Chapter 54: Sorrow
Zhen Wanyi frowned, she is not a person who is good at words, and such a topic is even more unfamiliar to her. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info it's just that Zhen Wenyi has obviously been led into a misunderstanding, and a good young lady has been taught to serve people in Israel.
"Not all men are like that. Besides, no matter how beautiful and seductive those servants are, have you ever seen anyone who has been the wife of the main house, and said that the one you know is not just an outer room? The second aunt can't enter the house if she doesn't agree, and the child she gave birth to can only hide for a lifetime, even if she can enter the door in the end, she is just a concubine, she has to pour tea and water in front of the door of the main room, and she is low and small, do you still think such a woman is good? How can such a woman be truly respected by her husband? Israel serves people, and loves to run, aren't the aunts in the backyard of those mansions like this? Marrying a wife and marrying a virtuous person, taking a concubine is the only way to choose a color, do you see that the old man is admitted to the house one after another, have you ever seen someone change the housewife every once in a while?"
Zhen Wenyi tilted her head and thought for a long time, "Do you think I'm bad like this?" ”
Zhen Wanyi shook her head, "I still like the way you used to be, bright and generous, as beautiful as you want." Not to mention the Zhen Mansion, there is no one in the entire Qinghe City who can compare to you. ”
Zhen Wenyi smiled very happily, "Ninth sister, I found that you are really getting more and more cute, you are so good." The latter sentence was said very lightly, so light that Zhen Wanyi didn't hear it clearly.
Looking at Zhen Wanyi's confused eyes, Zhen Wenyi smiled very happily, but her heart was like drinking a pot of lotus heart tea, which was cold in this cold winter. She is really good, it seems that this world is beautiful in her eyes, there are no mundane things to contaminate her, she has always lived a leisurely and chic life alone.
Zhen Wenyi will never experience such happiness, she has known one thing since she was a child in her world, if she wants to get something, she has to fight for it herself, grab it herself, and pie will not fall from the sky.
There are a lot of people in the second room, but the old lady doesn't want to see them, the eldest lady thinks about the things in the second room, the mother doesn't have them, and her youngest daughter is even more difficult to get. But in retrospect, if it weren't for that wrestling, the fourth aunt wouldn't have made such a big determination to invite Mr. and Xiuniang into the house. She won't learn to restrain herself, slowly control her temper, and learn to think about problems.
Looking at this sister, only her, has not changed, and it can't be said that there are changes, but her innocence is still as beautiful as when she was young, quiet and peaceful, and she has everything she envies, everything. However, after all, it is the same life as the same person, she can't enjoy Zhen Wanyi's blessings, she can only go her own way, her parents can't be trusted, who else can she rely on? It's just me. Now this opportunity is rare, and sacrificing one's life may be able to have a good future and get rid of the heavy and damp burden of the second room.
Zhen Wanyi quietly watched Zhen Wenyi fall into her own contemplation, exuding sadness all over her body. She also has some sadness, she is also the granddaughter of Zhenfu, but she is not living a life of equal order, although she has not seen it in person, she can also see some problems from the details. It is not a new thing for the old lady not to see the second room, but the eldest grandmother also follows the eldest lady to watch the dishes and eat, thinking about Fa'er's embarrassment of the second room, which makes her very heartbroken. It's the same root, why is it too anxious to fry each other? Family, is it interesting to fight to the death for yellow and white things? Will the things that life does not bring with death be more important than the peace and happiness of the family?
She was so angry about this that she even wanted to help, but she was stopped by Mrs. Four, and her thoughts were dispelled with just one sentence, "Poor people must have something to hate." If your second aunt didn't want to take advantage of it, how could she make herself look like this, there is a cause and effect, and your child's family should not be involved in this kind of thing. ”
For her mother's words, she later took a closer look and found that her second aunt was really not ordinary and difficult to get along with, obviously there were new cloths in the house in all seasons, but she had to wear her old clothes every time she came to the New Year's Festival, so that everyone looked at her, but she looked very sad and bitter, as if she was extremely aggrieved. What dishes she ate in Changkang Courtyard, she always said it over and over again, as if the food sent to her room was all leftovers and cold soup, and in the long run, who would treat her sincerely? If it's yourself, I'm afraid you can't do it, and it's really what you sow.
Zhen Wenyi came back to her senses, and saw that Zhen Wanyi was also holding her head in contemplation, and with a sad face, she hurriedly stepped forward and rubbed it, "What are you thinking, worried like this?" ”
Zhen Wanyi struggled to break free, "Oh, my face has been rubbed by you." What else can you think, it's not that I'm worried about you, tell me about you, do you know such a bold thing? And how did you come into contact with the woman outside? ”
Zhen Wenyi stretched her waist, "Okay, let's stop talking about it today, I'm tired of a day, so I won't talk to you anymore, I'll go back." ”
Zhen Wanyi reacted quickly and grabbed the person, "It's so late, let's go back after dinner." ”
"No, I didn't go back to the yard before I came to you directly, and if I stayed any longer, I was afraid that my mother would come to the door to find someone. Okay, let's go. After Zhen Wenyi finished speaking, she straightened her dress, picked up the cloak and put it on herself, then opened the curtain and went out.
Zhen Wanyi sat in a daze for a long time, and she couldn't tell the taste in her heart, as if there was less and less time for sisters to talk in the past two years, it seemed that everyone was busy, and she was the most idle one.
With a long sigh, she didn't know what she could do, the world was extremely unfair to women, bound them in this small three-foot courtyard, waiting for the stars and the moon all day long to come back and rest when the man who was the owner of the inn was tired, and occasionally brought a little goblin or two back to add a burden to you.
Such a day is unimaginable but inevitable for Zhen Wanyi, she has nowhere to escape, she has to hide behind her mother cowardly, greedily wants to enjoy a few more years of comfortable time, she doesn't know what will happen in the future, and even has a deep fear, she wants to keep the life in the boudoir all the time, not to be disturbed by the outside world, and even deceive herself to lock herself in the house, not to accept outside things and people, thinking that if she doesn't go out and walk around, she won't be discovered, so that she can always stay with her parents.
But Mrs. Jia's actions this time woke her up, it turned out that no matter what, when she got older, she would be noticed, and family affairs would inevitably be mentioned, how long could she hide.