Chapter 722: Fear
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Meatballs: "I'm out of words." You are scared now because you are not confident enough in yourself and feel that you cannot control the long-term love of your boss. ”
Anna grabbed the meatballs on the side and didn't let her say more, she knew that Xintong's heart must be in turmoil now, and she must have her own reasons for worrying.
She comforted Xintong and said: "I know that you are feeling the pressure, and I also know that you are doubting yourself, but I hope that you don't think only of yourself when you are confused, and also raise your head from time to time to look at the people around you who love you and are willing to support you." No one exists in isolation in this world, everyone will feel pressure, and everyone will question life. You just have to remember that all the people in the world are just as confused and struggling as you are now. ”
Anna's words brought Xintong more thoughts, every word she said seemed to knock on her heart, in her heart she didn't have any doubts about Chengyun, what she really doubted was her own ability.
She always knew that the real obstacle between the two was love that transcended normal human boundaries, and because of her loss of body, the two were incapable of staying together in reality. In the past, Xintong could ignore this matter in the name of love, but after tonight, the two who had met their parents made a promise to stay together for a lifetime, and this change was destined to make Xintong unable to escape.
The reality of the two is there, to be honest, it's not that Xintong doesn't want to, it's that she doesn't have the ability to change at all, even if she is Chengyun, she can't do anything, there is no such person in this world who makes her a person again.
She and Seong-yoon are also unable to complete all the rituals of love between humans.
Oriana saw that Xintong was silent for a long time, and the words of comfort were choked in her throat, she knew her worries, but she didn't know how much she thought of herself. If she's just overwhelmed by the sudden change, she'll listen to her own explanation. But once she herself has allowed herself to fall into a dead end, then no matter what she says, it will be in vain.
Anna thought about it, looked at Meatball Zi and Sun Yi who were sitting a little helpless, and knew that only she could solve Xintong at present.
She decided to avoid the important and hold her back first. She took a deep breath and said: "Xintong, you calm down first and listen to me, you met Chengyun's parents today, but he didn't get the approval of your parents. Even though you don't have a family member to show up now, it doesn't mean that this will always be the case, aren't you saving Dr. Kule now? You can wait until you save him before deciding what happens between you and Seong-yoon. ”
Xintong: "Anna, you are wrong about something, I won't leave Chengyun no matter what, what I'm really worried about is that he will leave me." It's not that I'm not sure about my feelings, I'm not sure about his feelings. ”
Meatballs interrupted the words of the two and said to Xintong: "Xintong, I really want to scold you for being a fool, even if you are a good person now, you can't guarantee that the boss will love you for the rest of your life, so what if you are just a robot now, the result is the same, it really doesn't matter if the process is good or bad." ”
Meatball's words woke up Xintong, she felt that she was right, and now she really didn't need to worry about those future things. What should come will always come, and thinking too much often only adds to the troubles.
If all of one's energy is spent thinking about what may or may not happen in the future, a lot of personal space will be occupied, one's time will no longer be one's own time, and one's life that one could have controlled is no longer in one's own control.
Sun Yi, who was in a daze on the side, finally understood what they were struggling with, it turned out that Xintong was worried that Chengyun would not be able to stay with her for the rest of her life with the machine. He smiled and said to Xintong: "Instead of worrying like that, it is better to ask him in person, I am a man, I know them, although the oath is unreliable, but if it can be said by a man, they will pay more attention to it." ”
Regarding Sun Yi's proposal, Xintong refused without even thinking about it.
For Cheng Yun, she doesn't plan to bother him with her withdrawal and reality. If there was one person who was worried, she wanted that person to be herself.
Xintong shook his head and said to Sun Yi: "Even if I know what you say is feasible, I won't do that, my worries, it only belongs to me, if I can, I hope it will only bother me alone for the rest of my life." As for Cheng Yun, he is not obligated to bear these for me. ”
Meatballs couldn't help it again, and in her heart, Xintong moaned innocently today.
Meatballs: "Xintong, can I ask you a question?"
Xintong: "You ask." ”
Meatballs: "Whether the boss is good to you or not, whether he loves you or not." ”
Xintong: "Chengyun is very good to me, he loves me very much." ”
Meatball: "That's not enough, I'll ask you one more question." ”
Xintong: "Okay".
Meatballs: "What is love?"
Xintong thought for a while and said, "Love is to attract each other and enjoy each other." ”
Meatballs: "But each of us is not a roundworm in someone else's stomach, even if someone else says it himself, it doesn't necessarily mean that he really loves you, and it can't be guaranteed to be true, so the definition of mutual affection you mentioned now is too difficult to determine." “
Xintong feels that what Meatball said is reasonable, and no one can know what others think except for others, even if she says it herself, she will say some insincere words for some reasons. The reason for this, how to make sure that the person you love loves you has become one of the most difficult questions in the world to answer.
Xintong: "How to make sure that your lover loves you is one of the most difficult questions in the world, and you are asking me now, isn't it difficult for me? ”
Meatballs don't think so, she thinks it's important to Xintong.
So she didn't give up and insisted that Xintong finish answering her question.
Meatballs: "It's not difficult for you to mention this, if it's really so difficult to determine whether the lover loves you, then can you first assume that the lover's heart is uncertain, and the two people don't love each other in an absolute sense, for example, take you and the boss as an example, that is to say, the boss doesn't necessarily love you." Right?"
Xintong knew that she was giving an example, nodded and said, "You can be presumed in this way, but it doesn't mean that you are right." ”
Meatball nodded and continued: "In this case, in fact, the boss doesn't necessarily love you, but you think the boss loves you, and you also think that you love each other, you can say that I am not correct, but I also have a basis, so can I also say that you are incorrect." ”