My name is Bai Li, and I am a pear tree full of white flowers that does not bear fruit. The name was given to me by the Red Coat, a butterfly that likes to perch on my branches, and has been there since the moment I became conscious. It says it likes the smell on me, and there's no reason for it. The red coat is an old youkai who cultivated to the human body before me, and most of my cultivation is guided by it.

Later, I learned that the human form it took was a young woman dressed in red. At that time, she fell in love with a human who should not have fallen in love, and she perched on my branches to heal her wounds, and she said that I had a peculiar function in my body that could heal the wounds of things that had been cultivated into refinement, and that was probably why I didn't bear fruit, and I was able to gain consciousness on my own at such a young age. But I don't really care about that. Occasionally, when she was in a good mood, she would tell me something about the human world, which made me yearn for this world all along. She would occasionally talk about her experiences, always intermittently, and I couldn't understand them. Because I am only conscious, but I have not cultivated my heart, and I can't feel joy, anger and sorrow, but from her tone, I can distinguish different feelings from me, and I don't want to figure it out, until I met Mo Li, and I probably met Mo Li, I really experienced what it means to be love. From there, I began a story full of entanglements and complexities.

Meeting Mo Li is the beginning of my life and the end of my life, I am no longer just a monster, I am like a human. Now in this place I remember everything that had happened, not only Mo Li, but all of it made me painful and glad, even though my heart was gone now.

I remember the day I first met Mo Li, I was just able to transform into a human form. In cultivation, it is generally necessary to follow several stages, the gradual emergence of one's own consciousness, without one's own consciousness, there is no feeling, and you can't cultivate, so this level is also very difficult, many animals and plants will only rely on basic reflexes to repeat their own things, unless they are forcibly opened by people with the help of strong spiritual power. Once you have consciousness, and then you practice the mind, how well you cultivate the mind also depends on your personal understanding, and the form of the mind is divided into, formless, angular and round, heart-shaped, delicate and translucent. The form of the mind is generally fixed when it is formed, which determines the future of spiritual development, and cannot be reshaped, but it can reflect the innate spiritual power and understanding. Of course, some people will experience new variables after the thunderstorm, and this is also a rare case.

The red robe is heart-shaped, like a human. If you cultivate your heart, you can cultivate your appearance and body. The appearance and body shape are changed at will, and they are also directly cultivated, and cannot be changed. If you cultivate this, you will enter the higher stage, whether you choose to cultivate as a human being, or continue to cultivate the avenue, that is, become a spirit, become an immortal, become a bodhisattva, and the bodhisattva is the highest level, and only people can cultivate the Buddha above the bodhisattva. Bodhisattvas cultivated by monsters are often low-level and cannot handle human things. There is a difference between the method of cultivating and continuing to cultivate, so you have to choose.

Under the guidance of the red cloth, it only took half of her time to cultivate my heart, and my heart was a rare and exquisite heart at the moment of cultivation, and it was only that moment, and then it became cloudy, and finally became a human heart. At that time, Hongyi saw the whole process, and she was shocked for many days to assert and talk nonsense.

She looked at me seriously several times and said, "Did you see it?" and "I didn't have time" "That's a delicate heart, what's going on, I've never seen this kind of thing, and I can change it back by myself, how fresh, I've seen it all, oops, it's really a loss, what's going on, what's going on, you're a magical little monster." And I didn't know much, so I could only silently watch her talk to herself, occasionally interjecting "You taught me so well". After five or six days like this, the red dress was gone, and I was separated from her for the first time, and she said that she was going to inquire about my situation, and she would come back after a while, but in fact it was a long time, she was gone for thirty years, and I wandered alone for a few years.

In the first twenty years after the red coat left, I was really bored, and I practiced the mental method she left behind every day, and the mental method of conjuring into human form, I didn't know what I could be like, but I was still looking forward to it in my heart. Occasionally, a small animal would lie under my tree to rest, and one or two would consciously talk to me, and from their conversation, I learned that this mountain forest is very large, and there is an old dryad who has cultivated the oldest, and is the manager of this mountain and forest, and the purpose is to put peace first. There are also two sisters who have cultivated their hearts but have not cultivated their human shapes, they are flower essences. And Hongyi and I, they even knew about us, and before Redyi left, I didn't know about these things and didn't see other conscious animals, they all said that Hongyi was too fierce, and before I knew it, she always lost her temper and injured many brothers and sisters who passed by, so few dared to provoke her.

