Ding Fengjun's palm is not very heavy, it is much lighter than the previous punch, but this table is too inferior, how can it withstand his strength. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Ding Fengjun didn't care about the good or bad of this table, pointed to Zhang Jilai's nose and said: "You are too irresponsible, take life as a child's play, if you really don't even care about death, why don't you resist when Zhang Guilai bullies you, anyway, it is death horizontally and vertically, why is the righteousness of not dying awe-inspiring." ”

Zhang Jilai faced Ding Fengjun's accusations, he still had a non-angry attitude, he just felt a little helpless, and he had to taste the bitterness in his heart alone in the dead of night, no one could understand the bitterness in his heart.

Zhang Jilai said lightly: "If it weren't for the fact that I still have an old lady, I would have fought that ruffian scoundrel to the end, do I still need to swallow my anger like this!" ”

Ding Fengjun could see the helplessness flashing in Zhang Jilai's eyes, Ding Fenghai was right, Zhang Jilai was really a filial person, and the pillar of his current life was his mother, but when his mother was away, presumably this bitter life would eventually fall.

Ding Fengjun couldn't bear to let this life suffer anymore, he took out the gross tickets left by Ding Fenghai, counted some and handed them to Zhang Jilai, and said to him: "This is what my eldest brother asked me to give you, he also feels sorry for your experience, and he doesn't want to see your mother and son live in such darkness again, he said that he hopes you can find a job to do, no matter how much money you make, as long as you can live." ”

Zhang Jilai repeatedly refused, unwilling to accept this charity from kindness.

"Second brother, I appreciate your kindness, you have already helped me a lot, I won't accept this money no matter what, you better take it back."

Ding Fengjun's temper came up again, and he directly reprimanded: "Take it for you, I can tell you, this money is not for you alone, this is for your aunt, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't even put a fart in your house, you know that poor people must have something to hate, how can you not find a job if you are able-bodied, you know that others are not good at charity, why don't you make money through your own efforts, if you want to recognize me as a second brother, just take the money happily, get a job, live well, don't let me look down on you!" ”

Zhang Jilai frowned and said, "Second brother, although I don't understand what you mean, I know that you are for my good, but I really can't ask for this money." ”

Ding Fengjun was anxious and said: "Can you not fucking be like a girl, remember, you are a man, a man, and the pillar of the family, if you are not strong, who can be strong for you, rest assured brother, you will be my brother in the future, I will be your second brother, if you have difficulties, you can speak, there is nothing that cannot be said between our brothers." If you recognize me as the second brother today, don't say anything, accept the money, work hard to live, and when you soar one day, as long as you can still see me and call the second brother, the second brother will be very satisfied. ”

Zhang Jilai didn't know how to answer, he accepted the money handed over by Ding Fengjun with tears in his eyes.

"Second brother, I will always remember your kindness in my heart, rest assured, I will not have the idea of suicide again, I will definitely live well and will not live up to your expectations of me." Zhang Jilai held back tears and said firmly.

Ding Fengjun felt very relieved at the moment, he could make Zhang Jilai full of hope for life, which did not live up to Ding Fenghai's sustenance on him, the heart of the doctor's parents, and the fact that he did this should also be regarded as using the hearts of his parents.

When Ding Fengjun returned home, it was already completely dark, although the rain had long stopped, but the sky was not clear, if it were not for the flickering candlelight in the room, this would be an abyssal night. Ding Shide inevitably scolded Ding Fengjun a few more words, and Wang Yuzhen blocked it to hold down Ding Shide's anger.

Ding Fengjun went straight back to the bedroom, which originally belonged to him and his eldest brother Ding Fenghai, but at this time it was empty and unpopular, Ding Fengjun was lying on the bed alone, thinking about something with his hands wide open.

"Second brother, I want to sleep with you, is that okay?" It was Ding Fenghe's voice, Ding Fengjun was excited, he looked towards the door, and by the candlelight of the outhouse, he saw Ding Fenghe with a worried face.

"Absolutely." Ding Fengjun replied.

