After waiting for almost two hours, as soon as the interview on the show ended, Lin Xiaoyu ran onto the stage and whispered to Sun Pinpin, "Mr. Hao is here, in the background." ”

"What is he here for?" Sun Pin was also stunned, it was a few days ago that he took Hao Tianying away that day.

"I don't know. Lin Xiaoyu said, "There was blood on his body, and his expression was a little strange." ”

"He's hurt?"

Lin Xiaoyu shook his head, "Ask him, he didn't say anything, do you want to go and see him?" Lin Xiaoyu added, "As a friend." ”

"The program team said they were going to party. Sun Pin was reluctant to see Hao Tiansong, and every time she saw him, she couldn't ease her mood for at least a few days.

Lin Xiaoyu said, "I'll help you explain here, you can go." ”

Zhang Yang saw Lin Xiaoyu from a distance, and saw Sun frequently leaving, Lin Xiaoyu didn't know what he was doing in a daze, he walked over with the corners of his mouth pursed, and deliberately stretched out his arm to touch the paintings hanging on the wall behind her, and naturally circled her on his chest.

Lin Xiaoyu felt a familiar and unfamiliar aura approaching, and stepped back as if facing a great enemy, his back against the wall. Surrounded by staff who were walking around, she felt uncomfortable and pushed, "Let go." ”

Zhang Yang not only did not leave, but bent down and got very close to her, "You will come with the evening party." ”

"I have something to do in the evening. ”

"What's the matter?"

"If you want to go to the supermarket to buy something, you have to bring a light ......" Lin Xiaoyu didn't know why she was so unproductive, she encouraged herself a little, pushed away Zhang Yang, and had a tough attitude, "Anyway, I have something." ”

"Is Sun Pinpin leaving, I just heard you say Hao Tiansong to her?" Zhang Yang looked at Lin Xiaoyu glaring at him with satisfaction, and he smiled proudly, "Sun Pinpin's not appearing, you should be replaced by an agent." And he said, "I can go with you if I want to buy anything, your daughter? I'm so handsome, she'll like me." ”

“……”

Sun Pin felt that Lin Xiaoyu's description was a little different, if Hao Tiansong was really seriously injured, he should go to the hospital first, instead of coming here to find himself, so when she stood in front of Hao Tiansong and looked at the blood stains on his body, she felt that Lin Xiaoyu was indeed exaggerating.

There is a lot of blood, but it can be concentrated in parts, but the arms and the front placket have dried up, and the color is a little heavy.

"Are you looking for me?" Sun asked calmly, "What's the matter?"

Hao Tiansong stood up straight, obviously only a few steps away, but he felt that it was a chasm that could never be crossed, he thought, if he took a step, she would at least take a few steps back.

So he didn't move, he just said, "Do you have time? Can you go to the hospital with me?"

"Why went to the hospital?"

"My sister, she's in the hospital, she wants to see you. ”

The second time, he came to her, or because of Hao Tianying.

Sun Pinpin remembered what he said and behaved after calling him there last time, thinking that he was here to ridicule him again, "Your sister is hospitalized, why should I go?" she said coldly, "As far as I know, my brother has been at home for the past few days and has not even left the door, so he shouldn't have provoked your sister again." ”

"She's pregnant. Hao Tiansong said, "It may have been miscarried, please go and see her." ”

Sun Pinpin can completely say, what does that have to do with me. But she wasn't that ruthless, "What's going on?"

The car was still driven by Hao Tiansong, but his hands kept shaking and he failed to start the car several times.

Xu Xiwen couldn't stand it and said, "I'll come." ”

Hao Tiansong smiled reluctantly, got out of the way, and sat in the co-pilot seat.

When Xu Xiwen was tying the seat belt, he glanced at him, "You don't have a good face, what's uncomfortable?"

"Nope. Hao Tiansong shook his head, a little dumbfounded, "The blood is not mine, it is Yingying's, she fell down...... She was bleeding a lot and the doctor said she was pregnant...... Said that the child could not be saved. ”

Hao Tiansong said intermittently and difficult.

Xu Xiwen didn't say a word, listened quietly, thinking that he should have been frightened by Hao Tiansong, so he would speak so incoherently.

Unexpectedly, Hao Tiansong asked her again, "When the child is gone, do you also hurt?"

Xu Xiwen was stunned for a long time.

It happened that a big truck was coming, but she didn't react, or Hao Tiansong helped her hit the steering wheel and dodged away.

Xu Xiwen stabilized her mood a little, she even turned her head and smiled at Hao Tiansong, "It doesn't hurt, I went to the hospital to make an appointment for surgery, and I have anesthesia and psychological preparation and ......."

As she spoke, seeing Hao Tiansong looking at her intently, there was boundless pain in her eyes, she stopped talking knowingly, and did not continue to describe how the child left her.

The car was driven to the hospital by Xu Xiwen.

Xu Xiwen saw Hao Tianying, next to her was a hanging infusion tube, which should have been pulled out, her face was pale, and her lips were also white.

Hao Tianying saw Xu Xiwen and called her, "Sister." ”

"Why don't you have surgery?"

"I don't want to lose him. Tears flowed down Hao Tianying's cheeks, but she smiled, "What about Shunliang?

"If you're not feeling well, talk less. Xu Xiwen was a little at a loss, "Your brother is outside, I called him in." ”

"Don't call him, I don't want to see them. Hao Tianying said, "My brother did something to hurt his sister, I lied to him, he must be angry and refused to see me, but you are his sister, it is the same to see you." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't know what kind of logic she was, "What do you want to say to me?" she paused and said, "Or convey something to Shunliang?"

