I sincerely wish you happiness. ”

Xiu'er smiled so happily. Warmed up all winter.

"Gu Nan. Goodbye. Be happy. ”

Xiu'er stood in a place where light and shadow were confused. He smiled and waved at me. Turn around. Leave.

The noise of the train station was all in chaos. I heard Xiu'er's voice very clearly.

I stood still. Beckoning to her back. I can't even say it myself

"Goodbye."

I don't know what I'm waiting for. It's like I don't know what's waiting for me.

On this parting night. Enough of all the sentimentality. I leaned against the corner and leaned down slowly. Heartache to the point of weakness.

Xiu'er just left. She left Hantian. Left Wuhan. I never saw her again. Yes. I've never seen it in my life. It's like she's never been here. It's like there's never been a girl. I don't ask for any results.

I drank many, many drinks that night. I wandered alone on the brightly lit streets of Wuhan. The wind blew at midnight and it was ice to the bones.

Xiu'er. I hope. You're at the end of the world that I can't see. In a time that I can't reach. Immortal. Happiness and well-being. I'll be careful. I'm going to live happily ever after.

That sentence was unspoken after all

"Goodbye". Never again.

Good bye. Xiu'er.

(End of this volume.) ）.

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