"Second brother, there's something I want to tell you." The two of them were lying on the bed with their own hearts, Ding Fenghe seemed to be muttering, his voice was extremely weak, Ding Fengjun was still looking at the roof with his hands on his pillows, and replied thoughtlessly: "What's the matter?" ”

"I don't want to go to school anymore." As soon as Ding Fenghe's words came out, Ding Fengjun was immediately a little surprised, his head turned slightly to Ding Fenghe's side, and said, "Why? ”

"I don't study well, and I definitely won't have any interest in the future, so why bother the family anymore, it's better to go out and find a job to do, so as to subsidize the family."

"Silly brother, you are so young and have not graduated from junior high school, what can you do? Anyway, even if you mix up, you have to get a junior high school diploma. Ding Fengjun said lightly.

Ding Fenghe secretly speculated about what Ding Fengjun said, and after a long time, he said faintly: "Instead of wasting time in school, it is better to go out and find some work to do, you don't have to spend money to go to school, you have to spend so much money on food and accommodation for a week, if you use my money for your college expenses, maybe our parents can suffer less." ”

Ding Fenghe's unintentional words touched Ding Fengjun's heart again, but looking at his younger brother who was in such a situation, how could he bear to blame him. Ding Fengjun deeply understands that he is the hope of his family, and only he can change the living conditions of his family, but this hope is about to turn into disappointment, how can this not make him sad!

"Fenghe, no matter what decision I make in the future, you must remember that if you don't graduate from junior high school, you can't leave this home." Ding Fengjun said earnestly.

In Ding Fenghe's memory, Ding Fengjun had never spoken to him in such a tone, he looked at Ding Fengjun with doubts, there was no light in the dark hut, and Ding Fenghe couldn't detect the emotions from Ding Fengjun's face at all.

"Second brother, can you tell me why?" The simple Ding Fenghe couldn't hear anything else from Ding Fengjun's tone at all, although he didn't know why Ding Fengjun said this, but he also knew in his heart that no matter what Ding Fengjun said, it was for his good.

"No why, just listen to me, and one day you'll understand." Ding Fengjun's ambiguous answer did not make Ding Fenghe think too much, and Ding Fenghe no longer spoke, he understood that no one could change the decision made by Ding Fengjun, even if he was Ding Fengjun's younger brother, he did not have this power. Since Ding Fengjun did not agree with him to drop out of school, no matter how much he said, it was useless, Ding Fenghe simply closed his eyes and gradually fell asleep.

Ding Fengjun couldn't sleep at all, his brain was always spinning, all the people and everything were squeezed into his brain, and the chaotic and noisy sound made him unable to sleep at all.

"Second brother, I like you, why don't you want to marry me!" The voice from Ma Shiyu's blame, this voice is so beautiful, so refreshing, but why Ma Shiyu is waving goodbye to herself, the figure that is fading away can't be touched at all.

"Feng Jun, remember to take a photo and mail it to me after being admitted to university!" It was the eldest brother Ding Fenghai's smile full of happiness, and the smile on his thin face under the sun that deeply pierced Ding Fengjun's heart.

"Second brother, no matter what misunderstanding there is between you and your eldest brother, one day this misunderstanding will be solved, don't worry, I will definitely live well, and I will repay you and my eldest brother for their kindness to me." Zhang Jilai said these seemingly non-existent words from the bottom of his heart, and the ethereal voice swirled down in the air, seeping into the blood drop by drop like the rain.

"Report!" Ma Shiyu stood at the door of the classroom. Pear Blossom's tearful little face, so pure and lovely, the coarse cloth embroidered skirt wrapped the petite body very casually, and the long black flowing hair fluttered at will in the breeze. The sun bloomed in her hairline, like a rainbow, like a spring water pouring down, so beautiful that people could live for it.

"Second brother, I will definitely marry you, you are a good person, a good person worthy of my life!" Ma Shiyu shouted loudly, and then gave Ding Fengjun, who was stunned, a smile, so beautiful, like a fairy, more like a shy flower waiting to bloom.

Why are you all so good to me, why am I not able to repay you for the good you have given me, maybe I don't deserve you to be so good to me, because I am a useless person!