"Sister, you're so smart. Hao Tianying can still praise others with a smile, her eyes are crooked when she laughs, she should be a sweet and happy girl, instead of lying on the pale sheets, cold sweat and tears have been flowing.

"If you call me sister, I'll say something nice to you. Xu Xiwen thought for a while and said, "It's better to do the operation earlier, you have lost a lot of blood, child...... It's just a fertilized egg, it's not yet formed, it's gone, it's gone, you should think for yourself. Just like me and ...... Isn't your brother doing well now? ”

"If even the child is gone, Shunliang will not come to see me. Hao Tianying said stubbornly, "Sister, do you know how scared I am, afraid of losing the only contact with him, afraid of never seeing him again, afraid that there will be no more him in my future life." ”

Xu Xiwen thought, I know, I know how the cold instrument feels when it is in the body, I know how the heart is like ashes, and I know how afraid it is to forcibly strip that person from the heart from the life and from the body.

But what can I do if I am afraid, it is love, it is also cancer, and it must be cleaned up sooner or later.

"I don't know. Xu Xiwen said, "I will convey to Shunliang whether I will come to see you, I don't know, but I still advise you to do the operation as soon as possible." ”

Hao Tianying seemed to be talking to herself, "My brothers always say that it's like having a dream, and when you wake up from the dream, you can leave that person in the dream and forget it." But when I was with him, I was so happy, I didn't want to forget it, I didn't want to stay in my dreams, I wanted to keep remembering him, even if I died. ”

"It's not worth it, you will meet better and more liked people later, and then you will only laugh at the childish ideas of the present. ”

"If you don't live in your heart, then everywhere you go is a guest and a foreign land. Hao Tianying smiled, so fearless, "Sister, have you ever loved someone desperately and risking your life?"

Xu Xiwen came out of the ward, she was a little stunned, especially when she saw Hao Tiansong standing opposite.

Xu Xiwen, have you ever been reckless?

Xu Xiwen, even when love is warm, have you ever thought about giving up your life for him?

No.

Xu Xiwen has never, she has never been as decisive as Hao Tianying, for a person who doesn't know whether she is worthy or not, she has to use her life as a bargaining chip. Xu Xiwen hates gambling the most, so she has given up the game before she wants to start.

If she was misunderstood, she would not have had the opportunity to explain, but her humility made her unable to open her mouth in front of Hao Tiansong, afraid that he would laugh at him and worry that he would disdain it.

Even now, she was strong enough to bet on playing the game, but she still didn't dare, the memory of the last defeat was too deep.

With Hao Tiansong, the words that come to mind must be harm.

In order to prevent him from hurting her, she took the initiative to attack and hurt him, which was to protect herself.

At some point, Hao Tiansong walked in front of her.

Xu Xiwen looked up at him, her eyes were in a trance, she couldn't remember what happened to Hao Tiansong, why did she like Hao Tiansong, and why did she hate him so much?

"Fine. Hao Tiansong's voice was hoarse and called her name.

Xu Xiwen turned his head and didn't make eye contact with him, "You better persuade her to have surgery, I don't know if Shunliang will come to see her, even if she does, what can she do, they have no result." She has to take care of her body, and nothing is more ...... than this."

Hao Tiansong suddenly reached out to hug her, tightly, he buried his head in her nest. The tall man bent his spine and pressed half his weight on her, so helpless and so desperate.

"Important. Xu Xiwen finished adding the last word. Her hands hung at her sides, and she didn't push him away or give him a comforting hug.

"Fine, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Hao Tiansong lay on her shoulder, crying like a child, repeating three words.

Xu Xiwen felt that her heart could be so calm at that moment, she raised her heavy arm and patted Hao Tiansong's back stiffly, "It's okay." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't know whether Hao Tiansong was sorry for her, or sorry for the child who was not formed at all.

If it's the former, it doesn't matter, because now he's just a stranger to her, and if it's the latter, it doesn't matter, it's just a fertilized egg, not even a fetus.

In the car back, Xu Xiwen's forehead was against the cold car window, and his head was chaotic.

She was in a daze and wanted to fall asleep, and before she fell asleep, she thought that Hao Tiansong seemed to say just now: Why didn't he die, if he used death as a threat, would he be able to win a glimmer of hope for him and Xu Xiwen.

"It's good you didn't. Xu Xiwen closed his eyes and muttered, "If you really do this, how can I say with confidence that I have paid more than you."

Xu Xiwen felt that Hao Tiansong broke down and cried out of shape today, probably because he saw Hao Tianying and thought of his naïve self in the past, and shed tears of shame.

At that age, he had so much, how could he think of threatening his family with death to win the opportunity to negotiate.

In fact, it was not only him, but even she couldn't do it, so when she knew that she had a child, she was afraid and anxious to solve the trouble.

At that age, she has so little, how could she use a child to bind her already boring and bleak life?

It turns out that they all love themselves more.

"What did you say?" Zheng Chiwen drove to pick her up, and heard what she was saying inarticulately.

While waiting for the traffic light, Zheng Chiwen leaned over to listen, and heard Sun frequently say, "Hao Tiansong, goodbye." ”

Zheng Chiwen stretched his head away from her face, wanting to see her face more clearly, and the indicator light prompted the passage, so he had to give up. Looking ahead, his heart was unprecedentedly impassioned, probably seeing Hao Tiansong watching motionlessly, Xu Xiwen walking with him.

At this moment, in Xu Xiwen's dream, it was Hao Tiansong's appearance when they first met, and they were waving goodbye.

is like what she said to Hao Tiansong just now: unless she goes back in time, she will never let herself suffer half more grievances.

She clearly saw the desperate expression on Hao Tiansong's face when she said this.

yes, how could time be turned back.

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