At night, a person lying in bed feels very lonely, although the collection is easy but very monotonous, is this the future life, although I think it is good, after all, it is not a way out, so a few years of college is really in vain, it can be said that there is no use here, I should learn something. But there is nothing here except selling meat and collecting money, and there are no special skills, the manager Li Yan is taking the lawyer exam, which shows that he also has his own ideas, and he doesn't want to stay here for a lifetime, it is also impossible, it must be a part-time job for a person, maybe when it will not be used, which is also a very normal thing. Now it's just a matter of doing something for the time being, and I have to think about the way out in the future, and I haven't figured out what I'm going to do after thinking about it.

At this time, Xu Feng thought of Yuan Yuan again, I don't know what she was doing, how good it would be if there was no such thing, the two are still sweetly together, they can share the happiness of these few days with her, although it is not very romantic but very fulfilling, after all, now that there is something to do, it is useless to say anything. Since yesterday I saw the indifferent attitude towards myself, I felt that they had completely no hope of reconciliation, and the fate between them ended here, since this was the case, I had to give up, and then I would definitely disgust her, and I didn't want to hurt her heart again, and let myself bear the pain, who let myself do something sorry for her, let my sadness atone for my sins, and save the only little love left in the depths of my heart. Thinking of this, my heart was much more stable, and I soon fell asleep.

Xu Feng opened his eyes in the morning, saw that it was already bright and bright, and saw that the time was less than five o'clock, and there was no sleep, so he got up, washed up and went downstairs, opened the roller shutter door and began to wash the street in front of the store.

Li Yan came to the company in advance as usual, and saw Xu Feng standing on the side of the road enjoying the beautiful scenery of nature, his face was full of pleasant expression, knowing that he was very happy in his heart, and felt that Xu Feng was a good person, and the young man was very self-motivated, very enthusiastic about his work, and very satisfied.

"You woke up early, and you finished cleaning. Li Yan said.

"I can't sleep when I wake up, it's not interesting to lie in bed, but I feel tired, so it's better to get up and move, and I feel very comfortable. Xu Feng said with a smile.

"It's still a young man with a lot of energy, unlike me who can't sleep at night, doesn't love to get up in the morning, and doesn't have a little energy during the day. Li Yan said.

"How old are you, how can you speak in the same tone as an old man, and you don't have a little youthful vitality. Xu Feng said with a smile.

"After all, a few years older than you, talking about to be thirty years old, as the saying goes, people spend thirty days at noon, halfway through the journey of life, and the energy is getting worse day by day, unlike you who are only in your twenties, you have endless energy, and you don't feel tired of doing anything. Li Yan said.

"You're a few years older than me, and you would have such an idea. Xu Feng said.

"Don't underestimate these few years, it is the most golden years of a person's life, determining the fate of a person's life, and it is also the biggest turning point in life, success and failure are in these few years. Li Yan said with some emotion. Thirty years have passed in the blink of an eye, and I want to go through the road of life, I may have been young, I may have had, how many days and nights, how many times I have chased and played, and I have disappeared in the blink of an eye. The years are unforgiving, the past is unbearable, the memory will always make people feel unnatural, feel scared, always want to catch the time but are thrown away, and then vigorously run forward, thirty years old is about to pass, with reluctant and unforgettable memories slowly drifting into the distance.

What kind of years should thirty years old, the memory is not continuous, the happiness seems to be mostly forgotten, there should have been laughter and tears, there has been vigor and decadence, there has been self-confidence and confusion, has been moved and cold, has been encouraged and mocked, felt the sweetness and bitterness of life, shared a happy and happy and painful years, once thought that the years could be endlessly squandered, always thought that the future seems to be far and more distant, you can enjoy yourself slowly, but time is secretly lost, the years are unconsciously and ruthlessly coming, and when you wake up, you suddenly realize that the years are so short。 It can really be said that with a flick of the fingers, it seems that the years pass by like water, and time will not be returned.