"Second brother, you also have to work hard, people like me who have to give up their lives choose to meet the challenge, what reason do you have to be decadent?" You have to make those who look down on us regret it, and I'm sure you can do it! Zhang Jilai gestured to Ding Fengjun with encouragement.

"Ding Fengjun, you're a fucking waste, without my Ge Yuqing's help, you won't want to turn over in your life!" Ge Yuqing glared at his eyes viciously, if his eyes could kill a person, presumably Ding Fengjun would already be full of holes by now!

I want to cheer up, I want to work hard, three hundred and sixty lines, and I will be the champion. Going to college is not the only way out, I can't let others look down on me, I want to prove to them that I, Ding Fengjun, am a capable person. Ge Yuqing, you wait, I will make you regret your mistakes!

Ding Fengjun was in a hurry and woke up from his dream, and it was already dawn at this time.

Wang Yuzhen called Ding Fengjun's name outside the door, Ding Fengjun hurriedly answered, hastily cleaned up and walked out of the bedroom.

Ding Shide has already gone to the village department, and someone in the village came to him early this morning, saying that the above sent someone to inspect Ding Zhuang and asked him to make arrangements to receive him, but Ding Shide left in a hurry without even having time to eat breakfast. The younger brothers and sisters at the table were eating breakfast, and they were going to school, Ding Fengjun glanced at them, and he couldn't help but feel a sense of melancholy in his heart.

Wang Yuzhen saw Ding Fengjun stunned there, she thought that Ding Fengjun was still blaming herself for Ding Fenghai's matter, she sighed lightly, and said to Ding Fengjun: "Little Er, come over and eat, you have to go to school after eating, now you don't have to think about anything but studying." ”

Ding Fengjun hummed softly, he sat at the table and looked at the food on the table really had no appetite, when he thought of Ding Fenghai and the college entrance examination, his heart was always restless, more worried about Ding Fenghai, and he didn't know what life in the army was like, whether the big brother's small body could withstand the training in the army, and whether anyone would bully him when he was there alone, these worries were all packed into Ding Fengjun's heart, and then he was his own future arrangement, where to go?

This school is designated not to go, and it is impossible for him to stay at home, if nothing else, just one Ma Shiyu is enough for Ding Fengjun to bear, Ding Fengjun can't watch Ma Shiyu drop out of school for him, one person suffers misfortune, and he can't even burden others to follow his own misfortune! Ma Shiyu's life experience is unfortunate enough, and it is impossible for Ding Fengjun to involve her in another misfortune.

In the end, Ding Fengjun still couldn't eat, he lied to Wang Yuzhen that he went to school, but in fact he went to wander outside.

"Feng Jun, why are you here? Why didn't you go to school? ”

Ding Fengjun was walking on the road with his head bowed and aimlessly, a surprised voice sounded on the opposite side, Ding Fengjun raised his head, it turned out to be an uncle named Ding Shichang in his yard, Ding Fengjun also expressed his surprise, he didn't answer and asked: "Uncle, why are you here?" ”

Ding Shichang smiled slightly and said: "Isn't this time when the family is going to start harvesting wheat, I asked the factory director for leave and came back a few days early." ”

Ding Fengjun found that Ding Shichang was still carrying a woven bag on his shoulder, and he was also carrying a big black bag in his hand, Ding Fengjun hurriedly stepped forward to take the bag in Ding Shichang's hand, and said: "Uncle, let me help you take it, look at how strange you are taking so many things." ”

Ding Shichang smiled and said: "Feng Jun has become sensible, this Bao Shen, you still don't have to carry it, I'll just come by myself, but you, why are you wandering around here, aren't you about to take the college entrance examination, why didn't you go to school?" ”

Ding Fengjun fell silent, not knowing how to answer for a while.

Ding Shichang smiled and said, "What, could it be that you skipped class here?" ”

Ding Fengjun waved his hand again and again and denied: "No, no, no, I won't skip class, it's just that I don't want to go to school." ”

Ding Shichang was stunned for a moment, a little puzzled, Ding Fengjun's good study is a fact known to the whole village, and it is inevitable that a person with such good grades will be surprised if he says that he doesn't want to go to school.