Later, the old tree spirit came to see me, I called him Grandpa Tree, he guided me in the cultivation of the mind, I didn't expect that in twenty years under the guidance of Grandpa Tree, I could transform into a human form, but it could only last for one or two hours, my illusion into a human form is a woman, I think I look more beautiful, and women are the most beautiful. The first time I took on a human form, I ran a long way to find a small lake where I could get a rough idea of what I looked like.

It was a beautiful woman, dressed in white but not rigid, smiling like a girl, with skin like a snow man, dancing like a fairy falling from the sky. I am very satisfied with my appearance, I stand up and keep running, keep running, for the trees, I am extremely happy to run at this moment. Since I didn't pay attention to the road when I ran, at least by the time I suddenly realized it, I didn't know where I was, and I walked back and forth for a long time, still not finding where I was.

It was a strange place, and I tried to scream at Grandpa Tree, hoping it would hear, but after only two screams my body turned back into a tree, and I was very sleepy, and after this time, I could roughly know how long my body could last at its very long. I looked to the conscious plants around me and realized that it was a hollow valley where few moving creatures passed by, which meant that I couldn't get the other animals to talk to Grandpa Tree for me.

"Take the transformation of all things first, the mental method as the determination, and shape my body...... "Since I can't go back, it's the same everywhere, I still continue to practice the mental method." When it was night, there was a sudden burst of wolf howls, from far and near, it was too noisy, when I wanted to use my branches to detect the situation, a white animal appeared in my field of vision, it staggered, looking left and right, as if it was hiding something, I understood that those wolf howls must have something to do with him, and when I could see it clearly, I shook my branches at it, and the white flowers on my branches fell more than half, I don't know if it was conscious, but it did come to me, and lay down where the petals had accumulated。

It was a little fox, with snow-white fur stained with mud and blood, and my white petals intersected with it, showing a white glow, and it fell asleep, and the original silence of the night was quickly restored.

I have wondered many times if I appeared there that day to rescue him and meet him, I don't know if I regretted it, but the pain along the way is clearly imprinted in my heart, why that heart, from beginning to end, can't help but follow his shadow.

If you can only see it for the first time, who can withstand all the first times.

As it turned out, I saved a handsome little fox. When I walked out of cultivation the next day, I saw a pair of brown eyes, constantly looking at me, and the fox had not only basically recovered, but also transformed into a human body.

"You're really extraordinary, thank you for saving my life yesterday, but you seem to be cultivating well." I said, "That's natural, it's just that I've just cultivated into a human body, and I can't use it as I want, what about you, why were you so depressed yesterday?"

He smiled, which made me feel a little trance, "I have just cultivated into a human body, and I accidentally hit the wolf's den, and I am outnumbered, so I am naturally at a disadvantage."

I shook my branch in sympathy. I looked at him carefully, dressed in white, with his long hair pulled up, fluttering, not a few points worse than me, and I was very unconvinced. He seemed to know what I meant, smiled, and stood in the air, "How's that, isn't it very chic down there?" ”

I ignored him and continued to cultivate, and then I entered my consciousness.

By the time I woke up from my practice, two days had passed, and I thought that guy was gone, but when I sighed to myself, I found him beside me, meditating. Hearing the movement, he turned his head to look at me in human form,

"Tsk, this beauty is difficult for mountains and rivers, difficult for flowers and birds, difficult for ordinary comparisons! ”

I glared at him, "Are you just waiting to see me and then trying to taunt me? I'm sorry to disappoint you." "I tilted my head and didn't want to look at him.

"That's not it, you see, I've just cultivated to human form, I don't have any friends, I just want to be with you, at least have a mouth that can make a sound. I pursed my lips, looked him up and down, felt that there was no reason to refuse, and said to him, "Then you can go with me." ”

I took him to the gathering place of our big family, and he nodded his head as he observed, so good, and sighed to himself, saying that he would not leave for the time being. I glanced at him and said I was upset. He laughed, walked over and touched my head, and I was about to hit him when he turned around and went to talk to Grandpa Tree. In the end, he cultivated with me, and he cultivated higher than me, so he could help me solve my doubts, after all, my roots were not here, and I had to go back alone, and it was convenient for him to go back and forth.

However, after such a period of time, the effect is indeed good, I am not alone to endure the long time of cultivation, I don't have to run back and forth, and my cultivation has improved a lot. The time it maintains its humanoid form is getting longer and more stable.