"Why?"

"Uncle, you can also see the situation in my family, the living situation is not good, and there are many sisters and brothers, so I want to find some work and don't want to go to school."

Ding Shichang put the bag on his shoulder on the ground, took out a cigarette from his pocket and stuffed it into his mouth, drew a match to light the cigarette, took a deep breath, and immediately spit out a smoke ring, and said faintly: "You are still a sensible child, I will say, men are ambitious in all directions, what is the point of reading a broken book, the so-called useless is a scholar, like my simple son, I don't follow me at all, I know that I read every day, and my head is almost stupid." It's better to find a job quickly, or to get married and have a baby as soon as possible. ”

After Ding Shichang's generous remarks, he took another puff of cigarette and continued: "Feng Jun, what are you going to do? ”

Ding Fengjun was completely stupid, he thought that Ding Shichang would persuade him to go back to study, but he didn't expect this Ding Shichang to support his approach so much, listening to the meaning of Ding Shichang's words, it seems that he still hopes that Ding Fengjun will ask for a wife soon, and when the time comes, the child's wife will be hot and enjoy the joy of starting a family.

Ding Fengjun shook his head and said with a smile: "I don't know what to do, I don't have a clue at all." ”

Ding Shichang patted his chest without saying a word, and said to Ding Fengjun: "Otherwise, you can go with your uncle, let me tell you, your uncle's brick-burning skills are the first in the whole village, not that your uncle bragged to you, if I say that I am the second in the brick-burning skills, no one dares to stand up and belong to the first." Originally, I wanted to teach this craft to my stupid son, but he is not that material, I think you kid is very smart, are you interested in coming with me? ”

Ding Fengjun scratched his head, thought for a while and asked, "Do you have to wait until after the wheat harvest to go?" ”

Ding Shichang laughed and said, "What, you just want to make money quickly?" ”

Ding Fengjun nodded by default. For Ding Fengjun, the sooner he leaves, the better, because when the wheat is busy, it is just in time for the college entrance examination, if he waits until the wheat harvest is over, Ding Fengjun must not be able to go out if he wants to, because Ding Shide will definitely kill him.

Ding Shichang thought for a while and said: "Otherwise, tomorrow a guy from Lincun is just going over there, I will ask him to take you for a ride, while I am harvesting wheat at home, you will first familiarize yourself with the work site there, so that when I teach you again, you will also get started faster." ”

Ding Fengjun didn't hesitate at all this time, he agreed to it, and after asking about the agreed time tomorrow, Ding Fengjun helped Ding Shichang send his luggage home, he didn't dare to stay for a moment, and hurried home to quietly pack his luggage.

At that time, one of the hottest industries in the countryside was brick burning. The only way for the male laborers of every household in the countryside to go out to earn money is to go to the kiln, which is purely hard work, and it is divided into hemp kiln, burning kiln, and strong kiln. Among them, the work of the hemp kiln is the most tiring, and the kiln is a technical job, which is not too tiring. Ding Fengjun doesn't know much about these, he only knows that as long as he leaves here, all the troubles will be gone, the big deal is to cut first and then play, wait for the college entrance examination to pass, take some time to come back and confess to his family, and then let the family deal with it, he has nothing to say!

Ding Fengjun quietly returned home, cleaned up casually, picked up a few clothes that he was wearing at the moment, took two pairs of cloth shoes, brought a towel, and brought a thin quilt that was often covered at home.

You can't just play missing, what if your father can't find him? Ding Fengjun thought about it for a while, and finally came up with a good way, he wrote a letter, and wrote a simple letter about his whereabouts and the reason why he couldn't take the college entrance examination, and he hid the letter in the table hole for the time being, so that he felt that things were done properly.

This night, Ding Fengjun barely closed his eyes, since he was a child, he has never left home, let alone gone out alone, this crazy move may be a mistake, but he can't care so much, because he doesn't want to see the disappointed eyes of his family.